Power is influence
Power is control
Power is everything
But to those blinded by it, they cannot see that
Power…
…
is a cycle.
– Shadow Broker
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The glass was cold in her hands.
And in the darkness—she sat.
Flux was its name. A newly opened nightclub amongst the wreckages of a recovering Citadel. Above, she watched those below dance with an almost fervor embrace, giving themselves to the hard-bass notes that rumbled the very ground they stood on.
And oh, did they
dance—enraptured by the raven-sewn darkness of the venue.
Tevos Naraius was never one to find the club scene 'her thing,' but with recent...unfortunate...events, she found herself enjoying the atmosphere nevertheless.
She could see herself amongst them. Dancing and moving—with not a solitary care for the world.
But she would have to get down to their level first.
She scoffed.
The glass crinkled as she sipped the last of her scotch.
Humans really do make some fine drinks.
She stretched her arms out, admiring the navy blue halter dress that was all but shoved to her face. The matriarch chuckled at the memory. A young human that resembled much of her own kind's maidens, and an up-and-coming fashion designer to boot. For her to seek her out amongst the crowd of celebrities and dignitaries at the Vogue Gala was a feat of itself.
"
It's fine! The exposure from someone as illustrious as you wearing it is all the payment I need," she squealed, right before getting dragged off by security.
Of course, she wasn't cruel enough to just let that happen. And hopefully, she'd see that young human in a billboard sign one day.
An investment, if one could call it that.
Humans.
"Another glass, ma'am?"
Speak of the devil.
Eyes caught the lower half of the server's very
asari form before trailing up only to meet the inquisitive gaze of the server's very blue,
exotic eyes.
They look so much like us.
"Ma'am…?"
"Ah," she blinked, "yes, please."
The alien woman nodded with a bright smile, her red hair bounced with the gesture before she left with her empty glass.
Eyes lingered from where she was. The genuine flair for life was evident in her every movement. The jounce in the woman's step made her feel...
older…than she actually was.
She huffed at the thought and leaned her head back, eyes closed as she felt the velvet cushion conform around her crest.
Flux was an oasis. In these turbulent times, even a krogan could see just from watching the people alone that it was desperately needed.
But even illusions have their limits and eventually, life, with all her cruelty, would come barging in. Something they all must confront.
As is her.
The leader amongst the masses. With all the false cheer and decisions attached behind an impeccable face.
She sighed.
When did she start thinking that way?
Perhaps Councilor Valern or Sparatus would allow her to take a vacation? Only for a year—or ten.
Tevos snorted at the thought.
She would sooner trust a vorcha than leave those two in charge for any amount of time. Such as Valern, the mouthpiece. Or the pragmatic, but
incredibly narrow Sparatus.
No. If the people were to regain their faith in the Council—it had to be her.
She sighed once more, closing her eyes.
The pitch-black darkness of his beady eyes peered through her, as if she was nothing more than a slab of meat presented towards an apex predator.
A cold shudder ran down her spine. Habitual fingers reached for the empty spot where her drink was but a moment ago.
She pursed her "lips."
Suddenly, the door to her VIP lounge slid open, turning her attention away from dark memories.
"There you are."
Aaaand there goes my hiding spot.
With another sigh, she pulled her hand back and straightened her back, blinking questionably at her visitor.
"Do you have my drink?" she asked with an innocent head-tilt.
Her guest scrunched her brows at the words, a gloved hand pressed against her hip. Her black, form-fitting one-piece showcased a slender, but toned figure. A figure crafted from the rigors of intense training. And if anyone were to doubt her qualifications, they need but look down—to the small of her back.
A short warp blade, hardly noticeable to the casual viewer, but noticeable enough to those who knew where to look.
Normally, the club wouldn't have allowed someone so lethally armed to enter the premises, but she was a special exception.
Or rather, it was the emblem on her upper arm that caused them to look away. Even the dark rapture of the nightclub couldn't hide the gleam of the White Aegis.
"Lady Tevos…!" her new guest almost whined in exasperation.
The edges of the matriarch's "lips" quirked in a subtle and amused smile.
Cute.
"Who?"
The commando sighed. "I know that's you, my lady. It's not hard for me to see through your phase mask."
Her "lips" curled up further into a smile. "A jest, Azalea," she chuckled softly. "Now then, what brings you here?"
The matron almost glared, crossing her arms. "Why else, madam? I'm the captain of your guard. Where you go—I go. Especially out in the open. You nearly gave everyone a heart attack when you suddenly disappeared on us after your session today."
"I only went out for a drink," she looked away. "And besides, the geth are gone, Azalea. No one here is going to kill me."
Her personal guard unfolded her arms, chewing her lower lip before speaking up. "Maybe, but you can't just leave without—!"
"I can't go out on my own without asking for permission?" she looked back, her expression icy.
"I…my lady…" Azalea fumbled, suddenly remembering her position.
Tevos sighed, causing the matron to quiet down. "Forgive me, Azalea," she breathed out. "It has been a long day. That's all."
The matron's look softened a touch but she remained silent.
