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Murata Himeko and Taylor Hebert should never have met. Ideally, they would not have, but fate has a funny way of twisting things in her game. Now stuck in an unfamiliar world, and watching over people she can't help but see as reminders of those she left behind, Himeko must come to terms with much of the world she thought she knew shifting around her.

Taylor Hebert did not expect to wake up with superpowers or a woman who stares at her as if she is the second coming of the apocalypse. Still, Murata seems to be relentlessly determined to be a part of her life now. She's not sure why, either.
Overcast 1.1
A/N: Beware, mentions of and suggestions of suicide in this chapter, alongside a graphic assault with a deadly weapon. Exercise caution, please.



Overcast 1.1




Murata



When it was done, the vial of godslayer injected just behind the neck of Sirin/Kiana. Murata felt… satisfaction and clear relief, even as the girl began to twitch and scream, even as her body tumbled to one side. It hurt to think, and she wanted to sleep.

A part of her would have been happy to let things end there, content that she'd given Kiana the chance to end her story the way she wanted, that she would finally be able to rest.

But another part of her raged against her failing body, raged as a part of the screaming form that was Kiana/Sirin twisted and tore and broke violently, as pieces scattered from her form, twisted representations of the unspace and unreality that the imaginary spaces had always been.

It hurt to look at, hurt to process it, even with the incomplete and artificial stigmata implanted within her back, even then it was difficult to perceive.

Kiana/Sirin's voice twisted again, her scream piercing Murata's ears and driving what felt like railroad spikes through her brain.

She saw the girl's back twist and contort, and her flesh split apart as ripples and whorls of unreality tore their way free from beneath the skin. The sheer Honkai energy radiating from the girl sent tears into the sky, and as a baleful yellow eye found Himeko, Sirin's voice, overlain by Kiana's own one and twisted into a mockery, spoke.

"You haven't won."

The purring discordance shattered the air, and tears in reality began to flicker around her, Murata felt herself falling, saw the flickering embers of her blade soaring around her, and the desiccated, broken down husk of the massive Hyperion began to fall. The unreality space disintegrating around her as the world cracked apart. Sirin's body twisted, and she saw her eyes flicker, tears of yellow bleaching into her whites as she reached for Himeko. Her eyes returning to that beautiful blue she'd taught for years.

Kiana reached out for Murata, and her fingers grasped naught but empty space as the woman fell through a tear in reality, the Godslayer battlesuit, fragments of the Hyperion, and shattered chunks of twisted and broken imaginary space.

Murata closed her eyes.



Taylor

The bell sounded, the second period ending sooner than I'd realized. My thoughts were elsewhere, trying to come up with a way to evade my worst nightmare for a few more hours. if I could just last until the last period, I'd get an assignment turned in… for real, this time. My grades might even improve… hopefully…

The backpack, on my shoulder, rested comfortably there, as Gladly prattled on at the head of the class, the man was useless, but that was a given for Winslow. His endless enthusiasm was only possible with someone who had peaked in high-school, and now spent every fraction of his day working hard to recapture that experience, just with the students of his class as the adoring masses.

"Oh, class, remember, I expect your assignment on the disappearance of Scion and its effects on the world to be ready by the next time we meet!"

His voice called across the class, slightly yellowed teeth locked into that ever present smile. He stared at me as I moved towards the door, but didn't do anything as my own gaze met and exceeded his.

I was moving fast, nearly jogging, a part of me wanted to break into a run, but the three would be looking for that, and I was loath to give them any more ammunition than they already had.

They hadn't done anything recently at least, but that only meant they were preparing for something, something I desperately did not want to be present for, if the indicators were that they'd stepped back on the violence and only snickered before? I did not want any part in what came next.

"No one wants her here."

Was it starting already? Sophia, Madison, Emma. Three names that rang hollowly through my head, a touch of violent anger burning within at the thought of Emma especially. The bitches three were committed to something they'd done before, then? Verbal abuse?

"What a skank, you think she pays boys to spread her legs?"

A cluster of my "classmates'' stood outside the door to Gladly's room, cornering me the moment I tried to leave and turn down the hallway. I didn't know all of them by name, just that they were part of the bullying, the bullying that would never stop, never go away.

"Nah, too ugly, no one would pay to fuck her, even if she begged them."

Another, joining in.

"Honestly, she should just kill herself, get it all over with."

"As if she'd know how to tie the noose."

"What do you think her way out is?"

"My bet is on drowning or walking off a cliff, she's too cowardly to shoot herself in the face."

The voices overlapped with each other, clammoring for different, creative methods of suicide, as I tried to push past them, tried to move down the hall, a muscular arm stopped me cold, pushing me back against the bank of lockers. A mocking series of smirks held on the faces of all the girls present as they stared at me.

"Where are you going, heeb~?"

The nickname had never been the most creative of the trio's efforts to mock me, but Sophia's apparent determination to stick with it was…Admirable, I suppose..

I did not respond, didn't seek to give her anything, and with a derisive snort, the other girl turned away from me, letting me pass.

The prickles of fear were back. Sophia had never just let me pass, and even as I walked out from between the group of girls, I didn't want to react, didn't want to think about it. Wanted to move past the hallways, past my locker, and hopefully manage to retrieve the books out from within it.

What were they planning? Were those smirks from the girls in the hall normal? Or more maliciously curved than normal? Where was Emma? Hell, where was Madison?

What were they doing?

My paranoia, justified, at this point by the countless little things that the trio had done over winter break… So why were they avoiding things now? Why hadn't Sophia been more aggressively physical when she'd attacked me earlier?

It didn't make sense, didn't make any sense at all!

I reached the hallway leading to the locker, and gagged instantly.

Take rotten fish and the delightful scent of a rusting junkyard, all metal and iron, and fill the air with that particularly lovely mix and you have a scent that is close to what hit my nose as I turned the corner leading to my locker.

The school had seen fit to place it in a long and open hallway, and thus, when the bullying began in earnest, there hadn't been any proof of anyone going into or out of it besides me.

Now… I was standing before it, wondering at the suspiciously rust colored substance leaking from the bottom.

I sighed, figuring that this was just the next step, no? Just the next piece of humiliation? There were people around, and I could feel their gazes burning into my back as I twisted the combination.

Left. Right. Left. Left.

It clicked, and the nauseating stench blurred over me, my eyes opening wide as I saw the flood of things inside.

It looked like the trio had collected every single used tampon and menstrual pad they could get their hands on and stuffed it into the locker. And it was crawling with skittering insects, bugs, spiders… roaches… hundreds of them swarming over the mass like a living tide.

I gagged, and in that moment, a hand firmly grabbed the back of my head, another on my waist, and I was shoved into the locker, hearing the metal door slam shut behind me.

Instantly, darkness sealed me in, and a wet, awful squelching noise announced the feeling of it as it cloyed around me, soaking through my pants and shirt and covering me in filth.

I screamed, screamed and started panicking, I couldn't see, couldn't hear, my skin felt like it was alight with thousands of skittering, crawling things on it.

"HELP!"

The laughter from outside felt like it was drowning me, the voices overlapping with the skittering and the horrific awful feelings of thousands of legs crawling up her body. The soft exoskeletons of spiders contrast against the rock solid, slightly cool and sticky ones of cockroaches.

All that combined with that awful mushy, rotten fish patty feel from fast food places that clung to my hair, my skin, my eyes and my face.

I screamed again, slamming hands against the metal of the locker, slamming my head backwards, pain tearing through my scalp and head as something in the locker broke the skin, tears carving their hot way down my cheeks as thousands of legs followed the flow of warmth outwards. The sensations overwhelmed, the laughter outside fading into silence, more silence, and darkness.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

I was alone.

My head hurt, warm drips of something making their way down my back and clinging to my thighs. The smell was indescribable, horrible and metallic and sulfur and it made me choke and spew the thin remnants of my breakfast all over the floor of the locker.

The worst part was the laughter and footsteps outside, even with my blood pounding, the darkness and pain and crawling things that moved up and down my form… I could hear laughter and people moving around.

I must have screamed until my voice broke, until the slickness of the blood covering my form made my eyes begin to slide shut.

It… hurt, so much… if the trio… wanted me dead… why couldn't I just go? What stopped me?

My eyes slid closed, and my world was pain and clawing, skittering movement.

In the last moments, I heard the intercom trigger, and noise, but I couldn't even summon the energy to scream anymore.



Murata

Murata's eyes snapped open as the wind whipped her hair into a frenzy, she was falling, bleeding, and injured. A city stretched out below her, one that was… dirty. Oh it looked nice from her altitude, but the woman could see dozens of rundown buildings on the outskirts, while a section of towering, gleaming buildings stretched wide into the sky in the center, but the sight of the city only reminded Himeko of that of a rotting corpse. Just like many others in her time, this city was dying, and it would only be a matter of time until the decay truly set in.

It was easy to take stock of her situation, noting the damage to her battlesuit, and the broken, damaged blade clasped tight in her hand. She'd won, but the imaginary sea must have spit her out… here? Strange, this place did not exhibit any of the traditional signs of Honkai disruption, or corruption for that matter. There were no signs of defenses, none of the standing military forces she'd have expected… This was bizarre and strange.

But they were thoughts she could have once she was safely on the ground. Her body seemed to be… damaged, but… admittedly fine.

The sky around her was dyed a beautiful shade of purple and pink and orange as the sun set, the tear in reality she'd emerged from raining chunks of debris from her origin all over the ground, likely pieces of the Hyperion's hull.

Her eyes tracked the intended path of the debris, and spotted a place where she could make a landing of her own accord. There was a large blocky building, surrounded by fields and a sporting arena… a school? It certainly looked like one, and it lay in the path of the debris.

A dozen or so blocky vehicles surrounded by valkyries and warriors surrounded the school itself, where she was headed for, and several brightly colored costumes were present all over the perimeter, alongside dozens of soldiers armed with tactical gear, from the looks of it.

She rolled over, checking internal systems readouts from the battlesuit itself. It was badly damaged, but she'd have enough to slow her fall, or at least stop on the roof of the building ahead of her.

The thought occurred that she was coming in faster than she'd ever fallen before, and twisting the Honkai energy within her body wasn't doing much. Her stigmata weren't responding to initial attempts to connect to them, which meant she was relying on her valkyrie training strengthened body and the effects of long term resistance to Honkai exposure to absorb the fall.

In other words, this was going to hurt like a bitch, and Himeko gritted her teeth and rolled to one side, preparing to cushion her impact with her uninjured side.

She was distinctly unprepared for the resulting crunch as the ceiling gave way and deposited her into the second floor of the highschool.

Sure, it hurts, but frankly? Her arm and shoulder and back from the impact weren't even that damaged… it didn't make any sense, hell, she remembered the first time Kiana had lost her temper at St. Freya's and leveled half the gymnasium with an accidental release of her powers.

They'd been rebuilt, but Himeko couldn't crush them with her bare hands… Why the change? She staggered to her feet, rocking her head from side to side as ears rang from the impact and dust fell from the jagged, roughly Himeko shaped hole she'd fallen through.

She cracked her neck and stood up, idly wanting a drink. Her head pounded and ached, and she was nursing a broken arm, broken sword, in a world that had apparently never heard of JISHA, based on how fragile their buildings were.

Himeko started wandering the halls, there wasn't really much else to do, and gathering her bearings was important.

