Magical Girl Lyrical Taylor
(Worm/Nanoha)
by P.H. Wise
1.6 - Stand By. Ready. Set Up.
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I stared at the PM from Leet for a good minute, a sense of cold dread creeping up and down my spine. Not only had they seen my face, they had also tracked me down to my PHO account. They knew who I was. They probably knew where I lived. Were they watching me right now? Shit, they were probably watching me right now. I tried not to shoot paranoid glances to my left and right. Fuck. They KNEW WHO I WAS. Was Dad in danger?
No. I wasn't going to panic. There was no way they were watching me right now, and dad probably wasn't in danger. Uber and Leet performed video game scenarios. They didn't assassinate people in their homes. But I still needed to deal with this. I needed to deal with this right now, otherwise they might make me the target of their next stunt.
Maybe... maybe I should think about this. I needed a plan. Something better than 'nuke the site from orbit.' First, I needed to know where they were.
"Hey Taylor," dad called as I walked through the front door. That was weird. He wasn't usually home so early.
"Hey Dad," I replied, trying not to let my agitation show in my voice or in my body language. As far as I could tell, I was perfectly cool and collected. "Short day today?"
"Is everything all right?" Dad asked.
Shit. "Everything's fine. I'm fine. You're fine, right?" I forced my mouth shut so it couldn't keep letting out stupid sentences.
Dad gave me a look. "You know you can talk to me if anything's wrong. I may not be superdad, but I'm here if you need me."
"I know, Dad," I said, doing my best to smile. "Everything's, uh, copacetic."
He raised an eyebrow but he didn't say anything else, and I made a hasty retreat to my room. Taylor Hebert: master of social graces. Possessed of queenly dignity. Total spaz. As the door shut behind me, I smacked my own hand to my forehead. "God damn it. Everything's fine, I'm fine, you're fine, right?" I shook my head and let out a disgusted sound. "Raising Heart?" I asked after a moment.
The gem glowed in time to her words as she replied: "
Yes, my Master?"
"Wide Area Search." Even as I spoke the words of the search spell Raising Heart had taught me in one of our training sessions, I conjured up the math inside my thoughts and infused mana into it as a spell circle faded into being around me, filling the room with light. It took longer than it would have if I'd cast it through Raising Heart. Maybe thirty seconds to fully manifest it. Raising Heart had said that I would eventually be able to do this kind of magic at full combat speed without her help, which would free her processes up to better enhance my powers.
"
Are you sure this is a good idea?" Raising Heart asked.
Six pink spheres formed in the air around me, filling my room with light. Even as they snapped into being, my awareness expanded. I could see and hear through them and more: each was host to Raising Heart's full sensory capacity. I could move each one independently and freely and simultaneously, and controlling all six at once was just as easy as moving my hand. The spheres shot up through the roof and into the sky, passing through the ceiling and leaving only a faint pink glow on the roof as they moved through. Then they were up over the city and zooming off in different directions to do a full grid search of Brockton Bay. It only took a second to confirm that nobody was secretly watching the house. Or if they were, they were doing it in a way Raising Heart couldn't detect, which was really unlikely. Probably. "I want to find Uber and Leet," I said. "Wherever they are, I need to find them. Are you going to help me?" I asked.
"
Yes. But I think this is a mistake."
"We'll see," I said.
"
Wide Area Search," Raising Heart said. Another spell circle spun into existence around me. Another six spheres, and my awareness expanded again, and again they shot out into the sky. Twelve was just as easy as six as far as mental control went, though maintaining both spells at once put a dent in my energy output. Eighteen required a little concentration. Twenty four was actually hard, and they took up a good chunk of my available mana. My linker core's output was still growing; eventually, I'd be able to do this kind of thing without straining myself, but for now, this was getting close to my limit. I stopped there, letting my twenty-four pink spheres comb through the city at high speed, watching as a ludicrously detailed map of Brockton Bay began to take shape on my HUD.
