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The Secretary of The Student Council President sent her regards
The room is dark. The fluorescent lights are turned on, of course, but the mountains of documents and stacks of books block nearly all illumination from reaching the middle of the room, where a young girl sits, hands blurring in motion.
"..." Despite her eyes being covered, her writing is perfect and everything is in perfect order. Her fluffy hair is a bit messy but clearly well kept, reflecting a bright shade of green even under the dull light of the secretary's office.
One has to wonder why she chose that shade of green. A bit on the paler side, of course, but that is still neon green! Arguably unfitting for a student council member.
A little pile of broken pens rests peacefully next to a clearly full trash can, crumpled up papers overflowing.
Ideas for implementing policies, from stricter rules about school uniforms to a new school ID system. Security measures to make last semester's incident never happens again, and to her, a necessary step for the safety of the entire student body.
Now useless once again because those three have yet again changed President Hyeonun's mind.
She would need to go see the record keeper and ask Louis for an updated budget. And have a talk with the vice president too. If all of President Hyeonun's peers agree with him, then it will be too easy for him to push his agenda, with the remaining voices too scared to dissent.
He is too easily persuaded… That cannot do.
Her hand grabs a mug of cold coffee; nothing too fancy like what Mr. Chesed recommended to her. Just some instant coffee: quick, efficient and effective, doesn't need her to think too much about it. Pour hot water, stir, and that's it.
She needs to clean that spot of spilled coffee off the table or else it is going to stain permanently. Later, she still has papers for class that need to be edited, most which are due tomorrow.
She needs to send some of this paperwork back to Louis. The bastard keeps pushing his paperwork off to others, just so he can have a day off whenever he likes. No matter, she will just simply add some more to his plate. Not like he has the right to refuse.
Throwing the now empty pen into the pile, she grabs another from her drawer.
"...!" Her hand stops, something is vibrating, what is it? Where is it?
Oh, yes, she forgot.
Putting aside a stack of documents, she picks up a very outdated phone from where it was hiding underneath them. Strangely enough, even though the model clearly doesn't support it, it can receive voice messages, even text messages.
A notification pops up on her phone, giving the dimly lit room a bit more light. Despite her eyes being covered by a layer of white cloth, her fingers open the application precisely.
A message from Suho, voice message of course. He is not so inconsiderate as to send her a text.
He considers too much. He worries too much.
Schedule a meeting, me and Hyeonun need to talk, keep this off the record.
Rosh is not going to like that, Yuki thinks. She wants everything on the record, an old habit learned from Mr. Hokma.
May I ask why?
Family business. The same reason as last time. What did he do this time?
She sighs. Taking out the Council schedule, she crosses out a few events that President Hyeonun doesn't need to attend, reschedules a few meetings, which means she needs to make a few phone calls, and a few events that she can attend in his place.
Putting down her pen, she takes another sip of stale black coffee. The bitterness assaults her tongue, but at this point she is used to it.
Understood. Is tomorrow afternoon acceptable?
Yes, thank you. Also don't drink that much coffee; it's very very bad for you.
Of course. She types in her phone while taking another sip of her cold, bitter, disgusting coffee. Also, there have been a few student complaints, mainly about you regarding some bags. You are already on thin ice with Mr. Yesod. Please do not make me remind you again that you do not have the right to search through your fellow students' backpacks.
The reply came quickly.
I will not have a repeat of last year's incident. I will take whatever measures I see fit to make sure nothing like it ever happens again.
The worst part was that he meant it. If he'd been insincere, condescending, perhaps Yuki could have hated him. But no. He genuinely cared that much about the other students' safety. He would do whatever it takes to make sure that everyone will be safe in the school. To make sure a mistake like that would never be repeated.
Sigh. He'd been like this ever since Ai left the student council, and even if she, by some miracle, came back, he'd never change.
… Maybe she should schedule a meeting between him and Mr. Roland, the two of them might be able to figure something out.
… Dragging herself back into reality, her fingers start typing again.
But blatantly breaking the school rules and privacy laws is not the answer. We can request the Headmaster for better security. There are other options available than taking things into your own hands.
He doesn't respond.
He never responds to her questions, her suggestions.
But she already knows his answer.
And look how that turned out.
…She can still hear some of the voices, calling out to her…
Taking a deep breath, she puts her phone down and stands up. She needs to take a few documents to the nurses office… Yes, she will do that now.
She will do that now.
"Right, you are telling me you don't know how that wound showed up on your neck. Again," A tired voice says, gloved hands carefully removing the cruel stitches. He wonders how a teenage kid can do this to himself, the cutting to the stitching it back, without Gebura catching him in the act.
A pair of scissors slowly cuts open those blood-red strings. And the tweezers pull them out, one by one.
No matter how many times he does it, he never gets used to it.
"Yes." The boy says without hesitation, eyes unblinking. He didn't put any sort of painkillers in the boy's system. The boy just doesn't seem to react at all, even though he should be in excruciating pain right now.