After a moment, the matriarch gestured for her to take a seat and in relative silence, she did. The music rumbled in the foreground. The older asari leaned back against the couch once more, her eyes drifting towards the ceiling of the nightclub.
The matriarch sensed her hesitation but simply ignored it. Instead, choosing to enjoy the silence.
The commando leaned in, studying her lady's "face."
It was impressive.
The customized STG phase mask the Councilor wore morphed her appearance to that of an average-looking person. It did it far better than any standard model she's seen. Especially with how the light bounced off of the holographic texture and detail woven into its design. It was realistic enough to weather intense scrutiny, even by drell and salarian eyes.
Though, she did wonder if it worked just as well against scanners and augments.
"Azalea."
"Yes, my lady?"
Her eyes were to the ceiling—piercing and poignant.
The commando followed her gaze—and gasped. The sight nearly took her breath away.
If that phase mask was the bleeding edge of nanite-induced holograms, then the image above was its potential realized on a macro scale.
Constellations and twinkling lights. Shooting stars and distant galaxies. A simulacrum of the heavens made exacting through the pinnacle of modern, man-made engineering.
Flux spared no expense to give its patrons what they wanted. And in that fantasy, she was tempted to reach out; to grab hold of a star just to see if it was possible.
"Do you think anyone would really care," a voice tender and soft, "if I just vanished?"
She blinked incredulously and slowly, turned to her.
The subtle wrinkles. The longing gaze. The empty smile.
For that brief second—the illusion faded.
"Lady…Tevos…?"
A soft grin graced her "lips."
"It's nothing. Just a bit of alcohol getting to me."
She knew it wasn't just 'nothing,' but she lowered her head regardless, having no words for her, once more.
"O-oh, by the way," the commando quickly segued, "you should turn your omni-tool on. Lady Nassana's been trying to get a hold of you for some time. Something to do with going over some important documents."
The matriarch gave an amused smile to her blunt change of topics but went along with it.
Back to business then.
Councilor Tevos Naraius peeked down at her wrist and tapped the silver-colored bracelet she had on. She felt the slight heat of the device warming up. Almost instantly, thirteen priority messages popped up on the orange haptic screen. Four from Azalea, eight from Nassana, and curiously enough—one from Selica.
Her violet eyes glanced up to her commando who just shrugged.
The Councilor looked back at the screen, a hand hovering over Selica's message before she pulled back, fingers clasping into a fist.
She
can wait.
Letting out a deep sigh, she stood.
"It looks like my little vacation is nearing its end. Let us go," she smiled, "my Captain."
"Yes, my lady," and trailed her like a shadow.
Well, this place was fun while it lasted.
It's too bad. She rather liked Flux. It's hard enough finding the time for herself, let alone mingle in public without getting swarmed by reporters and such.
The doors chimed and opened, revealing the surprised look of the redheaded human waitress from earlier. In her hand was a trey, balancing an ice-cold glass of scotch she had long forgotten.
"You would deny the hallowed words of the Enkindlers?"
The human priest schooled his features and straightened the edges of his rob. "I do not deny the wisdom or deeds of the great Enkindlers, only the nature that you claim them to be."
"And yet, their works are proof of their divinity. While, I mean no offense, the vague existence of your Father is barely tangible through the stories that, curiously enough, only humanity has shared. Unlike the Enkindlers, whose divine and very tangible works aided in creating the very society we are blessed with today."
Subtly, she watched the pair through the outlines of passing passersby, deliberately slowing her gait to listen to what they were saying.
"That may be, but your perspective is limited, fellow preacher! A wise man once said that any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic, and I have no doubt that as great as the Enkindlers are, they were as mortal as you and I. What is the essence of the divine if it were to rely on lowly means such as 'technology'? Our Father, on the other hand, does not base his works on the advancements of tools, but through the miracles he performs!" he boasted with zeal.
The gleam of his cross was apparent for all to see.
"Did you know, fellow preacher? That every race so far had recordings similar to the stories of our Father in the Bible? Figures of worship that had somehow developed independently before any of the current races interacted with one another. The drell
Lucent, the salarian
Ivektor, the elcor
All-Seeing, as well as the asari's famous
Athame. They all share similar traits and stories, written in scriptures my own people have preached about for thousands of years."
"And I must remind you, wise priest, that there is a difference between something being
similar and something being the
same," the hanar preacher chastised. "The differences between all these mythological figures you bring up are too large a gulf to imply that they are the same being. You are arguing narratives against very tangible works, after all. And the concept of a miracle is not unique to any one culture, because no matter the similarities you see between these old gods—they are merely coincidental."
The human priest's grin was almost savage, an expression that was oddly fitting on his face. "Ah, but you forget, fellow preacher. In our line of work—there are no such things as
coincidences."
Councilor Tevos was left amused that the hanar preachers had finally met their match with the human priests. Although, the crowds, as always, did their best to ignore their squabble like they once had with the hanar preachers throughout the centuries.
But she didn't mind it. It was part of the Citadel's charm, after all.
This was once a daily routine for her. Before her fame, before the recognition, finding herself lost in an ocean of people had always put her mind at ease.