Time passed with an agonizing slowness. Every second brought more of Brockton Bay into my sight, and the spheres felt like they were moving through molasses. The tick of my alarm clock seemed to slow, every thunk of the second hand carrying an eternity between it and the next. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. My heart raced; sweat trickled down my forehead, and I felt a very slight sting as it ran into my right eye; I had to take off my glasses to rub it away.
The phone rang about half an hour into my search, and it made me jump. Dad answered it, but I couldn't hear the conversation beyond a distant awareness of the buzzing of his voice.
It took me over an hour to find Uber and Leet. They had a hideout over in the abandoned warehouse district. Well, okay, it was actually just a warehouse in the docks near the waterfront. But the docks had been dying for a long time, there weren't really any jobs to be found, and hardly anyone was actually using those warehouses anymore except as drug dens and, apparently, as supervillain lairs, so I stand by 'empty warehouse district,' even if theirs was close enough to the Boardwalk to be in a part of the docks that was relatively safe. Looked like they'd turned the place into a crashpad slash evil lair. No henchmen on site, and neither one was in costume, but according to Raising Heart the biometrics matched. Uber was playing a videogame in a big living room area on a wide screen television while Leet was...
I blinked. What the hell? Why exactly was Leet putting together computer parts while naked in the middle of his lab? I... had no idea what to think about that. It didn't help that he was so scrawny that I couldn't even appreciate the view. At least Uber had abs. Both of them looked up in surprise as two of my spheres shot into their warehouse. "What the fuck?" Uber asked.
Fuck it. I didn't care why they were doing what they were doing. "Found you," I whispered. Okay. I show up. I blast them. I find out why they didn't just leave me alone. That sounded reasonable, right? ... No. That was dumb. Better idea: I show up, I ask them why they didn't just leave me alone. I bounded down the stairs, taking them two and three at a time. Then I sprinted through the house, didn't see Dad anywhere, and dashed out the front door.
Dad was waiting for me outside. He stood there at the curb, leaning against his truck with a distinctly unimpressed look on his face. "Taylor," he said.
"Uh," I said, "Hey dad."
Dad looked around to make sure nobody was in earshot, then looked back to me and said, "Adding another one to the list of questions I never thought I'd have to ask my daughter, but... are you trying to sneak out so you can confront a pair of well known villains who know your secret identity?"
My surprise was total. "What?" I asked. "How did you..." I trailed off. The phone call. The FUCKING PHONE CALL. I held up Raising Heart's gem with one hand and glared down at her. "Raising Heart," I said, trying very hard to control my anger, "Explain yourself."
"
Going after them now would be a mistake, my Master," she said.
Meanwhile, through my spheres I saw that Leet had gotten dressed and was now poking a sphere with a tinker-tech device I didn't recognize. The split awareness while I was in the middle of an argument wasn't actually distracting -- I could focus on everything at once with no problem -- but it was disconcerting; I let the spheres drop away, scattering their residual mana across the city.
"So you TOLD MY DAD ON ME!?"
"
He made me promise," she said, a very human morose note entering her otherwise synthetic voice. "
It was his condition for letting me train you."
I glared at my dad. "Seriously?" I asked.
"Taylor, please. Just hear me out."
I took a deep breath. I didn't want to hear him out. I wanted to go talk to Uber and Leet.
A couple of people walked into view on the other side of the street, and a few cars drove by. Dad lowered his voice. "You're looking at the problem all wrong. You're letting fear and anger control your actions. You can't afford to do that."
"You're one to talk," I snapped, and immediately regretted it.
He flinched, but instead of getting angry in turn, he just gave me a kind of rueful grin. "Do as I say, kiddo, not as I do. Anger is a tool. You can put it to good use as long as it isn't the thing using you. If you charge into this situation loaded for bear, you're only going make it escalate. Don't get me wrong: sometimes, escalation is fine. Sometimes it's exactly what you want. But when it happens, it should be because you deliberately chose to, not because things got out of control or because you lost your temper."
That... actually made a lot of sense. Damn it. I felt my anger starting to slip away. "Okay," I said. "I'm looking at the situation all wrong? How should I be looking at it?"
