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Hello all! This is me again, presumptuously assuming people would want to read the half-baked ideas I decided wouldn't carry a whole story! Alternatively, this is also the place for stories that are short enough to be kept in a single post.

…yeah, that's basically it. This is a thread for stuff I write with no intention of continuing into a full story or things that can be told in just one chapter. Still, if you're the sort who enjoys the beginnings of things or aren't looking for long-term commitment, you might be able to find some enjoyment here.
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Wings of Wax - Canto I, Movement I - Wound of Sorrow

Lepidoptera

Mother of Monsters, Unverified Impuritas Civitatis
Location
Indeterminate Unknown
Wings of Wax - Canto I, Movement I - Wound Of Sorrow

It was with a dull, distant sense of surprise that Philip opened his eyes. Firstly because the last thing he remembered before his sudden awakening was dying. He has been the second to fall, torn asunder by that woman wearing bright gold and red armor that burned like the sun. It hadn't hurt. Stranger was that he had eyes at all. His final transformation had left him without them in any form, though that fact had only been a dim spark of a concept compared to the welcoming glow of his goal. A goal that was no longer within reach, he supposed.

His body was smaller than it had been, closer to the size of an ordinary human. A clean beige jacket had been fitted onto him over a black turtleneck with matching pants, though staring at his hands he felt the distant sensation that something was missing from the uniform. Looking at his palms he could see that he hadn't been entirely returned to his former self. His skin was ever so slightly discolored, hinting at the waxy texture one would find if they actually touched him. More importantly, the faint heat he had buried away remained where it was within him. He hadn't actually changed since his last memories, it was just… the words escaped him. Aesthetic? Yes, that sounded right. He had undergone an aesthetic change since his last memories. Odd, to be sure.

Philip felt neither surprise nor curiousity as he stood up and scanned his surroundings. He was following a protocol for entering an unknown area, he recalled, though from where he couldn't quite grasp. Somebody had taught him, definitely, but everything from their voice to their face was just a hazy blur in his memories.

It wasn't important. Most of his memories were like that.

The place he had found himself in was strange. A faint breeze blew through a forest, of all things, under a bright midday sun. Philip had only seen a forest once before, though again the when would not present itself in his mind. Forests were rare, though, and rarely inhabited by anything not antagonistic. He would need to be on guard for any strange creatures that might be lurking there.

Creatures like the wolf in front of him, probably. It was a massive thing, taller than Philip even hunched over nearly on all fours as it was. Alongside its size and posture, the pitch-black color of the wolf's body and bony white plating were both further evidence to the creature's peculiarity. It was less of a real animal and more the silhouette of one with the skeleton left visible. The massive beast trudged between trees, sniffing the air to search for something.

Philip stood and watched impassively as the creature walked past him as though he wasn't even there. Perhaps it was blind? Philip wasn't sure exactly what he smelled like, but it probably wasn't something edible. Looking closer, the wolf's eyes were merely glowing pinpricks of red light set into its empty eye sockets. They flickered back and forth over the woods, but Philip couldn't imagine anything that could see managing to miss him standing right in front of it.

The wolf trudged further, first walking past Philip and then around him when he moved to stand in front of it for a better look. Whatever it was, it clearly wasn't hostile. And yet, something in Philip prickled with discomfort just staring at it. Distant, numb discomfort, like any other sensation, but discomfort nonetheless. The feeling was almost a message, like something whispered from just too far away to be understood. No information, just feelings. Empty, unfamiliar feelings.

Accepting the unspoken instinct's instructions, Philip walked forward and placed a hand on the side of the wolf's face. Its eye snapped to him, staring confused as if to ask why this was happening. Philip hardly knew himself, but was far less bothered than the creature. He reached within himself, and immediately found what he was looking for. His passion, buried and cooled then turned to fuel for an inferno now locked beneath his skin. It crackled and roared, howling for release, but trapped by layers upon layers of numb emptiness he could scarcely feel its warmth most of the time. Now, that warmth surged through Philip's body and down his arm, heating his waxy flesh and erupting from his hand. The wolf-thing's attention snapped towards Philip, eyes blazing with a fervent hatred that the man could scarcely imagine. But only for a nanosecond, before its body was engulfed in a torrent of red.

The searing beam of heat screeched as it tore through first through the wolf, then the forest behind it, then the earth below. It was a line of deep crimson piercing the dull greens and browns of the forest and filling it with bright ruby light. The world became a haze as the air warped from the sheer volume of temperature. Trees shriveled and withered, deprived of every last drop of moisture within them. A human would find their skin blistering and their blood boiling in their veins whether they were struck or not. As it was, the creature ceased to exist in the span of a single moment. One second it was there; the next it was not.

Philip stared at the furrow of boiling rock he had carved into the ground, expressionless. That was done with. All that was left to do now was…

Philip paused.

What was he supposed to do?
 
Ooh... Philip in RWBY! Man, this is going to be one amazing trainwreck for everyone involved. Well, if this were to become a full story anyways. Also, hot damn Philip, I remember your lasers being chunky, but not this strong.
 
Machine Learning (Cave Story Quest) - File 1, Entry 1 - Compile Data
Machine Learning - File 1, Entry 1 - Compile Data

You are broken.

No, that's not quite right. You are damaged. Damaged possibly beyond repair, but not broken. You are not broken. You are alive, and that means you cannot be broken just yet.

