Reunion Chapter Three
Rose stared at the dark ceiling over her bed and sighed deeply. Then she turned onto her side and stared at the wall instead. And she still didn't actually go to sleep.
It had been an
hour since she had climbed into bed and she still wasn't feeling tired. If she hadn't been caught this morning (which felt like it had happened five months ago), she would have grabbed a book and started reading. She would still have felt unsettled and worried but then at least she'd have something to distract her with.
But who knew what Mom would say if she caught Rose staying up late to read two nights in a row? Instead of just staying up late. Rose sighed again and squirmed around underneath her sheets, trying to find someplace comfortable for her to lie.
And knowing that the comfort of the bed wasn't the problem. It was tomorrow, meeting her other mother. Hearing pretty much the first thing about her other mother for the first time in her life.
Mom had never much told Rose about how she had been made, who Mom had been with. Mostly, it had come couched in the form of stories about heroes who made what seemed like a mistake only for it to turn out for the best, later on. Sometimes Mom had actually laid the point out, that she hadn't been expecting Rose but that she wouldn't trade her for anything.
So Rose's other mother… she sighed again and squirmed some more. It wasn't like this was a completely foreign idea to her. Even beyond the weird situations she came across in her books, a couple of her friends were divorced or remarried and Rose had seen from a pretty close viewpoint how that sort of thing could go, the way that adults could treat one another after a bad breakup.
Rose was sure that Mom would be able to take care of herself. She always could. But what about Rose? That was the big thought, the one that kept on coming to Rose and kept her squirming around underneath her sheets, sighing heavily as she looked around the darkened confines of her room.
Would she be proud of Rose? Would they get along? Rose had always wondered just what kind of person her other mother would be and the thought that in eighteen hours or so, she'd get to find out just kept on filling her head. Would she be someone really cool who went off on secret missions and stuff? Someone who had roamed around the entire country and had all kinds of interesting stories to tell?
Or would she be a lot more like Mike's dad, who Mike only saw because a court order let his dad see him every other weekend? Rose really, really hoped not. Well, she'd find out in… she glanced at the clock and sighed again, before shifting to her other side to stare at the wall there.
And what about Missy? Or Miss Missy when Rose was safely out of swatting range (not very difficult at all with her short arms!). She
liked Missy. And not just because Missy was a lot easier to talk into buying stuff for Rose than Mom was! Fun stuff, that was, not just new clothes or lined paper for school. Rose liked movie night when Missy came over, even if she had to make sure that her door was closed later on so she didn't have to hear any sounds from Mom's bedroom.
Would losing Missy in exchange for gaining her other mother be a good tradeoff? Was that something that was even possible to happen? Mom hadn't seemed
wild about all of this after dinner and Rose had trouble guessing just what Mom had been thinking about.
And… and Rose had gotten into bed an hour and a half ago and she still didn't feel any closer to sleep.
***
"You okay, Rose?" Mom asked, patting Rose's shoulder as she parked the car.
"I'm fine, Mom," Rose said, making sure
not to rub her tired eyes in front of her mom. "Let's go!"
Mom looked at her as she turned the car off and then nodded. Rose quickly hopped out of her seat, sidling out along the side from the truck that had been parked
very close to their own car. Then she was out on the sidewalk in front of the café. Rose took a deep breath as she looked at the windows of the place, peering inside. She didn't see anyone who looked like half of her but that was about it.
Rose glanced down at the floral dress she was wearing. Mom had brought it with her today, keeping it in her car so that Rose could change after school. She normally never wore this sort of thing, especially if there was any chance at all of getting to run around while shouting her head off. But today, for this, it really seemed like the right thing to wear.
Mom was dressed up nicely as well, though it was a very formal look, very astute and formal. Rose was kind of surprised that Mom was wearing anything other than her usual teaching clothes. Rose glanced up at Mom and resisted the urge to take her hand. Rose was a big girl, she could meet her other parent all on her own, without anyone needing to support her. She hoped.
Rose stepped inside of the café and looked around. Raul the waiter was already heading for them, a pair of menus clutched in his hand. Rose smiled at him and glanced up at Mom. She was barely looking at him, instead looking at a booth near the back of the café.
"No thanks, the person we're meeting is already here," Mom said, squeezing Rose's shoulder and heading down the aisle.
Rose quickly started after her and then outpaced her. Her legs might be shorter but she could put a lot more energy into them. She quickly arrived at the table and saw the woman looking back at them.
She was black, a lot blacker than Rose was. And she was… Rose took another moment to look at her and get her thoughts in order to decide just what she was seeing and how she felt about it.