Prim and proper asari, energetic and calculating salarians, stoic and respectful turians; even while undergoing repairs, there was no end to those who graced the silver roads of the Presidium.
But a hand on her shoulder suddenly snapped her away from her musings, quickly pulling her back. A giggling asari child narrowly bumped into her as she ran from her chaser.
A salarian quickly followed, "Apologies, ma'am!" he blurted out, before dashing after the giggling child. "Katriss! Get back here!"
"Are you okay, my lady?" Azalea whispered, letting go.
"I am well," she frowned. Her gaze followed the pair as the assumed child's father finally caught up to her.
Eyes lingered, taking in every detail of their embrace before she felt a tug in her chest.
Perhaps I should get another drink at the apartment.
But as she pulled herself away from the scene, a glimpse of something else caught her attention.
It was in the crowds—at the other end of the overarching bridge. A human—
No…it can't be.
Before she knew it, the Councilor found herself sprinting, shoving aside person after person. Years of carefully crafted grace and elegance were quickly left behind.
Some saw her coming and moved aside, startled by her frantic sprint. Others were pushed, a squawk from an older turian barely registering in her senses, but nothing in her eyes mattered more than the figure at the other end of this bridge.
Wait, wait!
But he kept moving forward, deaf to her silent pleas.
Please, dammit, just WAIT—!
Faster and faster she ran in a haze, her breath growing wild and uncontrolled.
It had always been like this. No matter how far she ran, she could never catch up.
But almost like a miracle, her outstretched hand reached him.
Time seemed to slow as he turned to her—but something was wrong.
A pair of surprised and confused eyes met her desperate ones and instantly she realized who it was.
Or, rather, who it was
not.
"Um, yes…?" the stranger asked, confused.
She let go, as if touching something hot, and stumbled back, breathing heavily.
Tevos took more steps back as she stared at him in disbelief, catching her breath. Slowly, she was beginning to notice the growing crowd of people gathering around them.
Quickly, she bowed deeply to the human, burning with shame.
"Madam!" Azalea's frantic voice finally caught up from behind.
"I… I had mistaken you for someone I knew. Please, accept my apology," she breathed out, bowing low to hide her deep shade of purple.
The human man felt lost with the sudden appearance of this strange asari but gave out a strained smile. "Oh, it's okay! I…I hope you find who you're looking for."
She looked up, her heart still pounding in her chest, but tried hard to gather up a modicum of dignity. "Thank you," she smiled.
"Well, then. Have a good day, miss."
He gave a demurred bow of his head before he turned and walked away, obviously flustered.
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.
She watched him go once more.
Like a distant memory. Of longing and regret.
Unheeded to the worried gaze of the captain in black.
To the sidelong glances from the people around her.
To the thundering beats of her heart.
In her lingering gaze, she ignored it all.
But even when she knew the man walking away was just a stranger she mistook, she couldn't ignore
him.
The stranger dressed in a jacket of crimson red.
The stranger dressed in slacks of onyx black.
The stranger with hair…
...of snow-white.
Who is Tevos Naraius?
To answer that question, one must look back—to 40 years ago.
Many would say that 40 years is a long time, but to the asari, it's merely a blink in their eyes.
When the widely popular Treeya T'fey announced her retirement, it set the galaxy aflame.
A celebrated politician, if but a rare one in modern times.
To the turians, she was pivotal in relaxing tensions between the Separatists and the Hierarchy as well as advocating for sapient rights for the non-turian Hierarchy citizens.
To the salarians, she was viewed as a leading figure for a woman's right to choose their partners, as well as the go-to person for quelling any disputes between the Chamber of Matriarchs and the leaders of the Union.
But to the asari, however, she was the closest thing to an actual saint. Beautiful, intelligent, and capable. She had seen the asari through the Krogan rebellions and the Geth uprising with a poise and grace that garnered admiration throughout the Republics.
An honored Mother Superior for the Order of Athame.
A receiver of the prestigious Medal of Eternal Glory.
And the formal ambassador to Illium.
Countless were her admirers throughout the years, and too numerous were here rewards. As such, she became a staple in Council politics, but more so, to the cameras of the galaxy.
So, who was next in line to succeed such a beloved figure?
Who was next, in the countless billions throughout the galaxy, to take up the mantle of their representative?
Would it be Estra T'haana, the cool beauty that could match wits with the snarkiest salarians? Or how about Ala'fae L'tanius, a figure that exuded the stern, yet caring 'older sibling' type? Perhaps it would be Y'sidra Beyfor, a petite, and soft-spoken cutie that beguiled her sharp instincts.
Whoever it would be, it would make headlines regardless. You see, the impact of Treeya T'fey's effect on the office of asari Councilor could not be understated. She brought a level of grace and style that would become a staple to the position. While these traits aren't unique to famous figures, her being a politician made it special. As such, the office not only demanded competency but a certain
look that could turn heads and motivate others to pay attention just a little bit harder. That isn't to say that the other two Great Powers had their own criteria, as to them, the asari Councilor's appearance was crucial for their role as the foremost diplomat amongst the three.