"Well," Dad said, "Did you reply to their message? Did they reply to your response?"
I felt more of my anger draining away. It was swiftly replaced by embarrassment. "Um. No. I did not do that."
"Do you know they are actually trying to blackmail you, or do you just know that they know who you are?"
And the award for world's dumbest teenager goes to...
Dad sighed. "Let me guess, you were just going to show up and blast them and then demand that they leave you alone?" I flushed an even deeper shade of red, and dad took that as confirmation. "Communication, Taylor. They might not actually mean you any harm. Or they might. Find out. Don't commit to anything. Don't agree to anything. Just find out what they want, and we'll talk to the lawyer about it tomorrow and decide what to do, okay?"
I felt like an idiot. "Okay," I said.
"Good," Dad said. "Now let's go inside before we draw a crowd, okay?"
We did. Dad didn't give me a hard time after that, and I wasn't grateful exactly so much as relieved. I was still a little mad at Raising Heart for ratting me out, but... okay, maybe I'd been a little hasty, and maybe dad had a point about escalation. It was just hard. There had only been three days of school since I'd gotten my powers, and even with the Trio laying off a little, I still had to force myself not to blast them every time I saw them, and now this thing with Uber and Leet... I sat down with a sigh and had Raising Heart create a hard-light keyboard for me to type out a reply with.
From: AlexandriaFan24601
To: Leet
CC: Uber
Subject: Re: Recent Events
What do you want? And that's not my name.
- AlexandriaFan24601
They didn't reply before I fell asleep that night. That was probably my fault; I guess having a pair of glowing pink spheres randomly fly into your base could be a bit startling to a pair of supervillains. Leet had replied by the time I woke up the next morning, however, with a message sent at 3:27 AM.
From: Leet
To: AlexandriaFan24601
CC: Uber
Subject: Re: Recent Events
Just to talk. No tricks. You triggered in the middle of our game, right? That's on us. We figure we owe it to you to explain how things work in the cape scene. You down? And if you don't want to be called Gundam Girl, what else are we supposed to call you? Hey, how about White Devil?
- Leet
Okay, so he just wasn't going to say anything about the pink energy spheres that flew into his warehouse? He probably knew that was me, so... was that good or bad? I wasn't sure.
I went for my morning run and took a shower before I replied. I really didn't have any idea what I wanted my cape name to be, but I had to say
something or I'd just get stuck with Gundam Girl, and I figured that if he wasn't going to say anything about my Wide Area Search, I wouldn't say anything either.
From: AlexandriaFan24601
To: Leet
CC: Uber
Subject: Re: Recent Events
Yeah, I triggered in your game. Lucky my powers let me make a costume, or I'd be even more screwed. What do you mean by explain how things work? And call me Zeon.
- AlexandriaFan24601
It wasn't a great name. Probably it was a bad name, actually, but it was better than Gundam Girl, and there was no way in hell I'd let them call me White Devil.
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The sign on the door said, 'Carol Dallon, Attorney At Law.' I'd gotten a little nervous when I realized we were going to the same law firm where Emma's dad worked, and I'd almost told my dad about the bullying then and there, but I'd bit my tongue and managed to keep walking. He didn't need that. Alan Barnes was still his friend even if Emma wasn't mine anymore. And it wasn't like he could do anything to make the Trio stop if I told him about it. I'd just be making trouble for him, and I'd probably ruin his friendship with Mr. Barnes, and he didn't have that many friends to begin with. ... That was something we had in common, I guess. But then dad asked for directions to Mrs. Dallon's office, and I snapped my neck around to look at him in surprise. "Mrs. Dallon?" I mouthed.
He just smiled. The woman behind the front desk gave us directions, and we walked down the hallway, our shoes loud on the patterned marble floor. We passed men and women in business suits every half-minute or so, and we could always hear them coming before we could see them. Then we got to a darkened glass door with those words: Carol Dallon, Attorney At Law.