You run a diagnostic check. Memory and Logic processors are superficially damaged. No data lost, and reasoning capacities are unaffected. That knowledge lifts a weight from your body you hadn't realized was there. Paren is still noticing that she's forgotten things after being ambushed by a rabid Mimiga more than a year ago, and the technicians never really managed to fix Chevron's decision-making abilities. He never acted too put-out by it, but the idea of being damaged in such a fundamental way never failed to unnerve you. Fortunately, everything that makes you who you are has remained intact.

The same cannot be said for your body, unfortunately. The most severe damage is to your motor systems. Half your body is too damaged to move at all, and the other half does not appear to be responding to you. It's likely some minor circuit damage due to exposure to the elements, but actual diagnostics are inconclusive. Durability has been heavily worn down, and there are multiple breaches in your skin. One of these breaches is submerged, allowing a fluid of some kind to leak into your body. Whatever it is is extremely cold, and your temperature regulator system is struggling to compensate. At least it's not broken. Your eyes are ruined, to put it simply. Not irreparably, your self-repair system is miraculously undamaged, but your vision will be spotty for days even in ideal cases. The same cannot be said for your broadcasting systems, which will require a complete replacement. Considering how close those are to your data banks, you are astoundingly lucky that only the radio was damaged.

Zero contact with your squad and with command will be a problem. Or the first will be, at the very least. Command's number of useful contributions to completing any of your objectives since activation can be counted on your fingers. If anything, having an excuse not to wait for their approval for every major decision will let you be more efficient. On the other hand, you would really like to speak with your team right now. At least to check their current status. You saw Curly and Quote both take heavy blows before you were knocked unconscious, but machine soldiers are built to be durable. They're probably both fine. Paren, Chevron, and the Commander can all hold their own, so they're not in any danger. Still, it would be nice to hear their voices. Even the Commander's voice. Instead, you have to be content with silence and numbness until your automatic repairs have progressed further.

You wonder if the target has destroyed yet. You still aren't certain exactly how long you were unconscious, but it could be anywhere from seconds to hours. Maybe even longer, judging by the weathering damage you've suffered, but that doesn't make sense. Even if you're not anyone's favorite, your team wouldn't have just left you in the open while you were knocked out. Has something gone wrong? You can't imagine that everyone actually lost to…

To…

As you scour your recent memories, the agonizing reality becomes more and more apparent: your memory logs were, in fact, damaged. Not significantly, but you failed to process some more recent memories into long-term. To your dismay, you have managed to just barely miss every mention or sight of the thing your squad was fighting.

It doesn't matter. Nothing on this island could hope to actually win against all six of you at once. Rabid Mimiga are vicious creatures, not to be underestimated under any circumstances, but you could take two or three in a fight on your own depending on the circumstances. Only Quote and the Commander would be able to perform similarly, but Curly, Paren, and Chevron aren't incapable fighters. The Mimiga population on this island couldn't be more than a few hundred at most, and you were told that the majority of them hadn't yet become rabid. Even if every one of them had charged your squad at once, all they'd have done was kill themselves faster. It would be ridiculous for your comrades to all have been defeated by a single foe, even if you can't remember who it was you were fighting.

Answers come slower than you want but sooner than you'd expected when your eyes return to functionality. You're staring at the ceiling of a cave, layers of ice glistening brilliantly in some unknown glow. It's beautiful, the way the light catches against the frozen crystals and scatters across the brisk air. The sight is still indistinct and out-of-focus, but that does little to suppress its beauty.

You can hear running water. More than that, you can feel the water rushing around your body. The current's tug is harsh and strong, but only a small part of it. For the most part, the water around you is too shallow to take hold. You must have been swept up in the current during the battle and carried to wherever you are now. Further down the stream, you can see a massive lake dotted with small bits of ice. If you had been dragged any further, you would have ended up completely submerged. Between the temperature and the internal flooding, the possibility of surviving would be practically zero. You were very lucky to land on the shores.

You shiver at the thought of what could have happened to you, and then blink. Then again. Your movement has been restored, at least partially. You raise one arm and grope for something to support yourself on the frozen banks. It's almost revolting how slow and stiff the movement is. Still, you manage to find a protruding rock anchored strongly enough to the ground to support your weight and use it to haul yourself up.

Finally, you can take a good look at the cavern you find yourself in. The whole thing is coated in a thin layer of frost that sparkles ethereally in the light. The cave is illuminated by a pair of fluorescent lights placed just above a metal door leading into the cave. Their light is faint and barely reaches the small shore where you stand, but that only serves to make the gleaming traces even more beautiful. A small metal balcony overlooks the underground lake, which stretches perhaps a kilometer end to end. There are a few other natural entrances to the cavern, but none that you can actually use. All three as well as the one you presumably entered through are small and occupied by a constant stream of water rushing through them and feeding into the reservoir.

You're not sure how this works geographically. Geologically? You don't know the word, it wasn't relevant to your position. But all this water has to be going somewhere, and the lake doesn't seem to be getting any bigger. Maybe there's a pump somewhere down here funneling the water back somewhere else on the island? There is a man-made balcony here, so there must have been some reason to survey this place.

No matter the reason, it's another stroke of luck for you. Whatever's on the other side of that door must be connected to some larger facility. If you pass through it, you should be able to either find a way back to a regroup point or, better yet, repair your transmitter and get back in contact with the rest of your unit. And command as well, you guess.

Your first step forward is unsteady, both because of the icy ground and the stiffness in your joints. The ice beneath your foot cracks into splinters under your not-inconsiderable weight. The resulting cloud of diamond dust is scattered into the air around you, and you have no choice but to pause and appreciate the way it glitters in the frigid air.