So, to say that the reveal came as a surprise was an understatement. Nearly every prediction that came to pass, from entertainment channel polls, to the VI predicting algorithims of the salarians, to think-tank groups within the Hierarchy—had got it all wrong.
Tevos Naraius of the obscure Naraius family...was chosen. A mere member of Treeya's diplomatic team, she was elevated to one of the group leaders during the latter stages of Treeya's tenure.
Nearly every person who at least had a casual interest in the news suddenly went searching for any tidbit of information they could locate about her. But even their findings were lackluster. And that was a lot of people.
A former CEO of a modest company that dealt in the production of medical equipment. An investor of tech startups in the Republics and the Union. An advocate for intra-galactic exploration of undiscovered species and conservation.
Not much was found, or rather, not much of interest. But what was mildly interesting was the information concerning the Naraius family. A Great House, if one that was often overlooked, weirdly enough. They were a family that dealt in a number of interests, with no real specialization like the rest of the Great Houses. A somewhat oddity amongst their peers. The interest did not last long as nearly every asari Councilor came from one of these Houses.
But the biggest disappointment was not in her background or achievements—but with her appearance. She was but average in height, looks, and, from what many could conclude from her background, intelligence as well. To say there was a great deal of disappointment. Not even Treeya T'fey, the Councilor herself who nominated her, came to her defense. When questioned about her choice, she merely dazzled them with her beautiful smile, and followed it up with a simple, "I trust in her abilities to represent the asari people faithfully," before she moved on.
At least, to the salarians, there was a sigh of relief. A mediocre representative was rife for…proper guidance, after all.
Her inauguration was modest in comparison to past Councilors. Don't get it wrong, it was still a cause for celebration (to the asari), but the feeling had a sort of formality to it, rather than the wild enthusiasm it would usually garner. Oddly enough, the only High Matriarch to attend her inauguration was her mother, Alufreya Nariaus.
Notable in the fact that it was a ritual to at least have three of the High Matriarchs to attend such an event.
But that still leaves us the question: Who is Tevos Naraius?
Just a figure of average looks, achievement, and presence? One destined for mediocrity?
You see, up to that point, the general public had the right of it. Every analysis and dossier that passed the desk of some important figure reported the same.
It was only a few days later, after the quick return to normalcy, that things would change.
Proposing legislation that turned heads. Restructuring subcommittees that had remained the same for millennia. Contacting and establishing relations with aggressive, non-state actors. The formal acknowledgment and accusation of the slave trade and how it was enabled by the batarians. The firing and replacement of over 2/3rds the asari staff that worked under her.
All in the first three days.
Such drastic changes were uncharacteristic to the long-viewed asari, who tend to take their time when dealing with many grandstanding matters.
But what was really shocking was how her fellow Councilors agreed to a lot of her propositions.
To the turians, they were proposals they had advocated since the beginning of their promotion as a council member. Ones that the asari and salarian Councilors both historically disagreed upon, thanks to their respective government's disapproval. Such actions had earned her praise and admiration from the Hierarchy overnight.
To the salarians, she not only maneuvered the salarian Councilor with back-door threats and public offerings of long-sought-after tech exchanges (to their even greater surprise of an acquiescing Chamber of Matriarchs), but she achieved something not even Councilor Treeya had in her long tenure—a grudging respect as an equal.
But popularity amongst here peers was merely a step.
Though she could not compete with her predecessor in looks, she went the alternative route.
Speeches. Interviews. A graceful personality that leveled with the average asari in such a way that was endearing. And yet, there was a poise to her movement. An almost naturally fluidity that created an ethereal quality behind every step. Her compassion coupled with her words was one that enraptured her audience, one that made them feel better about themselves as she spoke of common plights politicians of her position rarely engage in.
To say her popularity shot amongst nearly every level of society was an understatement.
Such actions did not go unnoticed to the Union.
Thus, did her competency and cleverness solidify her reputation in the form of a sobriquet: the asari dalatrass.
A figure underestimated for all the right reasons—until she wasn't.
And in the background of all those reassessing this new figure in politics stood a slow clapping Alufreya Nariaus, grinning widely in motherly content.
Her hand was limp on the glass table. The orange glow of her omni-tool softly illuminated the dark living room of her apartment. On full display was the priority message from Selica tying it all together.
She read the contents of the message once more, the words feeling like oil in her throat.
"Mother is dead."
Her eyes were glazed, and yet, no tears fell.
The new head of the Naraius family brought the edge of the wine glass to her lips, only to realize that she'd emptied it—and the bottle—some time ago.
"She's finally dead, huh…" placing the wineglass back down with a soft clink.
"She's... finally dead," she repeated in a whisper.
The edges of her lips were upturned until a soft giggle escaped. Then a chuckle. Until hollow laughter echoed in the empty apartment. Lights of distant vehicles streamed in the distance, like beams of flickering light, making the shadows dance to the dead craze that filled the living room.
A cold hand covered her eyes, stifling the wetness that was breaking through.
But her smile never left even as the laughter settled. Tevos Naraius was now one step closer to being the most powerful figure in the galaxy.
