A different sort of Worm story.
Summary: Zion does his job right and tries to save Eden, but...
Summary: Zion does his job right and tries to save Eden, but...
User | Total |
---|---|
ensou | 3 |
Take a hug and give it to her.
I have never before come across anything similar, and find myself curious. With the Shards all out of focus, what happens to Triggers? Do they occur at all? With Zion dead, how does Fortuna intend to save everyone?
The shards were pre-packaged and sent off before Zion and Eden crashed, so they'll lock on and link with someone as they were intended to without any intervention. They're also a bit behind Zion and Eden themselves, as Zion noted shards starting to fall when he finally popped into Earth-Bet a year after landing, and continuing to do so into canon-era. They were releasing the shards all the way from beyond the Kuiper belt, so they'll understandably take a while to get to Earth, especially trying to slow down to land safely.I have never before come across anything similar, and find myself curious. With the Shards all out of focus, what happens to Triggers? Do they occur at all? With Zion dead, how does Fortuna intend to save everyone?
Moriah's just a spacesquid trying to deal withcrushing existential doubt, loneliness, and her body making her feel things she's super uncomfortable with. She could really use a hug.
Oh, I'm well aware. It still didn't stop me from laughing :lolI saw that funny rating @ensou. Cmon, SV is good at taking horrifying things and making them cute!
Incredibly dangerous, then. Got it.
More tiny Entity!
Orphan
Genesis 1.2
She looked up, meeting the man's eyes, and said softly, with reverence,
"Moriah"
Daughter of Zion, she named herself.
In this world, names held meaning, significance, weight, they provided identity, reflecting the one who held it.
She wasn't entirely sure if it was correct, but it felt right. It may not have been the best description of what she was compared to the Others, but it was the closest approximation she could find. There was no way to say "of/am both but neither, same but different, place-taker/survivor/progeny".
Choosing that name was a… a whim. A feeling. Yes. That.
She wanted to keep anything that felt right as much as she could, when everything else felt wrong.
In any case, they had come before, and she was the product of them, so daughter was correct enough.
The man smiled. "That's a pretty name. Do you have a last one?"
She shook her head. Her name was Moriah. It was who she was. She had no need for others. And her heritage and ancestry held no distinct identity of its own. …Such a thing had been unnecessary to those who'd come before her.
The man's smile slipped a little. "Do you remember anything else, then? Where you lived? How old you are? Your parents' names?"
She had no answers to any of those questions. She hadn't existed, as she was, prior to one quarter of the planet's rotational period before the current time. She had not 'lived' before now. Age… age on this planet was measured in revolutionary cycles. Years. She had not experienced one yet. And her 'parents'…
Progenitors.
The ones who came before had not had names such as he was asking for. The only possibility was that could-have-been with the small core fragments of the Warrior that called itself Zion, but it had not truly occurred and thus was irrelevant in the context of the query.
"No," she said, shaking her head again.
"I… see," the man said, his smiling slipping further as he adopted a thoughtful expression. "Well, no matter. We'll get everything sorted out, don't you worry."
Gratitude.
"Thank you." The words came to her easily as a warmth bloomed in her chest, not even requiring that she pause and consider them. It was odd, to simply react.
The man smiled again and nodded.
"I'll be back with someone who might be able to help you better, but for now the best thing for you to do is rest," he said. He backed out of the area, pulling the curtain closed once he was fully removed, and she could hear him walk away, leaving her alone.
…Alone.
She truly was.
Alone on this world, with nothing like her. She was broken, with barely a handful of functioning core shards and no immediate control of the organization of the peripheral ones she had nor any of the fragments that might be out there. Powerless. Helpless.
Water mixed with salts welled up in her eyes once more, but this time they didn't stop, instead overflowing and dripping down her face.
She was lost. So lost.
There was no Cycle, not anymore. Nothing was the same, there was no point of reference that she could find in the few fragments of the others' memories that she had. This had not ever been a possibility to be considered, and without any of the future-simulating shards or even fragments of them, she was operating solely from moment to moment, with no idea how to safely move forward.
Deviant. Anomaly.
She knew that something was different about her, as well. She was not like any of the Others who had come before, and it was a… a 'miracle' that she could even function in any capacity with the amount of damage and irreversible cross-contamination the shards she had had undergone.
What… what was she supposed to do, now? She had no idea. Perhaps for now it would be best to simply act as was expected and not draw attention to herself, letting her shards slowly repair and hopefully bringing back online some of those truly vital ones.
Yes. Perhaps that would be best.
She wasn't terribly vulnerable in this form—at least to any of the locals on this world. The important fragments of the Shaper seemed to be working fine, even if they weren't entirely under her control. Having more shards online would only make her safety further assured. Still, the thought of losing this form filled her with… trepidation. She was not sure what would happen if she did. Well, she was sure that Shaper would recreate it, but considering the way her shards were acting she was very hesitant to test what it would be like.