It took a moment to find the staircase leading down, another to move down, all the while fiddling with the sheathe, her sword was broken badly, but not… irreparable, at least, she thought it wasn't irreparable…

She sheathed the weapon, and kept moving.

So, new world, then? The world she was surrounded in had no source of Honkai radiation, at least, none that she could detect. Which was… a strange thing, to be certain, the static-y feeling she'd always felt was gone, really, truly gone, for once.

Sure, the effects on her body would never truly fade entirely, but, admittedly, the lack of radiation likely meant that… if she was lucky, her body would stop decaying.

Wait… if this was another world…

Sure, the Honkai could not be here, but that would mean…

What she'd give for Welt to be here, it might even get a smile out of the old codger of a man. Or Theresa, for that matter, something told her that the principle of St. Freya's would truly have shed a tear if she saw such a thing.

Himeko stifled the touch of sadness that stretched up a moment later, her friends… gone, well and truly. She'd never see them again, and her beloved students along with them.

A part of Himeko hoped that the Godslayer had been enough, that Kiana had beaten Sirin back enough to end the story how she wanted.

Another part of her whispered that Sirin had been vastly Kiana's superior, even before all the augments done to K-423, even before her stigmata played host to the monster that was Sirin.

No. She couldn't dwell on it, wouldn't. This place surely had reason for her to help, and she'd just have to find that out the hard way.

She stalked through the halls, heels clicking on the ground as she wandered the halls, massive lockers and faded paint filling the air, the scent of concrete mixing in with stale air and… what on Earth was that horrible smell?

Murata turned a corner, eyes focusing on the midst of the hallway and looking down, at the small, thickly spreading puddle of dark brown and red leaking from under a locker. The stench was so repulsive that Himeko quickly twisted her nose to one side, then messed about with her suit and steeled her resolve.

She advanced on the locker, enhanced senses listening, and the faint, reedy sound that seemed to originate from within the box.

Her blood turned to ice as she processed that sound, realizing the rheumy, awful breathing was just that, breathing. Someone was trapped inside that locker!

The time for caution was past. Himeko reached out, sank her hands into the lockers flimsy, thin metal, and tugged harshly.

The door of the locker came off with a screech, depositing a tall, thin girl soaked in blood and the remnants of… so many used hygiene products.

Himeko almost gagged, the sight was horrific, the wet mushing of the ground as it scrunched under her heels, she caught the girl, slumped in her arms and her senses ran over her.

Breathing, barely, pulse weak and erratic, lacerations to the forehead and back, jagged pieces of the locker tangled there. Even here, Himeko could see the way she breathed, the faint lines of red rashes that covered what little of the skin she could see.

This girl needed medical attention, immediately.

Himeko cradled her, twisting her broken arm savagely, tearing fragments of the locker banks not covered in the horrific sludge that pooled around her feet. Binding them around her broken arm to form an emergency splint, as well as half the cradle she'd carry the girl in. It hurt, but the pain meant nothing in comparison to what she'd been through already.

Then she was running, on injured legs and heels out, twisting her leg out and snapping it into a kick that shattered the doors and had her running for the cordon.

"UNKNOWN PARAHUMAN, STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND LAY DOWN ON THE GROUND, NOW!"

The voice shocked her out of her movement, and Himeko straightened up, stopping her movement for a moment. She'd crossed the hundred or so feet fast, quick enough that several of the soldiers were raising weapons at her as she slightly panted from the exertion. She pointed carefully at the woman in her arms.

"She needs help, now, toxic shock is setting in, I need to get her to a hospital."

No one moved for a moment, and their weapons remained raised and leveled at her. Before a red figure stepped out from the line and held up his hands, a shock of brilliant orange hair on his head as he broke through the line of soldiers. Several of whom stared at him with what she imagined to be disbelief, but couldn't tell under their faceless masks. At least, she couldn't tell with the distance and her primary concern.

Another glance spared for the girl in her arms, it was bad, really bad. She was flickering in and out of consciousness, barely there, blood leaking from wounds. Blood tinged with pink and darker reds that carved geometrically into the girl. She stiffened slightly, but did not say anything. If this girl was infected with her own Honkai energy, then she would have to be close. This city, from everything she had seen, was not prepared for an outbreak of Honkai Zombies.

"Ma'am… who are you? And, who is that?"

He wore red, his entire costume and battlesuit, actually, were plated with red fabric under red armor plates, a thin mask covered his face, and Himeko remarked that it was odd, every valkyrie she could see here had covered their faces. Did they not serve against the apocalypse here? Why would they not choose to show the public their faces? Kiana, Mei, and Fu Hua, alongside Bronya and the others were known as valkyries before they'd ever debuted, and were popular symbols for hope itself. It would make sense, given the sheer lack of Houkai energy in the air, if the apocalypse was less open, or something similar.

Himeko paused for a moment, before she shrugged and spoke.

"My name is Murata Himeko, I do not recognize my surroundings. I found this girl in a locker within the school behind me as I made my way towards an exit. She is badly injured and needs help as fast as you can give it to her."

The man rubbed his chin.

"Eh, fuck it, name's Assault, I'm a hero with the Protectorate, lets get you and her to a hospital, just… keep it slow for the rest of us mortals, yeah?"

He stepped forwards, tapped something on his neck and spoke into it.

"Possible Case 53, wearing some sort of tech suit. I don't know, you can ask her yourself after we get to the hospital."

"Yes, handles herself militarily, reminds me of Piggot."

"Yes yes. I'll have a triplicate report ready for you by tomorrow. Now can we please get this girl to a hospital?"

A woman appeared from the side of the cordon, she wore a black bodysuit, one that reminded Himeko painfully of some of the undersuits Mei had worn into battle, faint lines of electricity shot up and down her form, tracing circuit-like patterns in the material. She stood, folded her arms over her chest and said something to the man in red, who then turned to face Murata.

"Right, if you'll follow myself and Battery here, we'll lead you to a hospital, but then we absolutely need to have a chat. About… everything."

Himeko scanned the man, but couldn't find any semblance of deceit or anything more overt, he believed himself. As she stretched forwards and prepared to run, her gaze tracked over the crowd once more, and she saw a young woman, blonde, bright green eyes staring at her from the back, her brow furrowed.

Concentrating. Very clearly concentrating on her, Himeko flashed her a wink, before turning her attention back to Assault, Battery, and the varying troopers. She followed Assault towards one of the armored vehicles… well "armored" was a stretch, these looked little more than cars, based on what Himeko had experienced in her own world? It still felt strange to her, but the girl in her arms kept her focused ahead.

She was grateful for the driver's speed, as the man laid on the gas and sped through surface roads faster than Himeko's exhausted body could have run. Sirens and noise flashed overhead as they moved, and the man in red began to speak a moment later.

"So… pretty lady who falls from the sky and her first act is saving someone from being trapped in a locker? Preeeetty heroic for the first few seconds you've been here~! You going to try and eclipse the triumvirate next?"

His smile was jovial, evenly genuine, and he smirked all the way, even as the woman (Battery?) seated next to him smacked him on the arm.

"I'm sorry about him, I'm Battery, a hero with the PRT ENE branch. Are you alright ma'am?"

Himeko looked up at Battery, saw the sincerity in the way her mouth was drawn, the playfulness of Assault to her side, she curled an eyebrow and smirked.

"Assault and Battery, hmm?"

The woman looked to one side, mumbling to herself.

"Accident."

The man flashed her a wicked grin and said.

"Oh please, puppy, you know I could never pass up such a joke~!"

Battery smacked him again. Himeko smiled faintly, before continuing. They reminded her of Theresa and some of her classmates. In a time much happier than their adulthood had been.

"I will be fine. I've endured worse in my career before, and likely will endure worse now."

Himeko said that, but... She could feel exhaustion setting in, and the damage done to her from the fall and the fight beforehand… hell, what she really wanted right now was a drink.

"Are you sure? That locker looks… really bad?"

Assaults voice, uncertainty clouding it, Himeko simply smiled at the man.

"My arm is shattered, I needed to be able to carry her, this worked as an impromptu sling."

"You… bent that with your bare hands?"

Himeko blinked owlishly.

"Well, it wasn't difficult, should it have been?"

The other two looked at her carefully and confusedly, studying a part of her. But further conversation was stopped cold as they arrived and the driver spoke back to them through the windshield.

"We're here, they know we're coming."

Then, Himeko's world was a blur of sound, doctors demanding updates and first having her charge taken from her, followed by another insisting she herself sit down on a gurney. She managed to extract a firm promise from the nurse to place her with the girl, before unconsciousness claimed her.



END Overcast 1.1

A/N: So… this kind of snuck up on me, and I am interested to see where it goes, will update infrequently, when I can post. Beyond that, comments and criticism give me endless life, so please leave one if you like what I do here!

This project would not be possible without the assistance of my lovely beta readers, thank you so much Marlo, Void, Kohanykil, and Firefly.
 
Hope the story will do Himeko justice, she is one of if not the most beloved character from Mihoyo so don't go to hard on her pls even if this is worm… story has a lot of potential just don't go to grimderp pls🥹
 
Overcast 1.2
Murata

Consciousness is a slow thing to return to Himeko, and she slowly opens her senses first, focusing carefully on what they can tell her. She can smell clinical antiseptic and that general stuffy, clean smell of bleach that tells her firmly that she is within a hospital ward. One that has been disinfected thoroughly and recently. The particularly pungent notes tell her that she's near to the girl. The sheer exposure to the horrific concoction in that locker would necessitate an approach to germ warfare best described as "a level higher, significantly, than Nuclear."

Her skin tells her she is lying on a hospital bed, one slightly too small for her, given the way her feet press painfully into the end of it. Hospital understocked? Overworked? Both are plausible reasons, but neither ring immediately true. She moves her mouth slightly, opening it just enough to taste the air. The prickles against her tongue, she detects the presence and scent of alcohol as the door to the ward opens and someone enters.

Heavy steps, a long stride, based on what she can hear, a larger man, no nurse would drink on duty, meaning not one of the hospitals' staff. Himeko begins to tense her muscles, preparing to leap out of the bed and slam a fist into the intruder before she hears him speak.

"Oh… little Owl…"

His voice is choked, torn apart in that way that Himeko has heard all too many times. Heard when she delivers the worst types of news any member of the Valkyrie corps ever has. The condolences, when she faced down the family, the parents, the spouses, and the children. It is the kind of brokenness that tears at her, after all her years of combat and fighting and watching her original class of Valkyries dwindle to the few survivors. Watching Theresa's smile at every welcome and graduation speech become ever so slightly more tired, ever so slightly more pinched. To say nothing of the rising cost of her alcohol bills, nor Theresa's, again, disappointment at such.

They'd never spoken about that before she'd… well, died, she guessed. Well, that's what those back in her world would assume. She'd fallen into the sea of quanta and never returned.

The surge of emotions makes her sit up in bed, turn to face the tall man, who's thin, aged face, weak chin, and green eyes fix on her when she moves. She catches briefly of her appearance in the mirror, and stifles the urge to chuckle. She looks ragged, like she's been thrown through a blender, and has dark circles under her eyes, but she's ok, alive, and that's enough here.

"I'm told you saved my daughter's life…"

His tone is wary, indicates prior familiarity with her? No, looking for the reason she helped, is he unused to such a gesture? What did that mean for her?