Mom... Dad... I've done it.
Now, all she had to do was wait. Wait for that crazy bitch to die of old age. Or, goddess willing, see that lunatic assassinated.
She could probably pull a few strings here or there to speed up the process.
And in all honesty? She may have too.
The Councilor chuckled once more at that line of thought.
So then why? She wondered.
Why did she feel so…
...hollow?
To her own dismay, laughter turned to choking sobs, a cry unfamiliar in her own voice.
Was it all worth it…? A child-like whisper in her mind asked.
She slowly lowered her hand down to look around her, repressing the fits of laughter and sobs through practiced breathing techniques.
The living room was devoid of light, except for the oddly sickening glow of her omni-tool.
Asari and humans shared a particular belief—one's own living space was a reflection of who they are.
There was a sparseness she was only now noticing in the space of her living room. Once, she thought the furnishing was tastefully minimalistic, now all she saw was emptiness.
The matriarch tapped her omni-tool off and pushed herself up from her seat, wanting to get away from it. Bare feet touched the cold floor as she walked to her bedroom only to sit on the mattress.
A shaking hand dug under a pillow—searching—until her fingers grasped what she was looking for.
It was warm to the touch—as if it had been sitting out in the sun for hours. The silver finish of the chain lay sprawled on her hand. The twinkle of the cityscape's light that filtered through her bedroom window shimmered the jewel with an ethereal, crimson glow.
The ruby pendant was one of a kind. Long, dead memories of a salarian placing it in her hands came rushing to her mind. His calloused hands took hold of her small, dainty ones and helped her clasp it tight.
Fingers, now aged and weary, held the ruby pendant close to her chest. Even now, the eternal warmth that emanated from the scarlet jewel revitalized her heart and soul.
"
ᵂᵃˢ ᶦᵗ ʷᵒʳᵗʰ ᶦᵗ?"
She jumped, her head jerking up. Wide eyes darted from space to space.
She swore she heard something. Someone.
But… there was nothing. It was just her, residing in the inky blackness of her bedroom.
Moments ticked away and with a relieved sigh, shook her head with a smirk. The stress of the day must be getting to her.
She put the ruby pendant back under the pillow and stretched her long arms before heading to the living room to clean up.
With an elegant gesture, the matriarch picked the empty wine glass up from the translucent table and turned towards the kitchen.
She was not one to dwell, finding it a waste of time. But sometimes, circumstances forced one to at least reflect. And ghosts of the past can act as reminders of more innocent days.
"Lights on," she spoke out loud.
But there was nothing.
The matriarch paused in her stride, noticing the wisps of vapor emanating from her breath.
"Lights on," she repeated, tersely.
Again, nothing.
The matriarch stilled, waiting for some kind of response, then took a deep and long sigh, turning away from the kitchen and towards the entrance instead. Her light steps brought her in front of the pad that controlled various functions of her abode. Gingerly, she lifted her free hand over the dial but right before her fingertips made contact—the lights flashed on.
All of them.
Tevos felt her breath hitch, nearly dropping the wineglass.
"Perhaps it's just the VI acting up…?" she mumbled slowly to herself as she brought down her hand.
Turning, she headed back towards the kitchen, trying to shake the feeling away.
Placing the wineglass in the sink, noticed how unused it was. The last time she had to clean a dish was some time ago, she mused.
Eating out constantly probably wasn't good for one's health. Even if they were from the finest restaurants.
Her hand paused over the dial of the faucet.
If anything, how long had it been since she's stayed in this apartment?
As a member of the Council, she was always busy enough that she basically lived and breathed work. Enough that she even had a hidden bedroom made to connect directly to her office.
The Councilor frowned at the thought.
She didn't even remember the last time she was here. At this apartment.
Tevos turned the faucet on—only for black muck to gush out instead.
She screamed and stumbled back. The wineglass shattered on the floor. The matriarch's heart was beating like a drum; her eyes blinked rapidly in disbelief.
But all she saw was just water.
"Wha–" she breathed out.
She looked back and forth from the shattered glass to the clear water flowing freely from the faucet.
.
.
.
"What, in Athame, was that...?"
Azalea Rais was worried.
She plopped bonelessly on her chair, overlooking the distant lights of air traffic over the Presidium river. As the captain of her lady's personal guard, her own room was placed just across the hall from the matriarch's, with the rest of the guard living in rooms below them.
The apartment itself was as nondescript as any other here in the Presidium: a gated community, known famously as the Silver City. A community for the prestigious, protected by both the C-Sec's Special Response Unit and a number of elite guards from their various wealthy charges. With all this wealth and prestige concentrated in one area, there was no wonder this community was one of the first to recover from the Siege.
But one of the most prominent reasons why the area had prospered so quickly was because of Lady Tevos's tireless effort.
This woman of grace and power, admired by those around her...was off.
Though their personal interaction remained minimal and professional throughout all these centuries, she had learned enough of the matriarch. Her patterns. Her routines. Her behavior.
But from these last past few days alone, she had broken away from centuries worth of procedure that it was a bit worrying.