She was missing so much. It felt like she was losing pieces of herself still, and she couldn't know what the pieces she'd lost were or how important they had been.
Moriah, the girl, the construct, the entity, stared at the white ceiling.
White.
Blank. Featureless. Empty.
So many associations for such a simple thing, and yet she felt an odd sort of kinship with it.
It made her curious. She wanted to know more. Wanted to understand.
She was so limited, though.
But wasn't that the purpose of the Cycles? Limitations to give rise to improvement, efficiency that could be scaled up and still function when those limitations no longer existed. Was it possible that the same could be applied to herself?
If she… had experiences as this, limited as she was, was it possible that they would be useful when she was more?
She liked the idea. It had merit.
…Yes, perhaps she'd give it a try.
"So where are we going, exactly, Forta?" her uncle asked.
"Don't know. I just know how to get there," she answered, staring forward as she trudged along the dirt path in front of them, leading towards the northern mountains.
"Still say she's crazy. Godlings? Star-swimmers?" Her cousin snorted.
Ruggero wouldn't believe her without seeing it for his own eyes. But that was fine. He'd get that soon enough.
"I could do it myself," she told them. Even if she knew his complaints would end, they still annoyed her now.
Her uncle shook his head. "No. Not in times like these."
She huffed. It had extended the number of steps, but not terribly, and if she were honest, having Matteo and Ruggero along was nice in some ways.
In others, not so much.
But still. Her uncle had been good to her. He'd taken her in, given her a home when her parents had died to the sickness six years before, even while grieving over the loss of his wife as well. She'd had food and bed because of him, hadn't been homeless.
She'd found that there was a degree of detail she could make the steps have. It was uncomfortable finding herself doing things without any will, so she had reduced it to only the largest, most important points for now, which she was fine with. It let her act as she wanted between them.
"Tell us more about these planet-eaters."
"They are large–"
"You said that already," her cousin interrupted. She glared at him.
"Impossibly large," she said. "If Terra were a mustard seed, they would be the size of Terra."
"That's impossible," Ruggero scoffed.
"That's precisely what I just said!" Fortuna told him. "What part of 'impossibly large' did you not get?"
Matteo placed a hand on his son's shoulder. "If there's anything these past two weeks have taught me, it's that little is impossible. I wouldn't have believed men could turn into monsters, but I've seen it happen myself."
"But if they're so large, how are they here?"
"They're not," Fortuna answered. "They're like giant pomegranates with an uncountable number of seeds. They don't need all of the seeds, only a handful of them. So they get rid of the others and save them for later. But some of them they send down, and they grant men powers. By the time they're done, they're small enough to fit on Terra. The monsters… aren't supposed to happen. But the godlings are dead, and without them, everything is out of control."
"How did they die? You never really explained that," Matteo said.
Fortuna shrugged, asked the thing inside her with all of the answers, and began relating what it was telling her. "One of them made a mistake, it was distracted and couldn't stop itself from falling from the sky too fast. The other tried to save the first by sacrificing itself, but they both died instead," she said. "We're really lucky they did. All they do is destroy worlds, and they would have done the same to ours within two or three hundred years of arriving."
"That's a really long time," Ruggero stated. "We'll all be dead by then anyways!"
"Well, it's short to them," Forta snapped. "And I don't care if we're all dead. I still don't want the world to end!"
"Calm down," her uncle said. "You said they're dead, so they can't do that now."
She took a calming breath before nodding. "Right. But because they're dead, everything's going wrong. People are getting things that were never meant to be given. …Like me," she finished softly.
Matteo ruffled her hair, and Fortuna squawked in indignation, reaching up to flatten it out once more. "At least now we know you're not possessed. And if this… spirit, blessing, curse, can be used to help others, it's only right to do so." The dark-haired girl nodded. "I'm proud of you, Forta. Many wouldn't be as noble. Perhaps it was fate that you were given this."
"…Thank you, Uncle," she said softly, her face warm.
It was frustrating. She had information, knowledge, but it was limited. Some things she knew in great depth —such as how she found her name— but others she simply didn't understand or know at all.
…Like what that round object on the opposite side of the room that kept clicking did.
Moriah turned to look out the window on her right, staring at the sky.
Blue. (450 to 495 nanometers). Clouds. (collections of condensed water, two hydrogen one oxygen, vapor phase). Cold front. (progressive forward movement of colder air). Dark grey. (lack of photon penetration, reduced light scatter). Cumulonimbus. (Thunderhead, slowly building opposing static charge).
Rain storm.
So much knowledge, but no… no context. No experience, no understanding of what these things meant.
