Raising Hell
2.0
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A/n:
And chapter 2 is here, Complete with Tanya handing a Kaiju a NATO-brand ass-beating.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51kKxGgc9dg
Asuka
I took a deep breath and relaxed as life-giving LCL fluid filled my lungs. The instinctual fear of drowning in the breathable liquid had long since been eroded into near nothing by my many trials in the entry plug; the sensation now filled me with eager energy. My heart thrummed eagerly in my chest, the fluid immersion letting me hear my own blood thunder in my ears, letting me hear it climb with mounting anticipation.
I hummed, the thicker-than-water substance of the LCL making the vibrations sound intoxicatingly foreign in the entry plug as my heart thumped almost in time with the old theme. It was a song I'd sung a hundred times, a song etched into a specific corner of my mind, a song that of late had taken on new meaning.
The Evangelion responded to my call, holographic displays flashing into existence all around me, the advanced technology whirring to life sending an electric thrill dancing along my skin, a thrill echoed by the oh-so-familiar presence of something
else lingering right beside me.
"Alright, Camilla…" I whispered as I went through the familiar activation sequence for Unit 02 by rote. "Ready to finally show the world what we can do?"
I felt something faint echo from within the bowels of Unit 02, something pulsing with agreement. Camila groaned, the beating heart of my monster pounding around me.
Excitement grew.
Passion rose.
The beast woke from her slumber.
[Synchronization]
Power flooded into me. My world exploded beyond the mere confines of mortal flesh. New eyes flashed open. Limbs of a titan reached out. The weight of Our soul pressed down on reality.
Unit 02 and I moved as one.
I held the control sticks in a white knuckle grip. A wide grin split my lips. Blood sang in my veins. I bared my teeth at the world. "Then let's bag our first Angel!"
Camilla roared around me.
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Tanya
I watched from the bridge of the USS
Enterprise as Unit 02 leapt from her place of slumber, landing with a barely controlled crash on the deck of the USS
Farragut, bracing herself with a long polearm in hand. Flashes of crimson peaked out from the rippling gray sheet that still covered the Evangelion's form and obscured its full glory.
But it couldn't hide the cocky stride in Asuka's every move.
"Asuka, focus," I transmitted over the headset. "Mission now, smug later."
"...Yes, Aunt Tanya," she replied, her voice dutiful if more than a bit sullen.
Still, sure enough, her posture corrected itself.
"M-miss Asuka's going to be a-alright, isn't she, Colonel?" Shinji asked by my side, anxiety naked on his painfully young and earnest face. "I-I mean, she said she'd been piloting for a while, s-so she's got this, right?"
"Well if she doesn't, we won't have to worry about it for very long," I said absentmindedly, throwing out the first thing that came to mind in response as the bulk of my attention remained fixed on the battle before us.
It was admittedly cute that the boy already seemed to be imprinting on my girl, but we could worry about teenage crushes later when there wasn't a giant sea monster trying to kill us all.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the boy and his friends blanch.
"Relax, kid, she's joking." Major Katsuragi assured him, shooting me a none-too-subtle glare as she patted her ward soothingly on the shoulder.
…I'm not that bad, am I?
"Is your pilot finally ready?" Captain Johnston pressed, his tone clipped but still on the right side of professionalism.
"Ready and awaiting the opportunity to engage the enemy, Captain," I nodded. "How much did it cost?"
He scowled, but I could tell his true ire wasn't directed at me. "Five ships." He shook his head. "Just make sure their deaths mean something, Colonel."
"We aim to deliver," I nodded.
I glanced out at the sea, taking in the still image of the naval battle still unfolding around me. Our escorts for this leg of the voyage were primarily composed of the impressive power of the United States Pacific fleet. It was built around a core of three American supercarriers and four Iowa-class battleships, along with an armada of auxiliary vessels, escorts, and even a submarine detachment.
They weren't alone, however. My more personal escorts for the entirety of the mission were the three European battlegroups. Two built around the carriers
HMS Prince of Wales and the
Charles de Gaulle, while the last was a squadron of Germany's own new cutting edge destroyers. Not to mention the legion of transports under their protection. Each one carried their own contributions to my team in our efforts to make sure that shadowy organization didn't get us all killed.
Even the Japanese had sent the
JS Kaga's carrier group out to meet us in a show of solidarity. All combined, it was a fleet as fearsome in battle as it was an act of political theater.
I'm almost impressed.
Against any other military power in the world, this would be enough to send them running. If not from the weight of our arms, then from the political ramifications of trying to cross this many powerful nations working in concert.
Especially in a post-Impact world.
Unfortunately, we weren't fighting anything so mundane.
Suddenly, the ocean erupted again.
A stripped-down thought acceleration formula ran through my mind, slowing the world to a crawl. Even still, the Angel launched itself from the waters with terrible speed. The massive beast, a pale leviathan unlike anything on earth, larger than even the
Enterprise, seemed like it shouldn't be able to move so fast, almost like it wasn't quite real.
That didn't change the reality of it shooting towards Asuka, fanged maw open wide.
But I had taught her well. Much of her training had been outside of Camilla, which had given me the freedom to leave a personal touch on her instruction.
