My first breath in two years wasn't comfortable. It wasn't even really a breath, so much as a pained burbling, my eyes shooting open in the tank as I struggled. The suspension fluid might have been safe to let into my body, but there was no substitute for air. There was no substitute for freedom, either, and I had been trapped too long.
Trapped in a game, trapped in a tank. Same difference. I'd been here before, or had I? It was hard to remember, but I had to relax or I'd hurt myself. Kirito was coming. Kirito, or Asuna, or Klein, or Argo, or someone. I had to trust them, that they'd get me out.
When we first started playing Full Dive games, it was a way to burn off stress, to pretend the world wasn't getting invaded by aliens. It wasn't, well, a very good secret. Someone or something had been fighting them, but Japan had shut the borders for a while to try and keep the chaos out. I was just a kid, then- how was I supposed to know much? All I cared about was that I'd finally saved up enough to get a NervGear, and could play Full Dive games with impunity. Just turn up, tune out the outside world, and relax.
Then we found out we couldn't log out. That had been… rough. It was still better than reality… until the aliens entered the game. It had taken a lot of players a lot of work to discover that the game had been a trap the whole time: the aliens had helped make it, and were using it for something. Theories abounded on what it was being used for, with the main running one being 'quisling training simulator' and 'recreational system for alien patsies' being the two frontrunner candidates for what was going on. We'd run into both in our time playing- or, well, "playing" at that point- and someone had gotten the idea to rebel against the Man. A lot of people had expected us to get unplugged, maybe even killed. It never happened, though: no matter how many EXALT agents we killed in the alleyways of City 31. We ran the place like hellions, until we finally captured the Speaker- and we saw terror.
I had been there, helping Kirito scout the way into the presidential palace. When we captured the Speaker, it was more than an NPC- no, it was an alien itself inside the simulation. An "Ethereal", it had called itself, and it was happy with our performance. It was proud, in a sickening, parental way. If we would not help learn to rule humanity, then we would help teach those who would come to rule humanity. We were the villains of the game, therefore: and to be credible villains, we needed to be threatening. Soon enough, we were 'allowed' to hijack a Harvester, and the game was truly afoot.
That was a year ago, and everything since that had been the best and worst times of my life. Learning how to interface with the ship using the game's psionics, learning to fly, spending time on the bridge with Kirito and Asuna, watching our resistance build up as we spied and fought and foiled EXALT at every turn. Our fleet expanded, as we captured UFOs, and for a while I even got to captain one: a little Scout-class I named Pina. I had been powerful, responsible, I even got to speak with Kirito regularly and Asuna said I was her favorite Scout captain!
Shut up, the last one was special to me. It was something to stay calm with, even though I was trapped in this damn tank with this damn NervGear stuck to my head with a damn headache and I just wanted out-!
-and with a blast, the tank exploded. It wasn't a big explosion, just enough for my tank to have a small hole blown in it, but it was enough as the thing drained a miner's inch at a time. Soon enough, my mouth was clear enough for me to hack up the breathing suspension fluid, and my eyes burned at the feeling. We'd used this same stuff in the game for medical purposes, and it was worse in real life than in our digital facsimile of the same.
Using big words wasn't making me feel better about how bad this was, but that's okay. It was better than swearing about it again, as I carefully balled up my hands and started knocking around the hole in the tank. Soon enough, I had it big enough I could crawl through, my slim body squeezing through like I still had my Infiltrator Weave mods- and then I thought. I was naked, except for my NerveGear, so I could check. Hands roaming across my lithe form, I blinked when I found the ports in my back.
Right above my kidneys, a pair of metal interfaces sat: right where they were in the game. MELD ports. I had MELD ports now? That didn't make sense, though, the aliens were obviously fucking with us when they threw that tech tree in. None of the EXALT operatives had MELD enhancements, or else they'd have been able to do things like dodge shotgun blasts or interface with the real alien technology and not the monkey models they gave us. It had to be a videogame thing!
Still, though. Gulping, I slowly raised my left leg up. Normal people could, with a lot of practice and stretching, get their foot over their head. It was a sign of a gymnast or cheerleader or other really flexible person. I wasn't a couch potato, but I'd never put in the work to be able to do this. More importantly, my body rightfully should have been a mess. I'd been in a coma for two years! We talked about how bad that was all the time, and even pushed the game's medical NPCs to figure out how to try and get over it as fast as we could. If Liz's work meant anything, we'd need months or years of therapy to get back to normal.
So, without any issues whatsoever, I got my foot behind my head.
