Chapter 4: Morning Hijinks
4 years earlier
It was a quiet autumn evening, and it might have been a pleasant one too - had the weather been more favorable.
The sky was a dark grey expanse broken occasionally by the blood-red motes of the dying sun. Thunder boomed across the hills and fields of the countryside. Lightning surged through the clouds like spears of white, flashing in an instant and disappearing as if they had never been. Winds howled like shrieks of banshees, tossing away dry, broken leaves in their wake. Yet even so, rain had not come yet - though it would come soon enough.
The air was frigidly cold, unnaturally so for a late autumn evening, winter seeping between every bark of the wind and every crack in the clouds. The trees shivered in the cold as the grass withered thru and fro. The hills and fields of the Yorkshire countryside were empty and quiet, a stark contrast to the howling winds and booming thunders of the sky above. Few living things stayed beneath the shadow of the storm.
Nearby, a lone wolf waited patiently for the rain inside a broken log. His thick fur rising at the dropping temperature and his jaw lined into something akin to a grimace. Not far away from him, a lamb, separated from her herd not so long ago, kicked at the intertwined vines that caught her leg, trying to get away from the storm. Her baying and bleating was the only sound of any living things that could still be heard beneath the clouds and winds and the threat of rain.
A figure passed quietly between them, and wolf and lamb alike shrunk from its shadow.
In an old, ruined, though still perfectly habitable, mansion overlooking the Yorkshire countryside, a ghost sat reading a book.
One of the few things Nicholas Torrington liked about modern inventions is how easy it is to turn on the lights. There was no need for oil or wood, no need for a lighter or a match, and far far smaller chance of a fire hazard. A simple switch is all that is needed and you're good to go. For a ghost who likes to read and who can barely move objects about it was a God-given gift.
Now if only the other ghosts would stop playing with them so much that they could barely last for more than a few weeks or so…
This treatise on numerology was especially one of the things he'd been looking forward to reading. Very enlightening, if somewhat worn and frail. It required a particularly delicate touch on the paper. Frankly that was less of a problem than finding some time to actually read the bloody thing. What with people moving all round and about the place and rudely turning off the lights when he was still reading, he could barely finish a page let alone an entire book. It was very annoying.
With his grand niece, Sarah, married once again, and Ritsuka, her husband, out on a business trip and young Misato sleeping over with her friend in the city, only young Shiro was left alone in the mansion. He planned to make use of this free time as best he could. In particular, he planned on finishing this treatise tonight before moving on to other things.
Life, or, well, unlife in his case, in the mansion can be quite dull and boring for the most part. Which was fine for Nicholas. He'd led a far more interesting life than most, as a soldier, an Occultist, and, of course a Magician, with everything that entails; dangers, excitement, and the likes. A dull, boring afterlife, spent reading through the family's Occult books and walking around the countryside on the weekend is more than a welcomed change of pace.
His appearances only serve to reflect this; a thirty something man with average height, drab brown hair cut so averagely neat, and grey eyes so averagely dull. In fact, he was so averagely dull and boring that most occultists and persons of the supernatural who'd had a chance to meet him, both humously and posthumously, mistook him for a completely average non-supernatural, normal person or former person.
That's the thing with most people. When they think of a Magician, they almost always think of something like a wizened old man or a dreary middle-aged scholar wearing long robes and pointy hats and carrying staffs and wands and what not.
And Nicholas had tried. Oh how he had tried his hardest to look the part, but he simply couldn't find them to be bearable or, well, wearable. The robes had been long and heavy and impractical. The pointy hat on his head made him look awkward, aside from being very itchy. And crafting wands and staffs was such a pain in his damned arse that he simply didn't bother with it.
Eventually he gave up on the whole endeavor and contented himself with wearing a simple grey set of suit and slacks, white shirt and socks, and black shining shoes and tie. The kind of items you could get anywhere on the planet with a decent tailor.
Lightning flashed just in front of the window, bathing the room with light in a single instance before fading away. From where he sat just beside the window Nicholas could hear the small, gentle, almost inaudible, but steadily growing tapping of rain water drizzling down onto the roofs and windows of the Torrington mansion.
He frowned and looked at an ancient grandfather clock, older than he was, standing on one side of the room. It was 5 PM and young Shiro had yet to return from school.
It was not the first time his great grand nephew had come home late from school, playing with what few friends he has or spending time in the school library, but in those cases he would usually inform his parents, and by extension, Nicholas, either through a message on the phone or a note in the fridge. There was none of that today, at least none that he could remember.
Perhaps he might have left a message and Nicholas hadn't picked up on it?
Hmm, it's certainly possible.
He raised his hand and concentrated for a few seconds. Smoke and mist emerged from his palm, forming into a glowing, ethereal bell between his fingers - one of the advantages of being a mage in his previous life.
He rung the bell.
It made a small chiming sound and a ghost emerged from the floors beneath him.
He was tall and bald and splendidly dressed in a butler's uniform. He might've been handsome too, if not for the axe carved between his eyes.
"You call me, sir?" The ghost butler asked.
"Thadeus," Nicholas said, turning to face him. "Have you heard anything from Shiro? It's been a few hours after school. He should've arrived here by now."
"Young Master Shiro? Can't say I have, sir." Thadeus said. "The telephone hadn't been rung since this morning. There hadn't been any messages last time I checked a few minutes ago," His brows furrowed. "Could be that he forgot. You know how children are these days with all their phones and gadgets and video games and what-not. That or his phone might have a problem or two."
Of course, Nicholas sighed. Shiro could simply have forgotten to inform them. Or his phone might've ran out of battery or is simply broken.
Yet something was telling Nicholas that it was none of those things. A sort-of instinct or a sixth sense honed by decades of dabbling in the Occult and the Supernatural that he still had even in his state of unlife.
"Of course," Nicholas said, finally. "Well, just keep an eye and ear out for him will you? Not that you have one, but you understand what I mean do you?"
"Of course, sir."
"Very good. Dismissed."
But even as the ghost butler phased back into the floor, darker thoughts entered Nicholas' mind though he had long since been deprived of a brain.
Shiro was young and though he was fairly mature and smart for his age there was still that gullibleness, that innocence shared by most children on earth. It won't take much for someone much older to trick him or to-
Nicholas bit his non-existent lips, a growing knot of unease and worry forming in his non-existent stomach. Maybe he was overthinking it, but how could he be sure?
He stood up from where he sat and looked at the window, the old yellow Hebrew manuscript almost forgotten. Rain pounded mercilessly on the glass window. Even without a single line of nerves, Nicholas could feel the cold, biting winds blowing outside. Try as he might, he couldn't see much of anything in the darkness.
"Perhaps I should look for him myself?" Nicholas asked himself. "Or send someone to look for him, but with the weather as it is it, even a ghost would have a hard time to-"
His thoughts were interrupted by a crashing sound of ancient woods being slammed against one another. Unless something had collapsed there was only one thing that could make a sound like that; the main doors.
It must be Shiro.
He sighed in relief and floated down to the entrance hall beneath him, surfacing through decrepit and dusty floors and walls. Yet when he arrived, he was greeted by a bewildering sight.
At least a dozen ghosts crowded the hall that led to the main entrance of the mansion, huddling so close together that Nicholas could barely see the small, shivering figure standing at the edge of the door.
"Shiro?" Nicholas asked, the name not quite rolling off his tongue as smoothly as he would have liked. Damn his mother. Why couldn't she just give him a good English name like everyone else?
Almost at once, the ghostly crowd turned in surprise towards him. Some of them dispersed and parted away, allowing him to look at his great grand nephew.
Even as a child, Shiro always appeared small in comparison to other children, but Nicholas was surprised to see, right now, how tiny, how fragile he looked.
He was short, a point not helped by his bent legs and hunched backs. His clothes were wet, dripping with rain and making it cling onto his body. His long black hair was shaggy and wild and unkept, drops of water coursing through them. His pale skin seemed sickly, as if all blood had been drained out of him.
If Nicholas didn't know any better he would have thought he'd turned vampire and not the sparkling kind like in that terrible movie young Misato gushed about. He had seen from a distance that Shiro was shivering, but he did not realise how much of an understatement it was. He was shaking. Violently. As if every gust of wind was enough to make him quiver in cold.
