Chapter Ten: Tensed Hearts
Tenx's heart thumped rapidly.
Once, twice, thrice, and an uncountable amount of times after, it thumped on as Tenx looked up towards the cloudy skies above, uncomfortably laying down flat upon his tail. The puffy white clouds oozed comfortability and tranquility with their timeless, expansive surroundings. Much the same couldn't be said true for the rough dirt pummeling his nerves and the burning pain searing throughout his scales, though.
"Are we already worn out, Tenx?"
Tenx weakly rested a claw on his beating chest, smiling wildly. The other clenched firmly into the grainy soil beside him.
"No… this ends when one of us can no longer get up!" Tenx shouted, propelling his body upward into a hastily readied stance.
Yolotli smirked whilst crouching his entire body forward, "Good. I was worried I would find myself disappointed after such… eagerness from you."
Tenx's guts heavily twinged at this. His false sense of confidence he propped up in hopes of supporting his will to fight, crumbled like undergrowth beneath a Stegadon's might. Still, his resolve to find out the truth clanged on to his beating heart nonetheless, and with that alone, he propelled his legs into a charge yet again.
Yolotli's eyes dutifully squinted at Tenx's charge that went straight towards them; ever watchful. The muscles tensed; the mind restrained. His excited smirk withered away in the focused storm that was his concentration.
Tenx lunged with all his might, propelling a clenched set of claws towards Yolotli.
Anticipating this, Yolotli sidestepped slightly astride from Tenx's lunge; barely enough for his shoulder to evade. More of the lunges fiercely came, showing Yolotli Tenx clearly had improved… slightly. As he swiftly evaded the claws with each sidestep, he took notice of Tenx's power and speed behind his throws gradually increase. However, the lunges themselves still remained predictable and clumsy at best, preventing his heart's rhythm from increasing as he honestly would have hoped.
Tenx's heart, however, incessantly pounded against his chest as he threw his claws, hitting nothing but the defenseless air. Yolotli's evasion techniques only served to enrage his muscles further, and his mind drifted off into slight ponder as to how this could even be won.
Tenx's mind enshrouded itself in perhaps
too much thinking, for it didn't notice Yolotli's sudden stride towards him right after one of his evasions. Tenx hurriedly lunged with his other clawed hand instinctively. But Yolotli easily blocked it with one of his own, providing him a second's opening for him to exploit. Taking the initiative, Yolotli hastily punched Tenx's shoulder, staggering him enough for a resolute uppercut to follow up on Tenx's chest.
Yolotli slightly sighed to himself in disappointment. Tenx staggered before uncontrollably falling back-down; his tail bent underneath the weight of his entire body.
It had been the seventh time in this nonsensical spar, and the end results remained the same. Tenx's pained yelps reminded Yolotli of the time his innards burned when Tenx inquired on his real identity. Reminiscent of the time when Tenx came to him for help, it seemed the shackles that was his self-control withered away into nothingness, whilst his rage freely commandeered the rest of his soul. His urge to start this spar bared witness.
And yet, Yolotli knew all of this fully well. What truly was bothering him, however, was why…
Tenx's body rolled on itself with difficulty, slowly rising before Yolotli. Wearily, his hunched over stance slowly transitioned into one readied to fight yet again; his large golden eyes undeterred and willed unlike his weakened body. The pain shouted and lambasted at him to end this suffering, but for some nonsensical reason he couldn't comply. His own personal urge to fight dwarfed the reason he excitedly accepted this spar. Amidst the pounding pangs of pain, it felt good; so good, he forced a weak smile.
"Y-You're good… too good."
"Training and time does that to you, naturally," Yolotli said; his golden eyes tinting themselves with slight sympathy, "So we're done here then, no?"
Tenx growled whilst staggering a slight step forward.
"No… I'm still standing!"
Yolotli's tail flinched in erratic bouts of swerves, utterly bemused at Tenx. Most Skinks, even he himself, would give up at these kinds of games when all seemed hopeless for them. But Tenx still seemed perfectly intent on fighting, even though he probably knew it was a hapless endeavor. Such stubbornness was fairly akin to a Saurus', Yolotli thought with sudden sprouts of warm admiration.
