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The grinning face is the only thing not blocked out by the searing flames all around me-!
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All I can do is writhe and scream as she squeezes into my chest-!
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My body is not meant to move that way-!
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My nose is not meant to be that long-!
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Oh...
So I am up yet again... and...
I have paws... and scales... hm...
It looks like it did rain... and I am naked...
I am laying back against a tree and it is foggy...
My neck is not meant to be this long...
I am not supposed to have horns... or digitigrade legs and a tail...
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I am not supposed to be red.
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Okay. okay... I do not know how to react.
Really, how can I react to something like this? Yell? Scream? Claw at myself with my now literal claws? I am not in pain, my senses came back online faster than the first time, and I am I do not see that demoness/literal dragon-lady. I think I can handle this much better...
So I have wings. They felt tingly, like when your foot falls asleep but I was on my back... But instead of being unnerved, all I can think is this:
If I was going to be a dragon, why a western-ish one? Why not a wyvern or eastern, noodly dragon with shapeshifting and a long, coily form?
Yes, I have body issues back home like most people probably do, but you know you are fucked up if, when you are turned into a dragon, you wish it to be more draconic than human. And western ones are basically humans with wings.
Of course, the answer is "Yes" when someone ask or makes you into a dragon. But could it not be something so similar to what I was before?
But anyway, I am sitting up, still getting used to having extra limbs to wake up, and glad that I do not feel the pain under these scales and watching those clawed toes wiggle as I move them. There is too much at once though... The sights and sounds, smells and sensations. The weather and my body... My is also brain playing "One Foot" by "Walk the Moon", and it is not going to stop tillI can think of another song. One foot is an awesome song and is helping me deal with this existential crisis, but it is going to get boring and worn out fast if I don't think of another one.
Yes... this is shock. Something horrific happened and I am in shock. I don't have any medical training, I don't know where I am or what happened, and I don't know what to do other than not die, if I can help that at least. There could be anything out here, possibly worse than that thing I encountered before, the experience still churning my empty stomach and twisting in my chest.
Instead of the angry and exhausted whine I usually make, this new body produces a growl and whimper.
I guess the first step is to climb this tree and plan.
What goes in my favor is that I have hunted, fished, and camped before, mostly to learn and to spend time with my family, but at least my experiences are practical. I can fish, hunt, and I am sure it would be easy to find edible plants... but that might be a bust due to how my digestive system is not human and would most likely have different tolerances... is chocolate going to be poisonous? And where is chocolate in this world? And coffee? Caffeine withdrawal is going to be horrible. I can make it through this situation regardless.
Though am I really going to have to kill something like a deer again like all those years ago?
Yes, my family was starving and my dad was laid off... but I still feel it to this day every now and again. And this thought keeps making me even more focused on what I have become, which I can't handle right now.
So I just start climbing,
and climbing...
and now I can see that yes, I have been transported from the grassy planes to a forest.
Trees...
Valley...
Pretty flowering trees.
Oh! A house.
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Yes, I know I am not writing my best stuff, but I am going to challenge myself to keep writing either daily or every other day.