No, that wasn't the most accurate term. She had seen this same change in the past within the 40 years she worked as a Councilor: the introduction of humanity.
A sigh exited the matron's lips. She rested her chin into her hand, propped on the armrest of her chair.
Her recent reflection towards the nature of her relationship with her lady revealed some troubling insights—for as long as she had known for Lady Tevos, there was surprisingly little she actually knew of her. Not just in her routines and behavior, but in why she made these choices. Sure, she could assume and make conclusions all she wants, but that doesn't reach the heart of the matter—did she really know who she was?
She had thought that her icy exterior she only revealed outside the company was her true self. One developed over the years with the many experiences she had to deal with throughout her career. It's in these past few days when she shed bits and pieces of this that revealed an aspect about her lady she had never seen.
It wasn't like she thought the matriarch was inherently cold, far from it, but rather her kindness and compassion could only be seen by her actions and how much she shook the system up.
"
Would anyone really care, huh…?"
The matron ran a rough hand over her crest.
Admittedly, Lady Tevos was not the sort of conventional beauty that would attract a following but there was more to her than what can be seen at the water's surface. Through her own understanding of matriarch Tevos, she had come to admire her strength as well as understand the difference between character and the policy she proposes.
The commando pouted.
Perhaps her lady was experiencing what the humans called 'burnout?'
Azalea had to do something. She, at least, owed her that much, if not just for dutys' sake.
Besides, this could be an opportune time to get to know her a little better.
Maybe take her out to eat?
The matriarch does have a fascination with exotic foods from what she's seen.
Yeah, that sounds good, she grinned.
"I know this is a bit informal, but… thanks for having lunch with me."
Tevos Naraius "smiled" through her phase mask, noticing the particular types of people dining around them. The Ichiban was one of the first spots to reopen, with many of its neighboring shops in the middle of reconstruction. It had attracted the weary and the destitute alike in the beginning until word of mouth had brought in an influx of patrons to its little shop. Of all the businesses here, the Ichiban was one of the few that actually benefited from the Siege, though she'd guess that the owner would seldom admit that.
She was surprised, to say the least, when she woke up to Azalea's message: a request to have lunch with her. Normally, she would be up at her normal time of 7 AM, beginning her day with some light reading over some non-priority reports with the vidscreen on the news channel for background noise.
But this break of routine…was nice.
"I should thank you. I admit, I don't normally go out to places like this, but I realize that maybe it was time that I…expand…my palate, so to speak."
Azalea didn't exactly know how to take what she meant with 'places like this,' but she was glad she approved of her choice in the restaurant.
"Ladies," a human with an all-too-common smirk said. He laid down a steamy bowl in front of the Councilor, "Tonkatsu ramen with one extra seasoned egg for the pretty one," pausing to give a slight nod and wink to her, "And one tsukmen with extra broth on the side for the loud one," setting down the other for her companion.
Azalea rolled her eyes at the waiter, "Thanks for the compliment, Richard."
The man laughed, giving them a deep and dramatic bow. "I live to serve, ladies. Enjoy."
Tevos felt amused and no less surprised by the interaction. In contrast, she was more used to the fake pleasantries and gossip of those in her own social standing.
That isn't to say Azalea was less exposed than she was, being her personal guard and all, but she would have never guessed how comfortable the commando would be with people like that.
"A friend?"
"A–ah, no," the matron smiled embarrassingly. "Just someone I often see when I come here."
"Sounds like a friend to me."
A slight purplish hue appeared on the younger's face, as she turned her attention to the bowl.
"So this," the matron pointed, changing the subject, "is what's called 'ramen,' a human delicacy from Earth. And you don't eat this with a human-styled spoon or fork, you use th–"
The matriarch smirked, and took the chopsticks without hesitation, surprising the matron. Expertly, she picked the noodles from the bowl, as if she had done this numerous times in the past.
"Oh, so I guess you've had, uh, ramen before, my lady?"
Tevos softly slurped the noodles up, somehow making the act look more elegant than it had no right to be, then smiled politely.
"No," she replied. "This is my first time."
The matriarch laughed inwardly at Azalea's surprised expression. She could say that the whole trip was worth it just for seeing that face alone.
But honestly? The food was amazing.
She didn't lie to Azalea. This really was her first time having ramen. But being a Councilor, and with the relative newness of the humans arriving at the galactic scene, she took it upon herself to read as much as she could on their various cultures, history, and politics.
Rule of thumb? Food and manners were always the first things one must learn if they were to better understand a species or a culture.
But that was beside the point. Yes, this was her first time, but she knew exactly what ramen was. Long before Azalea—or anyone else in the galaxy—had.
Tevos swirled the noodles in the broth.
She should have been more excited over this.
This was something that was long overdue. Of a conversation from long ago.
But she couldn't bring herself to fully enjoy it.
Perhaps it was because she knew exactly why Azalea took her out to eat in the first place.
For all her social savvy, she didn't know how to classify Azalea. Was she just Captain Azalea Rais, the (in)famous Shield of Tevos? A colleague, perhaps? A hapless girl she took into her service without a second thought?