"Shiro?" Nicholas asked again, approaching the boy slowly. Faintly he realized that the doors of the mansion were open and he could see, at the furthest edge of his vision, the bicycle Shiro used to get to school every day laying unceremoniously on the mud. "What happened?"
Shiro looked up suddenly, as if hearing his voice for the first time. He sprang up and ran towards him, phasing through a few ghosts on his way. When he reached him, Nicholas could see that he was clutching something in his hands.
"I-I-" Shiro tried to speak but his voice broke and failed. Tears streamed down along his cheeks and he fought hard not to cry.
"Shiro, what is-"
But instead of answering him, Shiro held out his hands.
Blood. That was the first thing Nicholas saw. So much blood clung to Shiro's palm and his fingers that for an instant Nicholas wondered how it was that the boy's clothes managed to avoid being stained by it. Then he realized that they didn't. Something wet clung along the sleeves of Shiro's shirt, too dark to be mere rain water.
The second thing he saw was a small, white figure, clinging between his tiny fingers.
There was an instant of silence. For a single moment there was no sound but the howling winds, the beating rain, the thunder, and the breath of two living creatures. One loud and fast and heavy. The other, so small and inaudible it could barely be heard.
He looked up to see Shiro staring at him. His mismatched eyes wide and frantic and on the verge of breaking down, tears trailing down from their corners.
"I-I found her o-on the street," He croaked. "I d-don't know wh-what happened to her..." He shook his head and held up his hands. "P-please. H-help her."
It didn't take even a fraction of a second for Nicholas to decide a course of action.
"We can't do it here. We need to go to the laboratory. Follow me," And with that he turned round and marched away from the wide open doors, Shiro following close behind him.
The sound of the storm died down the further they went into the mansion and as they did, somehow, Nicholas knew that we wouldn't be able to finish his treatise tonight.
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"Master, wake up,"
No response. Only a slow, soft, rhythmic breathing. Almost inaudible.
"Master. Please wake up. Today's your first day in school."
There was a mumbling sound. Something between "brbl" and "mmhh" and sound strangely like "mrrhmbl". The definition of which, if one were to look up the Oxford dictionary, positively means gibberish.
The prone body lying on the bed turned to the other side.
He sighed. He really didn't want to do this. Really
really didn't want to do this. However, desperate times called for desperate measures. And if that's what it takes to get his master off bed, well…
He hopped up to the nearby desk where a phone lay unperturbed. With great difficulty he turned it on and began the arduous task of answering the password. It was hard to do this without any fingers, but he'd done this so many times that he knew the process in and out like he knew the back of his master's hand. Once done it was only a matter of finding the correct application.
In one moment there was only quiet. Nothing but the gentle breathing of his master and the sound of soft tappings on the phone.
In the next moment there was a loud grating blare, blasts of drum beaten so hard they almost sound like they were about to pop.
And in the moment
after that there was a scream and a yelp followed by something crashing hard against the wooden floors and a man that was not so much singing as he was screeching as hard as he could on the microphone.
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I ROCK AND ROLLED
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I DID THE STROLL
A few moments later there was a groan and a cry. "
Fjolnir!"
Fjolnir looked down as a pale hand shot out from the tangled mess of sheet and body and pillows. "Good morning Master. It's good to see that you're awake so early!"
OOH LET ME GET IT BACK, LET ME GET IT BACK
LET ME GET IT BACK, BABY, WHERE I COME FROM
"Fjolnir!" Shiro cried again as Led Zeppelin sang in the foreground.
"Yes, Master?!"
"Shut it down!"
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME, BEEN A LONG TIME
BEEN A LONG LONELY, LONELY, LONELY, LONELY, LONELY TIME
"I'm afraid I can't, Master!" He shouted. "I'm a bit indisposed at the moment!"
YES IT HAS
BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THE BOOK OF LOVE
I CAN'T COUNT THE TEARS OF A LIFE WITH NO LOVE
"Ughhh..." Reluctantly, very reluctantly, Shiro stood up from the comfort of his sheet and pillows. He walked towards the desk and pressed the pause button on the front screen of his phone.
CARRY ME BACK, CARRY ME BA-
"Ahhh, Master, Why did you turn it off? It was getting to the good parts." Fjolnir asked.
Shiro ignored him and instead rubbed his eyes with both hands, wiping the last traces of sleep from them. After a while, he looked around. The world was a confused, blurry mess, a jumble of color tossed and scattered about the room with only the vaguest idea of forms. He looked at Fjolnir. The only thing he could see was a blob of white, vaguely bird-like, perching nearby.
He searched near his bed until his fingers brushed against the frame of his glasses. Shiro put them on. His vision cleared in a blink and he could see a young, albino crow, with feathers and beaks as pale as milk and a pair of cherry-scarlet eyes hopping from the desk towards the window where faint trails of sunlight were sneaking through the curtains. Without warning, he opened them.
Instantly, the room was engulfed in the bright, golden light of the morning sun.
Shiro hissed at the sudden intrusion of the light. Fjolnir, meanwhile, spread his wings far and wide, bathing in their glory as if he had been kept inside the room for a few months.
Shiro's current room was a far cry from his former room in the old Torrington mansion. It did not have the familiar antiquated and decrepit atmosphere he had grown accustomed to over the years, true. It is, however, far,
far more lively and vivacious than any part of the old mansion. The room has modern electronic bulbs that did not flicker and die every three weeks, ceiling and floor that were not covered in dust and spider webs, and clear windows free of grime with a good view of the outside world. The paints were bright and colorful and untarnished, and the air conditioner was completely functional.
The new room may not be as large as the old one back in England, but it was large enough to house many of his belongings. There was a large, metal bookshelf that filled one side of the room. On the other side opposite to it, was a small, old television, the kind you would see inside your grandparent's house or care homes for the elderly. Beside it, was a large wooden study desk, complete with a lamp and a sizable wooden cabinet, containing his more… esoteric materials.
"Ah, nothing like a good old morning sun to wake up to, don't you think so, Master?" Fjolnir asked him a few moments after he was finished
"Next time," Shiro said, turning towards the crow. "Don't wake me up with Led Zeppelin."
"But Master," Fjolnir gasped. "Whatever would I use to wake you up?"
"I don't know. Mozart? Beethoven? Friggin' Sabaton would have been better."
Fjolnir had tried those and they rarely worked, if ever. The only thing they did was put his Master into an even deeper sleep than before. Even Sabaton. Especially Sabaton..
Of course, he couldn't tell his Master this. "Sure, whatever you say Master,"
Shiro narrowed his eyes. He knew he was lying. And he knew Shiro knew. They stared at each other for a few moments.
Shiro was the first to break. He chuckled softly and rubbed the back of his neck. "Haha… I really overslept, didn't I?"
"You did," Fjolnir said.
"How long…?"
"Mhhh about an hour or so, give or take," Shiro flushed in embarrassment. "You're getting better Master. Next time try not to do a dark magic ritual the night before school, will you?"
"I c-can't help it, okay? My curiosity got the better of me and well..." Shiro shrugged. Fjolnir had lived with him long enough to know how passionate Shiro could be, especially in regards to his supernatural studies.
"By the way," Fjolnir continued. "I was wondering about our new... friend. You're not going to keep him here forever, are you?"
"O-of course not!" Shiro denied hotly. He might be a Necromancer and a Dark Magician, but he is most certainly not without rules and boundaries of his own.
"I'm just going to experiment with the spell for a little while," He said. "At most, he'll be here for a few weeks or until I've figured out all the nooks and crannies of the spell itself."
"Thank God. I was worried for a moment there," Fjolnir said, sounding relieved. "So how did it go, the spell I mean?"
"It went… well enough," Shiro said after a while. He walked towards the study desk where The Book lay and sat. With a wave of his hand, the pages shifted by themselves until he found the one he was looking for. He took out a pen and began writing, all the while continuing to speak with Fjolnir, who listened attentively from the side.
"Aside from almost being discovered by Misato, I think that all things considered it was a success. The casting went smoothly for the most part despite some… difficulties," He winced as he remembered the part where he was supposed to put his name on. What is this, a CYOA? "But the result speaks for itself. Though there seemed to be some restrictions on the… on our new friend."
"And those are?" Fjolnir raised his head, a gesture for him to continue on.
