Jules Deblois Sternritter R
As I looked at the love of my life, I couldn't help but smile She was truly a gift from the stars.
Our relationship, while not illegal, was highly frowned on, as Nancy was what Quincy called just human, but I couldn't care less about that.
Thus, after eating, I finally spoke to her: Dear, I have something to tell you about
"What a coincidence! I want to tell you, Jules, that I'm pregnant and that Jacques will either have a baby sister or a baby brother."
I couldn't help but smile as if I were reenergized
But that only lasted for a minute before my fear returned.
Did he know about the fact that I knew about the complete global saturation? But I calmed myself.
It was quite some time ago that I secretly learned about that, and the fact that he didn't come for my head meant that I was safe and no one acutely knew about my knowledge.
Finally finding my inner strength, I called out for Nancy
Dear beloved, for quite some time I shall be gone because of the mission that His Majesty has given me.
"I couldn't help but be angry.
What is that man thinking? Jules you're a father, have a son, and are about to have another child.
Not only that, but you're also a scientist and not a soldier. What is that man Agenda? Can't he send another one of those Sternritters?"
I couldn't help but be shell-shocked about how she talked about him.
Dear, I know you don't like him, but please, please, please never speak about him in that manner outside or even inside our home.
I know that where you're from, you don't have any king.
But here in our sacred realm, he is the God-King
Every Quincy worships him and won't take any criticism about him, especially from someone like you.
"I couldn't help myself, and I started shouting at Jules, someone like me.
What does that even mean? Is it the fact that I am just a normal human and not like the rest of you? Freaks and weirdos with your horrible names and demonic powers?"
I couldn't help but become angry At her
Really, Nancy, calling me and our children freaks and weirdos—I thought that you were beyond those name-callings.
Everything that I said about not calling him by his name is because he will instantly know about it and what we're talking about.
It's one of his spells.
a taboo that alerts him to people talking about him, he can listen and find them wherever they're living So I simply want you to be safe.
And on going to the mission while I indeed now work As a scientist, I am also a Sternritter-R, so I must do all things required by him, but please don't be worried; I was once a candidate for the elite guards.
And I am going to be with three other Sternritters, so you shouldn't be worried about me.
"So you go again.
Saying Just don't worry while doing exactly the opposite of what I asked you not to, so why are you always like this? Why did you marry me? If you aren't going to ever listen to what I have to say,"
Before I could reply to her, I heard the sound of the door opening and Jacques calling out to me and Nancy
Jacques is home, so let's not start this again. Alright, dear?, I asked her.
She seemed to want to say something, but Jacques had entered the room and ran to hug her, so she didn't say anything, but her eyes told me that we would be having a word when Jacques would be sleeping.
And that conversation turned out to be about me going to sleep on the couch Which was hurtful I loved Nancy, but sometimes she was like a totally different woman, and sometimes her obsessions got to me.
Still, this wasn't all bad, as I listened to the sound of Nancy going up the stairs to our room, and once I was sure that she went inside I started writing every detail about what I know about complete global saturation and Project Uroboros.
Then, on another page, I started writing about my reasons for betraying him But after I was done, I simply ruined both pages as I realised what could happen to my family.
I was ready for the ultimate sacrifice, but I couldn't save my family, so I threw the papers in the trash binAs I slept, my dreams were full of nightmares about him.
Thus, when I woke up early, I started making coffee for the three of us, picked up some candy, and went up the stairsAs I opened the door to Jacques room, he was already awake.
I greeted him, and then I put down the coffee and candy on his table and started walking out As I went out of the room, I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, as my son's room was full of him as wallpaper.
And worst of all in his room was the accursed sky-coloured blue book with a golden title.
Das kleine blaue Buch des jungen Quincy
And when I entered our room, Nancy was still asleep, so I simply left coffee and candy on the stool and started walking down the stairs I couldn't help but feel uneasy for some reason.