Or was she a friend…?
Their relationship was something to reconsider. She was not one to think hard about something like this, but the past week had been…different.
But she was Tevos Naraius, the soon-to-be High Matriarch of House Naraius, and Councilor of the Republics. She had an image to retain.
She rubbed her arms, feeling cold despite the warmth of the ramen.
"Lady Tevos…?"
She schooled her features. All this thinking was getting tiresome.
The matriarch looked up from her bowl of noodles to the person across the table from her.
"Yes?"
Azalea's gaze was to her meal as well, but her thoughts were elsewhere; her hands placed squarely on the table.
"I…"
Tevos waited patiently, placing the chopsticks down gently.
"Lady Tevos..."
Her eyes wandered from left to right, unfocused. Struggling.
"About yesterday..."
She could see how much she struggled with expressing her feelings through words. To the other person from across the table, she did what she did best, and reached out to lay a hand on top of hers.
The matron, shocked, finally looked up, their gazes connecting as the undue pressures of the world seemingly left her shoulders.
"I just... I just wanted to say… that if you ever need to talk that I, um, I'm always here."
A practiced smile appeared on her face. Not too wide, not too shallow. Just right, to get the intent across.
They were words the matriarch had heard often enough. From those who had hidden agendas. To family arranged bondmate candidates. To "friends." To—
"If you ever need to talk, Little One, I will always be here."
Yes, she had heard those words often.
But this one...
Perhaps this one was different.
"This may be out of place but I…I only wish to see you well," Azalea continued, feeling more emboldened. "I know things haven't been easy since the Geth attack, and with work piling up more and more…! I just wanted to let you know that I'm..." she swallowed, "I'm here."
The matriarch eyed her for a moment longer…and looked away, pulling her hand back.
When was the last time she had confided in someone else?
Not since…
"
If you ever need anything, just…"
"…hit me up. My doors are always open.
"
Violet eyes widened as she slowly looked up to the person across the table. To the voice that had just spoken.
"What…did you just say…?" she whispered.
"Mom, dad, I've done!" Azalea suddenly yelled, throwing her arms in the air. An unnatural and surreal moment indeed. Because that was not her voice, no that was...
"Is that…me?"
"Another glass, ma'am?"
Tevos looked around, only to find herself back in that dark abode. Back in Flux.
And standing across from her, waiting patiently for an answer was...
What is going on?
"Oh, you know…"
Speak of the devil.
And he shall come.
Tevos looked down at her hand: a glass of scotch. On the rocks.
And it was cold.
"Go on. Say it," the server grinned, leaning down with her red hair.
"Say what?"
"What you would have said. To her, and to her."
"I don't…I don't know what you're talking about."
Somehow, her grin grew wider.
"Ah, but my lady!" she cried out with arms in the air. "You always knew what to say. Isn't that why she/she was willing to reach out to you? Why she caaaaared."
She's different now. She was…
"Isn't that what I've—"
"—taught you?"
I looked up to her. So tall and imposing. But I knew there was something wrong.
She was my mother now, and she said she would make me…
whole.
I didn't know what that meant.
I didn't know why she chose me.
But I nodded. And smiled.
I had to.
For her.
"Oh, Little One..."
I'm not scared.
I'm not scared.
I'm not scared.
"It's okay to be scared," she said, crouching down to eye-level. She smiled, the pearly whites of her pristine teeth set upon an unblinking face
.
"But I promise, I will take care of you—protect you," she said.
"You will never have to go hungry again," she said.
"If you ever need to talk, Little One, I—"
"—got your back," she laughed.
And I smiled. But not like I always did.
"Are you sure? From my end, it looks like I was always the one that had yours."
"And our award-winning actress finally shows her true self!" the turian quipped.
I pouted and looked away. But my smile never left my face.
"I just never had a good reason to smile, idiot."
"You don't need a good reason to smile, Tevos honey. You just…do it."
If turians could grin, she would definitely be doing just that.
"You damn tease."
"Ah ha! Just like that!"
"Shut up," I laughed.
"Heh, but I mean it," her voice going soft. "If you ever need anything, just hit me up. My doors are always open."
"Thanks, ███████," I gently voiced.
"Ooh, is the ice queen finally warming up?" she teased once more.
"Oh, hush, you. Maybe one day I'll—"
"—be there with you. No matter what happens."
He softly cupped my cheek, his hand stained with my tears and his blood.
I didn't understand why he was here.
He wasn't supposed to.
Mother said to forget about him.
But I…
He took my hand, weakly uncurling it—and placed an unfamiliar pendant in my hand.
"If it ever feels like it's too much, that pendant will be your guide."
"███!"...I cried out. I didn't want to forget.
I didn't want to lose him.
All I wanted was…
"Remember…to smile. I'm 41 years old. An ancient of my kind. But you…have a bright future ahead of you. So smile for me. Smile and know that I—"
"̴̾͜—̷͚̆w̶̢͋i̵͎͛l̴̕ͅḻ̵̄ ̶̰͑a̵͕͐l̴͍͝ẅ̸̖́ą̴͒ŷ̷̹ś̴̘ ̷̻͗l̵̻̎o̴̝̽v̵͔̋e̷̟͂ ̶͚̇y̶̺̋o̸͈̊u̵̓ͅ.̵̇ͅ"̷̬̓
No. Stop.
