"Divines, help me. What did I do to deserve such a selfish, lazy, unfilial child? Do you want your father and I to die early? Is that it? Auri-El knows that we're already breaking our backs feeding your younger siblings!"
Being summoned before the dawn broke was all it took. Cobenwe knew; today was the day. She wasn't familiar with the others in her platoon, but she could tell that they knew as well.
The Bosmeri archers and daggers were antsier than usual. Their platoon's only two Pahmar shock troopers were flexing their muscles in a show of strength. One Khajiit licked her blade sensuously, which couldn't be healthy. The group was a bow drawn to its limit, a trembling arm just waiting for the order to let loose.
Cobenwe wanted to go home.
All around, Aldmeri captains were awaiting their own platoons to arrive. It was a sea of Dominion banners as far as the eyes could see. After the push through the Nibenay Valley, the remnants of 7th Army that Cobenwe belonged to had been merged with the fresher 4th and 6th Armies. The 6th had simply sailed up the Niben after Aldmeri forces finally crippled the Imperial Riverine Navy. Their forces all gathered now on the Imperial Isle, just a stone's throw from the banks of Lake Rumare.
It took Cobenwe a while to realise that she'd put her belt on upside down. She hastily fixed it. Some of the others snickered. She wasn't welcome here. She was filling shoes that they hadn't wanted filled. A younger Cobenwe might have been more bothered about that, but the Cobenwe standing here had been in their position more than once.
It didn't help that they knew she was the lone survivor of her original platoon. Those only came in two types. She knew which one she was. They all knew which, too.
Cobenwe was sick to the stomach. She tried not to make eye contact as she waited for Captain Aranelya to address them. Somehow, being a fellow Auridoni native made Aranelya despise Cobenwe
more. Before the sun rose above the horizon, the final members of her platoon hastily arrived.
The Captain finally stopped pacing.
"You are all aware of what is at stake," she began. Her voice carried across the platoon, even as neighbouring captains began their own speeches.
"The Empire is weak. We've carved through their lands, east, west, and south, and the enemy is on death's door. We stand on the doorstep of their exposed heart, within spitting distance of their upjumped warlord. But make no mistake—this heart has a tough shell. The Imperial City will be defended with every last breath they can muster. And a cornered skeever is at its most dangerous."
Cobenwe listened gloomily. The Aldmeri didn't tolerate cravens, but people still whispered. An Imperial City garrisoned by motivated defenders had never been taken without becoming a meat grinder. Not once since the First Era. Nobody thought today would be any different.
Captain Aranelya went on to describe how they would approach from three different vectors. Kinlord Naarifin had called for reinforcements from all across southern Cyrodiil. The air was heavy with grim acceptance and anticipation. Many of them would die today. Cobenwe anxiously adjusted the sword at her waist, feeling out of place and overwhelmingly unprepared.
But, they were also just a small step away from ending this war. A small, brutal, treacherous step, and then they could all go home, pay in hand.
The dawn began to break, dyeing the skies blood red as Captain Aranelya finished conveying the specific objectives of their division.
"Srutal Beggs!" she barked.
The fatter Pahmar twitched.
"Break this!"
Captain Aranelya threw a branch at the tall Khajiit's shoulder. He was almost as large as one of his Pahmar-Raht cousins.
Srutal Beggs plucked the branch off his shoulder, looked at it, and then snapped it with ease.
"Hold it up for all to see!" the Captain ordered, and Srutal did so obligingly.
"Now break this!"
This time it was a huge bundle of branches, bound tightly and enchanted. Srutal Beggs examined his challenge, and held it in both hands consideringly. It still snapped with contemptuous ease.
Captain Aranelya turned to the rest of them.
"Do you see that? What I want to tell you is that no matter how many weaklings band together, it only takes one elite warrior to destroy them all! Likewise, even if the Imperials outnumber us three to two, one good mer is the equal of ten men!" She paused, then added, "And the same goes for our Khajiiti brethren, of course."
Both Srutal and his companion nodded approvingly.
"But you!" the captain barked, pointing a gloved finger at Cobenwe. "Cobenwe!"
"Y-y-yes, Ma'am!" Cobenwe's voice was barely audible over the clamour of the army's preparations.
"Don't you dare hold us back today." Her voice was thick with the threat of violence. "The only other Altmer in my platoon, and it's the shame of our people. The Dominion does not tolerate incompetence or cowardice. If I see you run, I'll turn you to charcoal myself."
Cobenwe could feel looks of derision from all sides. She wanted to go home.
On the 12th of Second Seed, as the dawn completely broke, the order to attack was given. The ground trembled with the march of seven armies, the same inevitable force that had broken all of southern Cyrodiil.
Anequinan spellspears atop bestial mammoth furstocks advanced side-by-side along Sunhold dragon knights. Arenthian treewardens and Greenshade tree knights marched in lockstep with Auridoni marines.
Though she could not see them, the 8th and 11th Armies marched east across the Talos Bridge, while the 12th and 13th marched west across frozen water.
Ahead of them, volleys of destruction spells began to fill the sky. They rained upon the wards protecting the Arcane University like a natural disaster.
Every moment waiting for the wards to fail felt like an eternity. Cobenwe couldn't smell any faeces or blood yet, but she was already beyond nauseous.
"I'm keeping an eye on you," the captain said beside her.
Cobenwe almost threw up.
The work of the Imperial Battlemages finally gave way, explosively. Battered by the shockwave, Cobenwe retched and coughed, dust in her mouth and nose, but the others were already charging.
Half-blind, she could only follow them into the fray. The air grew more and more acrid as the familiar smell of lightning filled the surroundings. Little wonder, considering the exchange of destruction magic between her allies and the defenders.