A lot like Mom, her other mother was pretty slender, though it was hard to tell how tall she was when she was sitting down with a table hiding everything below the stomach. Her face was thin, too, lots of hard lines around the cheeks and nose and jaw. Her eyes, though… it was hard to read everything that was in her eyes.
She was more normally dressed than both Mom or Rose were. The tight t-shirt she was wearing showed off a lot of her arms, including how well-muscled they were. And were those a few scars along her arms, running against the lean, well-defined muscle? Rose thought that they were.
Rose realized that she was staring and that Mom had stopped right behind her. Blushing, Rose quickly slipped into the bench opposite her other mother (she still had no idea at all if she should be using her name or a title) and sat up straight, making sure that her shoulders were squared as the two of them exchanged looks.
"Sophia," Mom said, sitting down next to Rose.
"Taylor," the… black woman? Rose
really needed to decide what to call her, said, nodding to Mom. "And you're Rose, huh?"
The smile she turned on Rose was a lot warmer and softer. Her face seemed to brighten to. Not really becoming
softer but being a lot more welcoming. Rose felt some of her worries still as she nodded back.
"Yes and it's a pleasure to meet you… Mother," Rose said, finally settling on something to call her because she needed to say
something.
"Wow, first time I've ever been called that," Mother said, shaking her head back and forth as her smile grew a bit rueful. "Sound strange."
"Should I have said something else?" Rose asked, feeling a pulse of worry flowing through her as her eyes widened.
"No, that's fine," Mother said as Mom shook her head. "With all the stuff I have to get used to here, hearing someone calling me Mother is going to be the easiest of it all."
Rose nodded and then glanced up at Raul as he appeared to take their drinks. Tea for Mom, coffee for Mother and… well, Rose had been inclined to order a Shirley Temple like usual but maybe that was too kiddish to have in front of Mother for the very first time? She quickly swapped her order to some hot chocolate, even though it really wasn't cold enough outside to need that.
"Settling into town alright?" Mom asked casually as she crossed her arms across her chest and stared at Mother.
"Finding things to be just fine," Mother said with a nod. "Though I'm sure there's a bunch of stuff to see that won't make it into any of the guides." She turned to look at Rose and smiled. "Like you."
She reached over and rubbed Rose's hair with her hand. Rose giggled nervously and flicked her eyes up at Mom. Mom didn't look that pleased but she didn't actually say anything.
"I… I'm happy to meet you, Mother," Rose said. "It will be nice getting to know you."
"Same here, trust me," Mother said. "Real shock to the system to find out that I had a kid. Especially one as cute as you."
Rose smile was more genuine at that and she straightened up. She glanced up at Raul as he reappeared with a tray of drinks. And… and so much for looking mature and everything. Normally she was pretty glad to have those colored sprinkles in her hot chocolate but right now that wasn't the look that she was going for. It was too late to say otherwise, though. It would just draw even more attention.
Rose wrapped her hands around the mug and felt the heat radiating through the ceramic and into her fingers. And if she kept on holding onto it like this for long, she'd be feeling the whipped cream running down her fingers as well as it melted.
"So what do you do for fun?" Mother asked, pouring some cream into her cup of coffee.
"Oh, lot's of things," Rose said. "Um, I really like the Maggie Holt books and Mom and I are going to an event for them at the end of the month. And I like playing around with my friends. You know, tag, hide and seek, just running around with them."
"Ever thought about joining track?" Mother asked. "I was on the team in high school and I really got a lot out of it."
"I don't know," Rose said. "Running around and feeling the blood moving is a lot of fun but all the rules and stuff…"
"Trust me, I know all about stupid rules that people say you have to follow," Mother said with a snort and a nod. "The trick is finding out what rules they care enough about to enforce and then seeing if you need to follow even them."
"Sophia!" Mom snapped next to Rose, making her start. She didn't often hear Mom using that tone of voice with her, never mind anyone else. "Watch it."
"Yeah, because following along and doing everything you're told is how you're going to get anything good out of life," Mother said, rolling her eyes and making a scoffing sound. "You get what you take, not what you're given."
Rose… really didn't know what to say to that and she didn't like the looks on either of their faces as they glared at each other. She looked down at her mug and took a sip of the whipped cream, pressing some of the sprinkles up against the top of her mouth and feeling them melt.
Raul, thankfully, came by with a cheery question about if they were ready to order. Rose hadn't even looked at the menu but she still knew what she liked from here. A blue cheese burger, that got Mother to shoot her a glance of surprise. Mom followed up with a request for a chicken cabbage salad and Mother glanced at the menu before settling on the French dip.
