Chapter I
Your car has seen better days. It's a clunker, best fit to be retired. Old seats and manual windows. It's from a time before. Just like you.
You pull to a stop, and the brakes whine. Hell, it could be the whole transmission. You aren't a car guy, but you can guess. It's basically fucked. But you know it's a hell of a long shot to get some extra funding, especially right now.
The little street is quaint. Narrow enough for two cars to pass by - sedans, of course. No one drive anything bigger. Not now. It was lined with vines, hanging down from buildings. Old style construction too. Some of the houses even have traditional paper shoji, sheathed behind modern glass. Even they have bowed to the future. It's quiet too. Even for mid-day, it's quiet, and it makes you uneasy.
You leave the car running. The air conditioning still works, and you want to enjoy it while you can. The summer is a hot one, and sweating through your suit isn't on the agenda. You ruffle through your briefcase on the passenger seat, and pull out a thick manila folder. Dog-eared papers and sticks jut from it's uneven edges, a dozen different reports and notes jammed in.
You flip it open, and read the brief dossier.
Yamada Hiro.
NEET. That's crossed out in red ink, with a scribbled note addendum: Be fucking professional.
You do so, and ignore the dossier. You flip through the documents.
Test scores. He's a smart kid, generally, just can't work hard. A slacker, able to scrape by.
Father's filed report. Worried for his son. Thinks that his son is a prime candidate.
Mother's filed report. Same thing. Fear practically oozes from the page.
Friends were queried. Nothing there either. They hadn't heard from him.
Electronic intelligence. Online all day. Friends, acquaintances, guildmates. Interesting. More interesting is the likes, dislikes. What does he talk about. What obsesses him. That's your in.
Surveillance notes. He hasn't left his room
The last thing in the folder is why you are here. Here right now, called in at 4 in the morning on your day off. A flash of white from a surveillance video. Capture in a single still. But close. Too close.
The gun on your hip is heavy, a reminder of the past. And what should be done with that flash of white. The laser designator on the other side is a silent promise to what will happen if they come out in the open.
This isn't what you used to do, of course. You aren't a field man any more. You could lie to yourself, and say that it's the age setting in. Your reflexes are too slow now. Your body hurts too much. It's a young man's game.
But you know that's just cowardice.
You can't see it happen again.
You joined up because of your sister.
You were good because of your mother.
You were diligent because of your father.
You were everything that was needed, because you didn't want to lose anymore. You didn't want another boy to have to go through losing his family. And it wasn't enough. You can't count the number of notches on your belt, times you've won.
And it wasn't enough.
You couldn't take it anymore. So you are here, right now, doing rookie work. Being the man to do the basic work, that people might not see as galmaours. But important work.
Work that won't make you draw again. Where you don't have to see it ever again.
You slap the folder closed, and drop it on the seat. You run your hands through your hair, getting it in a semblance of style. You ruffle through your bag again, and pop a mint in your mouth.
You look in the rearview mirror.
"Well," you say, trying to smile, "let's go meet Hiro."
You step out of the car.
There is a nice gate, separating the house from the road. Well maintained, and doesn't squeak when you open it. There is a nice little front yard, blooming in the heat of summer. Little bugs fly around it, and it smells lush. Like a little portal - you stop that thought right there.
Hiro's parents have money. It's pretty clear, as this place probably cost a few mountains of cash to afford, even with real estate prices plummeting every day as the population contracted.
You knock on the door.
It swings open, and you put a hand on your gun. Not drawing it… but cautious.
You step in.
It's a modern home. Shoes by the door, but nothing wild like tatami on every surface. Traditional-ish. You take of your shoes, respecting that much at least.
"Hello?" you call out.
No response. Concerning.
You walk further in, into the entryway, and spot a pinned note on the wall.
Gone shopping! I'll be right back, Hiro is up in his room! Please -
You crumple the note in your hand. Of all the idiotic things, that's the most. Leaving a kid like Hiro alone is literally fucking bait. You are going to have a stern talking to with his parents after this. If they are really lucky, they might even see their kid again after the state body slams them through a fucking table.
