[The Manifest Vessel]
Your body stands motionless at the center of the demon's tentacles, frozen in the desperate grasp you were in when you connected to the grail. The grail itself is gone, vanishing within you in a flash of light as you claimed it. But that isn't the end of it: you stand impaled by the demon, black cracks spreading across your body as it
connects to you, burrows itself inside you. The rest of it is still, everything it is now chasing the grail inside you.
But that is there, and you are here.
You are in a dark void, a place where the shadows of power thrash around you like a storm-tossed sea, the conflict within you shaking this realm to its heart. For you stand here, wincing in pain as the demon invades you. Red eyes glare at you from cracks in the darkness, and you feel inky cracks spread across your body, more of the demon's eyes opening up within you.
This is the last battle you will face in this war.
This is a battle where the ending was predetermined.
The demon
burrows within you, crawling around beneath your skin and into your veins and bones and nerves, hollowing you out from the inside until you become nothing more than a husk, a shell for it to wear. Just like what became of Lainur. It will speak with your mouth and your words and use the grail you have claimed to burn the world to ash.
Your body fights back the only way it can. This demon is a creature of magic. So just like any piece of magic your body comes into contact with, you begin to corrode it, breaking it down and consuming it.
Fighting like that, the two of you bleed into each other, each of you understanding the other completely. It's eyes flash green as it learns of your helplessness and your growth and everything you have done to live. Your eyes flash red as you understand what it is, and how much it has lost- both of its own body, and the fellows it was always meant to be with. You would weep, if it did not mean to tear you apart and end everything you have gained.
But in the end, this battle can only end one way.
Even though it is but a shadow of its full glory, the demon is so much greater than you. There is nothing you could ever do to harm it- you know no magecraft, and all your body can do is struggle to decay it. But there is no way you could ever do that fast enough, even with every inch of your curse-stained body becoming a mouth to feast upon the interloper. It, on the other hand, could kill you with but a thought. You would stand no chance against it, if that was its goal- But if it kills you, it loses everything. The grail vanished from the material world the instant you claimed it, seamlessly merging with you. If you die, it and its power will be lost, and everything the demon has worked for will amount to nothing. You, a weak, feeble and pathetic human, will have bested it. And that is something it could never stand for.
You cannot kill it, but it
must not kill you.
This is a battle where victory is gained by devouring your foe, of the two of you tangling with each other's very core, staining each other and consuming each other and containing everything the other is within you. And
that is why the outcome of this battle was predetermined.
Because no matter how much power the demon holds… it is still a crippled, broken, hollow thing that can hold nothing but its own spite within it.
But you are whole.
The demon tries to flee as it realises this truth, to return to the world and its body, to escape you… only to find itself trapped as you become its prison. It writhes within you, slamming itself against the walls of
you to no avail as your body
bites down on it: Every cursed vein in your body
bites into it, the blackness and curses within you becoming fangs and venom that stains it as it struggles and screams and realises how powerless it is.
With the demon held within you, the turbulence that fills this dark realm vanishes as the cracks and eyes surrounding you fade to nothing. All that is left of the demon are the eyes staring out from the cracks in your body here, helpless and powerless and hopeless. No matter how much it thrashes within you, it can't even give you so much as a headache now.
You could end it all now… but there is something you must do first. Something you want to do. Casting your gaze around this dark place, you see what you were looking for. What you hoped you'd see: A faint glimmer of light in the distance. You move towards it, covering the immeasurable distance between you in an instant, to see six small wisps of light floating in the air in front of you, huddling together as they slowly fade away: As you watch, tiny glowing specks break away from them, vanishing into the nothingness around you. This is all that remains of the vessels Kiara couldn't save. They can't even form a body for themselves in this place- they aren't even part of the grail anymore: When you claimed it and it merged with you, you became its true vessel, the grail in its entirety all contained within you and you alone. There is nothing left of them now but fading embers in a cold and empty hearth.
You reach out to them, gathering all that they are within cupped hands, as you gently connect to them, taking care to keep the link as light as possible. You don't want to overwhelm them or scatter them, which would be oh so terribly easy now.
"It's okay. You're not alone. It doesn't hurt anymore, does it? That's right. You've all done so well to make it so far, to last this long now. You've all fought so hard. It's okay, you don't need to fight any longer. Your big sister's here, I'll take it from here." You whisper to your sisters, tender words slipping from your lips as you hold their fading souls in your hands. Words that you had longed to hear in your darkest, most pathetic moments. Staying with them, so their final moments are painless and with someone at their side.