The distraction let things calm down and Rose breathed out a sigh of relief as Mom and Mother both stared at each other instead of actually saying anything. Then Mother turned her eye to Rose again and Rose had to straighten up and swallow hard as she got herself ready for what was going to come next.
"I hope you have a lot of friends?" Mother asked.
"Yeah, I do," Rose said with a nod. "There's Mike and Sandra and the twins and there's lot more that I like talking to at school, even if we don't go over to each other's houses."
"That's good to hear," Mother said. "School's better when you've got some people around to have fun with."
Mom stirred next to Rose and crossed her arms over her chest, but she didn't actually say anything. Rose glanced at Mom and wondered if this was about her own students.
"So, um, how did you and Mom meet?" Rose asked.
"Oh, we'd known each other at high school for all four years," Mother said, casually waving a hand. "She was just one of those faces you saw around, you know?"
It was hard to think of Mom as just being another student at school, though Rose had to admit that she really knew about fifty of her fellow students as anything other than a name and a face. She nodded along, glancing up at Mom and swallowing at the outright glare that Mom was sending Mother's way.
"Anyway, after we graduated, we both, uh…" Mother looked down at Rose with a faint look of worry. "You know about babies and all that, right? Conception?"
"With, uh, you know, the, um, stuff," Rose said, gesturing with her hands and keenly aware of how many other people were around the three of them right now. "Yeah!" She finished with a squeak and only looked a little less embarrassed than Mother did.
"Right, then I don't need to explain to you how that all happened," Mother said. "Anyway, we were both
really glad to be done with high school," Mom snorted at that and gave a tight nod. "And we ended up celebrating with one another."
Rose nodded and quickly decided that she didn't need any more details about
that sort of thing. That stuff just wasn't interesting as it was, though apparently that would change in a few years. And trying to add
Mom to it just made it all
so much worse, nothing that Rose wanted to think about in any way at all.
"Can't believe what happened from that," Mother said, half to herself as she shook her head and stared down at Rose. "Still, can't say that it's a bad outcome, hm?" She smiled at Rose. "You're quite the cute little thing, you know?"
"Yeah," Rose said, giggling and blushing. "Mom and Missy tell me that all the time."
"Who's Missy?" Mother asked, tilting her head to the side.
"Missy Birion, my girlfriend," Mom said, her eyes narrowing at Mother. "You know her?"
"I… yes, I do, actually," Mother said, sounding rather shocked. "We, uh, work together. At the same company."
"You work for IDS, too?" Mom asked, looking surprised. "Huh. How about that."
"Yeah, was real lucky that they had a branch office up here to work with the local Protectorate," Mother said, leaning back in her seat. "Slotted right on in. Huh. Really is strange to think that we have another connection like that."
"Oh, that's cool," Rose said, smiling and feeling some of the tension leaving her shoulders. "Do you like her? I love her. She's a lot of fun to hang out with."
"Never would have thought I'd hear that about- Missy," Mother said, shaking her head back and forth. "But you live and learn, don't you?" She paused at that. "Speaking of that, how are your grades? With your mother being a teacher and all."
"They're good enough," Rose said with a nod, hoping that Mom wouldn't comment that they could be better. "Especially in English."
"Yeah, that was where I got some of my best grades, too," Mother said with a matching nod. "Math and Science, I don't think I've ever used a quarter of the stuff I learned there. But English, History and Spanish, yeah, those are a lot better. Let you understand what other people are saying." She snorted. "In more ways than one."
"I was thinking I'd take French next year," Rose said. "And maybe Chinese when I get into high school."
"Tri-lingual?" Mother asked, her eyebrows raising. "Damn, that's impressive, if you can pull it off. Most of the Spanish I remember comes from the street, not the book. Same with some Japanese and some Chinese, too."
"Never would have thought that you'd spend much time hanging around the wannabe-ABB types," Mom said. "Not the scene your friends would have liked."
"I had a life outside of Winslow," Mother said, waving her hand dismissively. "Anyway, enough about me," she looked at Rose again. "I might have missed the first ten years, Rose, but I'm aiming to make up for lost time."
"I… like the sound of that," Rose said, giving Mother a quick smile. "It should be really nice to get to meet you and learn more about you."
"And there's stuff I ought to be teaching you," Mother said. "Stuff that just wouldn't occur to Taylor."
Rose had no idea what that sort of stuff was. She glanced at Mom for help but going by Mom's worried look, she was just as lost as Rose. And a lot more concerned.
"Stop sucking on that lemon," Mother said with a snort as she stared at Mom. "Don't worry, it's just going to be the stuff that a girl like Rose should know."
"We'll talk about this later," Mom said after a minute. 'When Rose isn't around' wasn't actually
said but Rose could guess that Mother was hearing it just as clearly as she was. "For now… well, it looks like the food is here."