Unit 02
twitched, the shadows under her hood twinkled with the light of four stars, and the world went white.
Four brilliant flashes enveloped the Angel, momentarily blotting out all sight.
A fraction of a second later, a deafening clap of thunder slammed into us, hitting us with the physical force of a haymaker. A wave of heat rolled over us, hot enough that, even inside the shelter of the
Enterprise's covered bridge, sweat beaded on every brow.
As the afterimage of the searing flash faded, Gaghiel fell back into the sea, its entire flank burning with the brilliant energy of a strained AT field. Four enormous cross-shaped stars marked its passing, illuminating the fleet with their ethereal light. Unit 02 stood on the
Farragut, cloak billowing, and eyes twinkling as its AT field wound down.
"What the hell was that?!" One of Shinji's friends exclaimed, his teenage voice cracking with emotion.
Even Major Katsuragi seemed surprised by the weapon.
"Quite impressive, no?" I asked, turning to the NERV officer with a smile.
"Was… was that an Optical Blast?" Misato asked, stunned.
"Indeed." I allowed myself to savor a measure of pride in my niece. "In fact," I added, taking the opportunity to blast Asuka's horn, "Asuka has been able to produce salvos of significantly higher precision and fire rate than Sachiel observed."
"I thought only Angels could do that…" Shinji muttered, staring at Unit 02 with wide eyes. Like clockwork, Misato and the boys followed his gaze back out to the quadroptic titan, standing proud and unbowed atop the hull.
"Actually, Asuka managed a basic Optical Blast with Camilla before Sachiel ever appeared," I pointed out.
Four heads snapped back to me as one.
"Imagine our surprise when the first Angel in over a decade appears, only to show off what should have been
our secret weapon? Asuka was
fuming." I sighed and shook my head at the memory. "Still, it gave her the energy to improve yet further still. And the results, I think, speak for themselves."
"...Unit 02 was able to perform an Optical Blast
before the appearance of Sachiel?" Misato asked through gritted teeth.
I blinked. "...Yes? But it's not like NERV was kept out of the loop; you were the ones running the tests after all. It may have been classified, but as the Tactical Director you would have been apprised of it, correct?"
Misato's face twitched like she just bit down a snarl. "Despite my…
valued position in NERV, there are many things that Commander Ikari considers 'need to know'."
"...and the Tactical Director in charge of utilizing said Evangelions to defend humanity from the Angels does not 'need to know'?"
"Apparently not."
I boggled momentarily.
I can understand a certain level of compartmentalization, but what kind of backward secretive organization thinks it's fine to bring unrelated high schoolers along on a strategic mission, yet also decline to inform their Tactical Director how to use their own weapons?
For a moment, I felt a measure of pity for the woman. However competent she may or may not be, it sounded like Misato was trapped in a truly Kafkaesque mire of secrecy and conflicting interests that made bog-standard intelligence agencies and their inveterate love of cryptic bullshit seem reasonable.
"I see," I said, choosing banality instead of vocalizing any of those thoughts.
"How did you even pull that off with her, anyways?" Misato pressed. "We've never even come
close to figuring out how to do anything like that with Unit 01 or 00."
"It's an application of Advanced AT Field Manipulation," I explained. "Asuka's been training on it extensively for years. It is, after all, the reason why the Evangelions are needed in the first place. Why not make the best use of it?"
"And
how exactly would we make use of it?" Misato cocked her hip."We've made no progress in getting any active conscious use of AT field manipulation."
I smiled and spoke nothing but the truth in reply. "Asuka believes in Magic."
The major rolled her eyes and focused back on the task at hand. "Well, however powerful it was, don't count the Angel out yet. It can always regenerate from any damage it takes, the only thing that matters is the core."
"Understood," I said, nodding acknowledgment, "but this
does prove the effectiveness of Asuka's training. Perhaps it could be applied to the other pilots as well?"
Major Katsuragi nodded, staring out the window with narrowed eyes, likely already devising ways to incorporate the new weapon into a plan of her own.
I, meanwhile, had matters of my own to attend to.
"Asuka?" I transmitted.
"Did you see? Did you see?!" Asuka's voice all but brimmed over with cheer and youthful exuberance, as well as enough giddy energy to make her reply almost deafening.
"Indeed I did," I confirmed, "and it was a fine shot, and on any other beast, we'd be calling it a day. Unfortunately, this is an Angel, so we aren't out of the woods yet."
"
What?!" She shouted. "I had that bastard dead to rights! The stupi-"
I cut her off with a click of my tongue. "None of that, Asuka. You landed a snapshot on a live target in your first bit of real combat, most soldiers can't boast such lofty achievements. Take pride in the accomplishment, note how you can improve for next time, and
move on. Understand?"
"...Yes, Aunt Tanya."
"Good girl," I said, smiling into the mic. "Now, I am going to discuss with the others about coming up with a plan to help you take down this Angel for good. In the meantime, get over to the
Enterprise so you can plug Camilla into her reactor, and keep your head on a swivel, Gaghiel seems quite slippery."
"Understood." Her reply was professional, but Asuka's tone was a bit… flat.