You advance quickly into the house. You can hear someone yelling, not in distress, but yelling nonetheless. Kitchen is clean. Dishes put away. Dining room, three place settings. A closed bedroom. Actual doors. After every case you've been on, you aren't bothered by the lack of photos. That's common enough.
It's the note on the wall that gets to you.
Ask for help, then run out right as you are arriving?
Something is fishy.
You can smell Hiro's room before you get there. Sweat and old food. You can hear him shouting in there, but it's a bit too muffled to make out. Had they put up sound padding? You don't care. Your instincts are telling you to run and get Hiro out, right now.
You listen to your instincts.
You knock on the door.
You can hear trash being shifted around. Cans clinking against each other. Plastic crinkling.
"Just a minute," Hiro shouts, panic in his voice.
"Mr. Yamada, I'm here from Section I," you say, your hand on the door knob.
"A minute! Just a minute!" he repeats, voice growing more frantic.
You open the door.
Trash comes spilling out at your feet. Old wrappers, from food and other things. Empty cans rolling down the hallway.
You ignore it.
"Hello Mr. Yamada," you say. You keep your voice calm, and friendly. You don't look around at the room, just at him.
He's young.
Just a boy.
Short brown hair, cut ragged. Smudged glasses. A little overweight. He's dressed in a onesie pajama that looks like it has seen better days, with the elbows and knees worn partially away. Faded characters cover it, from things you half-recognize.
"Uh, hi," he says, and looks around at the trash. "Sorry, this is much worse than it usually is. I can clean this up!"
You can glimpse it in your peripherals. There's almost a foot deep layer of trash in the room. Less so now, that some of it has spilled out. It's piled up in one corner, clearly from Hiro just starting to move it when you knocked.
You don't remark on it. This isn't your first approach.
"May I call you Hiro?" you ask, and he nods, tentatively. "Well Hiro, I'm from Section I."
You flip out your badge from your coat. His eyes grow wide as he recognizes it.
"Wait, does that mean I get to…" his voice trails off, growing hopeful.
You shake your head, and lie. "Sorry, this is more a formality. I'm just replacing your old case worker, and I like to introduce myself to everyone in my care."
He looks crushed.
You change the topic. "So, I notice you've got quite a collection in here."
He does. He's got enough posters to cover every wall. They are hung with pinpoint precision, not a square centimeter of wall space unused. No overlaps either.
"Yeah, I guess," he replies, and stays maudlin.
This isn't your first rodeo, however.
"I see a lot of Fate stuff," you remark, casually.
He perks up right away. "You know Fate?"
You nod, and can see him go from depressed to giddy in a second.
"Oh man, you are well educated! I've been collecting for so long and you are like, the first adult whose every liked it!"
You keep nodding along as he just starts going.
"- and I got into it when I got a free Saint Quartz in my wrapper- "
Pretty much all the posters are of one character. Blond hair, with a little twig of hair sticking up from her hairdo. Red clothes, very revealing clothes. And a very uh, exaggerated feminine figure.
"- and of course, you can tell my favorite character!"
He looks at you, eyes hopeful. "You don't like Jeanne, do you? Everyone loves Jeanne, except for those degenerates who like Jack."
You grin, and reply, "Umu."
"Fuck yeah!" he shouts, and pumps his fist up in the air. "I got the best case worker in the world!"
The cans and trash shift as he moves. He looks down, and turns red in embarrassment. It's another thing you've seen before. At first, you can just be an adult. An intruder. An alien presence. But if they make a connection, you are a peer, almost. You are someone whose respect they want to have.
You are going to squash that before shame undoes all your work.
"So, I see you have a ton of Nero stuff. Have you got the new Ultra Hi-Res Nero with Umu Action by Techroid Figurines?"
He scoffs. "I wish. They don't deliver."
Perfect, you think.
"Welllll," you say, drawing it out. "That's kinda funny. I was literally just thinking about adding that to my collection too."
His eyes practically shine. "You collect too! Oh man, you are so cool."
You look shifty for a second, playing it up for dramatic effect. "So here's the thing, I got a nice bonus each time I take a case. But…"
He looks a little puzzled. "Yeah, but what?"
You shrug. "I'm supposed to spend it on joint activities, or whatever they call it now. Since we have to spend time together, and we both want that new Nero…"
"What are you saying," he says, but looks a little hopeful.