"Alright, but this'll be the last time," Yolotli said before gently crouching in preparation, "Give me your be-"
A sudden crackling sound immediately echoed in Yolotli's ears, instantly cutting off his reassurance. Quickly, he turned around only to see the numerous flora and trees stand behind him stoutly and as silent ever. Nothing out of the ordinary, but his frantically beating heart wasn't so sure…
"What's wrong!?" Tenx barked worriedly, flinching his body forward.
Yolotli couldn't see it, but he sensed something was watching him and Tenx. Whatever it was, it mahrlect'd up badly by snapping on a branch of some sort, giving away its presence soundly.
Yolotli's golden eyes swerved up towards a tree to his right, spotting a faint black outline hiding itself within a myriad of leaves and branches. Instantly, it emerged forth from above, glistening with a large sword tipped in green and fully intent for his red blood. He strode well off course from the sword's downward path and catched a thorough glimpse of the assailant's features as it stared straight into his soul – the soul it apparently wanted.
Tenx shrieked and ran for his club. Yolotli focused and relaxed the rhythm of his tail to a stand-still. The monotone flora and tress watched eerily, as the two stared with the blood of the both of them freezing, and their hearts pumping excitedly.
Yolotli noted the extremely excessive black attire of the figure, and its long pink tail which swerved from side to side. No doubt in his mind prevented him from thinking this was a rat that belonged to some sort of
army or
clan that specializes in scouting and deception. He didn't have time to ponder anymore, for the rat with its mysteriously green tipped sword, took to the initiative, and charged.
Tenx frantically searched for his club, whilst casting terrified glances behind him.
Yolotli was good, but fighting unarmed like that was practically suicide! After unnerving seconds of frantic searching and frustrated growls, he finally found his club, forging his claws onto the handle of it as if they were one. The ferocity in his heart rushed him back to Yolotli, only to see it was too late.
Yolotli's eyes, once again, squinted as the figure's green tipped sword came at him in a powerful, horizontal swipe. Swiftly, his body collapsed into a dive, barely dodging underneath with his bright orange crest almost meeting an ugly end.
Frustrated, the black cladded brought its sword 'round, and tried forcefully landing it on top of Yolotli with the same ferocious vertical swing it attempted earlier.
It was but only in vain, however, as Yolotli swung his long thick tail in a strong side-ways swipe, hastily.
The rat clumsily tripped, dropping its green tipped sword harmlessly off to the side. Quickly, Yolotli threw himself on top of the black rat, clawing and kicking alike until he achieved victory with his Skink mass firmly pressed top of his black cladded assailant. He glared at the green tipped sword that rested right beside them, free for him to kill the rat.
Tenx's eyes unnervingly widened. It instantly became clear to him Yolotli wasn't what he seemed. Even the red crested Skinks of Tehenhauin wouldn't have been able to turn the tables like that – not even any of the other high ranking Skinks he could've known about.
Amidst Tenx's stomach churning episode of uncertainty, however, the sight before him made his heart gleam with bloody admiration at the same time. The irony of a well-armed rat descending upon an unarmed Skink and losing decisively nonetheless, was just too good for him. He earnestly wanted himself to be sated in ratty blood with excited chirps and growls.
"What are you waiting for!? Kill it!"
The long green tipped sword trembled in Yolotli's clawed grip. It would be the first time he would spill blood for what would seem years. A natural deed long overdue for a Skink of his nature, the many would say. Yet, for some reason unbeknownst to him, his claws couldn't comply with the just calling of ratty blood to be spelt and splattered.
Yolotli could feel the warmth of the verminous warmblood beneath him – so alien – yet strangely relatable at the time. With the desperate breathing patterns of the rat, he felt something so much more than embarrassment and shame – a feeling that every mortal is enslaved by…
Suddenly, the rat's elbow thrusted into Yolotli's shoulder, instantly tipping him off of the rat's back. Ripped asunder from the reptile-thingy's claws, the rat instantly scurried off, breathing erratically and swashing its tail for survival.