My mouth was dry. I swallowed nervously anyways. It wasn't very comfortable. I looked at my dad. "We're getting legal advice from Brandish?" I asked.
He grinned. "I did say it was a lawyer who had experience with parahuman matters."
"Right," I said. I could just roll with it. I could just not think about the fact I was about to meet Glory Girl's mom. I lowered my voice to a whisper. "You think she's holding a grudge about me blasting her daughter?"
Dad knocked on the door without answering. A woman's voice called out in answer, "Come in."
Then the door opened, we walked in, and I was in Brandish's law office. In stark contrast to the cold colors of the hallway, Mrs. Dallon's office was warm and inviting, with two soft carpets over the marble floor, paneled wood, and real furniture. An oak bookshelf full of legal reference books took up one wall. Another had windows which allowed in natural light. A dark wood table with well made chairs around it. Carol Dallon rose from her seat behind her desk as we entered. She was definitely Glory Girl's mom: same heart shaped face, same nose, same jawline, same blonde hair. The eyes were different, though. Mrs. Dallon's eyes were ... sharper, somehow. It wasn't cruelty, but there was definitely a calculation there that I hadn't seen in Glory Girl. This was not someone I wanted to anger.
"Mr. Hebert," she said. "Ms. Hebert. I'm Carol Dallon. Thank you for coming." That was another difference between Mrs. Dallon and her daughter: Mrs. Dallon's voice was richer, fuller, more confident, more womanly. It was a little weird seeing the contrast.
"Thank you for seeing us," Dad said.
"If you would shut the door," she said. I did. "Good," Mrs. Dallon said. "Can I get you anything? Water? Coffee?"
Dad and I both answered at the same time, "I'm fine."
Mrs. Dallon nodded. "All right, then." She gestured to the table. "If you'll have a seat, we can get started."
We sat down, and Mrs. Dallon joined us a moment later. The chairs were nice. You couldn't lean back in them, but the cushions made them very comfortable just the same, and there was a very faint smell to the table that I couldn't quite place: sort of a warm, slightly sweet smell that was really nice in a way that was hard to describe; it made me think of summer.
"Before we begin," Mrs. Dallon said, "I want you both to know that anything we discuss will be kept completely confidential under the Attorney-Client Privilege. Unless you are coming to me today with the intention of committing or covering up a crime or fraud, anything we say stays in this room. Understand?"
I nodded.
Then she turned to me, and I felt a little like a bug pinned to the wall by her gaze. "The next point to address is that I am serving as legal counsel to you both. Each of you has a legitimate interest in this matter, and this advice will affect both of you. Now, Ms. Hebert, I understand you are a recently Triggered parahuman. What can you tell me about your powers?"
Having both her and dad's attention on me was uncomfortable, but I tried not to let that show. "Yeah," I said. "It was... well, it happened this weekend, when Uber and Leet hit the Boardwalk."
She connected the dots in her head. I was sure she'd be angry with me, but instead she just smiled. "Ah. So that was you."
"I really didn't mean to blast your daughter," I said. "It was an accident. I was trying to shoot..."
"I understand," she said calmly, cutting me off. "And I don't hold it against you. Victoria is fine. The only long term damage was to her pride."
I swallowed nervously. "Um, good," I said. "Because I really didn't mean to. My powers, though. I'm a Mage."
Mrs. Dallon arched a delicate blonde eyebrow, and I continued, "I mean I can use magic. Raising Heart is teaching me how."
"I see," Mrs. Dallon said. "And Raising Heart is...?"
I produced mom's pendant from where it hung under my shirt and held it up so Mrs. Dallon could see the jewel. "Here she is. Say hello, Raising Heart."
"
Hello." Raising Heart said. "
Nice to meet you."
Mrs. Dallon's second eyebrow joined her first, but she didn't stumble over her words and she didn't stare. "A pleasure, Raising Heart," she said. Then she smoothed her expression and looked my way. "What exactly can you do with this magic of yours?"