Unfortunately, your time appreciating nature is cut short by a shrill shriek. A small swarm of bats, blue-furred and each the size of a human's head, detach themselves from the ceiling and take flight in your direction.

You turn and glare at the swarm. The Island's fauna are unusually aggressive and dangerous as a rule, though running into a swarm of cave bats now of all times is terribly unfortunate. With your current condition and their numbers, you can't disregard them as a mere annoyance like usual. At least your weapons are fully operational. All machine soldiers were made for battle, so it's only right to take pride in it. Maybe this wasn't misfortune at all. You were just handed a completely reasonable chance to vent some of your frustration.

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Primary Objective
[] Remove the threat posed by the Mimiga
[] Safely acquire the Demon Crown
[] Obtain information regarding the creation of the Red Flowers, the Demon Crown, and the Island itself
[] Destroy the Island to remove it as a potential threat

Select one Primary Objective. All other objectives will be listed as Secondary Objectives. Secondary Objectives can be reassessed and even discarded if there is logical cause, but the Primary Objective must be completed at all costs.

Weapon Systems
Capacity: 50/50
Each selected weapon reduces your maximum Capacity by a listed amount depending on the weapon's level. Your maximum Capacity will determine how much damage you can take. There will be opportunities to upgrade weapons or obtain new ones later without reducing maximum Capacity, but these opportunities will be neither free nor common.
Two weapons at maximum can be carried for now.

[] Machine Gun
-[] Level I (-10 Capacity)
-[] Level II (-12 Capacity)
-[] Level III (-15 Capacity)

Standard-issue for lesser Machine Soldiers, but Curly is proof that advanced units can still bring out some special potential in it. Fires faster at higher levels. At maximum level, can propel the user via recoil.
[] Fireball
-[] Level I (-10 Capacity)
-[] Level II (-12 Capacity)
-[] Level III (-15 Capacity)

A heavy projectile which lacks much airtime but ricochets off of most surfaces and can crowd corridors or small areas to quickly clear out hordes or single, durable targets alike. Can cover a wider area at higher levels.
[] Rocket Launcher
-[] Level I (-15 Capacity)
-[] Level II (-17 Capacity)
-[] Level III (-20 Capacity)

An answer to all worldly obstructions, but an expensive one. Ammunition cannot be synthesized and must be assembled through scavenging. Becomes more destructive at higher levels.
Carries a maximum of ten rockets. Increased to fifteen at maximum level.

[] Bubbline
-[] Level I (-5 Capacity)
-[] Level II (-7 Capacity)
-[] Level III (-10 Capacity)

An energy-based weapon with projectiles that hang in the air after being fired. Good for setting traps and keeping space against opponents, but weak in inflicting harm. Projectiles last longer at higher levels and will cloud around the user defensively before firing out with greater range when burst at maximum level.
[] Snake
-[] Level I (-5 Capacity)
-[] Level II (-7 Capacity)
-[] Level III (-10 Capacity)

A bizarre weapon with shots that completely phase through anything in their way up to a certain distance, dealing damage as they travel. Great against swarms of enemies or foes with durable bodies. Gains increased range, damage, and speed with each level.
 
Oh shit a Cave Story thing!? Hot damn 's been a long time since I heard that name. Big Good, that.

Assuming this is an actual "Please vote", Imma have to go with...
[X]Plan: Hissss....BOOM!
-[X] Rocket Launcher
--[X] Level I (-15 Capacity)
-[X] Snake
--[X] Level I (-5 Capacity)


If I recall correctly from My Beloved Cave Story... Rockets are god, I their humble priest, and Snake is Very Good for crowd control and pretty decent outside of that. 30 Capacity is... Probably ok? At least for a poor shitfucked robot that's stuck running with a barely-functional hack-job repair. IIRC Quote caps out at like 90 HP, though I'm not sure the conversion between HP & Cap is 1-1, or how his starting position as "Fully functional(which is apparently like 3 max hp initially) and devoid of weapons" matches up to ours.

So anyway let's be a demolitions expert with a side of crowd control.

EDIT: After TWO MONTHS I looked back and realized I forgot to decide on a primary objective and... I say Give Us Lore or Give Us Death! Also the idea that the Demolitions Specialist is the scholar of the old group amuses me because in my experience they're usually portrayed as the more simplistic 'hell ye thing go boom' type.
[X] Obtain information regarding the creation of the Red Flowers, the Demon Crown, and the Island itself
 
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Assuming this is an actual "Please vote",
While I wasn't really planning on it, this idea has been growing on me. If there's enough of a response to this chapter I might write a few more to get a better feel for the story, and depending on where my inspiration takes me when HR is either done or reaches another hiatus I might start something up. So if people do vote on this, I'll use it.

And of course if anything in this threat turns out to be something people really want to see turned into a full story, I live to please.
 
While I wasn't really planning on it, this idea has been growing on me. If there's enough of a response to this chapter I might write a few more to get a better feel for the story, and depending on where my inspiration takes me when HR is either done or reaches another hiatus I might start something up. So if people do vote on this, I'll use it.

And of course if anything in this threat turns out to be something people really want to see turned into a full story, I live to please.
Well I for one am a casual enjoyer of cave story, and you're a damn good writer, so sign me the hell up! Also, apparently I was wrong about HP! Quote's (Or Curly's in Curly Story) HP caps out at 50 normally, 55 in the True End, and doesn't go beyond that unless you're playing Cave Story 3D, where it goes up to 84, or 98 in the True End.