He sighs and puts down the tweezers.
It's only Wednesday and this is the 3rd time this week. Fifteenth time this month. If not for that NDA he signed with the headmaster, this boy would be in the hospital right now. And not just for that wound, mind you.
Picking up a bottle of disinfectant and soaking that piece of cloth in his hand, his hand gently scrubbed the wound, cleaning it and killing off the bacteria.
The boy didn't even twitch, his eyes staring blankly into the mirror on the other side of the room, thinking about something.
The red-haired boy's reflection, looking at the green-haired man, as still as a painting…is he even breathing? Did he blink at all? He takes out a roll of fresh bandages, putting those thoughts behind him just so he could have a good night's sleep.
The boy's wound does not need stitches. The flesh will grow back before the weekends.
"...Is it done yet Mr. Netzach? I'm rather bored now and my dinner won't prepare themself you know?" a girl adds, sitting in that spare chair by the open window, hands hugging her knees, black untied hair resting on her shoulder and covering her face.
Yet, those black hairs can not hide them, those strange eyes…
Those eyes, unmoving, disinterested, looking like all the soul has been sucked out of her and all that is left is an empty husk…a dead, empty, smiling husk. And if he is being honest, that's probably true, considering that she was a victim of those freaks. Whatever happened to Shiyama Iroko, he hopes that she will pull through.
But why did she follow Frankenstein's teenaged monster here? He does not know and does not want to know.
Whatever it is, it is not his problem… Ayin will be the one that has to deal with it.
Oh, but how he wishes he does not have to deal with this every week…
"...Right, just a seco-." Netzach does not get to finish that sentence, as a green-haired girl pushes open the door with such force that several medicine bottles fall down from the open cabinet and the tools, previously resting on the tray next to him, scatter across the ground.
Blood paints the tiles under him and the boy crimson. Like someone splashing red paint on a blank canvas.
Thank God that this room does not have a wooden floor. Netzach would rather change the floorboards then scrape the blood out of them.
"Oh, I'm so sorry Mr. Netzach!" The short girl quickly puts the stack of papers in her small hands on his desk and kneels down. "Here, let me help you…"
Her hand grabs blood-stained scissors and completely stops.
Netzach wants to go home.
"Am I… interrupting something? What is… Oh." She puts the scissors gently on the table, letting the blood stained tool rest on those papers she brought. Her eyes, covered by a thick layer of white cloth, seemingly unable to see. Yet she knows exactly what is happening.
"Dave Cronen is here for his checkup. Aren't they?"
… If he remembered correctly about the student health records Chesed sent to him, her eyes have a condition which causes them to be extremely fragile and sensitive to light... Scleritis, he presumes.
Netzach sighs and replies, his voice even more tired than before, "Yes, Ms. Yuki… Does the student council need me or something? To be honest, I'm really tired for today, so can it wait?"
Iroko, deathly quiet, watches the situation with utter glee on her face.
Oh, this will be fun, she thinks to herself.
The corpse does not need entertainment, yet it desires it nonetheless.
"And judging by the smell… Shiyama Iroko is here as well."
The smile disappears. This is not fun anymore.
"Hello." Dave waves his hand, not caring about his open wound leaking red juices and his shirt getting all red. "How are you? Nice to see…you!"
"Hiya, Yuki chan!∼'' Iroko adds, jumping down from the chair and walking right next to the taller-then-Netzach boy, not caring in the slightest that she is stepping on delicate surgical tools. Netzach makes a pained expression and Yuki's face adopts a slight frown. "What a wonderful afternoon it is! Am I right, Cronen-kun?"
Dave looked at the smiling girl, then showed his own smile to Netzach and Yuki, but since Yuki can't see with those covers, only Netzach can see that horrible face.
He is… somewhat used to it by now…
"...Good afternoon, and nice to see you too Mr. Dave and Ms. Shiyama." Yuki says, her head lowers for a second, thinking of something and suddenly looks back up again, facing directly at the boy with some loose and bloody bandages on his neck. Then she opens her mouth and says politely, "Forgive me, but can both of you do me a favor and leave so I and Mr. Netzach can have a private conversation?"
"Check up not done. Mike can't leave. Gebura gets angry." Dave turned his head towards the short stack, disregarding the wound on his neck getting stretched and reopened.
"I quite like the smell here, and I go wherever Cronen-kun goes!" Netzach is 95% sure that by the smell, she means the blood on Dave's clothes and upper body.
"I must insist, Dave, if you are inconvenienced by this, I can apologize later but right now I really need to-" she was stopped by Netzach's hand patting her on the head.
"...Um, hate to interrupt here… but I can talk after I finish up with Dave…Mike…Whatever just, wait for a sec. If that's okay?"
"...Of course."
Netzach closes the door to the infirmary and locks it, his fingers lingering on the door handle for a second.