I frowned. Technically, I had said all I'd needed to in service of the mission, but something about the exchange felt unfinished.
…
Beyond mere matters of survival, perhaps some additional motivation will help her morale?
"And, Asuka?"
"Yes, Aunt Tanya?"
"When you make it back, I shall make your favorite strudel to celebrate you surviving your first mission."
Instantly, her mood did a complete 180, her former enthusiasm flaring back to life with the fresh tinder. "You mean it?!"
"I do."
"He-ck Yeah! That Angel's history now!"
With that, I turned off the channel. A glance out the bridge's window showed Asuka leap across the fleet, using each ship as a stepping stone, with an eager bounce in her step. Yet, even still, I could see the caution in her actions, the alertness in Camilla's posture, ready to snap to action at the slightest sign of trouble.
I allowed a smile to slip onto my lips.
Good girl.
I turned to Captain Johnston. "While we know that Asuka and Unit 02 can hurt the Angel, matters of naval warfare fall well outside our area of expertise. Any thoughts?"
The American captain huffed. "Unfortunately, Colonel, fighting sea monsters is typically out of
mine. Besides, I don't know what you expect me to do with its AT field up."
"Hmm… about that…" I said, mind turning, "Major Katsuragi, any advice of your own regarding such fields?"
She scowled. "This
should be a NERV operation through and through; none of you really know what you're dealing with."
"Then enlighten us," I pressed. "I am attempting to be a team player, Major. Until we arrive in Tokyo 3, NATO has jurisdiction over Unit 02's security, and good luck getting my niece to stand down. I can handle Asuka, Captain Johnston has command of his fleet, we need your help as an advisor, not a dictator. The world does not revolve around NERV simply because you successfully developed the Eva program."
"As you've been so keen to remind us," she glowered.
"Are you going to help or not, Major?"
She bit her lip. "...Fine. The Angel, once you bring down its AT Field, should be pretty vulnerable. Their physical bodies are tough, but not
that tough, most of it comes from their barriers. Even now, after Unit 02's blast, it might be weak enough that another salvo of hers could break right through and crack open the core."
I shook my head. "She needs visual contact, and if Gaghiel stays underwater it'll vastly reduce the force, even if she does manage to spot him."
"Enough conventional force
could do the trick. Like those big battleship cannons." She added.
"Same problem. 16in guns aren't exactly your standard anti-submarine weapons." Captain Johnston chimed in.
"...But could a torpedo hurt its physical body?" I asked.
Misato blinked. "...if you got past the AT Field, sure, but even with it weakened I don't know how many torpedoes it would take to bring down the field completely. Even then, if you don't break the core, all the damage in the world won't matter, since it'll just regenerate. "
I nodded my acknowledgment and turned back to the captain. "I assume that your fleet is carrying its full complement of Anti-Submarine Warfare gear?'
Johnston scoffed. "We've got plenty enough torpedoes to drown the whole silent service twice over, not that the bastard would give a damn with that shield of his."
"Then how would you feel about getting the opportunity to do just that?"
For the first time on the entire voyage, I saw Captain Johnston grin. "Ma'am, it would be my pleasure."
"Perfect." I smiled and tapped my headset. "Asuka?"
"Aunt Tanya?" she replied, a slight tension in her voice. "Hold on, I'm coming in."
I looked up.
"Brace!" I announced to the room.
Most of the bridge complied on trained reflex. Shinji and his friends, however, just stood around looking confused.
Another gold star on NERV's training report card.
Then the world shook as Asuka came crashing down on top of us with Camilla. 80 meters of biomechanical war machine slammed into the deck, panes of orange light vibrating around her form and rippling through the air, bleeding off tremendous amounts of force and speed. Deft control of her AT Field turned what should have been a meteoric impact that could easily have snapped the ship's spine into merely a massive shock that left the great vessel's decks shivering below our feet.
Thankfully, the carrier had already been prepared for the eventuality. It was why the
USS Enterprise was carrying an Eva-compatible power cable on board, already pre-wired to its eight reactors. The deck had thankfully already been cleared of all aircraft in anticipation of her not-so-gentle landing.
"Next time, more warning would be appreciated, Colonel," The captain grumbled, though I could tell his heart wasn't in it.
"Just wanted to keep you on your toes, Captain," I replied. "Can't be letting my friends in the fleet be getting soft, can I?"
He snorted and returned his attention to his ship and his fleet, making sure everyone under his command was ready to take the fight to the Angel when I gave the word.
I turned my own attention back to my niece and thumbed the mic back on. "A bit of a rough landing, Asuka, but well done for sticking it on the first try.
And for not snapping the boat in half in the process."
"Thanks!" she chirped. "But, uh… do you have a plan for what to do next? I haven't been able to spot Gaghiel since I hit him with the first blast, even if I did, with all the water in the way, I'm not sure how I'd finish the job."
I looked down, observing as Camilla took a knee, as practiced, to give the carrier's deck crew easier access to hook the Evangelion up to the ship's powerplant. "Indeed I do, Asuka. I've worked it out with the major and the captain. Focus on tearing down its barriers and exposing it for the fleet. Once the Angel is vulnerable, they can bury it under the weight of superior firepower."