"Technically speaking, buying us some figurines would be a misuse of resources," you say as you lean in, whispering.
"Technically?" he parrots.
"Well, if we both, say, went to go get ice cream or something, took a bunch of pictures, and then went and got some figurines…" you lead.
"We wouldn't get in trouble?" he finishes, a grin crossing his face.
"Yup," you say as you nod. "Grab what you want, and we are going to go get…"
You make air quotes with your hands.
"... "ice-cream.""
"So cool!" he shouts, and turns around on the spot. He starts digging through the trash by his bed. You smile faintly. It pays to be up with the youth on what is popular. Hiro pulls out a backpack, and stuffs what looks like a plush Nero doll into it.
You hear a car nearby.
You frown. His parents must finally be coming home, if it's that close -
Ice floods your veins.
You know that sound.
You hear it, even over Hiro rummaging for things to put in his backpack.
You finger the radio at your waist. The hidden mic around your throat clicks, signalling a live feed.
"Tango, tango, tango."
Your earbud whispers to you. "Copy, IS. Scrambling from Iruma, overhead in 3. Callsign Goblin."
You click the radio back at them, not trusting yourself to speak again, and not be overheard. You've seen that happen. An asset startled into a tango, by fear, or something else. It's too common to be coincidence. Better to keep everything calm.
Hiro pulls out a dakimakura, emblazoned with the feminine alter-ego of Nero Claudius Caesar Augustus Germanicus. She's wearing lingerie and has a coy look on her face. You don't say a word but, "Nice."
Hiro brandishes her as he crosses the room. She makes a "umu" noise as she is squeezed.
"I had to beg and beg to get her," he says, as he gets to the door, cans and wrappers a cacophony of noise beneath his feet.
You start walking down the hall, and he follows, kicking wrappers off his feet and legs. You don't say a word about him going out in a ratty old onesie. Your dignity is the last thing on your mind.
"When did you?" You ask, as you slide your shoes back on. He slides on slippers, with the toes made to look like Matou Shinji's face.
You don't ask.
"Just last month! I haven't even broken her in yet!" he says proudly.
You really don't ask.
You clap him on the shoulder, in a fatherly manner, and steer him outside. He doesn't even make a noise of complaint.
It's nice. It feels right. He's a good kid, just needs to get his head on straight.
And your instincts are screaming at you.
You pull out your designator. You step away from Hiro, and look down the street. You flick it on, and it hums in your hands. A low growl echoes in your earbud, signaling it is active. A voice speaks in your earbud.
"IS, Goblin 1-1, overhead with package. Send me the music."
You can hear the faint roar of your overhead cover. Loaded for bear, just waiting for a dial in.
You spot it over a garden wall. Hiding behind a house at the end of the lane.
Waiting.
Hungry.
But foolish.
You can see the edge of its back. Silver lining, white panels. It's trying to be stealthy, and this time. It failed.
"Stand back real quick," you whisper, "I gotta take care of something."
"Huh?" Hiro asks, looking at you as you raise the designator.
You look down the sights. You pull the trigger. The low growl turns to high pitched chirping.
"IS, Goblin 1-1, hearing the music. Package in 10."
10
You keep the designator steady.
7
"Hey so what are you doing?" Hiro asks, looking curiously at the designator.
3
"That's not a gun!" he declares, as he looks at it closely.
0
A brief glimpse of a shadow crosses your sight.
A blast of smoke and dust erupts, right between your crosshairs. It ruffles your hair back, and Hiro flinches back away.
"Holy shit!" Hiro screams next to you.
Fire licks over the wall of the garden, a few dozen meters away. Small flames, of course. Petrol burning off. There wouldn't be much explosive in those specialized bombs. Just enough to disable a large vehicle. You start to walk down the
"Damn, that was so cool!" Hiro shouts, pointing at the smoldering black cloud. "Are you like a Super Secret Case Worker Agent?"
"Close enough!" you shout back. "Go get in the car, I think we can swing a few more figurines after this!"
You hear his shouted joy as he leaves his parent's porch. It's a weight of your chest. Another kid saved. He's out from the house. He's looking forward to life. He's engaging with the world. Every moment with you, he's going to less and less an attractive target.
