Many things sooth the soul. Every well meaning person or crazed hack had their home remedies to drive away the dark thoughts and bad dreams. Personally, the rumble of a train does it.
The window is fogged at the edges, my head rests against it finding it more familiar than the headrest of the chair. In rythym with the thumping wheels a faint sound of ringing metal rises and falls somewere out of sight.
"That time of year again, ay Rammond?"
My hand slowly rubs the cold handle of the revolver.
"With your niece, I think you got a better time table then I do Bertrand."
He give a dry chuckle to the remark. "All too true. Far too true."
Silence falls between us again. Steady thumping still filling the air. Outside the window, moonlight falls. Liquid silver dripping itself between shadows, hinting at the things hiding. Things that became my problem long ago.
The revolver adds its own clicks to the noise of the train, the cycling chamber being moved by my thumb slightly out of time of Betrands coin flips.
"Never did say why you joined up. Know we been doin this a few years now, but it's the only thing you seem skittish about."
He's right about that. An ingrained preference to keep things close to heart, even amongst trusted comrades, doesn't lead to many soulful talks.
"Best to leave it that way" was my gruff reply.
The metallic ringing stops as he leans over a little, his Grey beard dragging up onto the table.
"Come on Rammond, you know my life's story, and the stories of all the others who've come an gone on this trip. Far as I see, ain't nothing for you to hide at this point."
"Always somtin to hide Bert. Some things are just never worth tellin, dark or light."
He leans back, the old wood creaking muffled slightly. "Suppose that's true"
My gaze looks away from his wrinkled face and returns to the forest racing by. Thoughts sluggish in comparison. We really should nap or rest, but we both know each other to well to suggest it. After all, neither one of us will.
"You've never told me bout that coin either." I say taking my gaze away from the window.
"Oh this old thing?" Bertrand flicks it out and catches between his fingers, letting the light catch the detail inscription and high quality silver. "Heirloom, supposed to bring luck. Haven't died yet, so maybe there's some truth to that."
He sets it down and slides it over, I pick it up and examine it. One side is written in some indecipherable, half worn letters around an empty scale, the other side shows some religious symbol so stylized I can't place it as anything more then a gut feeling that it is religous. I flick it back to him, and he impeccable catches it.
"Not a Lotta sense on it."
A more humorous noise leaves him this time. "Ain't that the trick? My Pap had a whole storybook about all the ancestors who asked their Paps about it. None of them knew either, other than it was made for us." He takes a swig from a flask, "Mysterious thing is probably some currency of a long lost land that pulled one over my great-grandfather or something and he never admitted to it happenin."
"Well least you get a kick outta it" He sighs and replies "Its something at least."
Silence falls once more. I pull out my pipe and pack some tobacco before lighting it. Small puffs of smoke rise and are slowly siphoned out of the cracked window.
Together we rumble onward.
It's far to soon when my pipe goes out, all contents spent. Bertrand gives his own sigh, a brief condolence to the peace we've lost.
For once no words are exchanged as we rise from the seats. I pull my revolver and slowly load in the bullets that the chambers hunger for, he does the same with his old military rifle. We gather our things and make sure it's all hooked on belts or in jackets securely. The trains whistle blows, giving us the signal.
"Ya know, even when young and spry this was hell on the knees."
"I hear your preaching Rammond, but least you got both legs to stand on. I gotta worry bout mine fallin off if I don't land it."
A dark chuckle escapes me, "Could always toss you out, can't lose the leg if you land on your head."
"You could try buddy, but last I checked, Maria still has that threat hanging after you threw her into a tree."
The grimace that take hold over my face has him burst into laughter, "One mistake and we can't even joke anymore."
His comedic enjoyment continues on momentarily before his face resets itself.
"Welp, Suppose we better make the jump before we miss the chance." He walk towards the steel sliding door and throws it open, letting in a heavy gust of constant wind. With a hand on his hat, he turns back "Don't trip now" then tosses himself out into the pitch woods. I jump after him.
Landing is rough, but an old pain. End up having to absorb most of the shock straight to the knees and spine to stop the few delicate things on me from breaking. Somehow even after all this time, there's yet to be a person to figure out a better way to get us here. Don't matter, think I'd enjoy the train method the most anyways.