"Raising Heart says I'm a bombardment specialist. The first four uses I learned were flying, a forcefield, a low power attack, and a high power attack. But there are tons of applications for my power, and I'm learning new ones all the time. I can use them without her help, but it's harder, and it takes longer."
"Blaster, Mover, Shaker, then," Mrs. Dallon said. "Possible Changer for your transformation. Possible Tinker-Tech power booster."
It went on like that. I told her about what had happened, about my powers, and about the messages I'd gotten from Uber and Leet. Dad told her about his concerns, too, and when we were done, Mrs. Dallon nodded, and then laid out our options for us, as she saw them.
"On the matter of what to do with your powers, there are basically five paths open to you. Your first option is to not use your powers at all. Leave them behind. Go and live as normal a life as you can." My dislike for the idea must have shown on my face, because she held up a hand to stop me before I could object. "I understand if this one isn't particularly appealing. Honestly, it's probably the least realistic option. Parahumans in general
want to use our powers. It's not really something we can help. If you have them, you're going to feel the urge to use them, and very, very few of us have ever been able to just abandon those powers once we've gotten them."
"I'm not sure if I'm a parahuman, though," I said. "I use magic."
"So does Myrrdin, if you believe his claims," Mrs. Dallon said. "He still counts as parahuman. I am certain that you will as well." She paused for a beat before she went on. "Your second option is to become a rogue. To find some commercially marketable use for your powers, ideally non-combat. Off the top of my head, I think you could do demolition work or search and rescue without much trouble. If you really are able to develop new abilities with any regularity, then I'm sure there are many other possibilities."
"Your third option is to join the Wards. There are advantages and disadvantages to this. You would have a trust fund set up in your name plus what translates out to a minimum wage weekly paycheck. You would receive training and support from the Protectorate. A transfer to Arcadia could be arranged. Room and board would be provided if you needed them. In exchange, you would have to give up a great deal of control over your life, over your identity as a superhero, and over how you are allowed to use your powers. These restrictions would not be without reason, but they would be restrictions. This would also be a long term commitment. The Wards program will expect you to continue as a Ward until your 18th birthday, at which point you will join the Protectorate as a full member for at least a year. It is possible to leave the Wards before that point, but it isn't something that can be done casually or without possible repercussion. Still, the Wards may be the safest option."
I... didn't know if I wanted to do that. I mean, the upsides sounded good, but I really didn't want to give someone that much control over me. "What's option four?" I asked.
"Option four would be to join another existing team."
"Like New Wave?" I asked.
Mrs. Dallon smiled. "Like New Wave, though if you are interested in doing so, we will have to discuss it at another time; it would be inappropriate for me to act as a recruiter for New Wave while I am serving in any capacity as your lawyer."
"Oh," I said.
"The options here are plentiful. There are many, many hero teams out there. Some are private teams, some have corporate sponsors, a few are government sponsored but outside the Protectorate due to various legal loopholes and grandfather clauses. Most wouldn't accept underage parahumans, but some will, and depending on the results of your power testing, even teams that ordinarily don't work with minors might be willing to make an exception for you provided your father gives his consent."
I gave Dad a hopeful look, and he just replied, "We'll talk about it."
"The fifth option is to go fully independent hero. This is probably the worst option of the bunch. The Protectorate likes to bring out the statistic of most independent heroes not lasting longer than six months, but that's actually misleading. The actual death rate for independent heroes in the first six months is about ten percent. Some are forced into the gangs, yes, but others decide to join the Protectorate or another existing team, some start their own teams, and another 20% end up Rogue or independent Villain instead, with slightly more ending up as villains than as rogues. The death rate is going to vary further depending on just how powerful a particular hero is. If you just look at low-powered heroes, it skews much higher. For someone at the Triumvirate end of the power scale, the risks would be considerably less. Your risk will depend on where you fall in that spectrum."
"Is there a sixth option?" I asked.
"Sometimes independent heroes find common cause and will create a new team," Mrs. Dallon replied. "Whether or not that's viable for you would depend on who you made regular contact with after starting as an independent hero."
"Oh," I said.