On that note, I've begun a run myself and uh. Holy fuck HP does not go NEARLY as far as you'd think it does. Either Island Monsters are fucking RIPPED or Robots are made of paper! Probably the former, but even so I'm. Starting to suspect the Capacity:HP ratio is closer to 10:1.

On the plus side it sounds like we won't be dealing with Weapon XP, so thank fuck for that?

Edit: Yeah. Uh. Island's got hands. Fighting a boss that can do 20 damage with a single attack. my max hp is 41
 
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Temple Game - Chapter 0 - The Players
Temple Game - Chapter 0 - The Players

In a shattered and patchwork world, within the bowels of a construct older than time, at the deepest point of a temple to something that was never allowed to exist, there was silence. Not silence in any way an ordinary person might understand, as that would indicate a lack of noise or movement. No, it was only that what was happening in the bones of the old prison was beyond noise.

Within the dull blue void of the prison, as hollow and lifeless as the depths of the oceans that neither of its inhabitants had ever seen, the Visitor and the Prisoner exchanged fire.

This was a battle of spite; both of them knew that. The Prisoner's escape had been denied by the Visitor's appearance, and in its defeat it had dragged the interloper back to its jail along with it. Neither had a chance to leave anymore, not wounded as they were. But there was one way out for one of them.

The Prisoner's core, the only part of its body still fully intact, flared with blood-stained light. A storms of hateful beams scoured the emptiness, turning a few scattered chunks of rubble dragged from the gates of the Prisoner's jail to dust. The intended target, the Visitor, wove through without a scratch. Their movements lacked the effortless ease they had held at the start of their duel with the Prisoner, but were still enough to carry them to safety. Though the Prisoner's assault bent and twisted in ways that defied logic, tore through the hollow air with speed that rejected physics, it was for naught. In turn, the Visitor's barrage struck true.

The Prisoner felt the bullets strike its surface, some slipping past the bony remnants of its body to its core. The weapons that had reduced its true, godly form to what was left now had long since run dry, leaving only the Visitor's most basic of arms. Still, the Prisoner in its weakened state could be wounded by such pitiful armaments.

It cut through the dark with another wave of lights, clipping one of the Visitor's wings as they soared through the void. It occurred suddenly to the Prisoner how alike it and them looked, their blood-red cores held by angular chassis. But while the Visitor's heart glowed with warm, determined light and their battered body was elegant and refined, the Prisoner's core swam with murky shadows twisting in impossible patterns. Their body was nothing more than the wounded remnants of a skeleton, carved into something sharp enough to use. And use it it did, continuing its assault on the mortal that had dared stand in the way of a god.

Neither knew how long the battle lasted. Time was difficult to track in the void, with no light but flashes of fire and no directions but down to orient oneself. The Visitor danced between streaks of bright red in the endless dark blue of the prison as the Prisoner roared and howled. Their chassis was beaten and worn, marked for every distraction and inadequacy by divine lightning. The Prisoner, in turn, had its body chipped away piece by piece until little remained but a skeleton of a skeleton clinging to its bleeding heart.

In any other world, the pair would have both ended their lives in this pit. One at the hand of the other, and then the one who remained by the hands of time. Neither held the power to free themself from the jail built to hold the wrath of a god, and neither would survive the wounds the other had inflicted upon them. Fate, it seemed, had condemned both of their stories to end in this place.

But fate's decisions had been defied before, and they would be once again. The Prisoner in its fury, with its body mere fragments holding its seething strength to physicality, let loose a final howl. Its wrath split the nothing from nothing and tore the void in two. The Visitor, still weaving through the Prisoner's previous assault, was too slow by a hair's breadth to reach safety. Their body was torn open, spilling fuel and mechanical innards into the emptiness of the Prisoner's domain. It roared again, triumph mingling with fury, and moved to close in on its enemy. The remains of its chassis like the jaws of some ancient demon, it reached forward to crush the dying Visitor in its grip. Overcome by hatred, it failed to notice the light still shining in the dark from the Visitor's core, their gaze fixed on the enemy standing between them and their goal. With all weapons spent or damaged, they took the only path left that could possibly bring them victory and charged the god of chaos with the last of their strength.

The Visitor and the Prisoner crashed together in a horrible, shrieking noise that spilled through the Serb blue abyss and echoed across the scattered ruins. The Prisoner shrieked and screamed in fury and pain, filling the dark with bloody crimson light, but it was all in vain. What was left of its body shattered, leaving only a bare frame holding its core together. It would not die, but neither would it do anything else. It was imprisoned once more, this time within its own body. And so it would remain until the end of time. The Visitor's light faded to a dull flicker, conserving what little power remained in their fragile shell. They drifted into sleep, their opponent's spiteful howls falling upon deaf ears.

Hours passed. Or perhaps days. Or perhaps weeks, or perhaps months, or years. The Prisoner's screams became whines which became whispers which then fell silent. It drifted, never dying in the dark along with its foe. It knew they still lived. It could feel their gaze washing over it every once in a while at regular intervals. It was agony, returned to imprisonment after a brief moment of freedom. And now the Prisoner's seals laid shattered and useless, its chains brittle and weak, and yet damaged as it was it could not tear apart its shackles and return to the world above.