Takes a minute, but I find Betrand wobbling and groaning along between the trees. "Dammit Rammond, think I caught a few to many branches that time."
"What you get for not timing the jump for a space."
"Yeah, Suppose I'll take that one. Anyways what time we got left?"
"Same amount as always Bert, never changes. You have the stuff we can set up?"
"Nope."
An exasperated sigh escapes me, "Typical."
"Not like we got time to use any of it."
I rub my temple already feeling the mild pain of a headache induced by stupidity.
"That's besides the point and you know it Bert."
I walk off before he responds, hearing him bluster out some other dumb responce. We are both going to the same place, so unfortunately I can't lose him that easily.
Each step carries weight in these woods. The unsual mix of trees adding an uneasy sight to the feeling of the soul in my feet. I'm no seamstress or anything, but don't need an expert to tell when fabric is this thin. Already an inky abyss hides in the shadows, creeping forward to its Centerpoint.
Bertrand finally catches up to me, hobbling on his wooden leg and gasping something fierce.
"So, huff, bet five we get Philippe this time."
"He showed up last time to try and steal Jacob's plan. I say Angela is more likely then not."
"Damn, did that happen when I got shunted off?"
"Eyyup"
"Dammit, why all the fun stuff gotta happen when I'm gone."
I chuckle in tune with his frustration, the sound breaking his temporary funk.
"Well," he begins "just gotta make sure to get done with my part first. Then I can help you with whatever big things decides to hunt ya this time."
Ain't that the truth. Don't think I've had a year yet were some powerful thing, that even our standerd enemies don't know about, shows up outta nowhere to kill me. Luck, is rarely on my side other then to ensure I suffer another day.
Speaking of days, we had arrived. Was worried it might take a few days again. Time gets a little weird sometime, another thing we could have prepared for had Bert not left everything behind, but in contrast to my earlier remembrance it seems luck was on our side for a moment.
If we observed the sky we would have seen the unnerving sight of starlight slowly popping out, one by one. Each shade of whites, blues, purples, red, and other less definable hues dissapearing as if such light never existed. Little attention was payed upwards from us, instead Bert pulled out his trusty flask and started sipping at it, and I packed my pipe and lit it again.
The only noises left in the forest are the faint drumming of fingers on metal, and the oddly loud crackle of a smokey inhale, and the whispy exhales that follow.
Bertrand stops his best recitation of some half remembered song, and puts alway the flask.
"Showtime." He announces with a wide grin.
No stars are left in the night, only the fat moon hanging low above us remains. Slowly, mercury drips from its lunar origin. It never hits the ground, for the oil of an abyss rises up to meet it. They hang in the air, in a mockery of their progenitor above, before the essences begin to whirl together. Liquid moonlight mixes with the sludge of darkness to craft a new form that can only be explained as a paradox. Darkness shining from a place not meant for the sane, from a place that should not exist upon our world, should not be able to, but in defiance of that it does and so it should not be allowed to exist for long.
Droplets form amongst the edges of the whirlpool, flinging themselves with force only to find gravity as an opposition that drags them to the dirt. What rises are beings near indescribable, for any attempt to understand causes them to change. One is the effigy of a wolf when it lunges at me, by the time a bullet bursts though it, it is more akin to a hare.
Gunpowder starts to fill the clearing. Me and Bert worked together with a ruthless efficiency, covering each other during reloads and stopping the few that managed to sneak around. A bear falls, followed by a head of a goat. Each one slain mixes more and more things together. An animal becomes an object, or swaps its extremities with others, each movement and change is fluid, truly no way to plan beyond letting instincts honed though time respond accordingly.
More corpses fall, each one splashs into more liquid that not even the ground will drink. The shadows between trees are so dense that nothings passes though them, leaving us ankle deep in a lake of fire. Thick boots being the only thing stopping the ink from burning away our flesh.
A weight fills the air, as our souls are brought to bare. A keening cry fills the night, it seems the time is finally right.
I inhale a deep breath of smoke from my still lit pipe, Bert steps close as I exhale. The liquid violently erupts upward only to slide off of the cloud. It coalesces back in the center, once more joining with the mass of silver oil. Slowly a shape takes form, gaunt and tall with a simulacrum of human features and hair that give it a feminine edge.
"Told ya it be Angela."