"Superior firepower, hmm, Aunt Tanya?" Asuka chuckled.
Soon, she was back on her feet, sonic glaive at hand, four eyes gleaming under her hood, and powered directly by the heart of the oldest nuclear carrier in the world.
"Sounds like a plan to me!"
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Asuka
I breathed, centering myself as I centered Camilla atop the deck of the ship I was standing on.
Aunt Tanya's plan was ultimately quite simple, something she told me was more important than it sounded when it came to addressing tactical problems.
The first part of that plan, however, involved me doing something that I'd never been able to fully test, and certainly not against an Angel. Then again, considering the technique in question, there was only so much we
could test, given the fact that Aunt Tanya had vetoed any NERV attempt to get me to continue testing on human subjects.
Not after one of the early volunteers had…
None of us could have known, I told myself firmly, shaking the cobwebs in my head.
None of the other subjects were as badly affected. We thought it just knocked someone unconscious, not-
I stopped myself, unwilling to chase the thought further.
I should talk to my therapist again… I thought, mind wanting for comfort.
And get more hugs from Aunt Tanya.
…Later, Asuka, I reminded myself, taking another deep breath of LCL.
Right now, you have a job to do.
Besides, I didn't much feel like letting these sailors die due to my own incompetence. Soldiers dying in war may be a given, but Aunt Tanya taught me that such human resources were meant to be spent carefully, and with purpose. Not frivolously discarded.
Plenty enough have already died before I could get involved. I thought, firming my resolve.
Their lives were spent giving us warning and buying time for me to get up and running. I have to make that sacrifice worth it.
I focused on my AT field, on my connection with Camilla, and on my core. The AT Field was an extension of the joint will of Camilla and me intertwined in a unified purpose. More specifically, the field was the soul exerting its influence upon reality. Ultimately, using an AT Field relied on flexing one's psyche. Part of that was figuring out the mental math necessary to shape reality
just so, but the lion's share was in having sufficient mental strength and focus to exercise the potential of mind over matter made manifest.
Typically, it was used defensively in the barriers deployed by the Angels, and I myself had trained extensively in barrier techniques as well. Such things were equal parts hard calculations to determine the specifics of
how the barrier functioned and strength of will to determine how
powerful that barrier would be. There were offensive techniques too, such as the optical blast, but all of them had some particular blend of formula and fortitude involved in their execution, just like the barrier did.
But some of those applications of the AT Field went beyond the easily quantifiable equations I juggled in my head. Some leaned into the more… spiritual side of things.
Reach out…
I sank deep into Camilla, immersing my mind within the broad currents of her own and deliberately blurred the line between
me and
her. Then, as my identity barrier wavered, I pushed our AT Field out beyond the bounds of our skin. I pushed it further, further, and further still, creating a slowly growing sphere of influence around me. The larger it grew, the less control I would have over what happened within it, but I didn't need finesse right now.
I just needed to find the right target.
There!
I felt the Angel, swimming deep below the surface. Extended like this, I could feel all the souls in the fleet. Most of them were like tiny, flickering candles in the night. The Angel, by contrast, was an enormous bonfire, roiling with potential and rage. My attack had clearly hurt it, infuriated it, and I smirked at its outrage.
Burn in hell, you bastard, I thought, building up a wave of contempt and energy beneath my core.
Finally, I brushed the edges of my own stretched AT Field up against its own. The moment I made contact, I could feel
it. The intent radiating off of it, bellowing a declaration to the whole world.
"I AM." Gaghiel announced, pressing raw psychic meaning into existence that made its thoughts something
more than mere words could convey. Something more
real than a mortal statement.
I could feel every aspect of its intent, of its identity, of its being wrapped around that simple declaration. Even still, I could hardly grasp the scope of it. It was so… massive, so inhuman, so
wrong that I could scarcely understand what I beheld.
I'd touched humans' AT Fields like this before; I knew what another person's mind felt like brushing up against my own. I knew how to make sense of it, how to influence it, how to make it…
hurt.
How to strip it bare.
But this…?
I didn't even know where to start with this.
What would Aunt Tanya say? I asked myself.
I breathed, life-giving LCL flowing into my lungs, tension flowing out with every exhale.
"When in doubt, harness a violence of action to achieve your objectives." I could almost hear her say.
The thought brought a smile to my face, even as I hardened my heart.
"Alright, Camila," I whispered, closing my eyes to better focus my will. "Let's make Aunt Tanya proud."
"I AM-" Gaghiel thought, the weight of its soul forcing the fabric of time and space to acknowledge its claim.
"-Nothing," I interrupted, slamming a spear of sharpened disdain right into the shell of the Angel's soul.
It stopped, its whole being twitching with shock as if it couldn't quite comprehend what had just happened. The lance of concentrated loathing stuck fast, having burrowed itself deep into some ineffable part of the creature's inhuman psyche.
Yet its barrier still remained, strained though it was.
That's fine. I grinned, ignoring the migraine already beginning to throb at the back of my mind.
I have more ways to make you hurt.
