Chapter 52 - Departure
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Katsuke Fujiwara awoke to the sound of hissing pneumatics, as the heavy-duty blast door of his high-security cell began to open. It was a spartan room, completely unadorned save for the large chair he was strapped to with thick metal restraints. The overhead flood light cast the room in clinical white light as the door clicked open, admitting a single visitor.
Fujiwara's mouth curled into a sneer as he watched the huge white-scaled dragon duck through the entrance and into the small cell, her horns almost scraping the ceiling.
"Oh, it's you."
"Not happy to see me?" Ryuuzaki Tatsuma hissed, pulling her tail through the door followed by another click as it shut behind her.
"I was hoping Shigaraki had killed you, when I overheard the League had taken you."
"Sorry to disappoint you." She said as she sat down, her tail curling around her feet. "You usually come to see me, so I thought I'd return the favor. You know, one last time."
"The hell are you talking about now?" He demanded. "If you think-"
"They're moving you to Tartarus tomorrow." She interrupted him, and suddenly Fujiwara felt a cold chill run through her spine. "The judge's order came this morning. After escaping twice already, they're putting you in with the worst of the worst. And this time, you have nobody left who'd care enough to even try to bail you out. Tonight is the last time you and I will ever meet."
"So why are you here, then? Come to gloat?" He gestured with the stubs of his arms, ending in bandaged stumps mid-bicep.
"No. But I'm not going to feel bad either. Let's not pretend you weren't trying to do worse to me. To my friends."
"And I'd try again given the chance." He admitted glibly. "In a heartbeat."
Tatsuma sighed deeply. "Don't you ever get tired of it? This… whole revenge thing? Dedicating your life to ruining mine?"
"I am only fulfilling Stain's vision. To overturn a corrupt system requires dedication."
"You can't possibly claim it isn't personal." The dragon tilted her massive head slowly. "Not at this point. For three years, you've done nothing but go after literal children."
"What can I say? A weed must be pulled out by the stem. Same with any manner of rot."
The massive dragon exhaled slowly, shaking her head. "I looked up your history. You were a student at UA. Expelled for poor academic performance and abrasive attitude. Engendering a lifelong resentment towards the Hero system."
"I never had a chance." He laughed. "Hero Society is rotten to the core, an exclusive club where talent doesn't matter, only who you know. Those with the right connections and born to the right families are showered in special opportunities and treatment."
"Is that so?" She tilted her head again. "Setsuna Tokage. The only person in her immediate family to not have at least three arrests in her record. And two months ago she placed at the top of the class for the semester finals. Explain that."
"An exception does not disprove a rule." Fujiwara bit out.
"Itsuka Kendo. Her father is a martial arts instructor and her mother was a server. Pony Tsunotori. A transfer student from America, from a family of farmers and ranchers. Yui Kodai. Her parents are business owners. And that's just my closest friends. Out of twenty people in my class, do you know how many have Pro-Hero family members? Two. But hey, maybe that's just eighteen exceptions." She shrugged her massive shoulders. "Or maybe it's just you."
"I wouldn't expect you to understand what it's like." He glared across the room. "You, who have been born with a silver spoon in your mouth."
"Uh-huh. Anything to make sure there's somebody to blame." She shook her head in disgust, ears drooping. "Do you know what the worst part is? You might have even had a point. Maybe Hero Society does have issues. Maybe it is unfair that Recommended Students get special treatment. Maybe schools should have better outreach programs to help people from all walks of life become Heroes. But you know who aren't responsible for that? Children." She spat out, moving animatedly as she kept going. "You could have made a good Hero. You have a strong Quirk, better than most. I looked up the Quirk Registry, I know you can shoot rubber bullets. You could have advocated for change. Or maybe you weren't suited for becoming a Hero. There's no shame in that either. But you chose to pin it all on anybody but yourself. Of course you were just being held back from your true potential. Of course it makes it okay to lash out at innocent people. You are pathetic."
Silence reigned in the cell room, broken only by the sound of Tatsuma's breathing and the clicking of the wall-mounted clock.
"Are you finished?" Fujiwara finally broke the silence. "Because if that's all you came here to say, I would rather stay in solitude."
"I told you already." She told him with a disapproving shake of her head. "I came here to see you one last time. I wanted to find a bit of closure, if I could. To look at you with my own two eyes and see if I felt anything."
