[X]Clean discussion on growing up with Willow
-[X]Have a talk with Willow, explain that you woke up one morning, looked in a mirror and had some existentialist angst. Explain an intention to pay more attention to the world. Tell her that this isn't meant to grow away from her, just some should searching that will be a focus for a while.
[X] Discuss the future with Willow
-[X] Express to Willow, that you really don't want to end up like your parents and that you want to change, ask her to help you maybe actually have a chance to make it to college, outline that you are actually serious about this request, and you know that she's by far the most intelligent person you know.