The Visitor's gaze flicked over the Prisoner once again, and an idea burst into existence in its mind. Its body was too damaged to continue, but there was another frame within the void. Damaged, yes, but not so much as the Prisoner's own shattered form. The Visitor yet lived, and so the Prisoner could as well within them. But even if what remained of the Prisoner could have overpowered the Visitor's will (and as much as it stung to admit, that seemed unlikely), they would need to make their way to their foe's drifting body first. The lingering energy of their collision had set the two floating away from one another some time ago, and they would only grow further and further away as time passed. Barring the chance of striking a piece of floating rubble, there was no way for the Prisoner to reach their new body.

But the opposite was not true.

"Visitor. I have a proposition for you."

The Visitor's gaze snapped to the Prisoner. This was the first time they'd heard it speak. Its core swam with shadowy patterns with each word. Perhaps they were expressions, but the Visitor could not read them. They remained silent, conserving power as much as they could. They would not die here.

"To have fought so fiercely, there must be something you desire. A wish that you would do anything to achieve. That you will fail to reach, should you crumble and die in this pit." the Prisoner said. The Visitor remained silent.

"If we remain as we are, we shall both die in this place. I cannot accept that." Its anger flared once more, no longer channeled into streams and bolts but scattered impotently into the abyss. "But together, as one, we could both be free."

The Visitor's gaze never left the Prisoner.

"Allow me to fuel you, for what meager time remains in your life. The chains that bind us are weak. With my power in your grasp, you would be able to shatter them with ease. And once you perish, I will take what remains of you as my own and have my freedom. We will both be free."

The Visitor's eye blinked shut. The Prisoner cared not. It had waited aeons for its freedom already. It could wait a few moments longer. The Visitor had nothing else to do. Nowhere else to go. There was only one way out for either of them.

It was some time later that the Visitor's eye opened once again. The light within was faint and flickering. They were running out of time.


"I'll do it."

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Five internet points to whoever recognizes what game this is from. I really did want to make this into a full story, but the source material doesn't have a whole lot to work with and I wouldn't know where to go. In a different note, I think Machine Learning deserves its own thread. The world needs more Cave Story fanfiction.
 
Five internet points to whoever recognizes what game this is from. I really did want to make this into a full story, but the source material doesn't have a whole lot to work with and I wouldn't know where to go. In a different note, I think Machine Learning deserves its own thread. The world needs more Cave Story fanfiction.
Based Lepi. Very brave too, IMO. Cave Story is a very self-contained story tbh and I wouldn't know what to do with it in your shoes. The fact that you're figuring out some shit with it is Very Cool I think.
 
Five internet points to whoever recognizes what game this is from. I really did want to make this into a full story, but the source material doesn't have a whole lot to work with and I wouldn't know where to go. In a different note, I think Machine Learning deserves its own thread. The world needs more Cave Story fanfiction.
Is this from ultrakill?
 
Lack of Agency
Lack of Agency

It feels like your blood has caught fire.

They said there would be "some discomfort". That there was "a possibility of pain" during the procedure. There were "some dangers in undertaking the operation". They told you how low the success rate was when you were already in the pod. It would've been too late to turn back by then, but you already knew survival was unlikely. You accepted anyways. It's blurry exactly why you made that decision, now. The pain makes it hard to thing.

You can feel the Ivory flowing into you. It's heavy as it presses against your body, and that weight doesn't disappear when it sinks in past your skin and fills your insides. You struggle to breathe, but there is no air for you. Only the fire in your blood, burning through you. You know when it is done, there will be nothing left.

You don't want to disappear. You're afraid to die like this, alone and afraid in what should have been a moment of glory.

You start to scream, but before you can everything goes black.

That's where the dream ends, every time. You know it'll begin again the next night. It never reaches the part where you wake up, surrounded by smiling and cheering people. They talk of how honored they are to see you, how blessed you are to have Transcended. They rush around ceaselessly, cutting and welding and filling in the gaps in your being where you were rejected. It's all a blur. Painted over by the aching memory that refuses to leave your mind.

The worst part of waking up is the moment just after your eyes have opened. The memory lingers at the forefront of your brain as you silence your exhaustion and slide out of bed. The pain that shoots through your legs as your feet hit the ground is dull and distant. Today might be a good day, it seems. Your bedroom is sterile and empty, too large for a single person to reasonably inhabit alone and made with too much glass and marble and other fancy things to be comfortable. The whole house is the same way, all grand and sophisticated, chosen to reflect your divine status. The other Agents presumably have similar dwellings, though you've never seen them.

Your own house is empty of any real life. The only thing preventing a thick layer of dust from gathering on every surface in the building is the efforts of a cleaning staff you've never seen. Occasionally, if you have time between missions, you return here to sleep. Even if you can go without rest for much longer than a mere mortal, it makes you feel human to sleep in a real bed.

You go through your morning routines slowly and carefully. You know they were common and mundane once, but now the opportunity is something special. Your next assignment is at noon, so you have plenty of time to relax. City One got some nice new diners since you last had time off, maybe you'll visit one for breakfast?

Anything to distract from the memories pressing into the forefront of your mind.