One by one, cradled against your chest, the last remnants of your sisters dwindle into nothingness as their souls fade away. Now, there is only you in this place, and the demon howling in rage within you.
You give your sisters a moment of silence to mark their passing. Then, and only then, do you accept the power within you, closing your eyes as you become
complete.
You ascend, opening your eyes in a golden world.
You are the vessel and terminal of the Grail.
The lens that interprets the victor's wish.
You are Mimi Yagami.
The Master who has claimed victory in this war.
You are something golden and pure
You are something stained and blackened
You are both these things
So you are neither.
In the end…
You remain yourself
The darkness in this place vanishes as you open your eyes, finding yourself in a white void filled with twinkling golden lights. The demons cracks on your body are gone, replaced by a dazzling gold tracery that covers you from head to toe: The mechanisms of the grail, complete and whole and carved into your soul. Your arms are folded, with one hand lazily half-cupped in front of you.
You blink, and you hold the demon in the palm of your hand, tearing it from everywhere it tried to hide- did it think it could escape you, when the only place it has to hide is within your soul?
You gaze down at it with gold-speckled eyes, watching its powerless panic as it finds that it cannot save itself. With the slightest twitch of your fingers, even that stops as you hold the demon immobile. There is nothing that it can do, so you forbid it from doing anything.
A golden chalice forms in your free hand, the waters within it sparkling like diamond. The power of the grail- your power, ready to be released. Knowledge burns in your mind- there is something missing. There is something that was present when you were in Fuyuki that is not here- something vital. Without that… there is
something you cannot do with this power. Something you cannot regain, even if that is what you directed it to.
But you have a more immediate use for this power.
It tried to kill end your everything
Contaminant identified.
It would burn all of your futures to ash
Attempts to infiltrate grail functionality detected.
It cannot be allowed to live
Action must be taken to preserve grail integrity.
So you will end it
As two trains of thought reach the same conclusion, you lift the chalice high, holding it over the captive demon. It wished for the power of the Grail. So it shall have it. The chalice tilts with the faintest flick of the wrist, and a brilliant, rainbow-patterned stream of energy pours forth, splashing over your hand as the demon is engulfed within.
In the real world, the monster is petrified, every inch of its body turned to gold in an instant, crumbling into dust and vanishing on the river-breeze. But in this place and in your soul, a demon drowns in diamond.
Just like that, it is gone and only you remain here. You could stay here forever… but you feel a warm light in your hand. Someone is calling you back to her side.
So you open your eyes once more to see the dawn.
The faces of your friends and allies surround you as you open your eyes- your real eyes, feeling the spray of water against your cheeks. You're standing atop the center of the Thames barrier, with the orange glow of the sunrise just now colouring the sky.
"It's me-" You say, before the wind is knocked from you as Ankaa rushes you, scooping you up in her embrace, the familiar heat of her wings warming you to the soul.
"You came back." She whispers to you alone.
"Together until the end, remember? That wasn't the end."
"The Grail?" Izabetha's voice is weak, and dried blood crusts her face as she's slumped over, resting on both Gray, who's carrying an exhausted looking El-melloi with her and a silver-filigree crutch, one leg simply gone below the knee. Flat's uncharacteristically silent as he stands nearby, lost in thought.
From within Ankaa's arms, you hold up a hand, Just like within yourself, a thought is all it takes to manifest the Grail, cold gold appearing in your hand in a flash of light. There's a
hungry gasp from Izabetha at the sight, as she stretches an arm out towards you… before it falls limp at her side.
"It is yours. What will you do with it?"
"I'd used a bit… But there's something missing. Whatever this was
meant to do, I couldn't." You swirl the chalice around as you look into it, the golden lines on your body catching your eye: The full body pattern of the grail is here as well, replacing the shattered-glass look of your normal circuits. With luck, forever.
But as for what
you would do with the Grail… you have enough power left to do
something with. That much is certain. But when you think of what you could do with it… nothing comes to mind. You have freedom, friends, and a future. That's all you ever wanted. A week ago, you might have wished for death and destruction once more. Then, it would have made no difference who won the war inside you, for the outcome would have been the same.
That's different now.
But even if there is nothing you would use this power on… there are people who it could make a difference to.
This is the last choice you will make in this war. What will you do with the last of the Grail's power?
[] You use it for Izabetha. You give the Einzbern their wish, and end these wars forever.
[] You use it for Gray. You return to her something she lost, and lessen the shadow she lives in.
[] You use it for Ankaa. You cut away that which she hates, freeing her from it forever.
[] You use it for everyone like your sisters. You grant them the same chance that Ankaa gave you.