"And do you?" He sneered. "Because if that rant was anything to go by..."
She sighed. "For the longest time, I feared you. Hated, too, and many other emotions of similar nature, but mainly fear. You hurt me… worse than anyone ever had. I had thought myself safe, and you shattered that illusion. You didn't just hurt me, you made me afraid. Afraid of being hurt again. And so, even if it wasn't an entirely conscious decision, I made it so that I couldn't be. I wrapped myself in an invulnerable barrier, unable to bear facing the world."
"So all this time, the whole dragon thing, it was your own doing? Oh, that's too good." He chuckled. "You've probably been blaming me for all these years, only for it to turn out to have been you all along." He shook his head. "So, I suppose this visit is a part of some kind of healing journey for you, isn't it? Conquering your fears and all that? Because I can tell you-"
"No." Tatsuma stated, her draconic features impassive. "Because I already did it. Three nights ago, when All-Might saved me from the League's captivity, I did it. I transformed back."
"You're lying." He replied without pause. "You're lying to rile me up before they send me away, to make yourself feel better.
"The universe doesn't revolve around you, Fujiwara." She shook her head. "All For One- The League's boss, in case Shigaraki didn't feel like filling you in on all the details -very nearly killed me, just to hurt All-Might. He toyed with me. I had as much of a chance- no, less of a chance against him as a dragon than I did against you on that night. Anything I could do, he could effortlessly overpower. He broke through even these impenetrable scales."
"Not so invulnerable after all." Fujiwara jabbed. "But do go on. I want to hear all about how you got beaten to pulp."
Tatsuma sighed again. "As you say, the barrier wasn't so invulnerable in the end. The dragon was as helpless as the human. I had to face the reality that I would never truly be safe. And… I was forced to accept that I was going to die. But then. I heard somebody calling out for help. Someone caught in the middle of the battle. And do you know what the only thing I could think of was? That I could keep that person, even just one, from having to go through what I did. Do you understand what I'm saying? I turned my experiences into motivation, into a strength to draw upon."
"Don't bullshit me." Fujiwara growled. "You can pretend you've conquered your past or whatever, but it doesn't just go away like that."
"No. Trauma doesn't disappear, that's not how it works. But… I've learned to cope with it, just that little bit better. You're not wrong about me being on a journey of healing, and the end isn't even in sight. Maybe… it never will be. But your part in this is coming to a close."
She was pacing now, claws clicking against the metal floor
"I'm not that scared girl you shot on one cold autumn night anymore. I've seen the Symbol of Peace and the Symbol of Terror clash in mortal combat. I've seen Heroes conquer their fears and go beyond their limits to save innocents, regardless of their own powerlessness. I've seen and fought some of the true monsters of this world. I've saved lives. There are people out there who wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for me." She looked down at her claws, opening and closing them slowly. "A Hero… is someone who saves lives. And even if I don't feel like it… I am a Hero."
"Is there supposed to be a point to this?"
"I look at everything I've become, everything I've gone through. All the ways I've grown. And then there's you. You haven't changed a bit. Clinging to ideology you pay lip service to as an excuse to dedicate your life to petty revenge. Because if you took that out… what would there be left of you? Because if you gave up, if you allowed yourself to consider that you were wrong, you would have to confront that the person who threw away your life… was you." She leaned closer, red eyes glowing as she looked Fujiwara up and down. "You're just a spiteful, angry little man. What is there to be afraid of in that? The only power you have over me is what I give you. And I choose to give you… nothing. You don't matter."
"And yet… here you are. Still a dragon." Fujiwara retorted with a sneer. "You know what I think? I think this little confessional of yours was to convince yourself, not me. I think you're scared. Scared that you won't be able to repeat it. That maybe it was a fluke, or a daydream. I think you're afraid to try and fail. Have you even told anyone? Because if you had, I don't think they'd let you run around as a dragon."
"..."
"I thought so." He smiled. "So let's put all that big talk to the test. Prove it, here and now. Prove that you've put me behind you, like you claim."
"Why?" The massive dragon tilted her head slowly. "It's like you said, this is for me, not for you. Why would I need to prove anything to you? I told you already, you… don't matter."
With slow and deliberate movements she turned around, her tail swishing behind her as she stepped up to the door.
"Hey! Where do you think you're going?!"