Okay, Silica. Breathe now, panic later. I hadn't been too heavily augmented yet. I had my Infiltrator Weave, obviously, so that stood to reason I should also have most of my other mods. Grabbing around for a handful of debris from the tank, I threw a handful up in the air, before flinging more bits at them as they came down. Hyper-reactive pupils, check. I couldn't test if my Adaptive Marrow was working, so I'd have to put down a 'maybe' on it, and the same for my Adrenal Neurosympathy. Considering where my MELD ports were, though, it was pretty likely. Good thing I didn't have any brain-mods: I could only imagine how bad they had it-
-wait, brain mods. What about the MEC troopers like Deku? Shit! They'd need their prosthetics or it'd just be torsos rolling around on the floor! Think, Silica, plan. Always have a plan.
First things first, well, uh, clothes. I needed clothes. And a gun. Then I could start trying to find everyone. Get a team together, and then we'd be good.
The building I was in looked old, and kind of European, so I started looking for side passages. There were always side passages, and I didn't want to risk the mains. Thankfully, they might have hidden it to regular eyes, but I could spot the seam in the wall and the disguised handle easily. Popping it open, I smirked. I was in. From there, I just had to find a laundry cart or something.
Moving through the dark, shadowy corridors, my mind wandered a little like it always did when I was moving through an infiltration. Dark, thick cables lined the walls, holding power and data busses through the base, while small holes scattered the walls- wait. Ducking low, I measured carefully. The holes were mostly around a meter and a third off the floor. The wrong size and with no backface deformation (more Asuna words) to be bullet holes, so lasers? Maybe? Either way, I ducked low and checked out the next side door. There were corpses scattered about, and with them- guns! Hah! Score!
Scampering out, I got to work looting the bodies. Most of them had been killed via the simple precedent of getting shot with more lasers, or a few that had been utterly destroyed by what was probably a magnetic rifle. Either way I could easily get a shirt that was only five sizes too big, some pants, and a lot of combat webbing to strap it all down to kind of fit. From there, I grabbed a laser rifle, staring at the weird thing. It wasn't nearly as, well, for lack of a better word 'brick-y' like I was used to, but the controls were still mostly the same. Pulse selector on the left side, battery eject on the right, trigger is a trigger, integrated holographic optic. Stealing a few spare batteries, I kept moving, until I saw another room full of tanks- and these ones were full.
I didn't recognize the people in them through the suspension liquid, but that didn't matter. Raking a blast of laser rifle across the bottom of each, the tanks blew out dramatically as the people inside started going through the same process of cleaning their lungs out that I did. Another raking fire across the top of the tanks broke the glass completely, and seven people finally got to taste air again.
"Silica?" a familiar voice said, between coughing fits.
"Klien!" I laughed, running over to help him up. Getting him off the floor, I tried to hide my luminescent blush when it turned out he was just as naked getting out of the tank as I had been. Eyes on the exits, Silica, eyes on the exits, don't think about your friends behind you who need clothes.
"Shit, you're a sight for sore eyes," he muttered. "What the fuck happened? We were getting ready to go hot on an infiltration mission, and then we got kicked into the death buffer and out to here."
"I don't know," I admitted. "Two rooms back, there's some dead guys. I think there's a fight going on, be careful."
"Right, fuck, okay. Do you know where the armory is yet?"
"No. You need to get your MEC a suit, right? Uh, Harry One?"
"Yeah," Klein muttered. "Harry, how you holding up?"
"I am going to kill everything in this building starting with the first person who did not have the common sense to make sure the super-soldier missing all his limbs did not immediately start with his prosthetics to hand," Harry One said cheerfully. "This sucks. I am literally helpless here."
"That's rough, buddy," Klein said, before tapping me on the shoulder. "Two rooms back?"
"Yeah, two rooms that way," I pointed. "Go fast."
"Moving at the speed of death, aye."
Naturally, as soon as Klein got to work gearing up, I heard laser-fire. Getting my gun up, I went to investigate. Down a hall, I could see a pair of EXALT heavies frantically spraying and praying down a hall, while a sentinel got ready to pop smoke to improve their odds. I was tempted to engage, very tempted- and then I heard a scream that sounded almost like Asuna.
If I wasn't the first person out- if they hurt Asuna- no! I couldn't let them!
My gun came up with a practiced snap, nestling into my small shoulder as I braced for recoil I knew the gun didn't have. It took a bare moment to trace the holosight over the head of the sentinel, and then stroke the trigger. He never saw the shots hit him, and it took a moment for his companions to notice too. I wasn't the best shot in the resistance: I was mostly ship crew, since I could and did speak to the ship's computers. Lining up a second headshot would be beyond me, so instead I just sprayed down the other Heavies. It was… easy. Too easy. Just point and pull. They must not have had armor on, I thought to myself, trying to stay calm. As laser-fire cut them up, gouts of cooking blood flying loose, I just tried to breathe and keep shooting. Finally, it was done.
"Sound off!" a new voice called from the end of the hall. "What unit are you?"
"What unit are you, idiot?" I yelled back, barely noticing we were using English.
"XCOM Strike-Three!"
"Who the fuck is XCOM!"