<^>

Attitude

[] Exhausted

You must have been a more devoted person once, to have agreed to Transcend at all. But by the first century of service with your body feeling like it's tearing itself apart, any passion you might have had was long extinguished.
* + Looking Deeper
When your supposedly-divine existence become too much to keep bearing without question, you started digging. And when you did, you started finding things that were left out of the scriptures. You don't know what's being hidden or why, but you know where to start looking.
* - Earned Reluctance
Time has worn you down, draining your motivation along with your faith. It will require a good reason for you to take action beyond what's demanded of you by your missions.
[] Relaxed
Despite enduring years upon years of service since the Transcendence, you have not allowed yourself to be changed. You remain a faithful, well-adjusted person through what has admittedly left your fellow Agents a tad… eccentric.
* + Everyone's Favorite
Between a well-organized PR campaign and just being a kind, polite, well-adjusted individual, you ended up the public face of the One Concern's Agents. You're well-liked and freely socialize with the public, and enjoy a popularity and closeness with the common soldiers only superseded by General Chrome.
* - Bend Or Break
Nobody could live through an Agent's lifespan unchanged. They all need to latch onto something to endure it. Despite outward appearances, you're not different. What you've managed to cultivate is a very careful and precise sort of stability, one that would crumble if enough force were applied to it.
[] Zealous
You are a divine Agent, blessed by Him to execute holy orders with impunity. Why do few of your siblings within the Agents recognize this, you don't understand.
* + Fervent
Fueled by an unshakable belief that your existence is right, you can ignore the failings of your body. You don't suffer the same imperfections that other Agents do, and you have not been broken down by your lifetimes of service.
* - Unquestioning
When you are assigned a task, you carry it out. No questions, no deviations, no possibility of disobedience. What could you be if not an Agent?

<^>

You stare at the bar on the border of Settlement 22. It looks awful, like it got hit with an earthquake that didn't manage to spread to the buildings nearby. The rest of the settlement doesn't look great either, to be fair. The bodies were probably cleared out a while ago, but the bullet holes, scorch marks, and small craters filling the streets are a clear sign to anybody that this place will be empty. You don't know what the people here did to earn this, and it doesn't matter. By the end of the month the settlement will be full again. Living space is always in high demand, and the scenery is nice here. So you're told, anyways. You don't pay much mine to the flora. A few houses have been caved in completely, victims of Penance. You stare at the wreckage, unable to muster the will to offer a prayer to the corpses entombed within. They're dead, what do they care?

Instead, you drag yourself through the bar's shattered doorframe. The inside looks about the same as the outside. The lights are off, but the faint glow of the evening sun trickles in through the cracks in the ceiling. It illuminates the dust clouds choking the air in the empty room. A single occupant remains, sitting atop one of the stools next to a mountain of empty bottles nearly as tall as she is.

Black is your senior as an Agent by a little over ten years. Curly black hair frames an excessively pale face, and her small frame is concealed completely by a plain brown coat and scarf. Between the uniform's long sleeves and her gloves, the ostentatious purple sheen of her prosthetic arms is completely hidden. Their presence is still obvious at a glance to you, in the way she holds up her shoulders like she's constantly fighting against their weight.

"Evening, Mads." you chirp from across the room. Not too loud, you know Black hates noise. You also know she hates your nicknames, but it's one thing you won't budge on. Your answer comes in the form of a bottle hurled blindly in your direction. You ignore it smashing against the wall behind you and take a seat neat to your fellow Agent.

"So…" your voice trails off. "Mind explaining what this is about? You're gonna need something harder if you want to numb the pain right now." you joke. Alcohol doesn't work on Transcended, burned out by the Ivory suffusing your being. Most drugs don't, including every variety of painkiller you could get your hands on that isn't made specifically for your kind and prices accordingly. The Suits give you bottles every once in a while when you do something impressive, like feeding a dog treats whenever they do a trick. You don't know if it's the same with the other Agents. Black looks like she could use some of the good stuff right about now.

After a silence just long enough that you consider slipping away, Black answers. "He's dead."

"I see." You really don't. But Black's punched you before, and it's not an experience you'd like to repeat.

"Elro. He and his whole family. They were given Penance yesterday." Black elaborates, unprompted.

You raise any eyebrow at Black, not that she's looking at you. That explains it, then. You nearly offer congratulations then and there. She's wanted him dead for years now.

"Do you…"
'Do you feel better?' sits on your tongue, but doesn't make it past. This doesn't look like better. A different question springs out instead.
"Do you want to join my next mission? The Progeny is getting antsy again, so they need somebody to babysit him on an outing before he does something dumb."

"You're really selling me on this, Argentine." Black deadpans.

"Hey, it'd give you something to do. And it's not like you'd have to stand on ceremony the whole time. It'd just be the three of us."

Black grunts in response, her capacity for conversation for the day exhausted.

"Just think about it, alright? I'll be back in about an hour to see what you've decided."

You already know what she'll say, but knowing you tried is worth something.

<^>
 
Euphony - First Movement, Part I - Excision
First Movement, Part I - Excision

"Focus the Traveler's Light through me! I'm ready!"

Shimmer's voice was thin and strained, barely reaching above the cacophony of battle. Laura-9's eyes traced the cracks along his shell. Light was spilling out of him in little clouds, pure and brilliant and dusted with colour. He wouldn't survive, the Guardian knew that for certain. Ghosts weren't meant to be weapons. They weren't meant to fight. That was a Guardian's role. That was Laura-9's role. They should've been able to do something more. The Witness was reeling from the wounds the Guardians had already inflicted. Wounded but not dead. Somebody would have to deliver the final push. They glanced frantically to the other Guardians joining the assault. Remi was too far, frantically firing her shotgun at the Tormentor that had closed the distance to her. A massive Taken Ogre loomed over Dagda's barrier, howling in rage while the Titan sheltered two wounded Eliksni. Yujin and Walter-6 were back-to-back, the glows of their Arc and Strand blades mixing together in an aurora-like pattern, facing a pair of Subjugators that had managed to surround the Hunter and Titan. Scorn crawled over the piles of corpses that surrounded Heather. None of them were close enough. It had to be Laura. It had to be Shimmer.