She did not deign him with a response as she walked out of the cell, and out of his life.
-----
"I don't care." Ryuko Tatsuma growled into the phone. "Just give me five more minutes. Yes, I know I said it five minutes ago. I don't care. Just do what you need to get it done."
She slammed the red "End Call" button and sighed. The jail waiting room was empty except for her and the coffee machine, which had already seen heavy usage.
Arranging for a high-school student to have a one-on-one visit with a high-security prisoner, regardless of if he was restrained and completely harmless, had required a lot of strings to be pulled, even for the Number Ten Hero. But Ryuuzaki had begged her to do it, and she couldn't find it in her to deny her.
Before more than a few seconds had passed her phone started buzzing again, this time with angry text messages. She shook head and got to work on a reply just as the door behind her opened with a hiss of pneumatics.
"Oh, you're done already?" She said off-handedly, not taking her eyes off the phone.
"Yeah, I'm done with him." Ryuuzaki said as she walked into the waiting area, sitting beside Ryuko.
"Oh, that's good. I'll just finish this and-" Ryuko began, and then stopped abruptly.
…
...
…
Then she felt her brain short-circuit as it caught up to the sensory input. That voice. Ryuuzaki sitting beside her on the bench.
Ryuuzaki.
Sitting.
Beside her.
On the bench.
A phone clattered on the concrete floor from nerveless fingers.
"...'Zaki?" Her voice was fragile, afraid to even hope.
"...Yeah." Came the reply again. Not a deep reptilian hiss, but-
For a moment, Ryuko almost didn't want to look, as though the illusion would be dispelled if she did, until finally she couldn't take it anymore and turned her head.
And there she was. She was older now, her features more worn and tired than she remembered, but Ryuko would recognize them even if she was blind.
"'Zaki!" She yelled as she sprung to her feet and scooped her little sister up off the bench and into a hug, no matter that she was tall enough to tower over her.
"I'm here."
Ryuko held her sister properly for the first time in two and a half years. Nothing else mattered. She held her sister and cried.
TRAINING CAMP ARC END
WYRMLING SAGA END
Fujiwara's mouth curled into a sneer as he watched the huge white-scaled dragon duck through the entrance and into the small cell, her horns almost scraping the ceiling.
"Oh, it's you."
"Not happy to see me?" Ryuuzaki Tatsuma hissed, pulling her tail through the door followed by another click as it shut behind her.
"I was hoping Shigaraki had killed you, when I overheard the League had taken you."
"Sorry to disappoint you." She said as she sat down, her tail curling around her feet. "You usually come to see me, so I thought I'd return the favor. You know, one last time."
"The hell are you talking about now?" He demanded. "If you think-"
"They're moving you to Tartarus tomorrow." She interrupted him, and suddenly Fujiwara felt a cold chill run through her spine. "The judge's order came this morning. After escaping twice already, they're putting you in with the worst of the worst. And this time, you have nobody left who'd care enough to even try to bail you out. Tonight is the last time you and I will ever meet."
"So why are you here, then? Come to gloat?" He gestured with the stubs of his arms, ending in bandaged stumps mid-bicep.
"No. But I'm not going to feel bad either. Let's not pretend you weren't trying to do worse to me. To my friends."
"And I'd try again given the chance." He admitted glibly. "In a heartbeat."
Tatsuma sighed deeply. "Don't you ever get tired of it? This… whole revenge thing? Dedicating your life to ruining mine?"
"I am only fulfilling Stain's vision. To overturn a corrupt system requires dedication."
"You can't possibly claim it isn't personal." The dragon tilted her massive head slowly. "Not at this point. For three years, you've done nothing but go after literal children."
"What can I say? A weed must be pulled out by the stem. Same with any manner of rot."
The massive dragon exhaled slowly, shaking her head. "I looked up your history. You were a student at UA. Expelled for poor academic performance and abrasive attitude. Engendering a lifelong resentment towards the Hero system."
"I never had a chance." He laughed. "Hero Society is rotten to the core, an exclusive club where talent doesn't matter, only who you know. Those with the right connections and born to the right families are showered in special opportunities and treatment."
"Is that so?" She tilted her head again. "Setsuna Tokage. The only person in her immediate family to not have at least three arrests in her record. And two months ago she placed at the top of the class for the semester finals. Explain that."
