The first thing you do is look around.
You're laying in something like a cross between a bed and a pod, cushioned beneath your body with raised white walls about a foot on either side of you. Above you is some kind of headset, you can only assume the main piece of whatever simulation they intend to put people through, though part of you is wondering how in the hell they managed to do it. Everything is cold and white and very obviously
mechanical, but that doesn't seem to matter when it comes to working their mysteries. Marrying magecraft and technology was meant to be difficult, but then again, if they really
were in some isolated wilderness then maybe the heightened mystery from abandoning civilization could be enough to balance out the-
A delicate thumb and forefinger pinch your chin between them and pull your gaze from the side to look directly up at Animusphere.
"You will look at me when I am talking to you, Dempsey."
Part of you is almost shocked into silence from the sheer audacity. The delicate dance of magus and Enforcer was that the magus got to denigrate and look down on the dogs who had abandoned the one true pursuit of an magus worth their salt, but the terror that Enforcers instilled in magi was still there, under the surface. If she was willing to not only insult you, but actually
force you to look her in the eye after you try get your bearings? When they've tricked you into thinking you were still en route, when in actuality they'd taken you into the bowels of this metal monstrosity in the middle of who knows where? When they've made you think you were attacked, that you were dragging someone back with you to help them, that you
failed to save them?
There's the spark you're looking for.
You scowl, pushing yourself up to sit and slapping away her hand. She meets your gaze without flinching, though she's less intimidating now that you realise that you tower over her, even while sitting down on the bed. When you speak, you're not speaking with the restrained politeness that you use to mollify the nobility in the Clock Tower when you disrespect them by breathing the same air as they do. No, your voice is like a cracked whip, a chained animal, fury barely held back by the fact that Animusphere isn't alone, and her company happens to be armed. You'd rather not get shot in real life just after avoiding it in the simulation, but you just can't let it sit, not after what she's said and done, how she's treated you like a plaything to be jerked around and then chastised for complaining about it.
"I was
thinking that there was a man down that I could still save,
ma'am." You relish the way her nostrils flare out as she sucks in an angry breath, but you're not done, not by a long shot. "Just because he was a mundane pilot wasn't any reason
not to save him. Was I supposed to let him bleed out in the snow, or get executed while I ran away? Pardon, ma'am, but
fuck that. If he's on our side, then I'm going to do what I can to make sure he comes back safe, even if he's not a magus
. Just because you don't give a damn doesn't mean anyone else doesn't, so if that displeases you, then you're welcome to
sit down and shut up while I do the actual groundwork for whatever this mission is, since I'm sure you'll be kicking back with your feet up!"
She looks at you the way you'd imagine she looks at particularly loathsome bugs that manage to escape her boot time after time, but when she speaks, it's not in the imperious, holier-than-thou tone you've come to expect when you're being lectured about your place in the world. It's frustrated, angry, almost indignant. You've struck some kind of nerve, you think, but you're honestly not sure when.
"Dempsey, I am your commanding officer. If you speak to me like that again, then I will destroy your Mystic Code, wipe your brain until you are a drooling vegetable, and ship you back to the Clock Tower on the next plane out of Chaldea. Am I understood?" You suck in a sharp breath as you realise that for all the simulation was a lie, you still can't feel that familiar weight around your torso. That's enough to make you freeze all by itself, and when she looks expectantly towards you, it's all you can do to force yourself into a short, jerky nod. You don't trust yourself to speak, but that's fine, because she continues on.
"The only reason the pilot was mundane in that simulation was because a magus pilot would have made you question it earlier. The purpose was to test your ability and your temperament, your decision-making. You might be capable, but it won't
mean anything if you can't make the right decisions. You were the target. If you had left, the attackers would have wasted time trying to confirm your death at the wreckage, and the pilot could have distracted them further. That was the
correct choice. All of our members here understand the risks, and understand that they may die in the line of duty. That is what they
signed up for. Those who weren't comfortable with that, we shipped back home and erased their memory of this place. If someone dies, it's unfortunate, but it's not worth losing
even more people just to satisfy your own delusions of heroism."
You want to talk, want to interrupt, want to challenge her, but in the space it takes you to take a breath, she's continued on. "You could instead have hidden and waited to ambush them, leveraging your superior skills and the advantage of surprise to defeat them, which would give you the chance to interrogate them while we sent out a rescue team. You could have learned more about who was trying to stop us, given us valuable information, or failing all of that, you could have at least made things safer by rooting out one threat to us right then and there. Instead, you chose to save one life, letting whoever attacked us run free, and putting your life in danger as well! So, Dempsey, I'll ask you again: what were you
thinking?"