Tenx angrily chased the rat, cursing Yolotli, but also himself for just standing there and not taking it upon himself in killing Yolotli's kill. His rage couldn't be dutifully sated, however, for the black cladded rat was incredibly fast, and didn't take long for it to elude Tenx's senses amongst a vast myriad of trees and flora that helped mask its escape.
The heart raced. The blood seethed. Words couldn't come into fruition as Tenx marched back towards Yolotli with heavy steps and a firmer grip on his club. Suspicions abounded; questions sunk.
Yolotli looked into Tenx's fierce eyes, and nervously arose from his fallen position – the green tipped sword still beside him on the dirt. With a pounding heart, he nervously smiled and instinctively looked down, for it would seem Tenx knew the obvious.
"…Sorry. I-I just couldn't do it…"
Tenx still stared; fierce as ever.
"For it reminded me of the thousands of rats I spared…"
"So, it's true…" Tenx uttered, his club trembling with rage, "You're Xa'yaotl!"
Yolotli filched as Tenx angrily stuttered forward.
"You've made thousands of the vermin escape from the claws of Tehenhauin! You've betrayed everyone!"
"I-Indeed…" Yolotli glumly confirmed before placing a foot on the mysteriously green tipped sword and propelling it behind him on the dirt, far away. His mind caved in with pain; his heart wrought down heavily with guilt. It seemed his death wasn't far away, and ironically enough, it would be his friend to deliver it to him. Never the more devastated, though, for the past year, he ran and hid away alike from his crime under a new name and meaning – a meaning so utterly deviated from his true purpose…
"Yes… I am Xa'yaotl, the most wanted Skink in Lustria!" Yolotli shouted, burgeoning on raining tears, "Go ahead and cement yourself a hero by killing me!"
"N-Never said I wanted to kill you…" Tenx's club loosened itself from his claws. Yolotli was panting incessantly; his large golden eyes leaking tears. It clearly seemed the state of one expecting, detesting, but also accepting an inescapable death.
"Really? Because otherwise you'll end up like me! Out casted and condemned to death…"
"No!" Tenx roared back, planting his club firmly into the soil, "I won't do it, no matter what!"
Yolotli stopped his panting instantly. The tail stopped its violent swaying, and the tears started drying upon his scales. What he expected soon started becoming the most implausible.
"Never will – never even thought about it," Tenx said before gently stepping forward, realizing what Yolotli was probably feeling, "Just wanted to know, however… why?"
"Tiredness."
Tenx's golden eyes quickly squinted; confused at the vague answer. Before he could add on or detest this in any way he could, Yolotli turned his snout away weakly and smirked.
"I'll be blunt, Tenx. I'm tired… tired of war and the only two things that seem to come out of it: blood of the fallen and survival of those that still stand."
"Is that so?" Tenx questioned whilst his claws scratched his crest. Xa'yaotl was a fierce, talented fighter and one of the many keen commanders brooded under the great Tehenhauin. With such experience and finesse for war, this
tiredness seemed rather confusing for Tenx.
"Yeah… almost makes me wish I was spawned a Saurus. Killing and following orders would've been so much easier."
"You are who you are, though – right? The Old Ones made who you are, and there's nothing to change that."
"That's a sad truth then, for they made one hell of a traitor."
The two Skinks intimately stared at each other as the silence besieged them. The lake's surface watched with unwavering patience as if it was frozen solid – the trees all around them leered with their sprawling branches. One of them finally sighed, heavily.
"At the very least, you're going spill the truth about me, right?" Yolotli questioned as his heart laboriously sucked up all of the pain it could from those words.
"I'm not going to do anything."
"Te-"
"I only have two things on my mind, Yolotli," Tenx's eyes stared at the implanted club in front of them – their golden tint brimming resolutely, "Purging these rats from this place, and returning home; back across the vast sea."
"I…" Yolotli uttered, losing his words in the abyss that was his bemused mind. Tenx's seemingly forgiving attitude greatly confused him, and yet, affectionately encapsulated his heart at the same time.
"And I don't like what you did long ago, nor do I hate it," Tenx sternly admitted whilst resting a clawed hand upon his chest, "But I understand the reasoning behind your actions… at least a little."