Oops. Language. A lot of hurried muttering came out from behind the corner. "Listen," the voice called back. "You're fighting EXALT too, right?"
"They kidnapped me, and I'm finding my friends and getting out," I replied, slowly moving towards the corner.
"Oh fuck. We're gonna have to call this in," one of the guys said. "Can we see each other?"
"Sure, but don't shoot," I replied, trying to calm down. "I might look a little weird, okay?"
"Can't be weirder than DOA," the voice joked. Slowly, rifle in a low ready, I came around the corner. I wanted to trust whoever these people were, and it wouldn't be the first time I'd taken a risk on an unknown.
My first thought, when I saw them, was that they were a mirror of Furikaizen. Eight guys and girls, armored to the nines, carrying as much firepower as they could. They were doing the same mental calculus on me, I could tell, taking in my stained and stolen clothes and gun. They didn't flinch, though, at my eyes moving too fast or the light dusting of hexagons that rippled across my face and my arms. Even more importantly, they didn't ask me to put my gun down.
"Are there more of you?" the leader asked, trying to take my appearance in.
"Seven more I got out of the tanks, but in general there should be a few thousand of us," I replied, trying to think.
"Several thousand? What the fuck? I need to call this up to the Colonel-" the other soldier said, before we all heard a familiar stomp. Turning around, I tried not to gasp as a wall went down, a gigantic MEC trooper in EXALT's black and red blew through the wall.
"Found you," it hissed maniacally. I didn't like my odds of getting out of this one: that was a lot of laser cannons on this guy. "Finally, my revenge-"
It said something, when the maniacal mechanical monster got cut off like that. It was almost like a ghost had stolen its soul- and then I saw the line of red dripping out from under its helmet, and I grinned. As the head slowly separated from the torso, and the MEC fell to the floor, a figure lept from the back of it with a dark cloak fluttering in the wind. Snapping out a katana, I watched entranced as blood and hydraulic fluid flew off, before it was wiped down and sheathed. Yep. That was him.
"Kirito!" I yelled, running over to him to give him a hug. Laughing, I dodged his dodge, before wrapping around him warmly. "You made it out too!"
"Kind of hard not to," he wheezed. "Since I think it was me cracking the EXALT HQ's router that started the decanting."
"The router?"
"You know how we'd get other actual humans dropping in to mock us?" he asked. "The useless idiot ones?"
"Oh yeah, those," I reminisced. "So that was how they were getting in?"
"Yeah. Jacked in there, and got through to the real world. Now we just have to get everyone un-tanked."
"Great. I found Furukaizen, and uh, these guys. You know where the armory is?"
"Yeah."
"Hi, yes, we're still here," the random trooper said. "Captain Gustaf Loenher, XCOM. Who the hell are you?"
From behind us, I heard the sound of a laser rifle going rack-tap-bang. "Good question, Captain Loenher," Klein said, now dressed and armed. "Kirito, bro, please tell me you found the armory."
"Yeah, follow me," Kirito said, starting to move out. "I take it Harry One isn't doing so hot?"
"You can say that," Klein muttered. "Silica, think you can work with this MEC? It's not great, but we can probably pull the corpse out?"
Kneeling down, I sighed. "Kirito would be better at it, though."
"Not so much anymore," Kirito replied, shrugging. "I lost most of my technopathy back when we had the incident with the Ethereal."
"Guess I'm it, then," I muttered. "Can you handle things with, uh, Loenher?"
"Sure."
With that, I breathed in, breathed out, and started scrying the machine. Alien technology never had very good interfaces: they didn't need it, when they could tie their mind to the machine and work with it that way. MELD was just an extension of that: a machine to bring the body in line with the mind so neither would be left alone. After two years of exposure, though, my mind was very well-tuned to the machine. I was good with people and aliens, don't get me wrong- but I couldn't mind control anyone, or use the Psionic Rift that I knew Kirito knew. No, what I did was technology, and this technology was like an open book in large print font. It was the work of seconds to disconnect every part and parcel of the suit in front of me from the cooling body of the crewman who previously owned it, which I ejected with a mental shove as I assumed direct control of the system.
"Uh, kid," one of the XCOM troopers- this one with a pale blue symbol on her chest- said. "The hell are you doing?"
"Erecting a statue of a moron," I muttered, eyes hazed over purple and orange. "Klein! I'm gonna need a guard, this thing's dumber than a clown car full of rookies!"
"You heard the lady! Boys, go with her- I got to talk to Kirito!"
Not to be outdone, the random captain decided to 'help' too. "Reaver, DOA, you're with the civvie."