"I AM-" The Angel repeated, more insistently and somehow at greater metaphysical volume.
I grabbed the lance and twisted, using it as a lever to burrow images of inferiority into its mind.
"You are Nothi-"
"I AM!" Gaghiel boomed, retaliating with a powerful lash of psychic force, striking my own AT Field with a tendril made of something like arrogance and hate.
The impact sent faint whispers of its own perception bleeding into my mind. Parts of what it thought itself to be, of what it
wanted to be.
It was beyond anything as simple as mundane language, even these bare scraps I could understand completely unlike any word ever written. The dreams of an alien mind creeping into my own.
Trying to understand that kaleidoscope of a message left my head reeling in agony. My mind burned as it was forced to comprehend that which had its source in the utterly inhuman. My head pounded from the Other thoughts shoved into my brain.
…But I know pain, I gritted my teeth, ignoring the taste of blood filling the entry plug,
and you just made a big mistake, Bastard.
You told me how you think-!
I forced myself to work through the thoughts the Angel had given me. Knuckled down under the pain and turned its attack to my advantage. I didn't have everything, even now its AT Field was a shifting shell of monstrous tendrils, rather than anything familiar.
But now it was only
nearly incomprehensible.
"You are-?" I pictured myself grabbing the tendril of its being that had struck me with a mental fist of my own. I pushed my mind into it, forcing its attack back, and picking it apart.
Every millimeter of information was like another dagger in my brain, but I was learning. I was beginning to understand.
Not everything. I knew I didn't have time for everything, I might never have time to unravel all its secrets, but I didn't
need everything. I just needed to find its fracture points.
There.
I saw it.
I heard it.
I remembered it.
The Origin.
That was the single most important thing to Gaghiel. Seeking the Origin, merging with it, and attaining ascension. It didn't think it was complete.
It knows it isn't good enough.
I made a hammer of that knowledge, and struck at my Spear of Nothingness with the reflection of its own inadequacy.
"You are Nothing."
Its shell cracked. Tendrils burst, inhuman thoughts stuttering, alien feelings howling.
"I AM!" The Angel of the Fish rebutted, retorting with dreams of how it would ascend. How it would wipe the world clean with its own inevitable divinity.
I grabbed the Spear of Nothingness buried deep within it's core-
"You will always be Nothing."
-And tore it out with the unshakeable conviction that humanity would put the pathetic creature out of its misery before that ever happened.
Just like all the Angels before you.
The walls shattered, its mind spasmed in agony, and Gaghiel wailed beneath the waves.
I smiled, ignoring burning pressure in my mind and the cloying scent of iron that filled the plug.
"Aunt Tanya, it's weak! Gaghiel's shield is down! I repeat-!"
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Tanya
"-Gaghiel's shield is down!"
"Captain!" I barked. "Asuka's done it, the Angel is exposed."
"Perfect." He gave a tight nod, a cold grin tugging at his lips as he spoke into the microphone. "This is Captain Johnston to the Pacific Fleet. Engage full ASW operations against the Angel Gaghiel."
At the word. The fleet came alive.
Powerful sonar arrays pierced the dark depths of the ocean, leaving nowhere for the Angel to hide. From there, I could see the horde of destroyers and frigates let slip dozens of torpedoes into the water in carefully measured volleys.
A veritable swarm of ASW-equipped aircraft filled the skies, hounding the Angel wherever it tried to go. No matter how far out it went, no matter how evasive its maneuver, no matter what undersea crevice it tried to cram itself in, the air fleet was there to place another volley of aerial torpedoes right on top of it.
For whatever reason it never tried to leave, possibly too angry, too stupid, or too alien to know when to run, but that was fine with us. We wanted constant pressure on it at all times, not to blow through our munitions in one go. Either the never-ending attacks would wear it down until it was finally convinced to leave once and for all, or-
"Gaghiel has changed directions!" Someone shouted. "The Angel is now on a direct intercept course for the USS Enterprise."
Or until it comes right for us.
"Prepare yourself, Asuka," I transmitted to her.
"I can feel him," she replied, a grin in her voice. "I'm ready."
The shrouded form of Camilla crouched down, Sonic Glaive in hand, her entire form tightly coiled like a spring. I could feel her AT Field shifting gears, my niece reeling it back in as quickly as she dared,
Around the fleet, every ship sat on overwatch, guns at the ready, waiting for the approaching leviathan. CIWS ran hot, orbiting air squadrons hung high, and every missile tube was loaded and eager to fire. Everyone was holding their breath now, just waiting for Gaghiel to appear.
Then it appeared.
The ocean heaved.
The Angel lept from the waves, its enormous form wreathed in a spray of seawater and blood.
Gaghiel's once immaculate form was covered in ugly, bleeding, wounds torn into its flesh. It lunged for Unit-02, fanged maw open wide to take vengeance upon the one at the heart of its misery.
"Predictable," I smirked.
Asuka pounced, wielding her glaive like a harpoon.
She darted under Gaghiel. Its maw snapped at the empty hood where her head once lay.
Her blade whipped through the air.
The edge blurred to the point even I could barely see it.
It buried itself in Gaghiel's soft underbelly.