"Understand, huh?" Yolotli repeated that word to himself as it clanged on to him, making his tail accelerate into an intense sway, "You really shouldn't…"
"But I will nonetheless!" Tenx shouted back before his face gleamed with a slight grin, warming up his scaled body.
The two Skinks stared at each other's faces; one of uncertainty, and the other of acceptance. All around them, wavered the branches from above – empty of anything, save for the wind gusts that intertwined with them, occasionally.
"Huh… we should probably go back," Tenx said, breaking the silence.
Yolotli slightly smirked before recalling exactly what he was thinking before Tenx showed up, "Yeah… lest we get accused of desertion."
Both Tenx and Yolotli stared at each other for what would seem timeless hours, until one of them finally turned 'round and started its trek back towards the encampment with heavy steps. The other Skink hefted its planted club and joined by its side.
All was silent, for there was nothing more to talk about. The wind gusts and their effect upon the wavering branches above, seemed to have drowned out any argument left for Yolotli's past. All that seemed to be left, then, was the future – an uncertain and unpredictable one at that.
But there was something else.
Something calling in the deepest depths of Yololtli's mind.
Something about
blood, and it earnestly shuddered him to the core.
***
The cold, never ending darkness seemed to go on forever, or so Gingkin thought. He tried mentally putting together the pieces that were his fuzzy memories. One of them being at the mercy of a mysterious rat, another being pushed and pulled upon by its subordinates, and last of all, being brought to a large gathering of rats before everything succumbed into sudden darkness.
Gingkin honestly would've been fine if everything ended there, but instead, his arms were chained to the legs of a wooden table. As a result, he sat dormant inside of a fairly large tent with maps of all sizes and apparent purposes dotted all over, showing him that these were a war lord's or leader's quarters.
With a Heavy sigh, Gingkin flung his head up, closing the eyes so as to enter a deep trance and await his fate; whatever it was. As he did so, he heard something enter the tent with its faint footsteps – somewhat silently, but not enough for him to not notice it.
"Young Gingkin?"
Those soft, yet firmly spoken words sounded off in Gingkin's ears, flickering his eyes in order to spot a rather tall rat cladded in dark – a lot alike himself, except with much more finesse.
"W-Who are you?"
"Sulkhatten…" It uttered smoothly, glaring at Gingkin, "Sulkhatten of the fifth
Nightstalkers."
Gingkin's eyes widened. This was the rat he wanted to tell Sniplit and Conquil about all along, and if he wasn't chained with death hanging in the air, he would've snickered at the irony.
"Sulkhatten, eh? I guess you would be happy to know Zhen's very likely de-"
"Zhen's head came clean off, I know," Sulkhatten interrupted whilst glaring at Gingkin with renewed intensity, "My spies upon many other spies told me so long ago."
"Ah…" Gingkin's heart thundered, and it wasn't Sulkhatten's intensified glare alone that made him shudder.
"Zhen's loss is unacceptable, but also a bearable one," Sulkhatten calmly said whilst turning his furred head to a pile of maps with a smile appearing, "Also, you're supposed to be dead, Gingkin. Logic would say so, but nonetheless, I'm happy you've defied death unlike the many others."
"Y-You don't want me dead?" Gingkin quickly questioned, leering at Sulkhatten with puzzled eyes.
"Of course not. I've caught wind of your past, and it whiffs of utility, efficiency, and violence… everything that I need."
Those words echoed in Gingkin's mind. He pondered on what Sulkhatten meant, and how in the world he
caught wind of his past. It frustrated and confused him to the core so much, he begun baring his teeth and letting the blood flow wildly. However, not long did it take for him to vaguely recall something he inadvertently swore to protect… at least personally.
"As such, it would only be sensible for me to employ your abilities to the best affe-"
"Wait…" Gingkin quickly interrupted, bobbing his head erratically, "Conquil and Sniplit… where are they!?"
"The Runaway slave rats?" Sulkhatten smirked as he placed a claw on his black furred chin, "I've contemplated on killing them, but they'll enjoy their company with the others on the frontline where they will die anyway."
Gingkin grasped heavily, widening his eyes.
"I… I can't allow that…"
"Hm?"