It was! Rose eagerly took her plate and munched on her fries as she waited for the burger to cool off enough to bite into. She looked over at Mother as she grabbed a second napkin to place underneath her bowl of oiju or however you were supposed to pronounce the brown dip that came with her sandwich. And Mom was munching her way through her salad already.
"So you and Missy will be working together a lot?" Rose asked. "If you just got here and already know her, that is?"
"Uh, yeah, we're both working in the same department," Mother said, looking up from dipping her beef sandwich into the bowl. "She's-" Mother was obviously about to say something but then stopped and shook her head. "She's not the biggest girl around but she sure can make a room feel pretty small, you know?"
Mom was giving Mother a strange look at that and Rose wondered if there was some joke that she wasn't getting. She couldn't figure out what it might be, though, so she just nodded and bit into her burger. Mm, always a good choice here, even if Mom usually reminded her that blue cheese was cheese that had been left to rot.
"So I'm guessing you're not on any sports teams or the like?" Mother asked, getting a shake of Rose's head as she chewed the meat, cheese and bread. "That's a pity. I wouldn't mind coming to watch you at a game or match."
"I mean, sometimes we kick a soccer ball around at Legion Park," Rose said doubtfully. "But that's not really a
game. We just do it until we get tired and want to do something else."
"I hear ya," Mother said with a nod. "Well, if you ever want to come over to my place, we can shoot some hoops or play baseball or whatever."
"I wouldn't mind visiting your apartment some time," Mom said casually as she pushed her salad around on her plate. "See how you're living."
Mother gave Mom a look at that but didn't say anything. She just nodded sharply and then turned back to Rose.
"Or if Taylor doesn't want to leave you alone with me," Rose was looking at Mom as she said that and saw the expression that appeared on Mom's face and it wasn't a very nice one, "we could always go see a movie or something."
"That would be nice," Rose said, both because of how good the idea sounded in its own right and because it seemed like something that Mom would be a lot less… um, less about. "Right, Mom?"
"I… yes, that sounds fine," Mom said, nodding her head.
"And don't worry, I'll even pay for the tickets and a bucket of popcorn," Mother said, waving her hand. "Heck, we can do that tonight if you want, after dinner here."
Rose glanced at Mom again and spent the next few seconds chewing through the mouthful of her food while her brain worked as quickly as it could. Did she want to spend more time with Mother right now and get to know her or did she want to have some time to think this all over and absorb everything that had happened today?
Well, in for a penny, in for a pound. Rose nodded and swallowed a bit faster than she really should have. She coughed and took a deep gulp of hot chocolate, rubbing her throat as she did so. Both Mom and Mother were looking at her as she straightened up and she flashed them a guilty smile.
"That sounds like a lot of fun," Rose said with a nod. "I wouldn't mind going tonight. I don't have very much homework, after all."
"I… suppose we could," Mom said with a slow nod. "There's a multiplex at the mall about ten minutes to the north of us." She frowned. "No idea what's playing, though."
"If it's a multisceeen deal, we should be able to find something worthwhile," Mother said with a shrug. "I'm guessing anything above PG-13 is a no?"
"Of course," Mom said flatly. Rose decided not to mention what she and Liddy sometimes watched when they were over at her house. "Which should still leave us plenty of options."
Man, it had been a while since Rose had been to see a movie. Mom didn't often feel like going with how expensive they could be for two people with food and… man, had the last one really been over winter break? Rose certainly couldn't remember an earlier time than that. She had
no idea at all what the three of them would be seeing but whatever it might be would have to be good, right? Well… okay, Rose knew that wasn't true but at least some popcorn and a pop would help make even a bad movie a lot better.
The conversation lapped for a bit as the three of them kept on eating their food. Rose was actually pretty hungry, having skipped any snacks after school since she knew that she'd be having an earlier dinner than normal here at Alan's. And it looked like she'd be having even more food at the theater, too!
"So how are you liking Portland, Mother?" Rose asked.
"Still pretty new and all," Mother said, wiping her face with her napkin. Man, was there a clean way to have French dip? "But I think I'm settling in pretty well. Been going for drives and walks around the place when I get the time."
"I know some good book stores that you could visit," Rose said eagerly. "And there's this ice cream place by the river, it's
really good."
"What, Ice Jewel or something?" Mother asked with a frown. "Yeah, I think I saw that in one of the guide books I flipped through."
"Yeah, that's the one," Rose said with a nod. "Lots of tourists visit it, too, but if you don't go in the summer, it's not too crowded."
"It's pretty nice," Mom said, agreeing. "Good mint flavors there."