"An exception does not disprove a rule." Fujiwara bit out.
"Itsuka Kendo. Her father is a martial arts instructor and her mother was a server. Pony Tsunotori. A transfer student from America, from a family of farmers and ranchers. Yui Kodai. Her parents are business owners. And that's just my closest friends. Out of twenty people in my class, do you know how many have Pro-Hero family members? Two. But hey, maybe that's just eighteen exceptions." She shrugged her massive shoulders. "Or maybe it's just you."
"I wouldn't expect you to understand what it's like." He glared across the room. "You, who have been born with a silver spoon in your mouth."
"Uh-huh. Anything to make sure there's somebody to blame." She shook her head in disgust, ears drooping. "Do you know what the worst part is? You might have even had a point. Maybe Hero Society does have issues. Maybe it is unfair that Recommended Students get special treatment. Maybe schools should have better outreach programs to help people from all walks of life become Heroes. But you know who aren't responsible for that? Children." She spat out, moving animatedly as she kept going. "You could have made a good Hero. You have a strong Quirk, better than most. I looked up the Quirk Registry, I know you can shoot rubber bullets. You could have advocated for change. Or maybe you weren't suited for becoming a Hero. There's no shame in that either. But you chose to pin it all on anybody but yourself. Of course you were just being held back from your true potential. Of course it makes it okay to lash out at innocent people. You are pathetic."
Silence reigned in the cell room, broken only by the sound of Tatsuma's breathing and the clicking of the wall-mounted clock.
"Are you finished?" Fujiwara finally broke the silence. "Because if that's all you came here to say, I would rather stay in solitude."
"I told you already." She told him with a disapproving shake of her head. "I came here to see you one last time. I wanted to find a bit of closure, if I could. To look at you with my own two eyes and see if I felt anything."
"And do you?" He sneered. "Because if that rant was anything to go by..."
She sighed. "For the longest time, I feared you. Hated, too, and many other emotions of similar nature, but mainly fear. You hurt me… worse than anyone ever had. I had thought myself safe, and you shattered that illusion. You didn't just hurt me, you made me afraid. Afraid of being hurt again. And so, even if it wasn't an entirely conscious decision, I made it so that I couldn't be. I wrapped myself in an invulnerable barrier, unable to bear facing the world."
"So all this time, the whole dragon thing, it was your own doing? Oh, that's too good." He chuckled. "You've probably been blaming me for all these years, only for it to turn out to have been you all along." He shook his head. "So, I suppose this visit is a part of some kind of healing journey for you, isn't it? Conquering your fears and all that? Because I can tell you-"
"No." Tatsuma stated, her draconic features impassive. "Because I already did it. Three nights ago, when All-Might saved me from the League's captivity, I did it. I transformed back."
"You're lying." He replied without pause. "You're lying to rile me up before they send me away, to make yourself feel better.
"The universe doesn't revolve around you, Fujiwara." She shook her head. "All For One- The League's boss, in case Shigaraki didn't feel like filling you in on all the details -very nearly killed me, just to hurt All-Might. He toyed with me. I had as much of a chance- no, less of a chance against him as a dragon than I did against you on that night. Anything I could do, he could effortlessly overpower. He broke through even these impenetrable scales."
"Not so invulnerable after all." Fujiwara jabbed. "But do go on. I want to hear all about how you got beaten to pulp."
Tatsuma sighed again. "As you say, the barrier wasn't so invulnerable in the end. The dragon was as helpless as the human. I had to face the reality that I would never truly be safe. And… I was forced to accept that I was going to die. But then. I heard somebody calling out for help. Someone caught in the middle of the battle. And do you know what the only thing I could think of was? That I could keep that person, even just one, from having to go through what I did. Do you understand what I'm saying? I turned my experiences into motivation, into a strength to draw upon."
"Don't bullshit me." Fujiwara growled. "You can pretend you've conquered your past or whatever, but it doesn't just go away like that."
"No. Trauma doesn't disappear, that's not how it works. But… I've learned to cope with it, just that little bit better. You're not wrong about me being on a journey of healing, and the end isn't even in sight. Maybe… it never will be. But your part in this is coming to a close."