A purple flood bleed from the wound that quickly flushed to crimson.
A torrent of ichor poured onto the flight deck.
The Angel roared in agony.
Asuka carefully planted her feet.
Camilla's muscles bulged.
Orange flashes of light rippled across Unit 02.
I could feel Asuka building up her AT Field again.
Gaghiel's jaws angrily tried to snap around at the Evangelion's head.
But slowly, inevitably, Asuka impaled Gaghiel on her Sonic Glaive, and with a push of effort hoisted it aloft in the air.
A hexagonal orange pane of light flashed into existence between them.
I could feel Asuka's attention shift. The last piece of her magical calculations finally slotted into place.
The air around her flickered. Then, panel by panel, her AT Field expanded. Before long, she'd wrapped her barrier around both Camilla and the USS Enterprise entirely. Bringing all of us under her protective aegis.
I could feel it, the strength of her soul wrapping around us all. The confidence in herself, the pain under the surface, the unshakable will holding it all together, and even the unconditional love she had for me. It was a protective shell built of her own iron-clad determination to keep us all safe. From here, we were untouchable.
But Gaghiel hung, writhing, on the end of Asuka's spear
outside of her barrier.
Perfectly exposed to the guns of the Pacific Fleet.
"I'm ready!" Asuka confirmed.
"Captain!" I called out. "We are clear!"
"Pacific Fleet, open fire!" Captain Johnston bellowed, his hesitance at ordering friendly fire disappearing the moment Asuka had wrapped us under her protection.
At once, a cacophony erupted.
A wall of solid noise slammed into us.
Countless shells, missiles, and bombs slammed into Gaghiel's now vulnerable hide.
Lines of fire bloomed from dozens of ships. Rockets racing out with a fiery roar, each one carving burning trails through the sky.
Five-inch cannons punched staccato drumbeats of war through the air. Each thump signaling another armor-piercing shell biting into Gaghiel's flesh.
Brilliant beams of eye-searing light lanced out from the fleet's most advanced destroyers. Particle cannons cutting smoldering lines across the wailing beast with a keening shriek that set my teeth on edge.
Laser-guided penetrator bombs fell from swarms of varied aircraft on sorties from the other carriers of the fleet. The dark shapes falling like the devil's condemnation, burrowing into the Angel's hide before exploding in great plumes of thunderous fury that I could feel in my lungs.
Then the main guns of the battleships opened up. The
Iowas, the last 4 battleships in the whole world, spoke as one. The sound and fury of all of their 16-inch guns opening up were like the world ending. A shockwave I could feel rattle my teeth. Shells as heavy as a car hurtled at nearly twice the speed of sound crashed into Gaghiel's hide with cataclysmic energy.
Through it all, Asuka's AT Field weathered the barrage like an unbreakable bulwark. Stray shells struck the shield. Flickering lights burst across its surface. The ship shook around us. The deafening cacophony rang our ears. I could even sense the starbursts of pain radiating from my niece's soul as they hit her AT Field.
For a moment, I was struck by a sense of helplessness. So often in my lives I was used to having a measure of my final fate placed in my own hands. I'd fought tooth and nail for my own survival, desperate to remain an active participant who had a say in whether I lived or died in so many battles I'd long stopped keeping track. As I watched Asuka fight for all our sakes, where I might have been in my past life, I knew that I had done all I could, and that now the fate of this battle was out of my hands. All I could do was put my faith in my niece and Captain Johnston and hope for the best.
Some part of me hated that, it wanted to take to the skies again, to have a say in my own survival again, to maintain my full agency right up until the bitter end, convinced that I could find
some way to survive. Yet, another part watched as Asuka refused to waver, as the fleet tore the Angel apart, as we remained untouched.
That part brought a smile to my lips.
Good girl.
The same couldn't be said of Gaghiel.
The once-great leviathan wailed. An unearthly sound that rattled the bones and shook the soul, an almost unnatural cry of agony that sounded wrong on every level. Meat sloughed off the titan by the ton; the fleet's onslaught flaying the flesh from its bones while the helpless Angel could only writhe on Asuka's Sonic Glaive.
The enormous form of the leviathan pounded on Asuka's barrier, but compared to the rain of fire and steel from the ships around it, it may as well have been the ineffectual flailing of a child. With every impact, every wail, every second, her blade drew ever closer to splitting its core.
Until with one final, desperate, cry, something inside it shattered.
I could feel it. The second the last remnant of its AT Field disappeared. The moment its mana signature vanished. The instant its soul departed, Gaghiel died.
The flayed Angel fell limp on Asuka's blade, its corpse little more than a burnt and shredded slab of meat.
Countless gallons of its blood slicked the flight deck and Unit 02. Untold millions of dollars had been spent in munitions alone to spill it. Hundreds had died just to give us the chance to kill the beast.
But we had done it.
"Gaghiel has been defeated."
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Shinji
I stood on the windy flight deck of the carrier, watching as the colonel knelt down to help her triumphant niece out of the extracted entry plug. I glanced up, taking in the image of the new Evangelion, crimson armor still covered by the gray cloak, and all but untouched save for the blood of its foe. The mangled corpse of Gaghiel lay on a cargo ship beside us.