Please.
A cacophony of voices. Of a past left in the dark.
To forget…was a salve. To forget…was my only choice.
The glass shattered in her hands and a rationale part of her worried.
But it wasn't so.
When she brought her tightened fist up, she uncurled it.
Only to see a crushed flower in her hand.
O̷͈̘͗͂h̵͉͇̻̗͎͒̍̋̇̐͂,̴̯̻̙̜́͑͂ ̸͎͈̦͔̐̒͛̕Ḽ̶̤̲͇̖̫́i̵͖͠t̴̛̬̥͝͝t̴̻̖̗̻̀͆̀̿̓͊ĺ̸̛͔̰̑̂́̇e̵̬̭͇͝ ̶̦̈́̃̿Ọ̵̧̥͚̬͍̉̔̔͝͠n̸̻̺̈̂̈́̊ẽ̶̦͓̹̖́̃͆̀,̸̲͍̙͖͚̲̓͋͊ ̷͚̥̰̎̈́͆̀̿ý̶͔͉̝̫̜̳̒̅o̸̟̜̭͗͘͝u̸̦̭̔̋͗͋̽͜͠ ̴̨̬̣͍̰̌á̴̛̬̅̑̒̚͜ḽ̴̞͍̙̞̅͛͌̿̏̾w̸̨͓̳̒̔̌͆̀a̴͚̳͔͓͌͐͒͒̾ỳ̵̮̰͙͖͆̓̿ṡ̷̠̰̺̲̯̓̅ ̸̤̰̩̳̜͋̏̒̆̋̚h̷̯̪̫͌́a̷̗͈̩̟͛d̷̤̙͒̐̋̐ ̷̨̯̯̺͉̾̓̋a̴͇̳̎̂̾͋ ̷̧̩͍͉̝͖̀͂̀͝ĉ̷͈̤̱͕͔̝h̴̩͒̌̾̈́o̸̦͑̄̓̓̋̎i̷̲̽͆c̵̞͙͖̫̺̠͌̉͝͠e̴̟̿̂̆̀̈́͠.̷̫̉
"No
"NO
"
NO!"
Tevos couldn't take it.
In fury and in fear, she screamed, jumping back as she glowed a phantasmal blue. And with a powerful flare of her biotics—she Pushed.
It only took her a couple of moments to realize the glass that was around her. But it was the upturn of gravity and the midnight skyline encompassing her wide view that told her the rest.
She never left her apartment. She never made it to lunch with Azalea. And in her fit of madness and hysteria, clarity hit her like a slap to the face.
Tevos... was falling. Falling from her balcony of the 16th floor, the peak of her ivory tower—and broken from whatever nightmare she was under.
Her face was frozen in a state of shock, but with her life flashing before her eyes, the shards of glass were like glistening stars reflecting the ever-restless lights of the Citadel backdrop.
And they were beautiful. Whether it was the stars above or the glass, it never once mattered to her.
But now, all she could do was reach out. A desperation that was either born out of reflex or something more...
Biotics! J-Just use biotics to lessen the impact—! I-If I just time it right—
.
.
.
No.
Faces of shock and betrayal. Eyes filled with tears. And the blood…of so many others. All in her hands.
Perhaps...she was right.
Tevos Naraius had finally come to an understanding that night. In her arrogance, she thought the false wings she had spent her whole life crafting would be enough.
That if she had the strength and belief, even someone like her...
...could grab hold of the stars.
She clenched her eyes, finally realizing how much of her life was a lie.
.
.
.
And so, destiny plays its hand.
.
.
.
There comes a point, you see, where fate comes breaking through. Whether it was under the grace of the gods or the whimsy of the devil, fate finds a way.
The priceless pendant gripped tightly in her left hand was left forgotten. Even so, she still reached out. Filled with doubt and self-pity built from the slick blood of the past, all she could do was cry in her arrogance. But she still reached out.
Glimmers of light that lead us to a better tomorrow, filling us with the faith that it will always get better.
So with a memento of a father's love clutched tightly in her hand, and the other desperately reaching out towards those distant lights—
—
fate answered once more.
A familiar hand from long ago grasped hers, the unexpected touch forcing her eyes to open in shock and wonder.
His appearance was like the stories of myth and legend—heroism defined by the circumstances set by destiny. Dressed in crimson red, with pants of onyx black, and hair of snow-white, memories from long ago came to life.
She was someone to
be saved, and he, like always, was someone
to save. It was only natural that her fingers intertwined with his. But despite this hallowed scene and the impossibility of it all, there was only one thing that she could focus on.
His hand…
...it's warm.
†
Author's Note—
Thank you for reading! First chapters are always the hardest but I've managed to get through it with a crossover I've always wanted to do for a long time. If it isn't apparent by now, this is an AU.
Added Note—
Partially rewritten as of March 21st, 2022