Shiro took a deep breath. This was going to be a long one. "Well, while he managed to perform basic motoric functions inherent for a fully capable human, like walking and grabbing onto things, he seemed to have a hard time doing anything beyond that. For example, I tried to ask him to climb the wall, but he only went a step above before falling flat on the mud. Now, of course, this could be because he lacked the, erm, necessary components to climb or it could simply be because of the spell's inherent limitation."
He wrote it all down inside The Book and continued speaking. "Personally, I suspect the latter or perhaps a combination of both. If it is the first, then how come he is still able to walk and piece himself together without a single strain of muscle or joint? One possible answer is that the spell creates artificial muscles and joints that enable it to move. But if that's the case then why can't it do the same with missing bones?
"This, of course, brings us to the nature and mechanics of the spell itself. How does the spell really work? Does it work like, say, a puppeteer, creating a link between me and our new friend? Making it so that he moves at my command? Possibly. But wouldn't that mean that he required constant attention all the time so that he didn't suddenly drop dead again? He seemed a tad too independent for something like. Perhaps it works like an automaton? AlsopossiblebutIsuspectthatitissomething
morecomplicatedthanthatandtwhy-"
"Master breathe!" Fjolnir cried.
Shiro did so. He took a lungful of air and breathed. In and out. In and out.
After a few moments he calmed down, though his mind was still in a rush. So many questions. So little time. It was going to be a long work and a tiring one, but it was also going to be fun, he knew. He only wished Gruncle Nicholas was here by his side. He'd probably be doing experiments by now. Damn the neighbors.
He finished his writing with a note to do more experiments in the near future.
"So," Fjolnir continued, walking towards. "What's next on our Evil Necromancer agenda? Communing with the Damned? Summoning Demons? Trying to turn another PS3 into a PS4 through the powers of Dark Magic?"
"Hey, I told you, I've already taken care of that."
Thump. A small sound echoed through the room.
Thump.
Shiro and Fjolnir, boy and crow alike stared warily at the small chest sitting ominously in one corner of the room.
A few more heartbeats there was only silence as if the sounds had never been.
Fjolnir stared at him. If he has any eyebrows, one of them would probably be raised.
Shiro coughed. "
Mostly taken care of that."
Fjolnir gave a long-suffering sigh. He opened his mouth to say something, an objection, anything, but he was interrupted when something white came into his view.
"
Meow," A bundle of furs leapt onto the desk, raising her head to stare at Shiro in the eyes.
She was a very beautiful cat. A munchkin, with furs as soft as silk and as white as fresh-fallen snow. Her tail swooshed through and fro as she moved about the table in a graceful, elegant manner like a Victorian Lady or whatever is a cat equivalent to one. Her right eye was a jade marble that glistened with light and life and her left eye…
There was a hole where her left eye should have been. A gaping hole, easily seen whenever she raised her eyelid, whatever left of it anyway. A portion of the left side of her face was marred with scars and scratches and rots and decay. Shiro wasn't sure what happened to her, but it must've been painful by the looks of it.
"
Meow," The cat said again, placing a paw on her head. It told Shiro all he needed to know. He stuck a hand and petted her. The cat gave a satisfied purr.
"Hey there, Hel," He said, moving his hand to scratch her chin. "Enjoying yourself?"
Her only answer was another soft, satisfied purr.
Hel had been half-dead when Shiro found her in the wet street of York in the middle of a storm. He had patched what parts of her he could, though the left side of her face remained unsalvageable, even with grand uncle Nicholas' help.
But Shiro didn't care about how she looked. He had seen too many dead bodies to notice really.
Fjolnir's eyes twitched a bit for a moment before he sighed and said. "Well just, just make sure it doesn't end up like your last experiment, will you?"
"It won't. I promise," Shiro said, still scratching Hel's chin. "Besides, even if I want to keep our new friend around, I don't think I can."
"Oh?" Fjolnir would have raised an eyebrow if he had one. "And why is that?"
Shiro placed a hand on his chin and hummed thoughtfully. How should he say it?
"Well it to put it simply, the energy expenditure for this spell is crazy," Shiro began. "I d-don't know the exact details of how the Essence is utilized or how much is exactly spent, but it's certainly more than my usual spells. My reserve is still recovering at the amount used from raising it. And then there's the upkeep."
Shiro stifled a yawn as he said this. He felt tired. Even though he had spent the night with a good, long sleep. He moved to sit on his bed, Hel clutched between his hands. "Suffice to say it's not the same as a rat or raven. The Essence upkeep is bigger I calculated. Even when he's not moving around I still have to maintain a stable connection with him to sustain the spell."
"Can't you simply sever it momentarily and reconnect it whenever you want to command it? That way you can save more of your Essence for when it's actually needed."
Shiro shook his head. "No. The connection is also needed to stave the corpse from decay. Without it, the corpse will start to decompose and I don't think I can hide the smell from my family." He sighed. "Which is another thing entirely. I also don't think I can keep something like this away for too long. I'd say it could last for at most a month before Misato starts suspecting something."
And wasn't that a terrifying prospect?
"Huh. If that's the case, why not use Sympathy." Fjolnir asked.
Shiro straightened up. The logic was sound. "You… have a point there. I guess I just haven't thought of that."
He shook his head, bleariness still gathering inside it. To be perfectly fair, last night he was far too tired to do anything more than eat his dinner and send the raised corpse - he really needed a name for him - to the attic before going to bed himself.
"I think I'm going to do that right now. Fjolnir please grab the knife on the third cabinet and-"
"After you prepare for school perhaps?" Fjolnir's head gestured towards something behind.
Shiro looked at where he pointed. At the Mickey-Mouse clock atop one side of the wall.
"Oh. Uhm. Yeah right after that." He had almost forgotten that today was his first day in school. He should probably get ready by now. "Thanks for reminding me Fjolnir."
"You're welcome, Master. That's what any good familiar would do of course!"
Familiars. Animals whose minds had been artificially enhanced with human consciousness, giving them the abilities to talk and think and do complicated actions beyond their primitive, rudimentary instincts. Theoretically they are bound to the caster who gave them their enhanced consciousness, making them servants and slaves in all but name.
Theoretically. That's the keyword. Theoretically they were supposed to be little more than slaves and servants to be ordered about at the caster's pleasure. Sure, they could talk and think for themselves, but at the end of the day they are merely the extension of the caster's will. At least that's what the spell's description said.
Shiro was convinced that somehow along the way the spell had gone off the rails. Familiars were
not bloody busy-bodies with a habit of waking their masters up using the dark and very forbidden branch of Occultism known as Led Zeppelin. All the while retaining that air of polite composure and innocence that screamed 'only doing my job' like a small, feathery tax collector.
That. Or the spell could have been written by an arrogant mage too prideful to admit that he or she couldn't control the very creatures they made.
"Master, come on. You're going to be late if you keep spacing out like that!"
"R-right. Of course."
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Thirty minutes later, Shiro was walking down the stairs towards the kitchen, wearing the uniform of his new school; black blazer and black pair of slacks, white shirt and a scarlet tie. It was a bit bigger than he would have liked, perhaps a size or two off from his actual size, but it was the smallest size available. His school bag was slung across his shoulders, filled with books for today's upcoming lessons. His hair, brushed neatly and tied into a polite low ponytail.
Breakfast is the most important meal of the day or so Irene and Henry loved to say. He considered it a bit of a hyperbole but certainly not without some truths within it. Having enough nutrition in the morning was essential to get through the day. Misato was already in the kitchen by the time he arrived, pan and kettle above the stove, plates and cutleries lining the dining table, and various foodstuffs on the kitchen stall.
"Good morning, Nee-chan," Shiro greeted her.
"Ah! Shiro, you're awake," Misato turned towards him, wearing a pink apron over her pajamas. "Good morning to you too. Please have a seat."
Shiro sniffed. The air smelled of oil and eggs. He looked at the stall where a variety of foods were scattered about; a bowl of rice, some fried oil, a few chicken breast, vegetables, and alike. He took an educated guess. "Fried rice?"
"Hehe, got it right on one," She beamed him a bright smile.
Shiro returned it with a smile of his own. "I'll help you then."
"What? There's no need-"
"Please, Nee-chan. I insist."
Misato sighed but smiled nonetheless. "Fine. Help me with the chicken first will you?"