She was pacing now, claws clicking against the metal floor
"I'm not that scared girl you shot on one cold autumn night anymore. I've seen the Symbol of Peace and the Symbol of Terror clash in mortal combat. I've seen Heroes conquer their fears and go beyond their limits to save innocents, regardless of their own powerlessness. I've seen and fought some of the true monsters of this world. I've saved lives. There are people out there who wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for me." She looked down at her claws, opening and closing them slowly. "A Hero… is someone who saves lives. And even if I don't feel like it… I am a Hero."
"Is there supposed to be a point to this?"
"I look at everything I've become, everything I've gone through. All the ways I've grown. And then there's you. You haven't changed a bit. Clinging to ideology you pay lip service to as an excuse to dedicate your life to petty revenge. Because if you took that out… what would there be left of you? Because if you gave up, if you allowed yourself to consider that you were wrong, you would have to confront that the person who threw away your life… was you." She leaned closer, red eyes glowing as she looked Fujiwara up and down. "You're just a spiteful, angry little man. What is there to be afraid of in that? The only power you have over me is what I give you. And I choose to give you… nothing. You don't matter."
"And yet… here you are. Still a dragon." Fujiwara retorted with a sneer. "You know what I think? I think this little confessional of yours was to convince yourself, not me. I think you're scared. Scared that you won't be able to repeat it. That maybe it was a fluke, or a daydream. I think you're afraid to try and fail. Have you even told anyone? Because if you had, I don't think they'd let you run around as a dragon."
"..."
"I thought so." He smiled. "So let's put all that big talk to the test. Prove it, here and now. Prove that you've put me behind you, like you claim."
"Why?" The massive dragon tilted her head slowly. "It's like you said, this is for me, not for you. Why would I need to prove anything to you? I told you already, you… don't matter."
With slow and deliberate movements she turned around, her tail swishing behind her as she stepped up to the door.
"Hey! Where do you think you're going?!"
She did not deign him with a response as she walked out of the cell, and out of his life.
-----
"I don't care." Ryuko Tatsuma growled into the phone. "Just give me five more minutes. Yes, I know I said it five minutes ago. I don't care. Just do what you need to get it done."
She slammed the red "End Call" button and sighed. The jail waiting room was empty except for her and the coffee machine, which had already seen heavy usage.
Arranging for a high-school student to have a one-on-one visit with a high-security prisoner, regardless of if he was restrained and completely harmless, had required a lot of strings to be pulled, even for the Number Ten Hero. But Ryuuzaki had begged her to do it, and she couldn't find it in her to deny her.
Before more than a few seconds had passed her phone started buzzing again, this time with angry text messages. She shook head and got to work on a reply just as the door behind her opened with a hiss of pneumatics.
"Oh, you're done already?" She said off-handedly, not taking her eyes off the phone.
"Yeah, I'm done with him." Ryuuzaki said as she walked into the waiting area, sitting beside Ryuko.
"Oh, that's good. I'll just finish this and-" Ryuko began, and then stopped abruptly.
…
...
…
Then she felt her brain short-circuit as it caught up to the sensory input. That voice. Ryuuzaki sitting beside her on the bench.
Ryuuzaki.
Sitting.
Beside her.
On the bench.
A phone clattered on the concrete floor from nerveless fingers.
"...'Zaki?" Her voice was fragile, afraid to even hope.
"...Yeah." Came the reply again. Not a deep reptilian hiss, but-
For a moment, Ryuko almost didn't want to look, as though the illusion would be dispelled if she did, until finally she couldn't take it anymore and turned her head.
And there she was. She was older now, her features more worn and tired than she remembered, but Ryuko would recognize them even if she was blind.
"'Zaki!" She yelled as she sprung to her feet and scooped her little sister up off the bench and into a hug, no matter that she was tall enough to tower over her.
"I'm here."
Ryuko held her sister properly for the first time in two and a half years. Nothing else mattered. She held her sister and cried.
TRAINING CAMP ARC END
WYRMLING SAGA END
There we go.
I will be taking a short break after this, due to unavoidable IRL reasons (University entrance exams, being called up for reservist training by the FDF, that sort of stuff) and also because I did just squeeze out about 50k words over a course of a month and a half.
But Dragonspawn will be returning in June.
I will be taking a short break after this, due to unavoidable IRL reasons (University entrance exams, being called up for reservist training by the FDF, that sort of stuff) and also because I did just squeeze out about 50k words over a course of a month and a half.
But Dragonspawn will be returning in June.
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