You're thinking that you dearly want to punch her, but you'll hold that part back. On one hand, what she says makes...enough sense you can't dismiss it out of hand. A magus flying a plane would have made you freeze up from the sheer incongruity, and if that made you suspicious already, there was every chance you could have figured things out far sooner with the bizarre streak of luck you had that landed you in the perfect situation to be tested. Everything she's saying, that they're soldiers, that they signed up knowing they might die, that he put himself in danger to save someone who was willing to be lost, that all makes sense too. For a moment, you can almost believe it, almost let yourself think that she really, honestly, truly was impartial, and that the reason for everything in the simulation was entirely for the purpose of testing your honest reaction.
And yet.
You were the target. That was just a matter of course. It couldn't have been one of the pilots, couldn't have just been that whoever attacked you wanted to destroy the transport, wanted to plunder it, wanted any number of different things. You were the only magus on board, and you were the target. It was just logic, wasn't it?
She could talk about how egalitarian she was for hours, but that was enough for you. She was like the rest underneath whatever mask she decided to wear.
"...I don't like leaving people behind, ma'am." For a moment, you smell smoke, but you shake your head a little and banish the memory. Swallowing pride time, just like the Clock Tower. "I understand. In the future, I'll do better." But you're not going to apologise, and you're going to be better your own way.
"Hmph. See that you do. There's a briefing in two hours, but you're free to explore until then. The band on your wrist is a communicator and map. So long as you're in the main control room in two hours and you don't cause any disruptions, you're free to wander." She turns on her heel like she's already forgotten you exist, and when you stand up and roll your shoulders, you pause before calling out to her again.
"My Code. Where is it?"
She doesn't even answer verbally, just turning to point at a metal box in the corner of the room, before the door slides open with a hiss. Her two guards follow her out, and then you're alone.
You almost punch something, but keep your cool at the last second. Anything in this room could be expensive, vital, and hard to replace. Instead, you all but wrench open the box, giving a little sigh of relief at the familiar shimmering of polished steel when you do. You hold your hand out and let your circuits sing just the smallest amount, a mere trickle of power that the links of chain beneath you respond to. A thought, and the blade at one end lifts up and slides under your coat, link after link clinking together as you return your Code to its proper place. When you're done, the length of chain is securely wrapped beneath your coat, and the comforting weight makes it easier to stay calm after your conversation with Animusphere. Everything seems to be in order, you can control it as well as ever, and the blades are still sharp as hell, tucked flat against the underside of your forearms.
You can live with this, as long as you've got your little comforts.
Tapping the little glowing button at the top of the small band on your wrist brings up a holographic display, and a few more taps on the display itself brings up a map. You've got two hours to kill, and you could honestly use a chance to cool down after that conversation. A couple of places catch your eye, and you take a moment to decide where you want to visit first.
[ ] The medical wing. Being under for as long as you were might have complications, and you'd rather have some kind of medical assurance that you're fine instead of just assuming based on the fact that Animusphere didn't seem to consider it important.
[ ] The cafeteria. Considering that you've been under hypnosis, drugged, or otherwise kept out of your right state of mind for as long as it took to get to Chaldea, you quite literally can't remember the last time you've eaten, and your stomach is making it known that it's not happy with this state of affairs.
[ ] Your room. They've marked out personal quarters for you already, where hopefully what meager possessions you brought with you will already have been delivered. You can't exactly have a nap after so long sleeping, but if you're lucky you might have time for a smoke and a shower.
[ ] The room marked "Laboratory". You're not quite sure what they'd be researching here, but you suppose that an isolated facility somewhere in a snowy mountain range would be a pretty good place to do whatever they want without oversight.
[ ] The control room. It might mean running into Animusphere again, but if you could find someone else, you might be able to get some answers about where you are and what exactly you'll be doing before the briefing.
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Q/N: So, ended up being so exhausted I couldn't get this out yesterday, but hopefully this isn't too bad. This is mostly a tie-in piece to open up Chaldea to Ed, in all honesty, but I hope that I could at least make it an interesting argument. For the vote, you will have the opportunity to visit more than one location, but you won't be able to visit them all, so keep that in mind when deciding which parts of Chaldea you want to see most, as well as who you might meet while you're around there.