"Shut up and take your money."
He quickly passes over a few silver dollars.
It's form complete, Angela floats downwards. Their feet hardly touch the ground before eyes snap open, bleeding a reflection of pale light. A blinding step forward is met by an even faster draw, the bullet crumbling off of her stunned face.
"You do remember that peashooter ain't got the caliber for this?"
"Shut up Bertand."
His responce is to clarify the difference in our arms, for his crack of lit lead throws back the creature and takes off its arm. As expected, we barely see it get up before its halfway across the clearing in another furious charge. In contrast to my first responce, I meet it this time, flickering claws bouncing off of a shining knife. Taking the opening, the knife finds a spot to slice across its throat, doing little more then inconvenienceing it, but opening it wide open to another crack of Bert's rifle.
A hole opens in its cheat, black separating to reveal the faint light that suffuses the clearing, before it is once more thrown back against the shadows containing us.
Slowly it rises again. It's false idea of blood leaks out, still doing its purpose of showing injury and inflicting weakness. It's piercing wail fills the silence, the remnants of moon silver that hang in the air begins to convulsive.
"Welp, see ya soon Rammy Boy."
I don't even dignify that with a responce before we are both swept underneath the tide of lunar essence.
Awareness comes with a shock, my mind doused in ice whilst my body burns in hell.
Around me the landscape breaths, and pulses. White stone cracking in rythym to reveal a whiter flesh underneath. The sky has nothing, could it even truly be called a sky? It may as well be called the depths, or the canopy for there is no definition of it other then nothing.
My mind, no, perhaps my soul feels strained in this place. Even with all I've witnessed, all I've done, all I've killed, this is a place that hides and corrects itself from a being merely asserting itself. Should it ever grow to recognize me as a familiar, then it's most mundane aspects would lead me to obliteration beyond the reach of any gods or devils. My worth, my strength, my life, means nothing here. It knows this, it knows how I stop it from going to my home, it has felt how I've butchered its children. It is a place of love above all, but I have earned its absolute Loathing.
I do the best I can to push all of these feelings away. It can't hold me for long. Our reality, even if subjectively not as sentient, despises having its residents forcible taken and exerts a tremendous amount of power to assert its domain over us again. The best thing to do is wait, the strongest point of influence is were I came in. To leave invites a longer time to be taken back, and to find one of the residence when not weakened by conflicting realms. So I time each breath with the breathes of this realm, and wait.
It starts with a tingle. Pins and needles, that dig deeper than the approximations could. Next is the pain, the being that calls this place home exerts its force to deny the call from my home. Last is the shock, visible electricity and other similareffects lash out from me and scorch the surrounding. A deep bass fills the mind as memory fades.
When I next awake, it is to the cacophony of gunfire, and regular fire. I stand up quick, ignoring the lingering vertigo and motion sickness it causes, to drag my eyes across the clearing. Bertand, the cocky bastard, is almost playing with Angela. His rifle twirls around him in a perfect parade showcase of rifleman tricks and spins, each one punctuated by a crack of powder or a crack of the stock. Seems he also had to use up the few things he did carry on him, as the shattered vials, scorch marks, and raging fire suggest.
It doesn't take long for it to crumble underneath my renewed assault. Angela is one more about rage and physicality then anything esoteric or frankly any smart decisions. As it's fading corpse falls, an orange glow fills the distant horizon, banishing the moon for another year.
"Ya know, wasn't nearly as bad thus year."
I quickly slap him upside the head, sending his hat flipping up. "Don't jinx it."
He catches the hat with the barrel of his rifle, and slides it back on.
"I'm just saying, when was the last time we just faced one, much less only Angela? It's so odd that Tommy didn't join her, or even Wallace."
I light my pipe again, packed with normal tobacco now, "Well I say, we take our blessings, and tell headquarters to increase monitoring. And file another complaint about only sending us, I can name atleast three people who didn't come just because they didn't want to mail them a letter."
"Ain't that bureaucracy for ya, ay Rammond?"
"Yeah, yeah. Politics."
We walk in silence a little longer.
"You get that stuff for your neice?"
He smirks, and pats his jacket.
"Oh you know I did, gotta get it up to Doc and then she'll be as healthy as ever."
"Good to hear."
A comfortable silence falls this time.