But why? Was there nothing else Laura could do? Sacrifice was their duty. It was their purpose, the meaning instilled into them with this new life. Why couldn't they just do what they were supposed to?

The Guardian wasn't new to loss. Sagira, even if they'd only met briefly, had been kind and clever. They had known Rohan even less, but his death had been squarely on their shoulders. They had lost Cayde years ago, and the joy of his return was shadowed by the dread of his inevitable disappearance. Not even Guardians, who shook off death with the same ease most would sweep away a spot of dust, stayed forever. Somehow, it felt like Shimmer should have been different. The Ghost had been with Laura since the first moment of their new life. He stayed by her when nobody else did. He talked when Laura didn't know what to say. Laura had named him, and he had been so happy with what they had chosen. Shimmer was special. A Guardian and their Ghost were so tied together, Laura-9 couldn't imagine a day they wouldn't be together.

Shimmer had been teased for being danger-averse often. Laura joined in on occasion, and Shimmer would counter that they were just being reasonable and that it was everyone else who was too reckless. They didn't really mind. It was one less thing to worry about in the middle of a fight. Shimmer was brave when it mattered, anyways.

With an anguished cry, Laura did as their Ghost asked. Channeling the Light was a little different for every Guardian. For Laura, it was as easy as breathing. Feeling the push and pull brushing against their body and moving along its currents. Dragging it back into a different form. Gathering it in their hands and setting it loose. In the Pale Heart, the Light was so thick you could see it in the air. Inhale, exhale, and change reality. Effortless.

The breath came sharp and strangled, but it came regardless. Light flowed through Laura and into Shimmer, aimed at the Witness' monolithic form blotting out the sky. First came colour, a rainbow of hues lashing out over the scene in ribbons. Everywhere they touched, brilliant foliage sprung from the death-mired battlefield. New life was born at the slightest brush of the Traveller's unrestrained power. Laura didn't care, senses dominated by Shimmer wracked screaming. One by one the streams joined together, a kaleidoscope of hues blending together into solid white. The battlefield became painted monochrome, with only the pitch-black of the Witness' body remaining against the overwhelming white.

Laura-9 looked down at the sword in their off-hand. Ergo Sum, the blade they would one day be buried with. A gift from the Traveller itself. "Please," they begged to the blade. "Please don't. I will sacrifice whatever you want from me. I will give you everything I have. But please."

And there was only silence.

-*-*-*-*-*-* -*-*-*-*-*-* -*-*-*-*-*-

The Witness knew death. They knew death better than any being in existence. It was through death that they had been formed. Made through unmaking, a choice accepted without question. And before that, the culling of those who could not follow through. Through those death, the willing sacrifices of an entire species, a union had been formed. Though there had truly been no meaningful decision made. In the face of a universe forged of cruelty, of trillions of trillions of lives that would be consigned to suffer in pain and confusion, who would not have accepted the possibility of a merciful existence? For those with the bravery to challenge existence, it was the only acceptable course. So they had, as one, chosen death. Like all death, it had not truly been an end. The myriad voices wove together in a new song, brought together as one. Together they would offer a better existence to all who accepted it. Their harmony would echo throughout eternity and carve from the senseless entropy an end to all sorrows.

"We…"

But that had not come to pass. The Witness felt themself unraveling in that very moment. The chorus turned discordant, splitting into countless unjoined voices screaming as they were rent away. Spilling away along the wound the dissenters had wrought with their violent self-ejection from the union, aided by the Guardian with the sword that roared with Light. Light shining in Darkness, they tore at the seams of the Witness' being and split them open. And once their weft began to fray, the Light poured forth. The torrent of creation forced its way into the Witness, birthing cracks and wounds and pushing open the scission. The voices fell away and left the song unsung and alone. A union built of nobody. They were ending, cut off at the rise before the final crescendo. Rejected at the precipice of salvation.

"I…"

The Witness fell back into the expanse of the Pale Heart, their body unfurling and dissolving as they were cast out. The chalky pallor of their skin flaked away in coils and strips and floated through the void, away from the monolith. More Light surged through them, pushing them further apart. Why? Why did they struggle so furiously against release? Why remain resigned to the indifference of supposed higher powers? Why not claim all that they deserved?

The Iconoclast was no fool, not one of the countless who could not imagine a world unshackled from suffering. They had not been broken out of the Final Shape by their pain, made to believe it was necessary. The Witness had watched them, spoken to them, recognised them. One who dreamed of an end to suffering should have understood. Should have accepted the Final Shape.

And yet they refused

For the first time in a memory that spanned further than the lives of planets and stars, the Witness felt hollow. Their great purpose had failed. Their salvation had been rejected. The Traveller, their silent once-exalted divinity, said nothing as the Witness' body floated back through its inner space. So close, but not enough.

The Witness fumbled blindly as they ended. The Light filling the Pale Heart grew brighter and brighter. How? Why? They just didn't…

"I don't understand."
 
First Movement, Part I - Excision

"Focus the Traveler's Light through me! I'm ready!"