Shiro nodded, placed his bag on one of the chairs, and immediately set out to work. He washed his hands before taking an apron hanging from one side of the kitchen wall, tying it round his body, and grabbing a kitchen knife. Soon enough he was cutting out the chicken breast into dices, carefully cutting through the white meat like he had done so many times.
Cooking together had become something more than a habit for both of them. It was almost a daily routine. Their parents weren't home as much as they used to and when they did, they were usually too tired to do anything but sleep and lounge around, perhaps order a takeaway iif Shiro and Misato were particularly lucky that day. Learning to cook quickly became a necessity for him and his sister, if they were ever to have good, warm, home-cooked meals.
They started small. First, by making simple, light dishes; omelettes, sandwiches, tea, coffee. Then they escalate, slowly and steadily making more and more complex dishes until they'd become quite adept at cooking various meals, western and Japanese alike; fried rice, pasta, fish and chips, miso soups, and the likes. They didn't always succeed and the foods they made didn't always taste as if they were cooked by a master chef from a five-star restaurant, but Shiro would gladly take them instead of the takeaways they were used to.
They worked seamlessly like they had done a thousand times before. Before long, Shiro was placing the diced chicken meat into the frying pan filled with oil and rice, tossing and stirring it around the place as Misato handled the vegetables. She cut them into small pieces and then poured them into his pan. She also cracked a few eggs on another pan and placed some beans into the coffee machine.
In a short amount of time, their breakfast was finished; two plates of fried rice and half-fried eggs, and two mugs of steaming hot coffee were on the dining table; one completely black, the other creamed and sugared to such an extent that calling it 'coffee' was a bit of a stretch. Shiro's stomach grumbled and his mouth watered as the smell reached him.
"
Itadakimasu," They said softly before they began eating or, in Shiro's case, stuffing as much food into his mouth as humanly possible. Sue him, he was starving. The sushi from last night could only satiate his hunger so much. He needed to get something inside his stomach, especially after yesterday's activities.
"Shiro, slow down," Misato chided softly. She was eating at a much slower pace than Shiro. Calm, methodical, and unfailingly polite is how she ate, just as a proper business heiress ought to.
Shiro nodded slowly as he swallowed a lump full of food. He held himself back and ate slower than he would have liked, but that didn't mean that his hunger had completely subsided. He ate heartily and slowly and he would have preferred silently, but it seemed Misato, being the only extrovert between the two, had other plans.
"So," Misato began. "you're a little later than usual, this morning. Did something happen?"
"Nah," Shiro answered quickly. "I just overslept a tad. Nothing to worry about."
"Oh good. By the way, I heard some really loud noises coming from upstairs a few minutes ago. I was worried for a bit. What was that?"
"That?" It seemed that it was too good to believe that Misato had not heard the ruckus he'd caused. "That's just my alarm." A really annoying, feathery alarm.
Misato raised an eyebrow. "Your clock doesn't have an alarm."
"It was from my phone." Not completely a lie. He picked up the coffee mug, carefully sipping the hot liquid, before he began chugging it down like a sailor would his ale. A Yorkshire lad he might be, but his nightly activities required something stronger than your average Earl Gray to sustain himself with.
"Ah. Well, it's good to see that you put so much care and preparation for your first day in school." Misato said, beaming at him. Shiro was glad that the coffee mug covered his face, he wouldn't be able to look at Misato in shame. "That said, are you excited for your first day in High School?"
Shiro placed down his mug and hummed thoughtfully for a while.
"Maybe? I guess," He shrugged. "I mean, I don't think I hate it, but, well, I'm not exactly thrilled for it, you know? I just hope that the lessons won't be too hard." At the very least studying was something he was used to. His forays into the supernatural had not all been dark rituals in the middle of a storm. It had taken a lot of reading, patience, research, and practice to make sure his hobby didn't end up eviscerating him or scattering his atom into the Abyss Beyond.
Misato frowned. "That's... not exactly what I meant." She said, "What about other things?"
"Other things?"
"Friends," Misato clarified. "Cliques, Socializing. You know? Meet some new people? Hang around with them from time to time? Do crazy, reckless teenage stuff while you're at it?"
"Oh," So that's what she had meant. It was this conversation. Again. "Uhmm I- well, to be honest I…" He trailed off for a few moments before clearing his throats. "W-well, to be honest I… haven't seriously thought of it."
Misato looked at him, one of her eyebrows raised ever so slightly. "You… haven't seriously thought of it?"
"It just… slipped my mind." Shiro admitted. "I mean, I don't have anything against making new friends, of course, it's just that… you know, I'm not good at all this social stuff." That was an understatement if he ever heard one. He shrugged helplessly. "And besides, don't you think this is all too soon?"
"Too soon?" Misato said loudly and slowly, drawing up and quartering every syllable as if making sure that she hadn't heard wrong.
"Y-yes? This is my first day at school right? Don't I h-have more important things to do like, urm, my studies?"
And the Occult. He added mentally. Researching the Supernaturals took time. Time that he could not spare on such… luxuries.
Misato was now not merely looking at him. She was practically staring at him. Intensely. Like a Doctor who'd found a curiously-shaped tumor in the middle of an operation or an inquisitor who'd come across a Witch in the middle of summoning Daemons. There was something in her eyes; exasperation, despair, frustration, and...pity?
Slowly, she placed her spoon down and set aside her plate, the fried rice forgotten for the moment. "Shiro-kun," She said and somehow he knew he was in deep trouble. "How long have you lived in Japan?"
"Umm… six months?"
"And in all that six months, how many new friends have you made from here?"
"...None?"
Misato took a deep breath and sighed. Her face dropped to the of her face and Shiro could hear her mutter. "
Lord help me," so softly that he barely caught it. After a few moments, she quickly straightened herself back up.
"This." She said, "This is what I'm afraid of Shiro-kun. Six months into your new life and you haven't made a single friend. Honestly I should be surprised, but I'm not." She sighed again. "Damn and here I was hoping you going out into the city meant that you finally found some friends to hang out with."
Shiro stayed silent. He couldn't think of anything good to say.
"Look, Shiro-kun," Misato continued. "You can't keep going on like this. You need to have friends. Other people to talk to and have fun with and help you through life."
"I have you," Shiro replied before he could stop himself. Almost instantly, he placed his hands over his mouth, but the damage was already done.
Misato laughed. It wasn't a cruel or a mocking one, but a good natured one. "Hahaha I'm not going to be there for you all the time, my cute otouto, even if I want to. I have my own things to do. While I appreciate that you hold me in such high regard that doesn't change the fact that you still need other people to rely on." She patted Shiro on the head. "Besides, this is your first time in High School. Your Springtime of Youth. You should enjoy it with others while you can."
"I know," Shiro mumbled.
Misato stood up from her chair and hugged Shiro from behind. He hugged her back. "I know you love me and I know that you haven't had the best… experiences in socializing," Involuntarily, almost automatically, Shiro's grip tightened. "But please, try to befriend others, will you. It won't hurt to try, will it?"
"No it won't." Shiro agreed softly. What else could he do? "Thanks, nee-chan."
"You're welcome, just think about what I said will you?"
Shiro nodded numbly. Misato let him go after a few moments. They resumed their meal in silence. Though Shiro did not fail to notice the occasional glances Misato sent his way.
"Thanks for the food." They said after they finished their meal. Just as Shiro was about to rise from his chair, Misato slapped a hand over her head and turned to Shiro.
"Ah, I almost forgot," She reached into the pocket of her pants and fished out her phone. "You know how I'm an alumni from the school you're going to?"
"Yes. What about it?"
Misato was busy swiping her finger across her phone. "I'm guessing you're not really familiar with the layout of the area, right?"
"No," Shiro admitted. He'd only been to his new school twice. Once for the entrance examination. The other one is to pick up his uniform. Both times he'd only spent a short period inside and he wasn't exactly wandering about the place.
"Well, I called in a favor and one of my kouhai, that is, underclassman, has agreed to take you in for a short tour around the school ground. Would you mind if she did that?"
Shiro shook his head. "No, of course not. That'll be pretty helpful, actually."