"Let me fight with
them!" Gingkin shouted back, furiously testing his chains as he tried leaping forward.
"Why…" Sulkhatten muttered before stepping forward heavily towards Gingkin, "I selflessly give you the opportunity to become one of my spies, and you turn it down!?"
Gingkin openly glared back with not a word to say. His fur all around him prickled at the blood-curdling moment it found itself in.
"Fine," Sulkhatten's snout beamed with a sinister grin as he crossed his arms, "Your death wish has been granted… you'll be assigned with the slave rats then."
Gingkin and Sulkhatten stared at each other – One's blood seething itself as if it was lava, and the other's blood frozen solid as it said those powerful words with naught a drop of warm remorse.
Breaking Gingkin and Sulkhatten's stares, two black cladded rats; cladded in a manner much similar to Gingkin, entered into the tent from behind Sulkhatten – their faces firmly attuned in seriousness, and strangely enough, one of them looked familiar.
Turning around, Sulkhatten noted the two new strangers and bent slightly before them in apparent glee.
"Erhiul. Polkul. What's the news so far?"
One of the strange rats stepped forward, glancing at Gingkin for a second before realigning on Sulkhatten dutifully.
"Sulkhatten the strategizer – the reptile-things plan on marching back towards Zlatlan northwest at approximately 1900 hours," The black cladded rat silently grasped before continuing on, "Additionally, one of my rats seemed to have taken out a high ranking reptile-thing, but sadly, it wasn't successful in its escape – another one of my rats is missing as well."
Surprised, Gingkin glared at the rat who just spit out all that information. Its voice was much more higher pitched than what could even be remotely considered normal… almost as if the rat in question was a breeder… no, but rather a
female?
Sulkhatten clearly didn't mind, or even care, for he regarded the rat with a minute's full of contemplative silence, grasping underneath his snout with his claws before smiling, slightly.
"Solid news, Erhiul. It would be best if we isolate and destroy this pocket of resistance as soon as possible before they bolster Zlatlan's defenses…"
The silence within the tent persisted as the two rats stood vigilant as ever before their master. Gingkin glanced at the contemplating Sulkhatten with slight admiration; even amongst his burning hatred, for the
strategizer part within Sulkhatten's title seemed partially true to its meaning…
"We'll press the attack head-on from their south eastern flank – Erhiul, gather the rest of your rats and continue monitoring whatever move they make. Polkul, gather your rats and relay to the Seventh
Nightstalkers my plan to march east and try to cut off the reptile-things' north western approach towards Zlatlan – should they unlikely choose to retreat, but also to completely surround them."
Erhiul and Polkul both nodded respectfully as they masterfully absorbed Sulkhatten's orders into their stalwart minds. Gingkin, however, titled his head in a rather warm mixture of both bemusement and astonishment before Sulkhatten prepared for another barrage of orders.
"The Seventh Nightstalkers should easily achieve this – they're roughly thirty-three miles north east of the reptile-things, and about double that North of us… we shall commence marching at 1700 hours, and the Seventh should commence theirs at 1800 hours."
"
With utmost efficiency," The rats replied with straight snouts, turning their backs towards the exit with renewed tasks in mind.
"Oh, and Gingkin," Sulkhatten turned to Gingkin, smirking slightly, "Excuse Polkul for his earlier show of force. What he did was… unwarranted to say the least."
Gingkin curiously bent his head to feel a dried line of blood that stretched across the length of most of his neck. The chains that restrained him begun to shake wildly as his glare fixated on the rat he deemed familiar earlier.
"Polkul, eh!? Once these dammed chains are off, you'll wish you silt my throat when you had the chance!"
Polkul gave his stare right back before silently reaching for what seemed to be a handle that protruded from his lower right side…
Erhiul, however, quickly extended her arm across Polkul's chest to immediately stop whatever Polkul was thinking, and Sulkhatten rhythmically turned between the rats and Gingkin, contorting his snout that was brimming of slight glee, to a hint of disgust.
"I only expect the very best of all of you rats and nothing less…
Dismissed."
Nodding slightly, Erhiul and Polkul parted their respective ways, leaving Sulkhatten and a livid Gingkin behind – though partially sated with the departure of his would-be throat slitter.
