I don't have it in me to study right now. Onee-chan is back so I want to spend as much time as I can with her. I get to the bathroom as fast as I can while throwing off my clothes. I knock on the door. "Onee-chan, are you almost done!?"
"W-wha? Momo, what is it? Do you have to use the bathroom?"
"No!"
"Then what?"
"I want to take a bath with you!"
"A b-bath with me? Aren't you too old for that?"
"Not if it's with you!"
"I... fine! Come in. It's unlocked."
I turn the knob while stepping into the room. "What do you think?"
"Why are you naked?"
"I changed outside the room. I was kind of excited so..."
"Fine, I get it," she looks away with a sigh. "What do you mean 'what do I think'? 'Bout you being naked or somethin' else?"
"The, uh," I forgot what I was going to say. "About the bathroom?"
"Oh," Onee-chan retreats back into the tub filled with water. "It's nice? I mean, better than our old rinky bathtub."
"Was it that bad?" I locked the door behind me as I stepped in the water to join Onee-chan. I sat at the other end so she could relax.
"Momo, do you even remember?"
"Not well."
"The floor was practically water-rot. Between the leaking ceiling and the overflow from the tub, it was a miracle we even got a working bathroom."
"Aaaa... maybe you should have wished for a better toilet?" I smile.
"Talk about 'shit' magic," she laughed at her own bad joke.
"..."
"Don't stare at me like that. It wasn't that bad, was it?"
I nod, "And please don't the Lord's name in vain like that."
"I got you, I got you," Onee-chan exhales. "So how have you been doing with Mami?"
"Mami-onee-chan is wonderful," I move the hot water with a motion of the hand. "But I still miss you," I hug my knees to my chest.
"Momo... I gotta do what I can. I mean," Onee-chan usually gets like this when I try to talk to her about our relationship.
"I know you love me, you don't have to say it. You are doing your best for me and Mami-onee-chan. I just feel lonely."
"I'm sort of an awful sister, aren't I?"
"No! No, not at all! I just want to see more of you. Because I... I don't want to..."
Onee-chan's eyes widen, "Momo, don't-"
"Forget your face. I know that being a magical girl is hard, I know that you're fighting to protect people. I know that, but... but..." I feel tears welling up. "It feels like you'll just disappear. It feels like I'll never see you again."
"Dammit, you see? This is why I don't come around often."
"Huh?"
"Momo, I'm not going to just keel over and die. The two of us have been through worse crap together in this past year than I've ever had to deal with as a magical girl," she smiles at me. "Have more faith in me, alright? If there's one thing I'm good at, it's being stubborn."
I sigh.
"I'm right, aren't I?"
I sink into the water while nodding.
"Good, we're in agreement. So let's finish this bath and enjoy a nice dinner!"
That's how the conversation ended. Onee-chan stayed the night like she said she wanted to. All three of us slept in the living room to stay closer together. I went to bed with the thoughts of my own sister leaving my life forever. It was nothing eventful, it was a simple 'she never returned to me'. My dreams were a repeat of the past. The loss of my family, the transition into my new life.
For some reason, I feel anxious. Like from tomorrow on... nothing will be the same.
PROLOGUE END