Shaking my head, I just focused on walking in step with the MEC suit. This thing was a piece of crap as far as I was concerned: nowhere near as elegant as a Andromedan suit, or any of our own MEC armors. Still, it wasn't too bad to pilot, and Harry One was more than grateful when the rest of Furukaizen hoisted him into the cockpit and I handed the controls over. Slumping down, I just hissed as my nose started bleeding. Yay, backlash! This is why we had shift changeovers for UFO captains, dangit! It was worth it, though, to have Harry One carry me in his off-hand while his other lugged around the gun. A chemical propelled slugthrower, though, really? We'd been killing these when they were armed with plasma cannons in the simulation, was this EXALT really so degraded?
Well, no matter. I was getting tired. Being tired like this meant I'd make mistakes, and that meant I'd get killed. Looking over to the members of Furukaizen, I just made a few quick hand-signs. Low on energy, psionic strain. Cover me.
Wilco, they just signaled back. I tried to stay awake for a little while more, but eventually I just passed out.
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The next I woke up, I was very clearly in a field hospital cot with Kirito next to me talking with Lizabeth.
"It's not as good of a gear as we had in the sims," she was saying, "but their Gauss systems are just as good as our old Coilguns. And their armor is better."
"Okay, good," he muttered. "And unique gear? Stuff like my Boltcaster and Shadowcannon?"
"That's on you to build: these guys are very standardized."
"Good to know," Liz said, smiling. "Good to know."
I just waved from the bed. "Hey."
"Hey, Silica," Kirito said, trying not to look down. "You want the good news or the bad news?"
"Good news?"
"We got about a thousand people out."
Just from the way he said that, I knew what he meant. "No Asuna, though?"
"No Asuna," he admitted, close to crying.
I just reached up to give him a hug. He needed it. "We'll find her, Kirito, don't worry. For as long as it takes."
"Fortunately," a voice said, ringing out quite clearly, "we're willing to help."
"Ahem," Liz said, gulping. "Kirito, Silica, this is, uh, the commander. Of XCOM. Which is the organization that attacked EXALT, and got us all out of there. They fight the aliens too."
That earned a chuckle from the older man. "An accurate, if threadbare, description. I've been briefed on your digital war on our common foe: thank you for the assistance, even if we didn't realize it at the time."
"You're welcome," I said, gulping.
"My time is valuable, so I'll try to keep this short without being curt. The only things we know about you are what you choose to tell us, and what we can find in the coming months. If you say you want to join us to fight the Aliens and EXALT, though, I'll take your words at face value. No matter how young you might seem, I'm willing to trust you have a degree of verifiable job experience. If you choose to stay with us and help fight the Aliens in some or any capacity, I'll accept whatever contributions you can make. If you choose to go home, I'll respect that and we'll get you to your families as soon as we finish burning EXALT out of Japan."
"I'm in," Kirito said seriously, staring at the old man.
"Me too," Liz added.
"You couldn't make me leave," I added.
"I suspect most of the rest of you will have similar answers," the Commander said with a smile.
"Probably," Kirito said, shrugging. "Do you have technical positions open?"
"Yes, certainly. Why?"
"We used to have to capture UFOs," he admitted. "And I'm not sure who's in charge at the end of the day, but I do know that if you tell them we can bring in a whole intact Abductor, it'd make their day. And that means you find my wife faster."
"Ah, I see," The Commander said. "I'll certainly keep that in mind, young man. For now, though, take some time to eat, sleep, and get some real clothes. I'll ask Colonel Ishimura to take a look at things: he speaks Japanese fluently, and it may help some. Until then, think it over."
"Think it over?" Liz asked, standing up on shaky legs as her pink hair that had grown far too long fell behind her. "Think it over? Mr. Commander, I'm the best damn plasma engineer we have! You'd have to be blind to not want me working over your reactors!"
"As a point of order, miss, we don't have any plasma reactors."
"Well shit, no wonder we didn't see your guys rocking plasma weapons, those are a pain if you can't kickstart them right."
"I'll let Dr. Shen know that."
"Yep! Don't worry, we'll get you set right up."
With that, the Commander nodded, and left. Finally, I breathed in deeply, before looking at Kirito. "We're getting her back, right?"
"I don't care if I have to storm the Alien Mothership itself," Kitito said, hand gripping on his belt where a sword would go, before carefully drawing it- and a blade of pure psionic power- away. "I'm saving Asuna."
"Well, glad we don't have to do it alone, then," Liz said dryly, before putting her hands on his and sending a spike of power into the construct he held. Slowly, the writhing psi-blade focused, going from a wrathful manifestation into something focused and pure. "I know I'm with you."
Placing my own hand over Liz's, I looked at Kirito. "You saved my life. Asuna gave me a home, a ship, my Gift- I have to help as much as I can. Even if its not in the front with you."
The psi-blade went from focused to scaled, then, before fading away altogether. The enemy had changed, sure, but the goal was the same. First it was getting out: now it was getting even. The aliens had made sure to teach us everything they could, and now? Now we got the chance to prove we were dutiful students.