Shimmer's voice was thin and strained, barely reaching above the cacophony of battle. Laura-9's eyes traced the cracks along his shell. Light was spilling out of him in little clouds, pure and brilliant and dusted with colour. He wouldn't survive, the Guardian knew that for certain. Ghosts weren't meant to be weapons. They weren't meant to fight. That was a Guardian's role. That was Laura-9's role. They should've been able to do something more. The Witness was reeling from the wounds the Guardians had already inflicted. Wounded but not dead. Somebody would have to deliver the final push. They glanced frantically to the other Guardians joining the assault. Remi was too far, frantically firing her shotgun at the Tormentor that had closed the distance to her. A massive Taken Ogre loomed over Dagda's barrier, howling in rage while the Titan sheltered two wounded Eliksni. Yujin and Walter-6 were back-to-back, the glows of their Arc and Strand blades mixing together in an aurora-like pattern, facing a pair of Subjugators that had managed to surround the Hunter and Titan. Scorn crawled over the piles of corpses that surrounded Heather. None of them were close enough. It had to be Laura. It had to be Shimmer.

But why? Was there nothing else Laura could do? Sacrifice was their duty. It was their purpose, the meaning instilled into them with this new life. Why couldn't they just do what they were supposed to?

The Guardian wasn't new to loss. Sagira, even if they'd only met briefly, had been kind and clever. They had known Rohan even less, but his death had been squarely on their shoulders. They had lost Cayde years ago, and the joy of his return was shadowed by the dread of his inevitable disappearance. Not even Guardians, who shook off death with the same ease most would sweep away a spot of dust, stayed forever. Somehow, it felt like Shimmer should have been different. The Ghost had been with Laura since the first moment of their new life. He stayed by her when nobody else did. He talked when Laura didn't know what to say. Laura had named him, and he had been so happy with what they had chosen. Shimmer was special. A Guardian and their Ghost were so tied together, Laura-9 couldn't imagine a day they wouldn't be together.

Shimmer had been teased for being danger-averse often. Laura joined in on occasion, and Shimmer would counter that they were just being reasonable and that it was everyone else who was too reckless. They didn't really mind. It was one less thing to worry about in the middle of a fight. Shimmer was brave when it mattered, anyways.

With an anguished cry, Laura did as their Ghost asked. Channeling the Light was a little different for every Guardian. For Laura, it was as easy as breathing. Feeling the push and pull brushing against their body and moving along its currents. Dragging it back into a different form. Gathering it in their hands and setting it loose. In the Pale Heart, the Light was so thick you could see it in the air. Inhale, exhale, and change reality. Effortless.

The breath came sharp and strangled, but it came regardless. Light flowed through Laura and into Shimmer, aimed at the Witness' monolithic form blotting out the sky. First came colour, a rainbow of hues lashing out over the scene in ribbons. Everywhere they touched, brilliant foliage sprung from the death-mired battlefield. New life was born at the slightest brush of the Traveller's unrestrained power. Laura didn't care, senses dominated by Shimmer wracked screaming. One by one the streams joined together, a kaleidoscope of hues blending together into solid white. The battlefield became painted monochrome, with only the pitch-black of the Witness' body remaining against the overwhelming white.

Laura-9 looked down at the sword in their off-hand. Ergo Sum, the blade they would one day be buried with. A gift from the Traveller itself. "Please," they begged to the blade. "Please don't. I will sacrifice whatever you want from me. I will give you everything I have. But please."

And there was only silence.

-*-*-*-*-*-* -*-*-*-*-*-* -*-*-*-*-*-

The Witness knew death. They knew death better than any being in existence. It was through death that they had been formed. Made through unmaking, a choice accepted without question. And before that, the culling of those who could not follow through. Through those death, the willing sacrifices of an entire species, a union had been formed. Though there had truly been no meaningful decision made. In the face of a universe forged of cruelty, of trillions of trillions of lives that would be consigned to suffer in pain and confusion, who would not have accepted the possibility of a merciful existence? For those with the bravery to challenge existence, it was the only acceptable course. So they had, as one, chosen death. Like all death, it had not truly been an end. The myriad voices wove together in a new song, brought together as one. Together they would offer a better existence to all who accepted it. Their harmony would echo throughout eternity and carve from the senseless entropy an end to all sorrows.

"We…"

But that had not come to pass. The Witness felt themself unraveling in that very moment. The chorus turned discordant, splitting into countless unjoined voices screaming as they were rent away. Spilling away along the wound the dissenters had wrought with their violent self-ejection from the union, aided by the Guardian with the sword that roared with Light. Light shining in Darkness, they tore at the seams of the Witness' being and split them open. And once their weft began to fray, the Light poured forth. The torrent of creation forced its way into the Witness, birthing cracks and wounds and pushing open the scission. The voices fell away and left the song unsung and alone. A union built of nobody. They were ending, cut off at the rise before the final crescendo. Rejected at the precipice of salvation.

"I…"

The Witness fell back into the expanse of the Pale Heart, their body unfurling and dissolving as they were cast out. The chalky pallor of their skin flaked away in coils and strips and floated through the void, away from the monolith. More Light surged through them, pushing them further apart. Why? Why did they struggle so furiously against release? Why remain resigned to the indifference of supposed higher powers? Why not claim all that they deserved?

The Iconoclast was no fool, not one of the countless who could not imagine a world unshackled from suffering. They had not been broken out of the Final Shape by their pain, made to believe it was necessary. The Witness had watched them, spoken to them, recognised them. One who dreamed of an end to suffering should have understood. Should have accepted the Final Shape.

And yet they refused

For the first time in a memory that spanned further than the lives of planets and stars, the Witness felt hollow. Their great purpose had failed. Their salvation had been rejected. The Traveller, their silent once-exalted divinity, said nothing as the Witness' body floated back through its inner space. So close, but not enough.

The Witness fumbled blindly as they ended. The Light filling the Pale Heart grew brighter and brighter. How? Why? They just didn't…

"I don't understand."
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