"Good. I've sent a picture of her." At the same time she said it, a small
ping echoed from the inside of his pocket. Shiro took out his phone. There was a picture of a younger Misato, wearing the female version of his school uniform. Beside her, a dark-haired, fair-skinned girl stood, smiling nervously at the camera.
"Her name is Maekawa Ryo," Misato said. "She's a second year in your new school and vice-president of the Student Council."
Shiro raised an eyebrow. "Won't she be busy with the opening ceremony?"
"Nah," Misato said, shaking her head. "She's fine with it. I already asked her."
Shiro nodded. "'Kay then," He put on his shoes and opened the door. "Thanks. I'll see you later, nee-chan!"
As he passed by the fence he heard his sister cry out behind him. "See you later, Shiro!"
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The spring sky was a clear blue breadth that stretched far into the horizon, occasionally broken by wisps of white clouds travelling through the air as birds sang happily in the distance. It was bright and it was hot, a far cry and a fitting contrast to last night's storm. There were scattered puddles clinging on the corners of the road and pavement, a reminder of yesterday's deluge as he walked down the quiet sub-urban area.
A soft breeze swept over his face, smelling of sand and saltwater. To the east, the sun blazed mightily over the city, rising as if from the ocean itself, its golden light glimmering in the deep blue waters, stretching from the edge of the horizon to the beach and then trailing upwards to the city proper. A scene that would have and most probably had inspired dozens of painters in the past.
Shikawa, that is, the city he lived in, is divided into five distinct parts by four rivers, three of which were fairly small while the other one is larger than the other three combined. All of them leading east, directly into the sea. Bordering them to the south and west were mostly mountains, woods, and countryside areas, while to the north there was a road connecting to Shikawa the other metropolitan area within the prefecture.
Three of the city's five parts were relatively traditional, only undergoing modernization in recent years. One of them was even supposedly constructed during the Sengoku era. The other two parts were more advanced, built in or immediately after the Showa period. Shiro's neighborhood was placed approximately in the latter, on the western most part of the city near the mountains, and the second most modern part of town there is, Midoriyama town.
This place wasn't called Midoriyama for no reason. Even as he trudged through the sidewalks, trees shadowed every single of his steps. He could not go more than five meters before he encountered a single tree or a piece of shrubbery, whether they are placed in the pavements as decorations or inside the gardens of the many houses of his neighborhood. Every single one of them, green and blooming and so full of life after months beneath a harsh winter. To the west, opposite to where he was heading, a large mountain strained against the ground, reaching up into the heavens themselves.
Interspersed between the trees and shrubberies were modern Japanese-style houses. Most of them have little differences than his own except in paint and wall color. New visitors sometimes have a hard time navigating through the streets because of how similar the houses were. Occasionally some other buildings came into view; a grocery store or a small shop, nothing big or particularly eye-catching though. Except for perhaps one place. And that is where Shiro is headed.
Eventually after little more than fifteen minutes of walking he arrived at his destination.
Rusty iron gates and decrepit wooden walls were what greeted him as he passed them by and entered it. The old train station stuck out amidst the more modern buildings of the neighborhood like a sore thumb. Most of the main building was made out of wood and stone. Supposedly the station was raised during the period of the Meiji Restoration with the neighborhood only being built at a much later date.
But despite its ancient appearance, the inside of the old train station was surprisingly modern. It had taken little more than a few glances for him to catch sight of the state-of-the-art computers and machines inside the main office of the train station. A few vending machines were put near the place where would-be passengers sat waiting for their train. There was also a television, wifi, and a public phone charger. All for the sake of convenience and comfort.
Very few people were waiting in the passenger car as he entered the train. In all, there were little more than a dozen or so people. Most of them, overworked office workers and salary men and/or women, going by their shirt and suit and the bags in their eyes. Not surprising considering how early in the morning it was.
Despite waking up slightly later than usual, Shiro still managed to get in here early and, to be perfectly honest, he preferred it that way. He had personally experienced the infamous mayhem of a Japanese rush hour during a family business trip to Tokyo and he was not keen on experiencing it again.
Whoever knew that so many people could cramp into one train door so fast? Certainly not him.
He chose a lonely seat, just beside the window, allowing him a view of the outside world. It was almost as if he was looking through the passages of history as green, semi-countryside suburb houses gave way to silvery, more sophisticated buildings of the most modern part of Shikawa. This part of the city, for the most part, constituted relatively square office buildings and industrial factories. The architecture of which Uncle Henry would have called boorish and Grand Uncle Nicholas would have called a curse and an insult to any respectable architect of his era (Not that he had any rights to or so Uncle Henry loved to say whenever Nicholas was out of earshot). A little thing they have in common despite their many differences.
Still, Shiro could not help but feel awed as he stared up and passed by the shadows of the city's many skyscrapers. Tall, grey buildings, some of them consisting almost entirely of glass on one side of their surface or more so that the light of the morning sun reflected splendidly. Others were less decorated, but no less impressive, behemoths made of steel and concrete, standing proudly in the middle of the city. All of these as the opulent opal waters of Shikawa's four rivers flowed peacefully beneath them.
No matter how many times Shiro stared at the scene before him, it always brought a sense of fascination and admiration. He had grown up, for the most part, in the countryside of Northern England. Buildings such as these weren't exactly a common sight to behold. He had travelled to other cities, like London for example, but his visits were seldom and their nature being mostly related to the family business left little time for him to admire their more modern and sophisticated architecture.
"Attention passengers, shortly we will arrive at…"
Shiro reached inside his blazer and took out the old family pocket watch, a gift from Nicholas before his departure to Japan. The train ride had taken no more than ten minutes. After this, it was about a five or ten minute walk to school. All in all, a total of thirty five to forty minutes to get to school. Which was marginally better than what he had to endure back in Yorkshire.
He exited the train. The station was occupied, though scarcely so. Not just by the usual office workers and salaryman, but also high school students, people about his age. Some wore uniforms not too dissimilar to his own, differing only slightly in the color of their tie or blazer, others wore black uniform reminiscent of a priest's cassock only with pants and without the distinct white collar. They huddled around one another in small little groups, chatting away to pass the time or engrossed inside their phones.
Outside of the station, the streets were, for the most part, empty. There were only a few people walking around the pavement and even fewer cars travelling down the roads, most of the buildings had a locked door or a closed sign. Even though he was near the most modern part of the city, the place around him felt more like a ghost town.
He looked up ahead of him and managed to catch a glimpse of the main school building looming overhead a few hundred meters away from where he stood. A large, rectangular building painted brown and pale-beige. A few other smaller buildings surrounded it and he knew, by experience, that there was a wide open yard for sport purposes at the back of it.
He arrived at a crossroad. The traffic lights were red, but when he looked left and right, not a single vehicle was on the road.... No. Wait. One lonely car streaked along the road. Unblemished black reflecting the morning sunlight as it bolted through the asphalt at such pace Shiro was sure it was dancing near the speed limit.
Just as he was staring absentmindedly at the car, a voice cried out from behind him.
"Mai-chan wait!"
Shiro turned just in time to see a blonde-haired girl, nine or ten years of age, smiling happily as she ran down the pavement. A pink school bag round her shoulders, hair tied to a pair of pigtails, white shoes tapping softly on the ground as she passed him by.
Behind her, a fair bit of distance away, another girl was also running down the pavement. She was more around his age, hair the same shade of wheat-blonde as the first girl, wearing a high school uniform consisting of a white shirt and a black blazer much like Shiro's own. But unlike the first girl, her steps were much more heavy, and she was visibly struggling to breathe as she ran after the younger girl.
The younger girl turned and shouted. "Come on, nee-chan. I don't wanna be late!"
"Just wait a minute, will you?!" The older cried out, catching the attention of nearby pedestrians.
"Come on, nee-chan, you're so slow," The younger girl stuck out her tongue as she said this.
Siblings. Shiro thought instantly as he watched the interaction between them. Even without the similarities, their brief exchange of words reminded him of his younger days with Misato. Back in England. Back in the Torrington Mansion.
He did not have much time to ponder that thought for at the very same second, the younger girl made a turn and bolted past him to cross the street. So fast he'd nearly missed her.
She strode forward.
One.
Two.
A stumble. One of her legs crashed onto the other before she could take a step.
Her body gave way and she fell onto the asphalt road.
Dimly, as if from far away, he heard a cry behind him. A name. But his entire attention was fixed on the fallen girl.