She looks at him, and opens with a wan smile, dragging herself backwards to the headboard of the hospital bed.

"The people here saved her life, I just got her here, and out of that… filthy, place."

He looked at her curiously, quizzically, and Himeko turned her face to one side, looking across to the girl, and staring at her curiously.

"Her name is Taylor, mine is Danny, I… cannot thank you enough for what you've done."

The voice of Taylor's father faded into her ears, even as Himeko surveyed Taylor. She wanted to imagine that she'd only seen the faintest flickers of pink and black in her blood, but she had to be sure, and for that, ideally, she needed to open her eyes or exhibit some form of consciousness.

Neither of which were forthcoming, at the moment. Taylor slept on, and Himeko could only hope that it was a dreamless sleep.

"Miss?"

She looks back to the man, Danny, and sees him raising an eyebrow quizzically. Some concern, based on the microexpressions he passes through before meeting her gaze, before he asks his questions again.

"What… Do I call you?"

Himeko searches herself.

In her world, she would announce herself as Major Himeko. But this is not her world, and here, she has not earned her title through blood and fire yet.

"Murata Himeko."

"Murata, then? Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for saving my little owl."

"Truly, Mister Hebert, I was just doing my job."

The lurch in her stomach as she says that reminds her that it… isn't her job anymore.

What would she even do for a job?

Did this planet have space travel yet? Rockets? She could pursue the space industry… she thought…

Something about that didn't… actually help, though. Didn't put her at ease. Not after such a career in saving the world, and teaching the next generation of those who would defend it.

Any further attempts at conversation were cut off sharply, when the door swung open, and a man in a doctor's coat, followed by a woman wearing a red bodysuit, with epaulets on the shoulders strode into the room.

"Ah, am I interrupting?"

The woman's voice was a polite, husky one, and Himeko shook her head at her asked question, beckoning her into the room with one hand. Danny Hebert turned to her slightly, inclining his head to one side and staring, but not before moving slightly in front of his daughter, indicating a protective intent he'd not shown before Himeko.

The slight shift of intent in his stance elevated Himeko's pulse, Danny didn't trust this person, and recognized them. That was enough for her to be on guard on her own.

The doctor hadn't spoken, merely moving past Himeko and towards the other member of the room, they took a measure of the readings on the girl, frowned slightly, and then turned to leave, pausing before Himeko could finish formulating her response to the woman, he spoke quietly.

"It is good to see you awake, miss, we were worried with the extent of your injuries and the strange… radiation running through you, couldn't even really get readings of much of your body because of them. Those marks on your skin… like no injury I've ever seen."

Himeko nodded, her wan smile never dropping, but it was the professional one, the one she used for the few camera appearances she'd had to do in the past. Her voice felt wooden as she spoke, but she apologized anyway. She'd assumed they wouldn't be able to read anything on her, and wished she could have said something before they'd broken whatever equipment they'd tried to use to test her injuries.

"I'm sorry."

The doctor finally looked at her, and his eyes crinkled up with a smile.

"It's fine, Miss, no need to apologize to me, it seemed pretty much that your body just… picked itself back up on its own. As far as we can tell, you're as healthy and hale as any other 29 year old woman I've seen, beyond clearly having physical conditioning at a rather extreme level."

The doctor exchanged a casual nod to the woman in the red suit, and stepped out of the room, the door open just long enough for Himeko to see the uniformed, and faceless masks of the people she'd seen at the school, each one carrying a heavy caliber rifle. A pair of them stood on the side of the door she could see

She kept the placid smile on her face as the woman in the red bodysuit sat down, and extended a hand to her, offering a shake.

"My name is Challenger. I am a hero with the protectorate ENE, or East Northeast. I'm pleased to make your… nah, screw this."

The woman turned her back to Himeko, advanced to the door, and locked it shut, then… she did something in the room, Himeko's gaze sharpened as she… felt the air shift. Her ears popped slightly, and Himeko grit her teeth, even as Danny looked about, feeling the difference but unsure of what was happening.

"Kay, so, I'm Challenger, and there's a couple things you folks need to know. I had a whole speech written up for me by Halbeard, but I can't be assed to read this thing to either a supermodel, or the kid she just saved from what might be the most uniquely fucked situation I've ever seen."

The tirade over, the woman composed herself briefly, then turned to face Danny.

"First thing, why I'm here, the PRT, who I work for, suspects that your kid is a parahuman, and we damned well know Miss Himeko over here is one. Meaning all our fingers are in this pie. I am sorry about the bluntness, but figured you'd appreciate it over the runaround."

Danny took a moment to center himself, then nodded gently, his green eyes filled with steel when they fixed back on the other hero. Before she turned her gaze on Himeko.

"Second thing, we can't actually scan you, with like… anything medical. As far as the doctors are concerned, you've blown out all the equipment they're willing to actually risk, and anyone touching your bodysuit gets burned or zapped, so no one's bothered trying. We're trying to bring in a healer, but frankly, compared to that kid over there? You're low on the list, girl."

Himeko nodded, before she evenly replied.

"It was expected. Although I am glad you did not remove the battlesuit. It… would not have been safe to do so."

The woman stared evenly at her, lips drawn in a thin line that curled up into a smile as she stepped forwards and leaned in.

"Dangerous? How so?"

Himeko examined her hand flippantly, before speaking.

"The resulting detonation would have leveled this hospital. If the material strength of this place is at all similar to that school I crashed through."

The woman paused.

"Right… well, I was supposed to ask what you remember, actually, but this is helpful."

Himeko looked at her, face stony and composed as she asked simply.

"What do you mean?"

"We were under the impression you were a case 53 given the fact you literally fell from the sky through a gigantic portal. A supposition that seemed to be confirmed by the inhuman marks on your face and the injuries you were walking off. A cape who had powers at the cost of their memory and altered appearances, in addition to a few other things. Usually linked to your powers, given the inability of scanning technology to make… any sense of your biology, let alone anything more conclusive, we were pretty set on this. But you seem to remember much more than a normal case 53."

"I am Murata Himeko, I am unfamiliar with this world, deeply so. I had a life once, and I remember it, but this place is vastly different, from everything I have been able to glean, it may make more sense to treat me as if I was one of your "Case 53's". Also, what do you mean by "Capes"? Is that what you call Valkyries?"

Himeko allowed her confusion to show on her face, capes were something unfamiliar, did they mean like old superheroes? That made no sense, if there were valkyries here, they wouldn't have been in charge of her after vetting her for Honkai infections, especially given her specific qualities of having artificial stigmata, along with others. They would be here to watch Taylor though, to ensure that she didn't turn. Then again, she'd not been impressed by their precautions as she'd fallen.

Challenger spoke then, carefully.

"Valkyries? Either way, no, a cape is what you are, what I am, people with superpowers. It's all rather poorly understood."

Himeko laughed at that, speaking quietly.

"My powers originate from stigmata and my training, alongside the medical procedures I have undergone to become a Valkyrie. They are not poorly understood. Although…"

She paused, wondering how much she could say, if she'd done everything right, then she didn't have long to live, and yet… She didn't feel any weaker, nor did she feel as she had in the moments leading up to her confrontation with Kiana herself. She felt… fine, a little aching, a few pains, but that had been long something she'd been used to. As part of her training, let alone the aftermath of an enormous battle that would have strained better valkyries than she to utter exhaustion.

She should be dead. She should have died from the exertion alone, let alone the exposure to the sea of Quanta, or the monstrosities of twisted and warped space and time that Sirin had thrown at her.

Telling the truth was the right option, then. If she was to die, then she would need to get her affairs in order, what little there was.

Challenger spoke before she could continue, asking the question before Himeko could compose herself.

"You… suspect something, don't you? Are you alright?"

Himeko turned and looked at Taylor and her father specifically. She chose her words carefully.

"I was involved in a battle before I fell here, involved as I was, my… condition, the factors that prevent me from being scanned by your machines… It is terminal. By all I know, I should not be alive. I should have died before I fell into your world and yet I live."

Challenger folded her arms and cocked her head to one side.

"Huh, well, seems to me that you're fine, so maybe your condition isn't as terminal as you believe, no?"

Himeko chuckled, she did feel… better than she had in years. But she'd moved past the stage of illusions of hope.

"I… don't recall it working quite like that. But… my condition can spread."

Challenger stepped back visibly, as did Danny.

"Do we need to quarantine you?"

Himeko thought back to what she knew about honkai infection. Then shook her head.

"No, and you and him should be ok as well. It spreads through a form of radiation, and only certain entities can spread it, hence my concern for Taylor, and insistence that I be placed with her."

Danny stepped forwards, and the steel in his gaze landed on Himeko this time.

"I don't like what you're implying here. At all."

Himeko frowned at him gently. Before she said simply.

"If it would have been necessary, sir, I would never have willingly caused my condition to buildup within her, although by now, I suspect the vast majority of the risk has passed, as she would have symptoms by now."

"Is it that dangerous? Truly?"

Challenger spoke quietly, but her gaze was serious and her hand lingered near her waist, reaching for a weapon that wasn't there. Himeko sympathized, knowing the sense of feeling your world implode around you.

"Yes. To give an example, in the world I came from, in the life I lived, a normal person infected as I was would have a matter of minutes to hours before they would become an unfeeling monster. Seeking only to spread the infection further. My stigmata allow me to resist this, and allow me to focus the energy into myself to, well, give myself superpowers."

Danny had gone pale, and Challenger's hands clenched at her sides. Before the woman turned and spoke quietly.

"This is out of my paygrade. By far. I have to kick this up the chain, Himeko, is there any danger that this could immediately spread outside of the city?"

Himeko shook her head.

"Provided that Taylor does not become a vector for the infection, there should be no risk at all. In my home, the energy was always around me, I could feel it in the air, never in concerning amounts, but it was everywhere. Here… I can't feel it at all, it's as if I'm taking my first breath of fresh air in decades."

Challenger tapped something on her ear, and spoke into it at a whisper, Himeko tried her best to listen in, realizing soon after that Challenger had switched to fluent Japanese as she whispered.

"No. This is serious, she'll need to meet with Piggot, can you tell Colin to get a spot for this as well? They'll all want to hear this. It's a serious potential threat we need to be aware of, hell, call it a Class A, Dragon, I don't have the time right now."

The subtle distrust wasn't something Himeko approved of, Taylor was as much a victim of this as anyone else. If she was infected she'd have to be put down, but, there was nothing that said she was, most people would turn instantly, and only those with supremely strong wills lasted longer than a few hours. Taylor had survived beyond half a day after exposure, she should be fine. In Himeko's world, she would have made a superior candidate for a Valkyrie based on her resistance as a baseline human alone.

But the choice of Challenger to speak in another language, to speak at a whisper, rankled at Himeko. She'd seen Theresa's reaction to dealings made with the serpent, seen the way they coopted young valkyries into their organization. Theresa had hated them, hated them so much that she'd fought them at every turn and every time they'd seen fit to interfere with Theresa.

Trust was repaid with trust, in Himeko's opinion, and with the choice of Challenger to involve higher authority and not disclose she was doing so, as well as to classify it as a threat… It irritated her, vastly. In her world, almost all had known of the way that Honkai Radiation had worked, and they'd been able to plan and quarantine accordingly. The choice to hide it rankled at her, and she wanted to know why. But right now, that would perhaps be best served by cutting Challenger off before more of her distrust could be aroused.