"I'll have to check it out sometime," Mother said, looking at Rose and giving her a smile. "You can tell me what the best flavors are."
"Hehehe, I'll need to try them all to figure out what the
best ones are," Rose said, licking her lips as she thought about the two dozen different flavors that were there. And she could only remember trying half a dozen of them. "You get paid a lot at Design Solutions?"
"I just put two months down and a security deposit on an apartment," Mother said with a snort. "Whatever allowance your mom is giving you is going to
stay as your income."
"Ah," Rose giggled. She glanced up at Mom and saw a fond smile directed her way, which helped her feel a
lot better about this. "Alright, then."
Mother had finished her French dip and was working on the small bowl of grapes and strawberries that had come with it. She popped one into her mouth and her jaw worked for a moment before she swallowed.
"But at least when Christmas and your birthday roll around, you should be seeing some more presents waiting for you," Mother said. "Though if we, uh, did it in June…" she counted on her fingers for a moment. "Hell, I must have missed your birthday, huh?"
"Oh well," Rose said with a shrug. "There's always next year."
"Yeah," Mother said. "And ten years I've missed. Don't expect an entire decade all at once, Rose, but let me know what you like and I'll see about making up for twenty missed parties."
"Um… thanks, Other Mother," Rose said brightly, not feeling the need to turn down the chance for more presents. What should she even ask for?
Mother snorted at that. When Rose looked at her questioningly, she shook her head and smiled.
"Sorry, just remembered some Earth Aleph movie I watched, oh, about a decade ago. Had a cute girl like you in it having to deal with an Other Mother. Called…" she frowned, drumming her fingers on the tabletop. "Can't remember, really. Anyway, just struck a memory. Stick with Mother, alright, if Taylor's going to be Mom."
"Okay, sure," Rose said, glancing at Mom and getting a shrug in return. "If that's what you want."
"What I want is you, Rose," Mother said with a shake of her head and a sigh. "Learning I had a daughter, that's one major surprise." She gave Rose a smile. "But trust me, now that I know about you, things are going to be different. Going to be better. I'll make sure to teach you all the things that you should know about."
"That's something I've already got well in hand, Sophia," Mom said flatly, her salad not more than half-touched. "You don't need to worry about that."
"Yeah, well, there's things that you talk about and then there's things that should actually happen," Mother said, locking eyes with Mom for a long moment before glancing down at Rose. "But…" she smiled. "We can have that all out later, can't we? Right now, I'm thinking we should head on out and see what kind of movie is the most appealing."
"Um, yes," Rose said, nodding quickly, not sure she was understanding everything that was going on with Mom and Mother. "Do you know how to get to the mall from here?"
"I'll just swing in behind your car," Mother said. "Though…" she chuckled. "It's a big mall, where we're going?" Rose nodded. "Maybe they'll have a place that sells motorcycle stuff. Get you fitted for a helmet, so you can ride along with me."
"You have a motorcycle?" Rose asked, her jaw dropping. The only other person she knew who had a bike was Mike's older brother and he was at college. "That's so cool!"
"Damn- darn right it is," Mother said with a nod and a smirk. "Get you a helmet, get you some leathers and-."
"Absolutely
not," Mom said in a flat, hard tone, ice cold, colder than Rose almost ever heard from her. "Rose is getting on a motorcycle over my dead body. I don't even think it's legal for a ten-year old to ride one."
"Legality is what you make of it," Mother said, rolling her eyes and waving her hand. "But fine, fine, I won't show her how fast I can go down the highway at midnight." She winked at Rose. "The answer is pretty damn fast, by the way."
Rose nodded and almost smiled before she realized that Mom was looking down at her and that smiling really wouldn't be a good idea right now. Instead, she nodded seriously and tried to look like she wasn't at all interested in that. She wasn't sure if she managed to convince either one of them of that but… hey, maybe by the time they got home, so much would have happened that Mom would have forgotten all about the motorcycle!
That had worked like, maybe twice in all of Rose's years but that was still a lot better than
never working! And to get her mind off of that…
"So, the movie?" Rose asked brightly.
"The bill first, ladies," Raul said from the side, slipping the piece of paper onto the table. "Rose, it's good to see you again," he said, giving Rose a smile. "And your mother and…" he looked at Sophia blankly.
"Her other mother," Sophia said with a smile. "I reckon we'll be seeing a lot of each other, if this is Rose's favorite diner."
It was. Rose nodded at that, gave Raul a smile and quickly finished off the last few fries still on her plate. She looked between Mom and Mother as they paid for their meals and smiled.
Rose had a good feeling about having her other mother back in her life.