His eyes darted towards the traffic lights. The previously red light dimmed and was replaced by a yellow one. Yet that only brought a hairbreadth moment of relief before he heard the loud, unmistakable sound of a car klaxon blaring into the air.
His gaze shifted and he looked, in horror, as the single, lonely car he'd observed earlier rushed towards the crossing. It wasn't slowing down. Why isn't it slowing down?!
The girl was still lying on the asphalt road.
Get up! Shiro wanted to cry, but his words died before they could leave his mouth when he saw, almost imperceptibly, the slightly awkward angle of her ankle.
"Mai-chan!" The cry behind him was louder. Clearer.
More panicked cries ensued from other pedestrians.
The traffic lights flared green.
Yet the car was not slowing down. If anything it seemed to have picked up speed as it inched closer and closer to the girl who lied frozen and transfixed like a deer caught in literal headlights.
A sudden realisation dawned on him.
"MAI-CHAN!"
Afterwards, Shiro was never certain on what truly happened. What drove him to do the thing he did. Whether it was fate or luck or instinct or divine intervention that urged him on.
Just when the car almost came into his view he
moved.
Shiro was a quick runner. His acquaintances and classmates in England will tell you that. He ran jogs around the Northern England countryside every weekend morning. He could've easily become a professional if he ever bothered, but that didn't really matter at the time.
He was fast enough to grab the girl and tossed her back behind him, away from the onrushing car...
...But he was not fast enough to get out of its way.
There was a thump, the sound of screeching tires on asphalt, metal crashing against metal.
For a single moment he saw the perfect, clear sky. Blue. Unblemished.
In the very same moment he saw the grey asphalt road rising quickly to reach him.
Something fell into the ground, breaking upon impact.
Pain laced through his leg, his arm, and then his entire body. He screamed.
Nearby the birds flew far away.
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It was a miserable winter morning.
Above, dark clouds loomed, as gray as the ashes of a fire, as impassive as carved rocks beneath the earth. Snow seeped through every crevice and crack between each and every one of them.
Below, the ground was a cold barren wasteland, not a patch of grass, not a single tree, only earth as dark as the sky over his head, covered with fresh-fallen snow.
His only company looked down on him like a king would from his throne. Eyes, usually warm with mirth, he found cold, judging and calculating his every move.
He felt small, standing in front of him. In front of this figure, so familiar, at the same time, so unrecognizable. And yet he did. He must.
After an eternity, the figure finally spoke. "And? Did you find it?"
Slowly, ever so slowly, he nodded. "I did."
The figure raised an eyebrow, surprise evident on his face, a crack on his mask which he swiftly covered.
"Well, what is it then?"
He did not answer immediately. Mulling over how to put his answer into words. There were hundreds, if not thousands, of different ways he could go about explaining it.
In the end, he answered with but a single word.
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The first thing he noticed was the sound. Not a singular overpowering noise, but a cacophony of warring voices clashing against one another. A symphony of chaos that should have made it impossible for him to distinguish each individual voice from the other.
Some were mere whispers inaudible to his ears. Others were cries and shouts so loud, it hurt them to hear.
"Did you see that?! That car just-"
"Look away sweetie, don't look at the..."
"Quick, someone call an ambulance!"
"Hey you alright there, kid?!"
"Oh God, it's so terrible-"
The second thing he noticed was the pain.
Molten lead travelled down his leg, coursing through his veins, burning through his muscles, seeping into his bones. He tried to move, but the moment he did, he felt pain stabbing through his leg and he collapsed back onto the rough asphalt road. He couldn't see it, but he could feel blood dripping through his clothing. A sudden chill pervaded through the air. He tried to breathe but-
The shadows encroached him in an instant.
They crowded over his prone and broken form. He finds himself in the centre of a mass of bodies. Everywhere he looked, dark figures with vaguely human outlines closed in around him like vultures. Feet shuffled carefully centimetres away from his body.
-His breathing hitched. The air was suddenly tight, the atmosphere cramped. As if he was lying on a coffin buried deep beneath the ground. Every breath he took was now a labor. Every breath he took only served to suffocate him. He breathed too much and too little. Not enough oxygen was going through his brain.
Numbness swept over him. Yet somehow he could feel the tears trailing off his eyes, the pain burning through his body.
Was he going to die?
He shivered, but not from the cold.
"
Hey! Move out of the way! Give him some breathing space damm-"
No.
He tried to take a lungful of air, but he couldn't. The air tightened more and more. Another breath drew a sputter. The next one a gasp. His breath grew shorter and faster.
He couldn't get enough air. He needed air. Need it to survive. To get those damned oxygens into his lungs and pumped them into his quicklydepletingblood-
He couldn't think. Only one thing came to his mind.
He didn't want to die.
"
-said get out of the way! I'm a-"
God, I don't want to die. Please don't let me-
-Suddenly the crowd parted. The encroaching shadows dissipated. Light returned to his vision.
A form hoovered over him. A gentle face.
"Hey kid, can you hear me?" The voice was soft, but firm. He couldn't tell if it was a man or a woman.
"Y-yes," He managed to say through his gasps.
"Good." They looked down towards his legs and winced. "Yeah. No, I don't think you'll be moving around any time soon. Not without a stretcher at least."
He gulped.
"You're breathing alright there?"
He inhaled a lungful of air and breathed. In and out. In and out. In and out.
He could breathe.
"I-I think so," He said.
The person nodded and moved away to the edge of his vision, light fell on their face, and he realized that it was a woman. She was older than him. Perhaps around Misato's age.
"Yeah? Hello?" There was something in her hand. A phone. "I'm going to need an ambulance on the-"
He focused on his breathing. For a few moments, the voices swept over him. In one ear and out the other.
In and out. In and out.
He could breathe and that was all that matte-
"-victim is a young teenage boy, probably a middle or a high school-"
School.
That one word resonated something within him. Something important.
Then he remembered.
"Ugh," He tried to stand up, but a hand pushed him gently back down on the ground.
"Kid, what the hell-" Whatever it was she wanted to say was cut off when he made another move to stand up. "Hey, stay down! You're going to hurt yourself if you move around like this."
"I-I n-ne-need to go to school."
"You
need to lie down before you make your injuries worse. You're not going anywhere with a broken leg like that." She looked him in the face, concern showing through her expression. "Is there someone I can call, your parents or siblings perhaps?"
Misato. Shiro thought suddenly and was glad of his sudden difficulty of speech. She'd be worried sick if she ever found out what had happened to him. There was no way he would be able to face her. Not after their conversation last night and this morning. Not in what was supposed to be his first day in school.
She'd prepared something for hadn't she? What was it? An introduction? No, that's not it. A guide? A map? What was it?
He shook his head. A thousand thoughts invaded his mind.
His parents. His mother. His father. They were still on a business trip. They'd rush to his side the moment they learned of his accident. What would happen afterwards?
Nothing good. That's what.
He needed to get out. He needed to leave this place. But he couldn't. Not with a broken leg. Perhaps with a spell-
No. Too many people. He wasn't thinking straight. He looked towards the woman, now busy with her phone.
"-No, he's not bleeding that much. No. With his legs as it is I can't put pressure unless I-"
He was about to say something to her when a cry broke out.
"Oh dear, is everyone alright?!"
The mass of bodies around him parted slightly, allowing Shiro a glimpse of a middle-aged man, garbed inside a wrinkled black suit and a driver's hat, raggedly running towards the crowd.
Just behind him, a single black car was parked in front of the… No. Not in front of it. It wasn't immediately clear, but upon a more careful look, he could see an ugly dent the hood of the car had made when it hit the street lights.
Instantly the people around him converged on the newcomer.
A man from the crowd pointed towards him."Hey you! You're the one who drove that car right?"
"I-I'm so s-sorry I wasn't looking-"
An old woman roared at him. "Wasn't looking? Wasn't looking?! You hit a little boy and all you can say is you weren't looking?! What kind of-"
He could not discern what else she might've said, interrupted by shouts and cries of the assembled crowd turned mob, their full attention towards the driver. More and more people were drawn in by the ruckus. Only one person remained beside him.
"Shit." The woman who'd been tending to him said. "I better go before they lynched him or something, you're going to be alright if I leave you for a while kid?"