"Where is my sword, if I may ask?"

The other woman shifted her position, crossing her arms, frowning and then speaking carefully.

"The hilt and blade, or the fragments?"

"The Fragments?"

"Ah, I suppose you wouldn't know, when you fell through… whatever the hell you fell through in order to get here, you scattered chunks of debris from a really big ship all over the city, there's a state of emergency as the Protectorate tries to contain the damage and figure out just what is causing them to lock down entire blocks under automatic turrets."

Himeko wanted to frown, wanted to reveal how bad that actually was, what the technology could actually do in the wrong hands, but instead she relaxed and asked a simple question.

"How many pieces of the blade, how many of the vessel?"

The other woman didn't react, at least not visibly to human eyes, but Himeko was not entirely human anymore, and had not been for a very, very long time.

"Well, from what we've been able to tell, all the pieces of the blade have been recovered, in addition to most of the vessel's fragments. A few landed in the waters of the bay, and are correspondingly out of reach until some of the Protectorate Capes from a port city can make it out here. But there's very little that's fallen through, at least in a form that's recognizable. Do you know anything about this vessel?"

Himeko grit her teeth, restraining her face as much as she could, desperately trying not to give away what she knew via some microexpression.

"Yes. The vessel is called the Hyperion. I can disable and destroy the fragments."

Any traces of the Honkai energy that the ship had picked up would have to be dealt with, harshly. Before they could spread.

"Ok. The PRT has all the surface fragments locked down, are there risks we should know about?"

Himeko nodded.

"The energy that causes my condition may linger on the pieces, do you have protective gear you can use that insulates against radiation?"

Challenger nodded and spoke, this time clearly and in english.

"Console, Challenger, have the teams on the fragments suit up in radiological gear. Anything else Himeko?"

She shook her head. Challenger rattled off a string of letters, numbers, and phrases, before stopping, removing a small piece of technology from her ear and pinching it, at which point a light shut off.

"Right, sorry about that, and thank you, Himeko, for the prompt responses and the answers, you've saved more than a few lives. Now, that's the unpleasant part done with, but now for the fun part. What can you do?"

Himeko blinked.

"With your powers?"

She waffled there, unsure of what to disclose. Before settling on a carefully modified version of the truth.

"I am strong, fast, and tough beyond human scales. But you knew that already."

The other woman nodded.

"Yup~! We saw you cross a 150 foot distance, through a pair of reinforced glass doors, while carrying an injured girl in your arms, in the practical blink of an eye. Let alone the fact you don't seem to feel pain, at least, not like the rest of us do, you lucky woman."

Himeko wondered how Challenger would have felt to feel the way that Honkai energy ate you from the inside out, and how it twisted you and poisoned your mind. How she'd seen friends turn to enemies, family lose themselves to insanity, and more battle brothers and sisters die screaming as it ate them down into slurry than she could imagine.

"Yes. Lucky."

Perhaps sensing she'd touched a nerve, Challenger moved on, choosing instead to focus on the father.

"I'm sorry, but your kid, if she makes it out of that bed based on what we knew and what Himeko has said, will never be the same, do you have any idea who would do something like this to her?"

Himeko watched Challenger, hearing the empathy in her voice, she noted when the woman's gentle expression, meant to be one of comfort in a dire circumstance, turned hard as black ice on the words "who would".

She knows, or suspects something. But what does she suspect? Does it matter to the goal of ensuring the child doesn't kill everyone around her, no, she couldn't be a Herrscher, Himeko wouldn't dream of it?

Danny shakes his head, before pausing.

"Well, she had a friend who suddenly stopped coming by the house about… must have been two years ago, it's… odd."

Challenger pressed him, and Himeko watched as the man continued.

"Before Annette… passed, Taylor had a friend named Emma, so close they were nearly sisters. But… Right around the time of high school starting, when I was still grieving for Annette, and Taylor and I weren't… talking as much, she stopped coming by the house entirely. I… didn't think it was significant then, but… what could have happened to have such a falling out? I don't think Emma did… any of this, but she might know who did?"

Challenger had produced a notepad, and was scribbling something down on it, before she placed the pen above her ear and spoke evenly.

"Do you have a full name?"

Danny blinked owlishly behind thickset glasses, before continuing.

"Sure, Emma Barnes, she's the daughter of Alan Barnes, an old friend. If I may, why do you ask? What's going to happen?"

Challenger smiled, but it was plastic, fake, and forced.

"I'm going to have an interview with Emma and see if we can get to the bottom of this entire mess. She might have more information on where to go from here."

Himeko did not miss the hardening in the woman's gaze, nor the ice her voice took on undertones of. It was remarkable to watch someone that reminded her of the strictest parts of the disciplinarian that was Theresa, or before that, even Ana.

But then Challenger was facing Himeko once more.

"As for the blade, that's yours, I assume?"

She nodded.

"Well, we've got enough of the fragments to firmly say that we could reconstruct about 60 percent of the blade, but the hilt and remaining pieces seem to be gone, to say nothing of the varying chunks of battleship everyone's scrambling about to clean up."

60% matched what was missing, roughly, and that said little of the fact that Himeko knew damned well the rest of the blade was in easy reach, stored just out of visible sight by her battlesuit, the automatic recall function present even at the suits low power.

She was honestly more concerned with effects on her body, especially those of the Honkai radiation variety, but she needed to be elsewhere to test any of that.

Challenger had whispered something to Danny, and the man had nodded slightly, before getting up and leaving the room, leaving Challenger alone with Himeko and Taylor.

She was more surprised by the slight hiss of pressurized air releasing, followed by the face of Challenger, she was pretty, with green eyes and a sharp chin that emphasized high cheekbones. She extended her arm for a shake once more, and looked remarkably uncomfortable.

"Lily Yamamoto, a survivor from Japan."

Himeko may have taken her hand and shaken it, but the motion was robotic, faint, as ice ran through Himeko's veins.

What had she meant by survivor?

"Survivor?"

Himeko manages to stifle the alarm, and her voice retains no hint of emotions warring within her.

Even in her world, Japan had made it work, they'd consolidated, defended, and fortified, but their home was still intact.

Challenger, no, Lily, sighed, and indicated the bed.

"Sorry, just… forget how hard this is. May I sit?"

Himeko nodded her assent.

"Well, I take it you don't know who Leviathan is, so I'll give you what details I can, but you're free to do your own research when I leave you to rest, later on. The gist of it is this, Leviathan is a big, fuck off monster from the ocean, he's got really nasty hydrokinesis, - the ability to control water, - and… the last time he struck a major population center…"

She paused, and wiped at her eyes, a choked sob crackling in her throat. When she recomposed herself, she spoke in a mechanical, forced voice, one Himeko had done before, one she felt with every fiber of who she was.

"He sank Kyushu first, in '99. None of them had ever attacked the same place before, but… he did. He came back a year later, and sank Hokkaido and Shikoku."

She cut herself off, looking away, tears leaking from her eyes as Himeko reached out to take her hand, unconsciously, the gesture of comfort coming easily.

She had been used to being alone, and her father had not existed here, so he had not died here. But… so many people, extinguished, it reminded her of an impact event, the awakening of a Herrscher.

How had this world dealt with such an attack?

"I'm sorry for your loss, Alice."

She didn't say much, but it was enough for Himeko to speak up softly.

Challenger wiped her eyes and stood up, and right then, a soft cough and sudden intake of breath announced the arrival of a new person.

She was a short woman, no, girl, freckled, with a pale face and dyed hair so black it immediately reminded Himeko of a small girl Bronya had risked everything to save. The blue and purple streaks that ran through it only completed the image, and she had to genuinely turn her head to one side, emotions she didn't want to deal with welling up from within, bubbling at the forefront of her mind.

"Ooookay, that's not a reaction I expected from the supermodel who saved a kid's life thirty seconds after punching through a school's roof."

A loud snap announced the formation, and popping, of a bubble of chewing gum.

She stepped forwards, based on the tracks into the room. Challenger studiously facing away from the girl as she approached Himeko.

"Right, do I have your permission to heal you?"

Himeko looked back and noted several things, one, the girl had done her makeup near professionally, and two, she was holding her hand out, and waiting for her response.

And tapping her foot.

"How?"

The girl looked up, looked back at her phone, seemed to process what Himeko had just said, and then her head snapped up, and faced the woman evenly.

"Wait, the fuck, oh shit, you really don't know, I'm Amy Dallon, otherwise known as Panacea, healer extraordinaire, and I'm here to try to fix you, and fix whatever's going on with her over there."

Another snap of the gum, and the slight blare of heavy metal from an earbud on one side, mixed with… faint overtures of a classical piece that Himeko recognized. She raised an eyebrow, and spoke plainly.

"I didn't know anyone else appreciated Clair de Lune."

Challenger's head snapped up, and Himeko covered her mouth slightly as the girl in front of her blushed a faint tinge and coughed abruptly.

"Yeah well, don't go telling anyone, mmkay? Now, do I have your permission to heal you, or what?"

Himeko nodded, and the girl took her hand, and her eyes shot wide open, she leaned in and hissed at Himeko in a low voice.

"What the fuck is wrong with your biology, lady?"

The question was delivered with the gravitas and gentleness of a canon salvo, and she continued before Himeko could stop her.

"Like seriously, you've got like, a hundred extra structures on your DNA here, to say nothing of the weird as fuck structures in your back that haven't finished growing yet, or the fucked up part of your brain, hell, you've got natural structures growing in your abdomen as well, and I can't affect them! You… do you have powers?"

Himeko nodded.

"Because I can't tell if you were Bonesaw's latest pet project-"

Something in the way she'd said Bonesaw sent a chill down Himeko's spine.

"Or something even more fucked up than that, seriously lady, did you expect to be fighting the end of the world or something? Everything inside of you is intensified and just… royally screwed up by whatever this weirdass energy is doing to you."

She finally stopped talking, and let go of Himeko's hand with a groan.

"You're as good as I can make you, which isn't much, by the way, your body rejects most of the stuff I can make it do. Now, onto the next injured idiot, what did she do anyway? How'd she even get Toxic Shock Syndrome?"

"That's clas-"

Himeko spoke softly, interrupting Lily's cookie cutter response.

"She was shoved unwillingly into a locker full of used tampons and feminine hygiene products, enough to drown her."

Panacea looked at her with an expression of grim, genuine horror.

"Yes it was just as bad as you think it was. I found her in there."

The teenager turned back to the girl, and with much more gentleness, slowly laid her hand on the girl.

Himeko watched, this time, and was stunned to see the effects as they began to spread carefully.

Taylor's color improved, then her skin, and finally her breathing stabilized, albeit slowly.

"Done. She'll be awake soon, but I'm going to make myself scarce, I'm not actually supposed to be up here, and Mom's gonna have a conniption when she hears, but I wanted to meet the newest superhero before anyone else. Remember me when you're famous, 'kay?"

Then she was gone, the door swinging shut with a heavy slam.

Lily sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"Well, that confirms that idea."

Himeko looked at her, and Lily continued after a moment.

"I was hoping she'd be able to tell us whether or not you were an actual case 53, but the fact that her powers don't even work on you, at least, to any appreciable level, is problematic. Even so, I think we can safely conclude that you're telling the truth, at least, as much as we can verify."