The blue slowly disappeared, eaten up by the grey clouds. A repetitive pattering sound slowly started, building and speeding up as small collections of liquid water impacted the glass (silica, non-crystalline amorphous solid).
The random repetition was… soothing. Not like the sharp, harsh percussive beat of the round object.
Suddenly, there was a loud crack-bang accompanied by bright light that made Moriah jump, her heart instantly racing.
Her hands were against her ears, blocking out the sound as it happened again, and the rapid pounding in her chest was more apparent than ever, along with the rushing of blood in her arteries and veins. Her eyes were shut, but she hadn't noticed or even thought about the action.
Acoustic startle reflex. Instinctual sympathetic fight-or-flight nervous response. Sudden epinephrine release by adrenal glands increases heart rate, raises environmental awareness and reaction speed.
She knew it, but she had no control over it. Her body simply acted, and she shuddered.
She didn't like it. Didn't like not having control. Everything was so… raw. So exposed. She knew that at least part of her thought processes were embedded in one of her core shards, but the actions and effects derived from her body, anchored as they were in the completely accurate recreation that had its own natural instinctual reactions, were completely involuntary.
But… this was an experience, wasn't it? Wasn't this what she had wanted?
With a great degree of effort, she removed her hands from her ears and opened her eyes, attempting to bring her heart rate down by regulating her oxygen intake and creating a positive feedback in her parasympathetic system from the easy, calm breaths she took.
But before she was completely calm, there was another sound of… thunder, and she jolted, but forced herself to keep taking regular breaths, lying down and looking at the ceiling, trying to suppress her reaction every time it repeated.
It was going to be a long day.
A/N: So… I'm like 99% sure that this is the first Worm fic that has Fortuna's uncle and Ruggero as actual characters. I don't actually know if Ruggero is Fortuna's cousin, but considering he was in their tent when Forta woke up after her trigger-vision faint and followed her first Path, it's either that or a doctor. And a cousin is a lot more interesting, because it gives me another character.
Anyways.
smoltessa is a thing. And she is adorbs.
Moriah's just a spacesquid trying to deal with crushing existential doubt, loneliness, and her body making her feel things she's super uncomfortable with. She could really use a hug.
Clock.Where'd the smoltessa nickname come from?
Seems pretty good so far, ensou. I'm enjoying the alien-ish viewpoint of Moriah thus far, as well as her general confusion regarding her body, local environment, human customs/culture and whatever that circular object which kept making a noise was. Some sort of heater? Fan? Television?
Combination of Contessa and smol.
The Cauldron Discord server. There were a couple portmanteaus with Contessa's name thrown around one day, and I think smoltessa was one of them. Granted, she's not really Contessa, she's Fortuna, but "smoltuna" just ain't the same, you know?:lolWhere'd the smoltessa nickname come from?
Seems pretty good so far, ensou. I'm enjoying the alien-ish viewpoint of Moriah thus far, as well as her general confusion regarding her body, local environment, human customs/culture and whatever that circular object which kept making a noise was. Some sort of heater? Fan? Television?
That sounds like agnosia.The Cauldron Discord server. There were a couple portmanteaus with Contessa's name thrown around one day, and I think smoltessa was one of them. Granted, she's not really Contessa, she's Fortuna, but "smoltuna" just ain't the same, you know?:lol
And Bungie's got it, it's a clock. Most of Moriah's knowledge is either hard facts and science, philosophical concepts and some degree of understanding of psychology, or obscure cultural information tied into language from her communication shard-fragment. Bat Tzion (Daughter of Zion) is Hebrew, and comes from the Torah, which is something that shard knows. She's fluent* in every single language to be spoken on Earth, and even gets cultural nuances, but if you show her a stoplight she'd just stare at it in confusion.
*with caveats. Her shards are slightly messed up, so she has knowledge of time-keeping and she has the word for an object that does it, but the two aren't properly associated with each other nor with the image she sees. Telling her it's a clock and what a clock does would jump-start the reassociation.
It basically is, yes. Her core shards are all messed up, fused and contaminated with others in ways they were never meant to be, so some serious problems aren't unexpected.That sounds like agnosia.
Spacewhale agnosia. Who'da thunk it.
She sounds like she has a variant of the Negotiator shard Tattles got. That info feed seems really familiar.
I really like how her body was formed, Shaper you go girl! When-ish are we gonna get a good description of her appearance?
The date is 1982 right? Can barely remember my early early canon.
Hopefully Moriah's first contact will have better hearing than Scion's. In the worst case her name would be mispronounced as Mordor.May, 1981, actually. Scion popped in on Bet a year after landing, whereas Moriah didn't have much of a choice.
Hopefully Moriah's first contact will have better hearing than Scion's. In the worst case her name would be mispronounced as Mordor.