Shiro looked down at his legs. "I-I think so."
She nodded and ran towards the crowd who seemed ready to tear the driver apart.
Leaving him all by himself.
...
"I- I'm t-terribly sorry-" The driver stuttered and stammered.
One man took a step towards him. "Sorry? Sorry?! What good will that do? You broke his legs! He got hurt because of you!"
The woman came between the driver and crowd, holding her hand up in the air. "Now, now, we should all calm down here before-," She was cut off by a cry from the crowd.
"Calm down? Calm down?! He nearly ran a boy over! And you want us to calm down?!"
"It was an accident," She hissed. "And blaming this man won't help the victim. He needs help. The ambulance is on it's way and we're not going to help him if we just stand around and-"
"We should call the police, that's what we should-"
"I'm sorry but uhm," The driver fidgeted as the crowd stared at him. "Where is this boy you're talking about?"
The next few seconds were so silent one could hear a pin being dropped.
"Are you blind or something?" Another man asked. "Can't you see him lying over there bloody and with a broken leg?"
"I-"
"He really is blind isn't he?" The old woman from before said. "No wonder. With eyes like that, how he couldn't have seen a boy running across the street-"
The driver could no longer hold himself. "B-but there's no one there!"
"Wha- Can't you see...the...boy…?" Whatever it is the rest of the crowd was about to say died a long drawn out death as they looked, as one, behind them and saw...nothing.
The road was empty. Where the boy was lying not a few seconds ago there was now only a small pool of blood.
An ambulance parked not a few moments after. A first-aid medic rushed out frantically to the sight of a confused and bewildered crowd staring at an empty patch on the road. "Right. So where's the crash victim?"
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The crash victim was sitting outside the school walls approximately a hundred metres away from the crash site.
Shiro groaned as he rested his head against the outside wall of his school. The moment he did though, he felt a sudden need to lurch forward and struggled to keep his breakfast inside.
There was a reason why he hated using
that spell, beyond simple pragmatism and the need to keep his abilities secret from the people around him. But even the worst of the spell's aftereffects can be considered a mercy when compared to the immediate pain that assaulted his legs the moment his nausea subsided.
His breath came in short, ragged bursts, tears formed at the edge of his eyes. He was glad that there weren't many people around him and the ones that were were too far away to notice the awkward angles of his leg. He wondered what they thought seeing him sitting idly by. Probably thought him a delinquent or something.
That thought brought a small smile to his face which quickly died the moment another stab of pain was sent through his broken leg.
Yes. Of course. His broken leg. How could he forget that?
Dragging himself with it was probably a bad idea. No. It was a bad idea. There are very good reasons why doctors all around the world told people not to move around so much when they were injured. He'd probably made it a few times worse than before he dragged himself with it.
Shiro looked around himself. He realized shortly that he was sitting under the shadow of a tree that had grown on the other side of the school wall. It's looming branches provided him with some form of shelter against the sun.
He looked again at the streets and roads, still as empty as when he'd first seen it. He could probably get away with it without being seen. There were very few people close to the school at this time in the morning and most of them weren't looking in his direction.
Still, better safe than sorry.
He placed an index finger on the part of his pants that was soaked with blood and drew something on the ground. As he did so, he whispered a few choice words in a voice too low for anyone to hear. His blood alone should be sufficient to maintain the ward for a few minutes without his help. More than enough time for him to do what he needed to do.
The air shifted slightly, almost imperceptibly around him. When he was sure that no one was looking his way, he hastily rolled the sleeve of his pants.
The wound opened for the world to see and the urge to spew forth his breakfast returned with a vengeance. He put a hand over his mouth and shook his head. He should not have been deterred by such a sight. He'd seen wounds and injuries far worse than this. But the thing is, it was very different when it was him experiencing those same wounds and injuries himself.
Gently, very gently, he placed both hands on the open wound. It hurts, but he soldiered on nonetheless. The moment it subsided, the moment he felt comfortable, or at least as comfortable enough as he could get, he closed his eyes.
In the darkness, his wound seemed to pulsate with a life of its own, he could feel the veins around it churning with blood, making it throb and throb and beat and beat like a second heart. The pain was even worse than before, intensifying a hundredfold as his sense of touch increased to make up for his lack of sight.
A thousand thoughts invaded his mind the moment after he closed his eyes. Thoughts of pain and blood came at the forefront. Images he'd seen; of corpses and carcasses, of the different ways to meet one's end, of different ways to hurt one's own body flashed before his eyes in an instant. Reluctantly he found himself comparing those images to his own wound, how it was worse and better than some of the things he'd seen.
He thought of family. Of Misato. Of her words and request to him at breakfast. Of the horrified face she would make when news came of what had happened to him. He thought of his parents. His mother, tears breaking through the cold businesswoman mask she'd worn through the years. His stepfather, ever meticulous and careful with his own expression, brooding beside her. His father. A shadow in the mist of memories.
In one instant, his mind wandered back to his wound. He could feel warm blood pressing through his fingers. The familiar sensation reminded him of Hel. Reminded him of Nicholas and the old family craft. Of the things kept for centuries in the basement of the old Torrington Mansion, locked deep inside its vaults unknown to any in his family but him. All these thoughts and more swirled round and round about his mind, fleeing as quickly as they came only to be replaced with another.
It was chaos. Madness. It would've been enough to drive someone to a panic or a mental breakdown. Thinking of the pain alone would have been enough to make him pass out from the shock. And it was so easy to give in to them. To let these thoughts guide his actions. And yet he didn't. Or rather, he
mustn't!
He took a deep breath and gathered his thoughts. He pulled them towards him and held them whirling inside himself until, like the eye of the storm, he alone stood, unbending, in the face of a vast, tumultuous tempest of emotions. And then, as he exhaled his breath, he tried to put them all aside. The fears. The worries. The pain. All of the emotion. All of the thoughts of what would and what could and what did happen, silenced and suppressed, for the moment.
He continued on like this for a while, inhaling and exhaling, sorting out his breath. In and out. One and two...In and out...
This was not a magic spell, merely a mental technique Nicholas had taught him, to clear his mind, to prepare him for what was to come. It was not an easy process by any means and one only made possible by years of training and upbringing. Indeed, he had struggled at first, resisted even when Nicholas had tried to teach him, but his continued efforts finally bore fruit and he was glad that he'd learned it.
One and two... In and out....
What he was about to do was no mere catrip. Not a simple trick spell that could be done on the fly. It needed concentration. It needed focus. It needed a clear mind.
One and two...In and out… One and two...In and out...He continued on.
He felt his heart slowing down to match his breathing…
Felt the pain, not subsiding, but moved to the side, the sensation becoming a background noise in his mind…
Felt his mind wandered off into the comforting darkness...
Then, when he felt calm and at peace, or as calm and as peaceful as he could be with his current state. He began.
"
Blessed earth as the Element."
"
My father's flesh as the Vessel."
"
My mother's blood as the Conduit."
It bore a thousand different names, across a thousand different places, and a thousand different cultures. In Polynesia and Melanesia there exists the concept of Mana; the gathering of universal life force into one's being. The Indian had something called Prana and believed that it flows through channels called
nadi. In China, they developed a system around a mystical force called
Qi.
No matter the names they have or the language used to call them, they all, in truth, refer to the same thing; Essence, a universal life force that exists across all creation. All living beings possess it, but only a handful have the ability to naturally connect and manipulate it. Those born with a Core. Those with the potential to rise above mere Occultists and become Magicians. Shiro was one of them.
"
Let the hallowed water flow."
"
Pouring upon sacred soil."
The sensation that engulfed him was immediate. In an instant, a floodgate had been opened, and a torrent of power washed over him, almost drowning him with their sheer immensity. His chest burned as if his heart was set on fire. Electricity danced at the edge of his finger trips. His lungs were filled with water. His legs turned to stone. His head evaporated to mists blown by the wind.
A sudden surge of power and energy flooded his senses. He could see sound travelling through the air like ripples on a pond, hear the sun blazing down from above like an overbearing choir, smell gravity pulling him down the earth like freshly forged iron, touch the fragrant smell of spring flowers hovering around him-
"
Washing all pain, grief, and woe."