I felt… relieved. Another Angel down, another fight over, and I was still alive. My friends were safe. That new girl, Asuka, had executed her aunt's plan perfectly.
Flawlessly.
Gracefully.
Like I never have.
A spike of frustration shot through me.
I buried it down as soon as it flared up. This wasn't about
me. I hadn't even done anything. I was supposed to be happy for her. This was
her moment,
her victory.
I
was happy for her. I just…
Some part of me I couldn't describe resented her victory. Hated what it meant.
She revealed just how pathetic you really are.
The unbidden thought made me sick. I took the feeling and shoved it into a well-worn box in the corner of my mind.
Shut up! I thought, frustration turning on myself instead.
Why can't I just be happy like I'm supposed to? Why-?
"Huh, so they actually pulled it off?" Misato said beside me, shaking me from my thoughts.
"What?" I said.
"Those two." She nodded towards the von Zeppelins. "And, well, I guess the whole fleet really."
She let out a hefty sigh. "The Commander is just going to
love this."
He doesn't seem to love anything. A bitter part of me whispered.
I frowned. "What's wrong? We won, didn't we?"
Misato snorted. "Sure, the Angel's dead alright, but NERV hardly had anything to do with it." She shot me a pitying glance. "It's politics, Shinji. Part of the Commander's whole pitch for NERV is that
we're the experts at dealing with the Angels. That if the UN wants the Angels dead, they
have to come to us and
only us."
"But… we're all on the same side, right?" Part of me felt stupid for even asking, but it seemed so obvious that I couldn't understand. "I mean, the Angels are the real enemy, right? Aren't we supposed to be working together to stop from destroying humanity?"
"We
should be…" Misato groaned, "but, like I said, Shinji, it's politics. The whole thing's a self-sabotaging shark pit. I don't know what the Commander is thinking here on this, but the colonel was pretty blunt when we were meeting earlier."
"Put simply? The colonel made it clear that the UN isn't exactly enthused about
how NERV has been taking down the Angels," Misato explained, her voice tight as a fiery wisp of anger danced in her eyes. "They think we're doing a bad job, like
they'd be so much better at fighting a completely alien foe unlike anything humanity has ever faced before."
Misato ground her teeth together. "Of course, it didn't even take the colonel an hour to give their case some credibility."
Because you aren't good enough. A bitter voice whispered.
Who are you fooling? That girl is ten times the pilot you'll ever be. You were always a backup, a spare. If you were a real pilot you'd be training to do this for years like Rei or Asuka have been.
The one time your father actually had a use for you, and all you could be was a joke.
My gut twisted uncomfortably, my hand clenching to bite down on the sensation. I shoved the thoughts back down into the dark with well worn practice and tried to focus on the real world.
"Sorry…" I muttered and glanced away, trying not to think about the way my stomach writhed.
Misato winced. "Er… no, it's not your fault, Shinji. I-I mean, you've done great! Amazing, even! Asuka's been training for years for this! You only started piloting Unit 01 a couple of months ago!" She looked at me with a pasted-on smile full of false cheer.
"So what am I good for?" my mouth said before my brain could stop it.
"Shinji!" Misato chided through a forced smile, "Don't sell yourself short! Without you, we'd already be dead! Sachiel, Shamshel, Ramiel… all of those victories are because of you."
I knew objectively that was true.
But I also knew my father.
If he's got a fancy new pilot who can do so much better than me on her first try, why would he bother keeping me around? I thought.
It's not like he ever actually wanted me around before.
I didn't say any of that though. Instead, I just nodded and mumbled a half-hearted, "Okay."
Turning from Misato, I saw Asuka stand up from the plug, her suit and hair still dripping wet from the LCL fluid. She took a wobbly step forward before her aunt came over and wrapped her jacket around the girl.
"Aunt Tanya!" Asuka shouted, sputtering as her face suddenly flushed despite her pallor, and trying to tear herself from the colonel's grip, not that it seemed to do much good.
The colonel said something I couldn't hear over the roaring clamor across the deck. Countless sailors, machinery, and the high winds of the sea drowning her out. But I could see Asuka stopping, her whole body freezing as something the colonel said drew her up short.
The colonel leaned in, pressed a gentle kiss to her niece's forehead, and whispered something in her ear. I saw Asuka's face scrunch up, her eyes water, and her lips twitch, before she let out a cry and buried her head in her aunt's shoulder. The colonel simply took it in stride, wrapping Asuka in a hug and gently brushing her hair.
I couldn't hear a word they were saying, but I didn't need to.
Why can't I have that? A bitter spike of cold agony ripped through my gut, suddenly leaving this gaping hole of loss and envy in me.
In that instant, I hated them for having something I couldn't. I hated my father for being the cold distant thing that he was. I even hated my mother for dying before I really knew her.
Then I hated myself even more for thinking like that.
What's wrong with me? I shoved the ugly spite down again, forcing the pain back into the corner of my mind with renewed effort.
Why can't I just be happy for them?
Why can't I just be normal?