Throw in a shower if possible, and he'd never get spotted again. You reach the end of the street, seeing the flames peeking up over the low wall.
You peek around the corner.
Truck-kun's mangled form is a burning wreck, and you walk a bit closer. The white box truck is in shambles, taken apart from within by the dropped bomb. You enjoy it, taking in the smell of victory. Burning petrol and plastic.
It smells good.
The fire pops and crackles, and you feel good. You've done it, again. Another one saved. You don't have to watch it again. You don't have to relive it again. You haven't failed again.
Not again.
Your earbud crackles, "Copy, clean kill. Goblin 1-1, RTB."
The hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
You straighten up, back rigid.
no
You hear it behind you.
The scratch. The whine. Tck-tck-tck-tck.
An alternator turning over.
An engine starting.
Big. Diesel. Illegal. Destroyed. Not real.
A shriek in your ear, "IS, IS, Tango on your Six! Second Tango!"
You turn, running back around the corner. Time slows. You move in stop motion, each little degree costing minutes of time. A snapshot that burns into your brain.
Hiro.
He's reaching for the car door. Passenger side, just like you told him. He's got his backpack and his dakimakura.
Afterburners boom overhead, a sonic wave making everything - windows, powerlines, you - shiver.
The designator in your hand weighs a million tons.
Hiro is looking at you. He looks scared, but relieved now. A small smile crosses his face.
A brave boy. Not at first. But a boy who deserves a chance to become a man. To grow, to learn, to love.
Truck-kun creeps out of the alleyway at the end of the street.
It's identical to the corpse behind you.
Silver grill. White paint job. No one in the driver's seat. An empty seat for an empty being.
Your other hand goes for your gun.
It's too slow.
Rubber squeals as Truck-kun accelerates.
You feel the cold metal of your service pistol in your hand.
You tear it from the holster.
Hiro turns, face slack in surprise. Smart boy. He sees the gun coming out, and thinks what's coming not oh shit.
It's too late.
Truck-kun is too fast for either of you.
Hiro has time for a moment of recognition. It crosses his face. You know that look. You know what he was thinking.
It wasn't excitement, or joy, or even curiosity like so many others.
It was regret.
It kills you.
It kills him.
Metal screeches and glass shatters as Truck-kun plows into the side of your official car. The windows are blown out entirely, and debris goes flying across the street.
BAM
The gun in your hand recoils, as you send a round into Truck-kun's engine. Sparks fly from the side, white paint sporting a bullet hole.
It reverses, letting the remains of your car crumple to the pavement.
There is no body.
BAM BAM
Two more shots, and more holes. Fluids leak from the radiator. Truck-kun revs up. Engine screaming.
You can see so painfully clear, crystal clear and in detail. The little holes, doing nothing. Little dings against a monster.
The dent where it hit Hiro.
Truck-kun's tire squeal again. It races towards you, eating the distance between you. Hungry. Hungry for you.
The gun kicks in your hand, over and over again. Little pinpricks against a monster.
Thunder roars above you.
A line of blinding light erupts across Truck-kun's face.
You blink away the stinging. The tears. And you look.
Truck-kun's cab is in shambles. Metal is twisted in warped in little craters. Its slowly rolls, tires gone. Lines of sparks from it's bare rims. It coughs to a stop, not more than a few meters away.
Above you, sound concusses your body, making every bit of flesh ripple, as Goblin 1-1 screams overhead at full power. Windows shatter, sending little showers of glass onto the ruined street.
You wipe your face, feeling little stinging cuts.
The dakimakura lands next you.
"umu," it says, as its voicebox activates.
Sounds squeal in your ear. Goblin talking. You don't hear it.
You look where Hiro was. His backpack is gone. There is no body. Just… nothing. A void.
"umu."
You'd like to scream. Curse. Break something. A red haze clouds your vision, muscles tensing and screaming and screaming to hurt something.
But it doesn't do anything. The urge passes, leaving an old friend: grief. You feel it in your stomach, a bottomless pit opening up there.
You close your eyes, tears stinging.
Another one.
Another one.
You had him. You had him safe. He'd be saved. Been saved.
And yet… another one.
Slaying doesn't bring them home.
Just another one gone.
"umu."