-And then it was gone just as suddenly as it came, his Core quickly stabilizing the Essence that had poured out from his spiritual body into his physical one. In a single span of a second, the sensation that had threatened to overwhelm him faded into memory and Shiro was left with vague remembrances, echoes, and phantoms to remind him of it.
The Opening process done, he took a few precious moments to catch his breath. Then carefully, very carefully, almost as if grasping upon flame, he delved deep within himself, and reached out towards the Essence gathering inside of him.
To some it came strong. Powerful. A force of nature threatening to consume their entire being. An inferno blazing across a dry forest in the middle of summer, a blizzard that blinded the world in white, or a storm raging in the peaks of a mountain. Others were more tamed, controlled; the gentle evening sun across a twilight sky, a small stream flowing beneath a bridge, or peaceful waves rolling harmlessly along a beach.
"
To embrace the unworthy sinner."
"And absolve him of his sins and faults."
Darkness. That was the image that his mind conjured whenever he drew upon it. Not a malevolent, over-encompassing darkness where evil things lurked. Not an infinite void or chasm that consumed all in its path. Not an expanse of black nothingness, bereft of creation. But a peaceful night, a soothing darkness that encapsulated him in a comforting embrace and guided him gently to sleep. In the background, he could almost hear the sound of rain gently rapping against the walls and roofs and windows of his room.
He drew upon its refined form and gathered it close to his heart. Cool it was, and crisp, but more a gentle autumn breeze or a rainy wind instead of a biting winter chill.
He breathed and felt as it grew within him, felt as the Essence coalesced inside his Core, brought forth from the reserve inside his spiritual body. More and more he drew unto himself. He held it firmly, but not tight, just enough to keep it from dispersing and for more to seep in. Balance is a thin rope to walk on. A moment's distraction is all it would take to ruin his efforts.
And when he felt that he had drawn enough, when he felt his Core filled with as much Essence as he needed, gently, very gently, he guided it down towards his hands. Instantly he felt a sensation travelling down his hand and into the wound like cool water or crisp breeze. It swept over skin and muscles and broken bones, bringing some form of comfort to them.
Then came the hard part.
"
Blood for blood and Flesh for flesh."
"
Let it mend what is broken."
"Knit back what is torn."
The crisp wind that had peacefully swept over him turned to freezing winter chill, cool water becoming sharp daggers of ice that repeatedly impaled his wound.
He feels terribly cold suddenly, as if he was standing naked in the middle of a fierce blizzard that whitened the world. Wind biting deep through skin and muscle and bones. He shivered and quivered. His teeth chattered and grit they almost felt like they were to break. From there it would only get worse.
Pain. That was the only thing he could feel. Pain as his Essence stabbed at his wound. Pain as it tore through skin and flesh alike. Pain as it slipped through his veins and coursed through his bloodstream. Pain as it fried his nerves and burned his marrow. Pain as it grinds his bones to dust. PainPainPainPain
PainPainPainPain-
He realized that tears were trailing down his face, but he ignored them, instead, continuing the spell.
"
Bind what is separated."
"Restore what is lost."
It was not a true healing spell in the traditional sense, rather it was also an attempt at accelerating the body's regenerational capabilities to an incredible, superhuman degree, compressing weeks and months into mere seconds and minutes.Because of that there was a risk that the process would start to cannibalize the body in search for more energy.
That was where the Essence came in. Beside accelerating the body's regeneration and occasionally moving parts of the body to restore it to its previous state, it also functioned as a pseudo-nutrient so that the process won't instantly kill him. There was still the pain though. Human bodies were not supposed to heal this quickly. Fast forwarding the natural healing process only leads to worsening pains, even though he had constructed the spell with a pain inhibitor in mind, he had not perfected the entirety of it.
"
Heal."
The pain burned like never before. A howl was about to escape from his throat, if not for the hand over his mouth. Even with the ward he'd placed, he wasn't sure that it would be able to hide his scream. His other arm thrashed about the place and his mouth let out groans and cries.
He could feel as his muscles were ripped apart at their seams before being knit back together, as damaged tissues and ruptured blood vessels were destroyed almost as fast as they were being replaced. He could feel fragments of his bones reconstructing themselves, his cells regenerating at such speed, it had become unbearable. Healing that would've taken weeks if not months done in a fraction of that time.
It might have lasted for a few seconds, or it might have been a few minutes at worst, Shiro didn't know nor did he care. The agony made it feel like it had lasted far, far more than that, though he knew that was impossible. Finally,
finally, after what felt like an eternity, it subsided, slowly but surely, bit by bit, until he realized he couldn't feel it any longer.
He looked down at his previously broken leg and sighed, in tiredness and relief. The wound was closed, flesh and skin stitched back together as if nothing had ever happened in the first place. His leg felt...normal and despite an awkward feeling and a bit of painful memory, he couldn't tell if there was anything wrong with it. The only thing that looked out of place is the small puddle of blood from where he sat and a few holes torn across his pants from where the car had hit him.
A pity he didn't have something that could repair his clothing. Then again, if he did, Shiro doubted he could use it anyway. A quick check confirmed what he'd suspected before. His reserve was running ragged. Between yesterday's ritual, the short-distance teleportation, the warding, and the healing, he'd come to hair's breadth from using his own lifeforce.
"Gruncle Nicholas is going to kill me if he ever finds out…" He whispered. Slowly, carefully he began to stand up, propping himself up with one leg while leaning against the school wall. It was an awkward motion, especially when he tried to stand also with his newly healed leg.
He almost stumbled and fell before catching himself with both legs, but he managed quite. After a few seconds, he felt comfortable enough letting go of the school wall. He took a step and then another. A few more gingery steps later and no one would have suspected that he'd been involved in a car crash not a few minutes earlier.
He picked up his bag which had been laid unceremoniously beside the place where he'd sat and was about to set out to his school when it happened.
He heard it. Small and miniscule and inaudible as it was, but he heard it. A small rustling sound above him. He looked up towards the shadow of the tree, so tall and large, that while its trunk sat comfortably on one side, its branches loomed high on Shiro's side of the wall.
He stared at it for a few moments. He could've sworn there had been a rustling sound. Perhaps a squirrel or something. Or perhaps his mind, reeling from the shock of the crash, was playing some tricks on him. Or perhaps it was only his parano-
There was another rustle. This time, some bits of twigs and leaves fell and he caught a shadow moving between the branches. There it was. Moving again, slithering through them with incredible grace, leaving a bit more leaves and twigs to fall down around him. It-
The branches burst apart in a shower of leaves and twigs, Shiro raised his arms to cover himself-
And was greeted with a plump grey tomcat caught right between them.
It stared at him curiously with bright jade eyes as its tail whoosed about the place. Shiro stared back at him for a few moments.
"...Huh. Perhaps I was a bit paranoid." He said. he should probably check for a concussion or something later on.
"Meow." The cat said, reminding him of its presence.
"...Yeah I should probably let you go." And he did just that, placing him right in front of him. It left without any fuss.
Just as Shiro was about to walk away he heard another rustle from the trees.
He looked up and saw a large shadow descending quickly towards him.
He did not have time to scream before darkness overtook him.
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Author's Note: So this chapter had been a long time coming. Firstly, I would like to apologize for my readers for the inconveniences this chapter's delay. I was originally going to post this in July but IRL stuff prevented me from doing so and by the time I was finished with my personal matters, the holiday had ended and i was to study again. I finally managed to scrap by some time to finish this off.
One of the reasons this chapter took so long to write is probably because of the fact that I really haven't planned that much. You all probably knew that this thing started off first as an Oregairu fanfic instead of an Original Fiction of mine. Which meant that I would have to start everything from the ground up; characters would have to be made or rewritten, setting changed, etc. Perhaps one of the most difficult thing I have to tackle is the magic system. How would it work? How would it function? Ultimately these are questions that must be answered. I don't want to just write Magic as something that happened because it happened.
Lastly, but not least more importantly, is my lack of Beta Reader. I don't know if this is the case with other people, but I've been begging for a Beta since day one and still haven't received one yet. The only one even remotely close to one is one of my family members with a much better English than mine.
The next chapter will introduce some new major characters. I've already written them up for the original draft of this chapter, but since the rewrite was already taking this long I decided to do that for the next chapter. We're also going to see some reveal of Shiro's motivations as well as the Torrington's family magical secrets.
Have a good day folks!