[X] [IRON] You don't know. Everything is too confusing, moving too quickly right now. You'll tuck your thoughts about everything into a little corner of your mind and ignore them. For now.
[X] [IRON] They made an assassin of the one you thought was your protector, drove you to kill a man, and hurt your Mother. You will see the entire country burn or be ground beneath your heel.
[X][IRON] At this time you are loyal to only your mother, not any country. You are distantly grateful that your father didn't have you killed, and will repay that decision by denying your iron-born heritage. Neither leaf nor dissidents in iron will use you against your father, so long as your father returns the favor. It seems like the right thing to do. You will find revenge by proving Tokei wrong, so his shame is complete.