In the Age of Ancients, the world was unformed, shrouded by fog.
A land of grey crags, archtrees, and everlasting dragons.
But then there was Fire.
And with Fire, came Disparity.
Heat and Cold, Life and Death, and of course...Light and Dark.
Then from the Dark, They came, and found the Souls of Lords within the flame.
Nito, the first of the dead.
The Witch of Izalith, and her Daughters of Chaos.
Gwyn, the Lord of Sunlight, and his faithful knights.
And the Furtive Pygmy, so easily forgotten.
With the strength of Lords, they challenged the dragons.
Gwyn's mighty bolts pealed apart their stone scales.
The witches weaved great firestorms.
Nito unleashed a miasma of death and disease.
And Seath the Scaleless betrayed his own, and the dragons were no more.
Thus began the Age of Fire.
~Exert from A History of Lords by Reinhard of Astora (book banned by the Way of White)
You startle awake from your spot against the support pillar of the stone aqueduct. It seems that a Cragspider or a Giant Mosquito has failed to kill you in your sleep since your invisibility has once again held firm. For the hundredth time you wonder if you would be disappointed by that fact. Around you you hear the sounds of the lively swamp. The buzzing of the bugs, the splashing of the mutated residents, and the soft ever present sizzle of the poisonous gunky waters of the swamp itself. The smell is much the same, full of rot and decay of the thousands of corpses from the local creatures and the residents of the town above.
It's horrible, but it's still more than you deserve for abandoning everyone you loved.
If you had truly loved them you would have died with them.
Every once and a while you've come back to this swamp deep beneath the surface of Lordran. It wasn't always like this. It was actually quite pleasant back when Lord Gwyn was still on his throne and before Izalith was lost. Before the coming of the Blightpus and Gwyn's war against the monster your mother had become and the Demons she spawned. Now it's a hell fit only for the mad, the damned, and the lost.
Fitting for yourself then.
Coward. Traitor.
From where you sit you can barely see where Quelaag has decided to run her little fief, in the ruins of the old gatehouse into your mother's domain. From where she is she cuts off all access to heading deeper into the earth, ensuring nothing gets in or out. You're not even sure why she tries at this point. You lack the bravery to confront her after so long. Her flame is strong, so your invisibility would be useless against her.
She would never forgive you.
You curl into yourself against the hard stone and the cold murky soil, your flame scarcely providing you comfort. Ever since that day you've drifted through your life, going from one distraction to another. Why are you even here after all this time?
Why are you even still alive?
[ ] Because you want to save your mother, sisters, and brother, but you don't know how.
[ ] You want to destroy the monsters your family have become, but you lack the strength. And the bravery.
[ ] You....you honestly don't know.