In the absence of the anger, shame filled me. I couldn't even look at a family being happy without being jealous and spiteful. I was disgusting.
"Shinji?" Misato glanced over, concern clear on her face. "Are you feeling alright?"
"Y-yeah," I managed, despite how sick I felt. "I'm fine."
She frowned, unconvinced, and glanced at the aunt and niece combo walking towards us. She opened her mouth, looking like she was about to say something, and I felt dread well up inside me. Fortunately, she changed her mind and shook her head.
"You're right, I'm being silly." She forced a smile. "Why don't we congratulate the lucky family on their win, Shinji?"
That dark feeling came bubbling up again. I ignored it.
"S-sure." I replied.
Even across the massive flight deck, and while all but carrying her niece, it didn't take Colonel von Zeppelin long to reach us.
From the overly-cheery smile Misato had slapped onto her face, I immediately wished that the pair never had.
"Colonel!" Misato waved, her overly saccharine expression almost nauseating. "You and Asuka did an
amazing job taking down that angel."
The colonel just stopped and stared at Misato. For a moment, her face seemed almost dangerously blank, before the woman responded to Misato's smile by pulling her lips into a nightmarish interpretation of her own.
"Thank you, Major," she said, her bright blue eyes almost twinking under the sun. "But I'm afraid I don't have much time to chat. As you can see, my hands are a bit tied up."
"M'fine." Asuka grumbled in her arms.
This close, it was easy to see she was anything but. It might've been hard to look away from her athletic form in the slim suit before, but now I couldn't look away from her deathly face. Her skin was pale, white as a sheet, which made the blood dribbling down her nose stand out all the more, and made her bloodshot eyes look haunted.
"You need to see the infirmary immediately," the colonel gently rebuked her, unsettling smile softening as she spoke to her niece.
"Bu-"
"No buts" The colonel shifted her weight and, with impressive ease, outright hoisted her niece into her arms.
"Aunt Tanya," Asuka whined, her tone and eyes not quite there.
"Hush." The colonel pressed a finger to Asuka's head, and with a whisper of something in German, her niece fell into a peaceful sleep.
"That fight really took a lot out of her, didn't it?" Misato said. "I have to admit, I'm surprised, it didn't look like she got hit much."
That's a nice way to say that the Angel couldn't touch her. The corner of my mind whispered.
Even by your third Angel, you needed someone else to protect you. She killed her first without a scratch.
Some guardian of mankind you are.
"I-is she alright?" I asked instead, pushing away the self doubts for a moment. "I mean, she looks…" I trailed off, not sure what to say.
For a moment, the colonel looked at me, looked
through me, her piercing sapphire gaze seeming to cut down to the core of my being. Irrationally, some part of me screamed that she would see how worthless I was.
I ignored it.
Eventually, though, she seemed to find what she was looking for.
"...She will be fine. For the most part, it looks much worse than it is," the colonel explained. "Utilizing Advanced AT Field techniques is something like exercising a muscle you never knew you had. The results of a taxing session can leave one exhausted and sore, but with treatment and rest she will recover stronger than ever."
She sent an unreadable look down towards her sleeping niece. "...if only one learns to stick to doing so
safely within their limits."
"Heh," Misato chuckled. "So what, something like 'magic has its price', eh?"
Tanya von Zeppelin looked up and met Misato with a loaded gaze as cold as a grave. "
Everything has its price, Major."
Something about that struck Misato. I saw her expression pause, the painfully synthetic aura of her mask fading for a moment, letting something genuine slip out. A message I couldn't interpret passed between the two soldiers.
Then Misato gave her a smile that was a little more real, and far more somber. "...Right. I suppose it does."
The colonel nodded. "Good day Major. Pilot Ikari. My Brigade and I shall see you shortly in Tokyo 3."
Misato nodded along, moving to wave as they left.
Then she froze.
"...What do you mean by 'your Brigade', exactly, Colonel?"
Colonel von Zeppelin raised a brow. "NATO's 1st combined Evangelion Support Brigade. Were you
truly not informed of any of this?"
I could practically feel the heat radiating off of Misato from all the anger rolling off her. I myself couldn't really understand the importance of what it all meant, but it did sound like my father was keeping more secrets.
Wonderful. I frowned.
At least I'm not the only one getting dragged around by his cryptic schemes.
"No," she said through gritted teeth, her own brow twitching with menacing intent. "No, Commander Ikari did
not inform me of this."
Colonel von Zeppelin blinked.
"...Oh dear."
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A/n: This was fun to write.
Except for Shinji's part, that was a pain in the dick. As a character, I don't hate him. Heck, @Readhead even brought me around to kinda appreciate him as a character. But as someone to write, fuck Shinji.
Huge thanks to @Readhead , @Sunshine , and all the rest from last time for their help with this one. Couldn't have done it without all that support.
Funnily enough, I actually wrote the first quarter or so of this chapter before I wrote any of Chapter 1. I also had to write the mind fight, like, 3 times because it was being a bitch. I do gotta give props to @Sunshine for encouraging me to punch it up to where it's at, though.
Finally, I hope you enjoyed. Chapter 3 is in the works, and writing the Von Zeppelins has been an absolute blast.