Himeko waved her off, interrupting her once more.

"I… you may as well have said I expected this. It appears, my memory is not quite as foreign to your world as I assumed."

The other woman sat down in a chair, her helmet quietly resealing, before she watched calmly as Danny entered the room and sat next to Taylor's bedside, carefully studying his daughter.

"No, apparently not. I know that music, among… other things."

The woman studied Himeko carefully, there was an assessment happening, at this point Himeko was near certain of it, but what was causing it she truly wasn't able to say. Or… for that matter, what Challenger/Lily was looking for in her.

"What other things?"

Himeko smiled.

"Well, for starters, can you tell me more about this PRT?"

Lily smiled at her, or so, well, Himeko thought, the mask did truly cover quite a bit of her face.

"That means new clothing and a place to stay, since you're not really even from around here, we can borrow a few things from some friends and I can absolutely either bunk with you, or we can probably grab you an apartment, and a budget to get your feet back under you here."

Himeko nodded, and yawned loudly, startling both Lily and Danny, who laughed slightly as the woman covered her mouth with a slight flush in her cheeks. An unconscious motion, certainly, but one she fondly remembered being trained into her by a certain teammate.

"A lady is never seen to be improper."

The whisper quiet tone poured from her lips, and had Lily staring at her with something in her face… mourning, perhaps?

Himeko would mourn, but later, in the confines of her apartment, with the largest bottle of Sake she could find, if she could find one, followed by harder things if she couldn't.

There she would pour a glass out for Old Man Welt, and Theresa, and… and the four young women who had changed her entire life and made her feel like she had family once more. Even if that family was rambunctious near adults who destroyed anything they fought near, and they fought all the time.

Names and faces flashed through her mind, and Himeko studied them all, committing carefully to remembering each of them.

They deserved that much, at the very least.

But clearly, the stranglehold of seriousness in the room broke, as a stirring and rustling of sheets announced the fourth occupant's return to consciousness.



Taylor

My eyes hurt too much to open, but my senses… all of them, even the new ones, were clear and precise, I gently clicked my heavy, leaden tongue, and felt awareness pour out of me, I could see everyone, see them all and see the way they had all shifted towards me, and then my father's arms were crushing me in a hug, and I could feel tears pouring from my face and landing on my hospital gown.

"Dad… I, I can't open my eyes."

The way the woman next to me stiffened, bursts of subtle movement illustrating to me as I clicked my tongue again just how tense she was filled the room. It hurt to sense, hurt to do that anymore, so I let that be the last click, let it drown in the sobbing of my father and the careful gaze of the two women in the room with me.

The last thing I remembered was slowly sinking into the mush in the locker… then silence, then a burst of noise, light, a shock of red hair that seemed to be lit ablaze in comparison to the surroundings, and a gaze, up close, of a woman whose eyes were split into what looked like pure stars, orange and red and a thousand other colors I couldn't describe. Ringed by pure white circles that drowned out everything.

Those eyes crinkled in shock and horror, then in comfort, indistinct shouting, then darkness.

I was here… what had happened to that woman? To my dad? Why couldn't I open my eyes?

It was the woman in the hospital bed across from me who spoke, quiet, gentle, whispering, I wouldn't understand until far later how she'd managed to intertwine a meaning only I could hear in a string of words.

"River floods its banks in a moment, but can damage much in its haste, patience reveals all."

"Be calm. I will explain later."

The way she spoke, the tone, hits me next, like a sledgehammer to the gut, there is such sadness in her tone, such worry and pain and anguish, and then a part of my mind opens up and I'm losing myself in the thousands of voices and feelings and indistinct sensations as hundreds of thousands of bugs around me announce themselves to my senses. I am vulnerable, alone, and I feel overwhelmed beyond all belief. How can anyone think like this?

The mystery woman squeezes my hand, when had she reached out? What had happened? How could I see her without opening my eyes?

The picture was like one of those old security systems, with dozens of crystal clear cameras focused on her face from every angle, and I could see how she grimaced in concern, and squeezed my hand gently.

Then a shock, spike of pain was ripping through my head again and I was fading back into darkness as my father shouted for help and a nurse rushed into the room.



By the time I awoke again, it was pitch black, the hand of that woman across from me was intertwined with my own, and I was laying near her, my legs slumped over onto one half of the beds. My head rested in her lap, and her voice interrupted my gentle awakening.

"Good, we need to talk. Can you open your eyes?"

I tried, and felt them slide open gently, and the world was clear again. I could feel the sensations of all of the little pinpricks of touch, taste, smell, hearing, and sight were, but they weren't… crashing into my mind, not yet. They could, I knew they could, and would smash into my brain if need be, but, they weren't right now.

Her face above me was concerned, and she saw my eyes. I saw astonishment and wonder reflected in them, as her own eyes, filled with little more than stars, gazed down at me. Each one felt like watching the cosmos. Her eyes filled with them, and she looked at me and I saw little more than pity.

"I am so sorry Taylor Hebert, for the actions I had to undertake to save your life and for the venom that now fills your veins. But, for now I need you to focus on healing, and resting, your eyes are unique, and will forever set you apart from all others. I am sorry for giving you that curse, and I will endeavor to teach you to hide them, but for now, I would ask you to never open them around others. You have an ability to sense presences, yes?"

I nod.

"Then use that, only open your eyes when you are alone, or with myself, and I will endeavor to do my very best to train you to return to a semblance of normal."

"Normal?"

My voice felt faint, cracking slightly, and the woman above me lifted me up so I could see the glass of the hospital room.

It lasted until a ragged, slight sob burst from my chest, and then she set me back down and spoke in a near whisper, her hand resting on my head.

"I… I am so sorry Taylor, I cannot explain yet, not here. But the moment I can, I will."

I didn't want to trust her. Too much had gone wrong for me to trust easily, but if she made good on her promise… then I would listen to her for now.

I felt my ability to hold back the senses slipping, and then my world was colors and sounds and touch and pain and scents and I wasn't lucid anymore.



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A/N: Canon, I love you, but we need to talk about Panacea, and how she's not going to be the same here.
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Himeko

Taylor had not awoken again, for the rest of that night and the following morning, although Himeko could no longer observe her (and felt some anxiety over that fact), she couldn't justify staying, much as she wanted to keep an eye on the latent Herrscher at least. Himeko herself, being hale and hearty as much as the doctors could make certain of, was discharged that morning, and was currently standing outside the hospital in her battlesuit wondering just where she should go from there, or if Challenger had ditched her.

A sort of calm had settled onto her shoulders, the long cloak of her battlesuit draped close enough that she didn't feel the chill of the air, although, Himeko remarked with some consternation that she hadn't really felt much about the warmth at all, just… normalcy in the hospital.

The air was cold, right? Yes, she could see breath fogging in it of her own accord, followed by a slight wrinkling as the flat mask on her face twitched. Challenger had told her to wait for her outside the hospital when she was discharged, then insisted she wear a mask. Himeko didn't… really understand it, but she did as was asked. Then again, the mask was annoying, really annoying, she had asked, but Challenger had simply explained that she would explain why later when she could.

Though, the thought about the cold did raise an interesting point, did she still feel cold at all? With the excitement of the past days… she wasn't entirely sure anymore. Of course, the amount of stares she was getting didn't really help that part, either, both from passersby and even a few nurses. Granted a part of that was likely because her weapon had reappeared on her back the moment she'd been able to walk.

The roar of an incoming motorcycle startled her from her focus on whether her senses of hot and cold were wrong, and how much better she felt with a sword in reach and ready to literally tear apart anyone who would mess with her.

Challenger pulled over at the entrance to the hospital, flipped Himeko a thumbs up, then jerked her over towards her motorcycle. Himeko made her way there, noting out of her peripheral vision the flashes of cameras as Challenger stepped off the bike.

"M~! Thought I'd drop by and help you get situated~! You still want more details on the PRT, right?"

Himeko nodded, and Challenger smiled, turning back to the bike and beckoning her towards the back of the motorcycle.

"Hop on, you're going to love this place!"

The enthusiasm was infectious and boundless, and a far cry from the woman who'd initially spoken to Himeko in the hospital. A far cry from the seriousness that lay just below the skin, but Himeko could see it there, illustrated in the rifle on Challenger's back, and the sheathed axe at her side, both weapons were enormous.

"Where are we going?"

Challenger was grinning at her, but didn't say anything. Himeko frowned at her, and the woman laughed a little.

"The director of the PRT wants to meet with you, discuss a bit about your condition, and a few senior heroes of the protectorate are also on station to hear this. We need to know everything you know."

"Did anyone get infected by the radiation?"
Bile rose in Himeko's throat, the thought was horrific. But Challenger laughed and shook her head, and Himeko relaxed, sliding onto the bike behind Challenger and wrapping her arms around the other woman's midsection.

"No, no infections, no sudden turnings as far as we know, the gear protected everyone we had in proximity to the debris well enough. Had a couple close calls but everyone was redirected away, frankly, I'm just glad Armsmaster and Kid Win, a senior hero and a ward, were able to detect the radiation and it didn't fry everything in Armsmasters suit for doing it."

Himeko felt a surge of relief, no need for purges, no need for horrific actions to be taken against those who'd lose their loved ones, and… most importantly. No need for Danny Hebert to lose his daughter to prevent an emergent apocalypse. With that said, however… Himeko had seen the girl's eyes, and she feared what they meant.

The first thing, had been the changes, Taylor's eyes had been luminous, shining in the dark naturally as light bled through the now startlingly dark and deep green and blue colors. Thin circles of white energy circled the inner pupil, glowing with star shaped pieces that decorated the eye with an unearthly beauty. They bled a mix of shades of green and blue out, and when Taylor had looked into the glass of the hospital window the reflection from the light had scattered across the floor as a kaleidoscope that faintly reminded Himeko of pictures of forests and the sea, a scattering of blues and greens that was as beautiful as it was dangerous. The girl had sobbed then, reminding Himeko that she wasn't a monster, at least, not yet, and was instead a very scared girl who had gone through a horrific ordeal.

Himeko had not seen visible marks of stigmata on Taylor Hebert, had not sensed any Honkai radiation bleedthrough, and no one around her had turned. But Himeko had only seen eyes like that on a few entities.

She'd only seen eyes like that on Herrschers. Only seen it on the face of the thing that had twisted Kiana into Sirin.

"Hey, you're looking really serious there, everything ok?"

Challenger interrupted her starting the motorcycle even as she asked Himeko what was wrong. Himeko shrugged, letting a faint smile cross her face as she forced herself to remember the girl under Sirin, the girl who wanted to be the "best valkyrie ever, Aunt Himeko!". And how Himeko had sworn once that she'd get to end the story in the way she wanted.

"Sure, I'll be ok."

Challenger asked the question then.

"So, when you gonna tell me what you know fully about this weirdass energy, and why you're so interested in that girl, because you sure as hell aren't a Case 53, and you definitely aren't related to her. I thought that they were stupid when they suggested it, but I could see it, and your reactions… the things you show on your face even when you're nailing that whole stoic badass vibe. You're a soldier, aren't you? You've lost people, haven't you?"

Lily's voice was quiet, soft at the end, not a question that wanted an answer, more just… an acknowledgement.

Himeko's voice was a whisper, a wavering whisper that threatened to unleash her emotions fully as she wrestled and grappled with them desperately.