He looks at the scenery outside. The golden afternoon sun covering the empty school grounds in a perfect orange hue. The noises of teenage boys complaining about the up-coming exams and the chance of someone falling in love with them. The sound of students leaving after their club activities…the feeling of closing his eyes and just forgetting it all with her….
A world that he cannot go back to.
A cough escapes his throat as Netzach turns around and looks at the overworked girl, sitting on an empty bed that he usually sleeps in. She looks downward at her hands, which are resting on her knees. Even though her eyes are covered, he can still see the exhausted eyebags, somehow even worse than his own during his med school years. The stink of coffee and ink is noticeable from more than a few meters away. The green hair, much like his, is unkempt, messy, but you can tell that it wasn't always that messy, a symptom of someone presumably overworking themself, just like Chesed.
Walking over to the window and grabbing the empty chair that Iroko was sitting on, Netzach sits down in front of Yuki.
"...So…Ms. Yuki… What brings you here today?"
"..." She slowly looks up, and the eyes under the white cloth look straight at him.
The two sit in silence for a moment, with Netzach suppressing his urge to cough at Yuki's face, as the clock on the wall slowly ticks to 16:00.
"...I…Don't know."she whispers, her voice quieter than a feather falling, Netzach can't even really make it out. "I don't know why."
Netzach looks at the girl. his hand quietly takes out his phone and presses the record button.
"I was..working on some files… and talking with someone, then…I just felt like I needed to leave, to just…run away, to somewhere else than… there." her head lowers again, those fragile pale fingers grabbing the fabric of her uniform, the anger slowly bowling at the bottom of her heart. "I just…feel that I can't stay there, that I need to… stand up and do something. anything."
"...so, I ran. I grabbed the first excuse I could find…and ran away."
Her head turned towards those messy stained papers on Netzach's desk, some of it lying on the ground. The afternoon wind blows through the window, a faint scent of sea fills the room.
She hates it.
"...Were you feeling unwell at the moment?"
"No. Not really…" she is lying, her stomach was hurting the whole week, her head is killing her right now, the bitterness in her mouth just refuses to go away…her eyes…when was her last check up? She can't even remember.
"...is it because of things at the student council? "
"..." she stays quiet, her already lowered head looking away.
Things were always bad at the student council, she was always busy, Louis is alway looking for a way to run away, Maria just wanders off to the nowhere town in her head, Rosh never listens to Hyeonun no matter what is going on and the rest of them just ignore her, like she wasn't even there. Like she doesn't even matter.
Maybe they are right… Nobody listens to her anyway, nobody cares if she represents president Hyeonun or not. After all… Why should they care about a failure that can't help anyone?
"...Is it because of the incident?" she finches, scoops up her legs and burying her face in her knees.
…it's all because of her, isn't it? if only she pushed Hyeonun a little harder…if only she didn't give out those keys to him. Maybe things won't become so bad. Why is she always not doing enough? If only she did more, if only she looked through that mask of his a bit sooner…Why is she such an idiot?
Why? Is she so blinded by this cloth on her stupid face that she can't see the sense and reason of a person? Is she so blinded by the feeling of having a friend that she can't even tell if they are good or not?! Why does the only friend she had in her goddamn life have to be a fraud! a trickster! a murderer!
Why can't she just get something right in her life!? Why is she the only one in the family that has to wrap this goddamn piece of fabric on her face!?
Oh how she wishes that she can just wrap her hands around his neck, to squeeze the life out of him…
but it won't fix anything. she made a mistake that she can not bear…
"No one will know what you say here. it's ok. let it out…"
…So she opens her mouth, and screams.
Iroko, leaning on the wall next to the door to the infirmary, smiles as she listens to the cry of that annoying shortstack.
How interesting, how fun….
Oh don't get her wrong, she is not planning to use the cry of a frustrated girl against her, she just enjoys the noise of that scream, some say that screaming is bad for everyone but what do they know! She likes screaming, it's funny! how these people shout out the foulest of the curses even though nobody will ever hear their voice ever again. their last lines of words on this world full of corpses, cursing the so-called god for letting them die in her hands…Even though it was their own action that led them towards the doom they deserved.
Oh the screams…Wanting to grab onto even the smallest chance of escaping certain death, the desire to stay alive…the last way for a person to say they are alive, living! Breathing! ALIVE!…before it got sniffed out. leaving a dead husk on the ground, a new cut of fresh meat for her.
she wonders if her voice can reach that note, it might damage the eardrums of anyone next to her, but why not give it a try? A quiet giggle leaks out of her as she swallows a piece of fresh meat, blood flows down from the corner of her mouth as she chews the new cut.
"Oh… What fun it will be… " announcing her thought out loud, the meat lover hops away. The owner of the flesh looks at the seemingly happy-go-lucky girl, smiles, and follows her footsteps. the overly large red-head, walking like a young little girl, following her movement, and close up the fresh cut on his arm.
…leaving only a faint smell of blood behind.
sorry that this taked so long, school is a bitch and a half