We went over each of the options in more detail after that, and Mrs. Dallon answered both my and my dad's questions in turn. She was calm and professional about it, and I think dad appreciated that. Then she came back to something we'd mentioned earlier. "You said you had been exchanging messages with Uber and Leet," she said. "May I see these messages?"
I nodded. "Raising Heart?" I asked.
A holographic screen appeared in midair on which the messages were displayed. "Just, um, use it like a touch screen if you want to scroll up or down," I said.
Oh. There was a new message from Leet. I glanced it over through my HUD while Mrs. Dallon took the hard-light holoscreen into her hands and read the messages carefully.
From: Leet
To: AlexandriaFan24601
CC: Uber
Subject: Re:Recent Events
You're kidding, right? Zeon? With those Federation colors? Try again, Gundam Girl. There's a lot you need to know if you're going to be part of the cape scene. Do you know about the unwritten rules yet? We should meet. We'll even let you pick the time and place, long as it isn't somewhere we can't go in costume.
- Leet
I had to not glare at the message on my HUD. Mostly because Mrs. Dallon was in my line of sight, and she probably would have assumed I was glaring at her. But the rest of the message... unwritten rules, huh? I made a mental note to ask Mrs. Dallon about that. "Do you think it would be safe to meet with them?" I asked.
"I don't think they would attack you," Mrs. Dallon replied, "and I don't think they mean you any harm. Uber and Leet play by the rules. If they know your identity, they aren't going to spread it around. That isn't their style, and neither is blackmail. If you do meet with them, I recommend you do so in a public place. Don't go anywhere alone with them."
We talked about that for a little while, going over possible meeting locations until finally we got to the subject of my secret identity.
"I'll be honest with you, Ms. Hebert," Carol said. "Your chances of being able to keep your identity secret in light of your public trigger are not good. Besides Uber and Leet's video, there are half a dozen cell phone videos recording your transformation and the fight that followed, and even if none of them give a good look at your face and Uber and Leet censored their video that did get your face, there's probably enough for facial recognition software to extrapolate it anyways. And if there isn't, there were other cameras pointing at the location. The Boardwalk has a lot of security. I would be surprised if there weren't at least a few security cameras that caught a clear view of everything that happened. Add to that the highly visible nature of your transformation, and things don't look promising."
That wasn't what I wanted to hear. I'm pretty sure it wasn't what my dad wanted to hear, either. "So what, a bunch of villains will just come in, kick down my door, and make me do whatever they want?" I asked.
"No. It's not as bad as that. There are... unwritten rules of Cape behavior that will protect you even if you lose your secret identity. They aren't perfect, and there are people who will ignore them, so don't use them as an excuse not to behave as a reasonably prudent person even if you are outed. Actually, you should behave as a reasonably prudent person in general; lawsuits for property damage are no joke. We've had to deal with our fair share of those in New Wave."
I'd meant to ask about that earlier. Might as well do it now. "Leet mentioned the unwritten rules in his last PM," I said. "What are they, exactly?"
Mrs. Dallon laid them out for us. It basically boiled down to, 'no killing,' 'no unmasking,' and 'no going after unpowered friends and family.' There was more to it than that, but as Mrs. Dallon explained it, I got that sinking feeling again.
"Um," I said, and both dad and Mrs. Dallon turned to look at me. "So what you're saying is that I probably shouldn't have sent out twenty four mobile sensor platforms yesterday to search the city for Uber and Leet, tracked them back to their lair, and found them both without their masks?"
Dad put a hand to the bridge of his nose. "Taylor, tell me you didn't..."
I don't think I can adequately describe the look on Mrs. Dallon's face. "No," she managed after a few seconds, "You should not have done that."
"So they're probably going to be upset about that," I said.
"Could be," Mrs. Dallon said. "If you're lucky, they'll just take it as you doing to them what they did to you. They found your PHO account and personal information, you found their lair."
I nodded. "Okay," I said. "What do you think we should do, then?" I was pretty sure I wouldn't like the answer.
She told us. And hey, I was right.