"Yes. But, not now, Lily, please."

The other woman nodded.

"You're not alone, ok?"

Himeko laughed at that, a broken, sad thing that choked her throat and made the other woman kick the bike into gear so the roar of the engine drowned out further conversation.

The ride allowed Himeko to appreciate the way that the woman in front of her tore up the road, screaming along at speeds that would have made lesser fools terrified, but for Himeko? It was exhilarating, wonderful, and so, so much fun. It was a beautiful reminder of home, a reminder she indulged heartily in as Challenger roared through the streets.

She heard herself laughing and crying out in joy from the adrenaline rush as the wind whipped her hair along, and a part of her was reminded of her own motorcycle. For just a moment, Himeko was lost in pure and total happiness as they roared through the streets as the sun began to come up. The rays soaked into her exposed skin, and she let a semblance of joy pour out.

The ride was over far too soon, Lily drove the two of them to a stop in front of a large building with PRT emblazoned on the top of it. Once there, she waved her hand to a guard, leaned in and spoke quietly to the man for a moment, before he raised the rail and motioned them towards a street that flowed towards the underground of the building. Lily pulled around the corner of the building and the two women vanished into the structure, a massive underground garage extending out in front of them. More than a few armored PRT troopers were there, and a few saluted Challenger as she and Himeko stepped off from the bike, with the woman sliding her rifle and axe onto easy sheaths on her back.

"Ok, this isn't going to be fun, but it's going to be necessary. We need details on every part of this infection to corral and contain it when it can show up. For that reason, you're going to be speaking directly to the Director here, as well as most of the senior heroes. You need to tell them everything and give them what assurances you can that this won't spread at all. You might need to go into details about wherever the hell you came from about it. Please, be honest with them, we need to know this information."

Himeko nodded, as if she could imagine not disclosing the details of the Honkai, but her own past would be something she would refrain from telling. She wasn't ready to air her losses amongst strangers, not when she herself hadn't even had a moment to say their names or remember the people they'd been.

The PRT building itself was a roaring triumph of propaganda architecture, clean lines and hallways purged of even the scant traces of dust greeted Himeko as she walked amongst them. Challenger had led her into the building and was even now calmly walking alongside her, silence stretching out before them like a warm blanket.

Himeko wasn't in the mood to speak, the information she had to give was too important, and while her battlesuit had managed to siphon off enough Honkai Radiation to begin its automated repair processes, she had to wonder where on earth it had gotten all of the energy to begin with. She wasn't radiating any more than normal levels, and the suit's rating was for levels that would let her survive direct confrontations with Herrschers. It shouldn't have the capacity for repair at all! Even after her confrontation with Sirin, everything she'd been told about it had led to it being a one use thing, a one time use that would let her fight Sirin, and she'd pushed it to its limits, or so she'd thought…

The elevator that took them to the conference room ran along the outside of the building, clearly used for PR and tour groups. The glass and steel construction initially appeared to be fragile, but Himeko noted the glass was thicker than some armor plates she'd seen, and the cables that hauled the elevator were significantly bulkier than they should have been if this were normal. With a look at Challenger, the woman sheepishly explained.

"It's much stronger than it looks, we've used it when the Teeth attacked the building before, had PRT troopers with rifles shooting from boltholes, it's grown on much of the people here because of that event."

"The Teeth?"

Challenger looked slightly embarrassed.

"Sorry, keep forgetting there's a lot you don't really know about this place, despite seeming like you walked out of a PRT officer's club. The Teeth are a parahuman gang, they're violent anarchists that started here. Sadistic and monstrous, they kill anyone in their path who tries to resist and take others back for blood games. Most of the PRT's efforts with them are focused on detainment because they have the Butcher as a leader."

Himeko's confusion showed on her face again, but before Challenger could say more, the doors to the elevator slid open, and a pair of uniformed PRT guards were waiting for them, Himeko noted with some consternation that each carried what looked like an automatic shotgun in their hands.

They were equipping themselves to stop her, if necessary. A part of her was impressed by the logical pragmatism, another was deeply unhappy about the implicit lack of trust said action showed her.

Challenger and Himeko were led to a long, windowed room that faced out over the bay, showing the entire skyline of this place, and yet, they were far from the only people in this room. At the side of the room, staring out the window initially, were the two people that Himeko had first encountered. The man, Assault, gave her a nod, a tight smile on his lips, and while she returned that nod, it was the woman at his side who smiled genuinely at her. Himeko returned the gesture, confused, but saw no point in questioning it. The retinue was followed by a pair of men at opposite ends of the table, each one wearing thick, insulated power armor that reminded Himeko of mechs put into play by Anti-Entropy. They were quiet, studying her from their chairs, but neither did anything beyond nod when she looked at them.

Finally, at the head of the table and just behind it stood and sat the last of the people in the room. Sitting in a chair was a woman who reminded Himeko of all the roughest parts of Theresa in one glance, the steel in her gaze and her expression of slightly restrained seriousness did nothing to alleviate that effect. On her left, a tall, rail thin man with dark skin sat calmly, studying her carefully with coal black eyes. To the woman's right sat another man, thicker than the dark skinned one, with pale slate eyes and a demeanor that seemed quiet. Finally, standing behind the large woman, with arms folded over her chest and a bandanna emblazoned with the american flag on her lower face, smiled a darker woman, the crinkling in her eyes as she nodded to Himeko spoke of geniality and kindness, and Himeko easily returned the gesture.

Challenger smiled and waltzed into the room, and with the gravitas of an airdropped 500 lb bomb, spoke.

"Sorry we're late boss lady, but I honestly wasn't expecting traffic to be hell, and that was before people started gawking at miss supermodel here~!"

The woman at the head of the table shot Challenger a flint hardened glare that did absolutely nothing to dull Himeko's guide's attitude as she pulled a pair of chairs out near the end of the table, one for Himeko, one for herself.

"Miss Himeko, correct?"

The woman at the head of the table's voice was flat, harsh, and utterly unaccustomed to not getting her way, and as Himeko settled into the chair, letting her cape flow out behind her, she readied herself, steeling her gaze before matching the woman with one of her own.

"Not quite, if you please, address me as Murata."

The woman nodded slightly, and then began.

"Miss Murata, then, I am Emily Piggot, director of the PRT East North East branch, and I am told you have information that is very important for threat assessment."

Her voice was edged, hard, cutting, but Himeko had been on the other end of Theresa's, and this woman wasn't her equal. Close, but not like the principal.

"Yes. The radiation I emit, at low levels, is not harmful, but on items such as debris from the incident I originated from, or in unfortunate cases, infections, it will spread almost uncontrollably."

The woman frowned, and nodded, gesturing for Himeko to continue.

"We called it Honkai Energy, Honkai Radiation, or a dozen different monikers, where I am from, it filled the world at a low level, but could concentrate in people or items of sufficient power or proximity. Those people, lacking a strong enough will, would invariably be infected by a rapidly advancing, always lethal form of virus. The marks, such as these, you see on my face, were indicators of that."

"You claim those marks are indicators of that infection, then claim you are not dangerous?"

Himeko shook her head.

"Not quite, I could become dangerous, to be frank, if enough of a certain environment of instability were curated, and enough ambient Honkai Radiation concentrated, I could lose control over my stigmata, and then become an infectious vector. But that will not happen."

The woman's gaze had turned steadily more and more dangerous as Himeko had spoken, and yet, it was the dark skinned man on her left that spoke up next.

"Stigmata? Are those control devices of some kind?"

Himeko frowned.

"Not… entirely incorrect. In most cases, mine would be similar to vaccines, they granted me a vastly increased resistance to Honkai Radiation, and allowed me to use it to augment and strengthen myself dramatically, at a severe cost."

She halted for a moment, then spoke.

"The lifespan of Valkyries that took artificial stigmata, the kind I have, could be measured in a decade if they were lucky, most didn't make it beyond 5 years after they graduated."

"Valkyries?"

"Warriors to fight those who were infected by the Honkai. I am, was, one of them, this suit I wear, and this blade I carry are remnants of my career fighting as one. I graduated as a Valkyrie when I was 18 years old, and joined an assault squad a year later. I am now 29 years old."

Piggot spoke, once more cutting through Himeko's concentration with her bluntness.

"How can you be so certain that you are not a danger to the common civilian, let alone any of us in this room?"

"Director, Honkai radiation was in my world perpetually, it was in every bite of food we swallowed and every breath of air we took. Concentrating it merely took bursts of extreme emotions or outbreaks, called impacts. That is not the case here, I have felt nothing of that energy beyond the faint levels I radiate as a Valkyrie, and the trace amounts I passed on to Taylor after I fell into her path. I cannot turn others because even at the highest heights of my power, I was only ranked as an "A" by my organization. I did not have the necessary abilities to embody anyone with a Honkai infection."

She paused, idly wishing for a glass of water of some kind. Everyone was looking at her, some with concern naked on their faces, others with expressions of resolution. The men in powered armor had both set their mouths into thin, unreadable lines.

"My stigmata are artificial, which made for poor substitutes for natural stigma, or the third type, which we called True stigmata."

She spoke flatly, thinking back to events that burned in her mind even now.

"It is them, you should fear, not my existence."

Piggot leaned forwards, her bob cut flying into her face as she placed her hands before her on the desk.

"Explain."

"If one of the bearers of a natural stigma awakens, it is always through large exposure to Honkai radiation, an "impact event", as we called them. The resulting catastrophe would invariably result in mass casualties and the destruction of the land for many miles around it. It would result, as well, in not only infected humans rising, but twisted creatures we called Honkai Beasts emerging as well."

Himeko paused, remembering screams, blood, and horrific flickers of motion. Memories of civilians and lesser Valkyries caught in the path of the monsters.

"Those… were what Valkyries were really there to stop. Infected humans could be put down by high caliber massed fire, but the silicate shell of a Honkai beast…"

She shook her head.

"It won't happen, shouldn't happen. There aren't any ways for them to appear here."

Piggot spoke again.

"You can't be certain of that."

Himeko levelled her gaze at the director, assessing her, she saw a woman who had once held a mighty frame, one even the level of a Valkyrie, before the enhancements, stigma, and everything that would be done to bring them to the level required.

"I can. Because there are only two things that can trigger an impact event. One, is the exposure of a bearer of a natural stigmata to enough Honkai energy to awaken them. The other, is the emergence of a Herrscher."

The way she'd said the word, the memories it brought back, stiffened several of the adults in the room.

"The word is German, translates to ruler, of course we called them other things. But, they were the real monsters. People, emboldened with power so vast it made most of us like ants in comparison. I only ever came up against two. It… it was enough."

Screams filled her mind, squadmates turning to ice, their wide, terrified eyes frozen in that horrible place forever. All the while that cruel, heartless monster laughed at them through her storm.

The eyes of a girl twisted and bent, the eyes of someone who was failed by everything that should have protected her, given the will, vengeance, and power to wreak what hell she wanted on the world, and the will of a girl who wanted to help everyone.

"Those… were all human originally. But they were different because of one reason, they bore their stigmata marks on their bodies, visible, from the day they were born to the day they would die, we called those True Stigma bearers."

"They were granted powers on the worst days of their lives, when everything else around them failed them."

Himeko noted dark looks shot around the table, from the heroes to each other.