She prayed to every Divine, every Aedroth from Mara to Phynaster, that she wasn't caught in the crossfire. If she survived today she would never kill another person again.
Cobenwe screamed shrilly as she terminated her charge by impaling a war mage from behind. He died on her steel. She had barely removed her sword from the body when another Imperial slew three of her platoon with one icicle.
Cobenwe screamed another terrified warcry as she prayed for the deaths of all Imperials.
"In through the gap!" ordered Captain Aranelya, so Cobenwe scrambled to obey. She had to trample dozens of already dead Aldmeri soldiers just to reach the walls. A legionnaire burst from around the broken wall.
Her nose cracked. The familiar taste of iron filled her mouth. She looked up at the man's raised sword. Was that her blood on his shield?
A spear bloomed from the man's eye socket.
"Try not to trip over your own feet, Elf," sneered its owner. "This one would hate to—"
The rest was lost in a gout of flame and smoke as he collapsed into an inferno.
Oh, this was Oblivion. She was back in Oblivion. Cobenwe had no time to think, only crawl and scream, as she scrambled forward into the smoke on all fours. Please, Auri-El, let it hide her entrance. Please.
She almost retched again when somebody from inside the walls tripped over her ribs attempting to charge outside.
When she made it out of the smoke, her eyes were a stinging mess of tears, but at least she was still alive. Having made it inside the Arcane University now, she joined those allies already inside in pushing towards the northern wing.
Every corner turned, another enemy. Spells flew. She was frostbitten on one cheek, and scorched on the other. The Imperials seemed to be endless. Again, and again, more allies fell, but somehow Cobenwe was still alive.
Why was she even still alive? The question haunted her with every step, every swing of her blade. The faces of those she had enlisted with, all gone, flashed before her eyes. The only reason she hadn't deserted was because payday was so close. Even if she couldn't make anything of herself, Cobenwe could at least contribute to her family's future.
Her throat was already hoarse from screaming, but her sword arm continued to parry, cut, stab, and behead. They fought from corridor to corridor. An Altmer in Imperial colours appeared before her, hands alight with the beginnings of a spell. The Synod and the College of Whispers were working together, she remembered.
This was it. She was going to die. Cobenwe was sure of it, until a Pahmar-raht appeared out of nowhere and tore the woman's head clean off.
The spell left the headless woman anyway, and lit Cobenwe's armoured robes on fire. She screamed in agony. Running on instinct, she tumbled into somebody else, alighting them as well. They suddenly split in a fountain of blood, some of it providing her with sweet relief from the fire, but something even better came soon.
"Well done, sister!" the killer roared with approval, and grabbed her by the shoulder. Oh, merciful Divines! Cobenwe broke into sobbing as the templar's restoration spell mended the burns.
Through her bird-motif helm, the templar looked Cobenwe up and down.
"Right as rain! You might want some new armour though!"
Cobenwe hadn't done more than sob out a thank you before the woman ran off to kill more Imperials.
"Stop dawdling, Cobenwe!" came a bark. "Find a replacement for your robe and join us in storming the city!"
Oh. Captain Aranelya was still alive. Cobenwe had only just registered the Captain when she ran past, leading the charge with a ward raised.
There was still fighting in the room, but more and more people in Aldmeri colours flooded in. Cobenwe looked around. She would never fit any of the armour on the fallen. Most Khajiit weren't shaped like she was, and there was no chance in Oblivion that she would fit a Bosmer's cuirass. A moment of clarity came to her.
The Altmer woman from before. Cobenwe waded back to the previous room, bumping and apologising to charging Aldmeri soldiers along the way, until she made it back to the headless corpse. She gulped, but considered it.
They were around the right size. Also, the lack of a head would make it easier to remove. The robe was stained bright red, but Cobenwe was covered in blood too. She made her decision.
After a quick prayer, Cobenwe began to tug at the woman's bloody clothing. As the hem cleared the thighs, she realised the woman was only wearing her unmentionables. Muttering a quick apology for the humiliation, she finished stripping the corpse. At least nobody would know who the woman was without her head.
The material was so smooth in her hands. It probably cost more than the sum of anything she had ever worn in her life. So this was what living as a sorcerer of the Synod was like. A little awed, Cobenwe tugged the robe on.
She stood up and prepared to rejoin the battle when she paused. Cobenwe was in Imperial equipment now.
Another prayer and she took the helmet off a dead Bosmer, then, for good measure, took his pauldrons too, wrapping them loosely around her shoulders. Better safe than sorry.
Dressed in hodgepodge, but identifiably Aldmeri equipment, Cobenwe rejoined the flow of the crowd and charged.
They burst forth into the open, the Arboretum park already an open battlefield. The beauty of the place was marred by the butchery unfolding before her. Out in the open air, the shouting, the clashing of steel, the thuds of arrows embedding into shields and flesh alike were no longer obscured.
Cobenwe, propelled by a surge of adrenaline, forced her legs to move. Makeshift cover had been raised in front of the entrance by Dominion forces, but it was imperfect. Already, her off-hand ward had repelled a number of arrows that would have otherwise killed her.
The group she had come with swerved left, targeting a cadre of Imperial mages, so she hastened to join their assault. In that chaotic rush, somebody huge and furry clipped her shoulder. Weightlessness, then agony ripping through her forearms when she crashed against a well. She scrambled, but already upside down, her fingers failed to find purchase on the lip of the water well as she slipped in.
Oh no, no…!
She screamed, a pathetic, pig-like sound. Damp air whipped past her as she fell head first down the dark, narrow shaft.