"So-"
Sulkhatten suddenly strode towards Gingkin's chains, unlocking them with a key before gesturing for Gingkin to leave as well without so much as saying a word.
Flustered, but with not much else to object, Gingkin did what he was insinuated, and walked – though with wobbling to occasionally disrupt, for he sat chained in seemingly hours that couldn't be counted, yet bared heavily on his mind.
Before Gingkin could grace the outside's winds, and at least tell the time by the sky's tint, that same smooth voice pierced his ears, stopping him in his tracks.
"Actually, before you sod off and predictably die, let me ask you a question first."
Gingkin turned around to an all familiar face that sternly stared back, vaguely showing off a masked smirk.
"Assassins and spies alike sport a 95% survivability rate – death is as strange to them as survival is towards slaves…"
"…So?"
"I'm rather curious about your affinity towards slave rats… what do they offer others do not?"
"I…" Gingkin tried muttering his usual rebuttals, but it was as if they solidified into something so much more than words, "I don't know…"
"You don't know, huh?" Sulkhatten chuckled, "A strange affinity, and if it hadn't amused me, I would've forced you to become my pawn among many others… or have you killed."
Gingkin's tail accelerated in its frantic swaying, unsure of Sulkhatten's intentions. A second later, however, Sulkhatten's snout slightly opened yet again.
"That is all I needed to discuss.
Dismissed."
Gingkin heavily let out a masked sigh, briskly turning round' before walking through the tent's exit and tasting the fresh air as it surfed his fur comfortably. His eyes pained for a second under the new light's seething wrath, but stopped when he noted the crimson red's tint upon the sky, showing him there were still a few hours before the whole offensive will
begin.
Everything seemed to not have changed at all – rats were still brandishing their swords – their black outlines contrasting against the various tents and trees. Gingkin settled out walking to the edge of the encampment, passing by the occasional pair of eyes whom stared from the discreet shadows.
As Gingkin reached the border that divided the encampment and the vast trees, he noted the blazing sun sinking beyond the horizon. For some reason, unknown to even himself, he couldn't break off his stare of the burning beauty that beckoned his soul to question everything he has done so far, and the meaning behind it all.
Gingkin randomly turned his head to observe and study the scenery when he suddenly heard heavy panting jumbled amongst the rhythmic sound of fast running.
Turning around, Gingkin saw two very familiar slave rats uncontrollably shuddering with cracked short swords in claw.
"Conquil, Snip-"
"
Gingkin! This-this is a major misunderstanding alright!"
"Wha-"
"We-we're not soldier-fighters!" Sniplit cried, "Yet
they still want us to fight-die as if they don't care about our precious lives!"
Gingkin's snout slightly wavered at this sudden outburst.
"Well of course you two are… the both of you were likely forced to take up arms and join Zhen."
"Zhen!? Who the hell-hell is that!?"
"…You don't remember?"
"We only remember awake-waking up in this god forsaken place, run-scurrying for our lives constantly…" Conquil grimly responded before his eyes started watering.
Gingkin contemplated on this, observing the rats whom were shuddering uncontrollably, now staring solemnly back. A word suddenly came to mind – a word that made the slaves' strange behavior suddenly all the more understandable.
"Amnesia…"
"I don't know!" Sniplit shouted, leaning towards Gingkin, "All I know is that
they want to send-send us to our deaths by running into those blue-things, instead of run-scurrying
away from them."
"Scared?"
Both Sniplit and Conquil flinched at this response they hadn't expected. Gingkin glared back with naught a discernable emotion apparent, and then smiled; slightly.
"Don't be ashamed, for what you're feeling is relatable… fear and terror are omnipresent emotions every mortal is enslaved by…"
Gingkin returned his stare towards the burning beauty that seemingly encapsulated his entire being as his tail slowly swayed side to side.
"All I can say is to stay alert, keep the blood freezing, and envy death… then maybe… just maybe…"
The slaves stared at Gingkin's back with Conquil's water fall of tears stopping suddenly, and Sniplit's claws pressed over his tingling heart.
"The both of you will survive."