"I knew one, a Herrscher, before she turned. My last action, the fight that marked my body and face like this… was against her."

She stopped there, unwilling to continue, and sat in silence for a time, before Piggot spoke again.

"Are there Herrschers here?"

"None that I know of. But there are distinguishing factors, namely, they are linked to something we called authority, of the two I fought, their authorities were Void and Ice. Respectively, they commanded complete control over thermal manipulation at a molecular level in the case of ice. And spatial manipulation, and pocket dimension creation, destruction, and manipulation in the case of Void."

"Were they Manton limited?"

This time, the voice came from one of the power armored figures, his armor blue and silver in coloration and theme, Himeko shook her head slightly.

"I don't know what Manton limits are, my apologies."

"Most capes are limited in some fashion, there is no real understanding of why, but examples include Rune, a telekinetic, who cannot simply grasp your heart and tear it from your chest."

Himeko remembers how Sirin toyed with her, how she batted her about like a plaything until she got bored, and only then was Himeko able to twist the fight back in her favor.

"No. There was nothing like that, the Herrscher that controlled space, she batted me about as if I were a toy to her, throwing and manipulating me. I was helpless to resist her in any way, and had to wait until she thought she'd killed me to shift the momentum of the fight."

That got a reaction, instantly. With several of the assembled parahumans shooting concerned looks, while Piggot's frown deepened further.

"Was this the case for all Valkyries?"

Himeko nodded.

"Many of us do not have powers from what Challenger has described to me, for example, I specialized in thermal manipulation using my blade and battlesuit, but I did not have powers at any scale like say, your Leviathan does."

Shivers ran throughout the room.

"You bring up stigmata, you have them, yes?"

Himeko nodded.

"I bear them on my back, I would show you, but will not expose myself in present company. Nor do I believe it necessary."

A few nods were exchanged and the topic moved on.

"How do we combat the radiation?"

Himeko shrugged.

"Like I said, I came from a world where it was everywhere, I do not know if it dissipates naturally at all, beyond that concentration usually declines naturally in affected areas provided no sources of further Honkai energy make such an area their home."

"I know you can block it with hazardous material suits, and I know that those with strong wills are largely immune to lower levels, but I do not know how much came through with me, or if it stains the wreckage, with that said… I have one request."

Piggot frowned at her, staring like she'd suddenly become a deeply unpleasant item she was now having to deal with.

"That being?"

"I would like the fragments of my blade back, those are dangerous to human beings, and they are much, much higher in temperature, even shattered, then they would appear to be. Additionally, they are all that remains of my weapon, and I do not like feeling unarmed."

The man in blue spoke up once more.

"Can you repair it? Can you make others?"

Himeko steepled her fingers and tried to think of a way to explain how the blade could reconstruct itself.

"I cannot build it, it is old, far older than I ever was, but it is capable of regenerating to its prior state given time, its fragments, and exposure to a latent source of Honkai energy."

"A source only you can provide? Convenient."

Piggot's animosity had reached a boiling point, then Himeko tried to be gentle as she spoke.

"I know this is unpleasant, and I am sorry for dropping this into your lap. But I would like my blade back."

Piggot simply said.

"I will see what I can do, technically it is no longer yours, given its proximity to vast collateral damage and the events that have nearly set this city ablaze, if not for the fast response of our PRT teams, a horde of zombies. That can spread entirely on their own, with no antidote either."

She stood up, turning slightly to the side.

"I thank you for coming in, Murata, and I thank you for the information you have provided. With that said, you've made a mess of my city, and I am deeply displeased to have you here."

Then, Emily Piggot was gone, followed by the men at her back, and most of the other heroes, leaving only Assault, Battery, and Challenger, who shifted her position to the head of the table.

"Sorry, the director is…"

Battery began, but was cut off by Challenger almost instantly.

"A total bitch, yes, we know, we work for her."

The frown that Battery shot the other hero was distinctly sour, and it was obvious enough for Himeko to pick up on the resentment underneath it.

"But she's competent, really competent, and frankly, while she hates us, she's also the only woman I actually trust to put us into a position where we'll be useful."

Assault cut in.

"Not to be a boring person, but Piggot isn't even that bad, she's smart and competent and she knows where and who to bring in. She's abrasive, and yes, a bit of an ass, but she truly wants what's best for this city."

"She's practically a saint compared to Tagg."

Challenger snorted at that last statement, Battery smacking first Challenger, then Assault.

"Hey!"

"Puppy!?"

They lapsed into silence then, Himeko staring at them, slight bemusement on her face as she remembered similar antics, a sudden bout of sadness coursing through her as Challenger noted the downturn in her lips.

"You're remembering people close to you, aren't you?"

She nodded, lips feeling to dumb, too swollen with memories. A part of her didn't want to talk about it at all, a part of her wanted to remain quiet.

"Too many faces."
An air of awkwardness settled in, before Assault cut in.

"Hey, do you want to meet the Wards? I know this meeting kind of put a really sour note on today, but they're kind of hoping to meet with the supermodel who fell from the sky, and someone told them you might be in the building~"

The grin on his face was positively shit eating, and the look flashed at Challenger equally so, but it broke the tension, and as Himeko laughed and asked about the wards, they told her of the child heroes, sending slight chills down Himeko's spine as she remembered the incoming classes of Valkyries, those who had joined and how much they had been like children. Learning oh so carefully how to be the warriors that would fight for all that was in the world.

"These Wards, why are they here? Why train them if you have no need for apocalypses of the kind my world has? At least, none that you seem to struggle with beyond those Endbringers?"

Assaults face darkened.

"Not all of us are so heroically inclined, and unlike us, they go after children. If I had my way, none of them would have to be here, but… in some respects we're all they have."

His tone was so uncharacteristically serious that Challenger and Battery were staring at him, and he smiled simply to break the difference up.

"Look, there's a lot that's wrong with this world, but that's why we're all here and working to better it. And y'know, Piggot may be the most unbearable asshole of a boss lady I've ever met, but she works her ass off for us, even if she hates our guts."

"Is this the part where you give me the sales pitch, Challenger?"

The other woman threw her head back and laughed, the roaring sound filling the elevator as they descended to the ground level first.

"Sure, but you seem to be what I'd call "Good people" and I can't really see you doing anything else, y'know?"

Himeko laughed, responding.

"Technically, all of you should be addressing me as Doctor Himeko, given that I earned my PhD, and still have all the knowledge that I trained for!"

"Doctor Himeko, huh?"

"If you want to be specific, it would be Doctor Murata to everyone save friends and family."

"Well, I'm not calling you Doctor Murata, it feels wayyyy stiff. But I could get used to Doctor Himeko."

Himeko shot back a reply before either Assault, or Battery could react.

"Well, it's less stiff than calling me Major, hmm~? That is what my students and friends called me!"

Challenger made a face.

Battery laughed, a short snort, high in pitch, and Assault looked at her with faux rage.

"Puppy, you laugh at her jokes but not mine!? I'm wounded! Wounded I tell you!"

Battery, in response, flicked him on the nose and calmly stated.

"That's because for all her faults as a human being, Challenger is funny when she's not being abrasive on purpose. You on the other hand…"

She almost let it drag on too much, but Himeko saw the way her mouth slightly curled up.

"Are only funny when it's convenient."

Assault gasped in mock horror, and the elevator doors opened into a bustling lobby, with the group of heroes moving Himeko along, domino mask and all, to a hallway at the back of the building, an elevator leading down opening long, reinforced steel doors. The inside of the elevator was gunmetal grey, and Himeko was oddly reminded of the same ones on the Hyperion, that raced through the battleships length, the ones she'd taken up to her fight with Sirin.

A loud buzzer sounded as soon as the doors closed and the elevator began to move downwards. In response to Himeko's look at the others, Battery spoke.

"It alerts the Wards that we're coming, tells them to get their masks on before we arrive. Protect their identities as much as our own. Why do you think we all wear the masks, anyway?"

Himeko simply said.

"To inspire confidence in your abilities, to inspire strength in who you are, to serve as symbols for a brighter future. All things we did in my world. But I cannot understand why you would hide your faces. The enemy is not your fellow people, it is the Endbringers, no?"

Assault looked uncomfortable, Battery following suit, and Challenger's lips had formed a tight line. The woman eventually saying.

"I forget… every time how good you are. Just hearing you say those things, so earnestly."

Assault didn't say anything, Battery joined in, a bitter smile forming on her lips.

"I wish things were different. But the truth is more complicated, there are Rules."

Something about that statement rankled Himeko, raising her hackles, and she wanted to ask further questions. But the elevator rumbled to a stop before she could, the doors sliding open and revealing a room that had her immediately thinking back to St. Freya's.

It looked like a dorm common room, snaking hallways leading away towards bedrooms, with half a dozen couches and chairs circling a central living space and small kitchen.

Half a dozen young men and women, no, children, Himeko realized, were sat around the couches and facing the elevator doors as they opened. Himeko stepped forwards, and the group looked up at her as she shrugged off her cloak.

One teen, clad in white armor with clock symbols marked and emblazoned on it, spoke first.

"How on earth did you get that look through PR?"

A smaller girl, wearing a green visor and a costume that could be described as… cutesy, smacked him over the head and replied before Himeko could.

"Don't be an as- jerk, Clock."

The timbre of her voice was youthful, extremely so, to such a degree Himeko was internally frowning. What would have caused such a young girl to enter this place? And why had someone gone to great lengths to make her look as cutesy and childish as they could? Her costume didn't have armor plating. Himeko's battlesuit, even while being skintight, had enough armor and shielding that tank shells wouldn't leave a dent, nor would they harm her, to say nothing of the claws and sharpened edges of a Honkai beast. If the wards were expected to participate in these… encounters, then why were they not armored?

A taller young man, taller than Himeko, approached her, offering a hand to shake, one she took and squeezed slightly, causing him to slightly wince.

"Strong grip… My name is Aegis, I lead the Wards team here, these are my teammates."

The kid in the clock suit waved.

"Heya~! Clockblocker here, wondering if you're free for dinner on Friday night."

There was a pregnant pause of silence, one broken as Himeko herself began to laugh, the rich, gentle sound filling the air. She laughed and had to wipe a faint tear from her eye as it formed, taking the domino mask from her face as she did so. She spoke to the wards.

"Goodness, no, I'm far too old for you, child. Doctor Murata Himeko, but call me Doctor, or Himeko, for short."

But the smile didn't quite fade from her face, and now, with the strictness and tension broken, even as Clockblocker laughed with her, the other wards made their way towards her.

"Vista, space warper, glad to be working with you!"

"Working with me?"

The girl frowned, speaking slower, more uncertain.

"Well, aren't you joining the PRT? We thought that you were joining after all the news about you falling from the sky and coming out of the school with a girl in your arms…"

Himeko shot her a genial, kind smile.

"Perhaps. Challenger is giving me the sales pitch and the tour, so far."

Another cut in before she could continue with Vista, a young man with a gold and red color scheme on his armor, and he radiated excitement as he took in her armor.

"Are those protective? How do they protect your exposed skin? Is your sword customizable? Did you make it on your own?"

Himeko, taken slightly aback, was faintly reminded of some of Kiana's more… chatty moments at St. Freya's.

"To answer your questions, it manipulates the radiation inside my body to shield me from harm, combined with that, my armor is simultaneously powered by that radiation, and allows me to channel it elsewhere, like, for example, this."

