Hyacinthium
Writing about sad cannibals as we speak.
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- Bedroom
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- He/Him
Some stuff here I am kind of split on. Going off Misato's own reactions, and all it implies for her relationships, I'm not sure disclosure of the whole sign off thing is a good idea right now. Rei's whole interpersonal world consists of roughly five people.
Confirming what she might expect, that her fatherish figure and etc are actually shitty, won't do anything great for her stability rn. Misato also risks providing uninformed information/framing due to the nature of the beast. She doesn't know how much of a finger those three people have in this pie. Does Ritsuko share an equal amount of responsibility as the other two? Did she have no idea? Or did she pass it through for unknown reason?
Do we want Rei to possibly become hostile to people and an organization like Nerv, even if deserved? At this point in time, I don't think it would benefit Rei for her to start developing conflicted negativity towards anyone. Ignoring long term needs, as bad as it sounds, she's not in a living situation where she can afford to fully realize just how traumatizing and fucked up her life has been. And honestly? Misato is her commanding officer who is also traumatized. Neither of them can.
As a player, from what I remember it's also plausible for us to get Ritsuko on our side. It'd be nice to talk to her first before we tell Rei that Ritsuko might be responsible for her crappy life. That said... I also remember that Rits has some kind of beef with Rei. Forgive me, but it has been a while since I watched the original anime. Over a decade tbh.
At the same time, she deserves to know and Misato should not just sit on this. There's dangerous shit going on behind the scenes for sure, but people imo deserve to know about this kind of thing on principle. You can't make informed choices when you aren't informed. Rei is so uninformed about, basically, everything to the point that her choices are essentially just examples of how lacking her agency is when it comes to her own life. Because she's Rei. I don't think it's great to continue that trend.
On a meta level Misato isn't really in control of her own life either. But hey! We are turning her into a more responsible vodka aunt version of Misato for a reason.
SO, if I combine that with what other people have said, I find myself swayed.
[X] Tell Rei
[X] Arcade (kids like that sort of thing, right?)
[X] Friendship. Rei needs a friend that isn't you. You know, if she considers you a friend. You're not sure about that.
[X] Break the news to Gendo
Sometimes it's good to push people out of their comfort zone. For Rei, I think that she is well served by gaining a large variety of life experiences. I also think that Misato might herself want to hang out at an arcade.
As far as the update itself I am extremely amused by the fact that Ritsuko is shook by the improvement. Like yeah, no shit sis, Rei is living in an actual HOME instead of a health hazard. 8% increase is a no brainer. As an example, childhood poverty like Rei was experiencing harms the brain and sense of self. She's also fighting monsters in a giant robot at age 14. It is not shocking that her art of herself would imply self hatred, or even suicidal ideation.
Also hehe penguin doodles
Next time we can vote I'm going to aim for Misato talking to Ritsuko.
Confirming what she might expect, that her fatherish figure and etc are actually shitty, won't do anything great for her stability rn. Misato also risks providing uninformed information/framing due to the nature of the beast. She doesn't know how much of a finger those three people have in this pie. Does Ritsuko share an equal amount of responsibility as the other two? Did she have no idea? Or did she pass it through for unknown reason?
Do we want Rei to possibly become hostile to people and an organization like Nerv, even if deserved? At this point in time, I don't think it would benefit Rei for her to start developing conflicted negativity towards anyone. Ignoring long term needs, as bad as it sounds, she's not in a living situation where she can afford to fully realize just how traumatizing and fucked up her life has been. And honestly? Misato is her commanding officer who is also traumatized. Neither of them can.
As a player, from what I remember it's also plausible for us to get Ritsuko on our side. It'd be nice to talk to her first before we tell Rei that Ritsuko might be responsible for her crappy life. That said... I also remember that Rits has some kind of beef with Rei. Forgive me, but it has been a while since I watched the original anime. Over a decade tbh.
At the same time, she deserves to know and Misato should not just sit on this. There's dangerous shit going on behind the scenes for sure, but people imo deserve to know about this kind of thing on principle. You can't make informed choices when you aren't informed. Rei is so uninformed about, basically, everything to the point that her choices are essentially just examples of how lacking her agency is when it comes to her own life. Because she's Rei. I don't think it's great to continue that trend.
On a meta level Misato isn't really in control of her own life either. But hey! We are turning her into a more responsible vodka aunt version of Misato for a reason.
SO, if I combine that with what other people have said, I find myself swayed.
[X] Tell Rei
[X] Arcade (kids like that sort of thing, right?)
[X] Friendship. Rei needs a friend that isn't you. You know, if she considers you a friend. You're not sure about that.
[X] Break the news to Gendo
Sometimes it's good to push people out of their comfort zone. For Rei, I think that she is well served by gaining a large variety of life experiences. I also think that Misato might herself want to hang out at an arcade.
As far as the update itself I am extremely amused by the fact that Ritsuko is shook by the improvement. Like yeah, no shit sis, Rei is living in an actual HOME instead of a health hazard. 8% increase is a no brainer. As an example, childhood poverty like Rei was experiencing harms the brain and sense of self. She's also fighting monsters in a giant robot at age 14. It is not shocking that her art of herself would imply self hatred, or even suicidal ideation.
Also hehe penguin doodles
Next time we can vote I'm going to aim for Misato talking to Ritsuko.