She snapped, and a small, pilot light sized flame burst into existence on her fingers, taking the shape of a small cone, the fire burned a low blue in color, and Himeko extinguished it soon after.

"But, what do I call you?"

The boy froze for a moment, the exposed portion of his face coloring a rather brilliant shade of red as she asked.

"Kid Win, ma'am."

"A pleasure to meet you, Kid Win, are you some type of engineering prodigy?"

While he glowed from the praise, he also mumbled shyly.

"Tinker, Ma'am, I make things."

Himeko nodded, an entire superpower built around the production of items was fascinating, truly fascinating. His place was taken next by a man clad in full, softly glowing armor, the accents blue and casting faint light around him and onto the floor.

"Gallant, Tinker, pleasure to meet you, Ma'am."

Polite, but… something felt off about him, he couldn't meet her eyes, and while he might have avoided looking at her directly with his helmet, some of the ways his head moved gave it away.

The final member of the wards was the last to announce herself, a woman with a runners frame, wearing a thick, dark cloak and padded armor, with a white mask of a stern, unforgiving woman over it all, framed her.

"Shadow Stalker."

Initially she said nothing else, and yet, Himeko got the sense she was assessing her, scanning her up and down, looking for something.

"What are you searching for, Shadow Stalker?"

A flash of something in her body language, for a moment, violent intent blossomed in the girl's stance, and a flicker, violent, tensed her muscles. Himeko tensed, visibly, and Assault stepped up, Battery beside him.

"Lets… not start this outside of the sparring ring, ladies? I don't think the Wards would appreciate having any more consequences leveled at them for actions in the heat of excitement."

The taller girl snorted.

"Whatever."

Then tried rather roughly to shove past Himeko, heading for a room near the elevator. This was, of course, ruined slightly when Himeko didn't budge or move, and the girl was left with a smarting shoulder as she trailed away. The tension had returned to the room, and Himeko smiled, reminded of a rough welcome into an assault squad.

"Well, she was… something."

Vista muttered something that had Aegis casting a sharp frown in her direction, when the girl jutted her chin out and mouthed something back at him. But Himeko, distracted by Challenger tapping at her watch, said her goodbyes, prepared to move on.

"It has been a pleasure to meet all of you, thank you for giving me the time out of your busy schedules for this. If I decide to join the protectorate, I'm certain we'll be seeing more of each other."

She smiled gently, and yet, as she turned to leave, Vista called out.

"What do you do, Himeko?"

The redhead turned back to face her, asking a clarification.

"Do you mean my powers?"

The girl nodded, eagerness showing in the slight bounce in her step. Himeko turned to Assault, Battery, and Challenger, and smiled.

"Can they afford some time for a demonstration?"

Assault and Challenger flashed fanged grins, and the woman's voice dropped into a low purr.

"Why Himeko, are you asking me to spar?"

Assault cut in.

"I think they can spare some time, what do you say kiddos? Up to watch some professional bouts in the ring?"

The resounding chorus of "yes", reserved from Gallant and Aegis, and enthusiastic from the other three, answered his question almost as soon as he said it.

Shortly thereafter, Himeko found herself in a large, square shaped arena, various accouterments decorated the area, punching bags, practice weapons, but they'd been put away as she, Challenger, and Assault had taken the floor. Above them, an elaborate box overlooked the training arena. Even now, Himeko noted the shapes of all the Wards, save for Shadow Stalker, as well as the form of the armored man in blue and silver from earlier, alongside Battery and the woman with the American flag on her face, all of whom surveyed the Wards, then the arena.

Himeko set her sword far to the end, then rhythmically disconnected each of the weapon's drone blades from her suit; she wouldn't need them, having no desire to seriously injure Challenger or Assault.

When she took the field, she let her cape fall to her shoulders, idly stretching her fingers and toes, feeling the sickly warmth of Honkai energy beginning to infuse them.

She was stronger already, faster and ready to fight at a low level, without using any of the Godsbane suit, she had no need to involve it here.

Assault danced back and forth slightly, cracking his neck and smiling at her. Challenger twirled a large practice axe in her hands, sitting to the side.

"So, Assault first and then I get the sloppy seconds? I'm hurt Himeko, I thought we had something special."

The redhead flashed her a feral grin, beckoning her into the ring.

"No, both of you, at the same time."

Assault and Challenger stared at her, then each other, and then Challenger was entering the ring with them, snapping her fingers, she limbered up.

"First blood? Or till we can't continue?"

The two heroes looked to each other, before stating simply.

"First hit, both of us have patrols schedules, wouldn't want to tear ourselves up early. How hard do you want us to go?"

Himeko paused for a moment, thinking.

"I should be able to handle anything short of a blast to level this room, you may engage accordingly."

She settled into a stance, waiting for the first move to be made.

It was Assault who struck first, suddenly moving at speed, translating instantly to motion as a haymaker swung towards Himeko's chin from one side, while Challenger appeared to glow violently, before accelerating at comparable speed.

Both were too slow, Himeko ducked the haymaker, and as Challenger swung her axe low, she let the practice weapon impact her armored suit at speed, and grinned as the weapon shattered on her Soulium armor. A moment later she stood, examining the potential source of damage, as Assault flew over her head, until he was suddenly accelerating a high kick straight down at her.

" Spontaneous control over acceleration and motion, kinetic manipulation?" Himeko shifted to one side, the kick suddenly aimed for her twitching as Assault's body moved faster once more, completely twisting his acceleration and shifting it utterly, although this time, with remarkably less speed.

"Limited by reaction time? Faster than normal, limited by external factors?"

The flickering motion didn't follow with what she'd seen in the past, but she slid to one side anyway, letting the kick glance off the armored plates of her shoulder guards.

"You two done?"

She looked at Challenger, who'd jumped back a few steps, and Assault, who'd stabilized at the opposite end of the ring.

Smiling, she purred.

"My turn~!"

Himeko darted forwards, moving for Assault first, she slammed a fist towards his chin, and rocked the man back for half a second or so, before his power diverted all her strength and momentum sharply away from the rest of him. She ducked an opportunistic swing from Challenger, who had discarded her broken weapon and was fighting with her fists now.

"Automatic defenses? Or reaction? Slow for a reaction, especially compared to earlier impact, was testing me for strength, surprised by the extent of it?"

Challenger's motions were quick, fast, and as Himeko moved towards her, she felt the woman seem to… slip from her grasp. As if she wasn't quite physically there when Himeko grabbed her.

"Slippery, you fight like someone I knew, once."

She remembered Fu Hua, remembered how the girl fought with martial arts skills and mastery that belied her youthful frame, and she felt her eyes brim with tears as she remembered why that was.

Challenger smiled at Himeko, darting forwards and sliding under her grasping arms, she flipped up, landing on Himeko's back, wrapping arms around the woman, she shifted sharply, and flipped Himeko up. The opening stage of a suplex!

But as she reached the apex, Himeko let her legs fall, and twisted sharply, snapping the other woman's grip, before kicking off of Challenger herself. Leaping high, and into the embrace of Assault, who led her back to the ground at speed. His grip on her was firm, but not firm enough.

When the dust had cleared, Himeko stood, offering her hand to Assault on the ground, a wide, unafraid grin on her face as she pulled the man to his feet.

"Well played, almost wasn't able to get out of that one."

Assault smirked at her, Challenger rapping him on the shoulder as she spoke.

"I'll get you next time, no biggie~! Besides, I sure learned a lot about how you fight, and that means that, between the two of us, we'll beat you next time!"

Himeko chuckled, and felt… for just a moment that she was back in her world, laughing with Theresa and the others of her squad, laughing with Mei, Kiana, Bronya and even Fu Hua.

The moment passed all too soon, and she found herself in a stuffy, quiet room going over paperwork with Challenger, viewing what joining the PRT would entail; she wasn't sold on the idea yet, but Challenger made hours feel like minutes, with a constant stream of banter, jokes, and stories from her past. By the time Himeko had read through much of the contracts and understood them, it had become time for her to leave the building, happily escorted first to a place where she could change into more casual clothing, and from there, into the city, for an apartment the PRT had loaned to her.




Armsmaster

"What are your impressions?"

"With respect, Director, she was sandbagging."

"Are you certain?"

Yes/no, maybe?

"As much as I can be given such a paltry display of her prowess."

Colin Wallis sat opposite to Director Emily Piggot, the woman had initially been furious about the Wards participating in a spar with the unknown parahuman, before someone had taken the liberty to inform her they hadn't participated in the slightest, and instead merely watched as Doctor Murata handily dismantled Assault and Challenger in a spar.

"What about her attitude?"

Assault, lounging in a chair spoke up first.

"She's idealistic, almost naive, even, was it not for just… some of the things she said, or the looks in her eyes, although, I suspect Miss Militia will be able to say more in that regard. Before we go any further, however, I have to state I'm not ok with this, she's so idealistic I'd think she was a shoe in for the PRT, to say nothing about her responses to the situation she met us all in."

The man cast his gaze towards the Kurdish superhero, who frowned slightly. Before she spoke up, voice cautious.

"She carries herself like a soldier, something I am sure Challenger would agree with me on. Not just that, there's… something in the way she looked at Assault and Battery, as well as you, Director."

Assault didn't smile.

"It felt like she was looking through me and Battery, like we weren't there, like she was-"

"Trapped in a memory?"

Battery, quiet for most of the preceding conversation, spoke up.

"Yes."

Assault followed up, unsettled.

"I… just the way she dealt with the Wards, too, I've never seen anyone charm Vista like that, or instigate with Shadow Stalker without saying anything. Sure, Stalker might be a total bitch, but she's usually smart enough to not directly mouth off in the presence of the heroes, the fact she did here… I don't like it."

"Possible Master effect?" Piggot's voice was cautious, near whisper quiet. From what she'd last known, the woman was still in the building, they could lock it down if needed. Thankfully, her fears were assuaged as Assault first, then Battery shook their heads.

"No, just there's a weight to her movements and speech, as if she's seen everything in another life."

"Fine, ignoring her strangeness, can we recruit her into the PRT?"

Miss Militia shot Piggot a look.

"She is an idealist, an idealist who was sandbagging in that spar. Are we sure she's not testing us?"

Piggot thought for a moment.

"Can we get her in for power testing?"

Assault nodded.

"I don't see why she wouldn't want to come in, although she may not use the sword."

Armsmaster cut in at that point.

"Are we certain she cannot make more of her weapon? The fragments are made of a nanometal that channels the strange energy she runs rampant with. Not to mention they're sharper than any blade I have ever encountered a physical specimen of. The only comparison I truly have would be a blade that never dulls, never loses its edge, and has sheared through everything I can put in front of it, while melting, searing, and vaporizing it. I have to use remote arms to touch the fragments, and they melted through blankets and shrouds the moment the blade cut them. The only way to transport them is carefully holding the non edged portions with thick blankets."
"And her Blaster rating, from where does that stem?"

Battery cut in.

"The nature of the small flame she conjured in the wardroom produced no smoke, and yet it was a brilliant blue. Far in excess of normal pyrokinesis. More in line with what we'd expect from Lung, if I am being blunt."

Assault continued.

"She's good with the Wards, really good, I'd hazard a guess she has prior experience teaching or caring for kids. I'd even suggest she might have had a kid, once, but I'm not sure."

Piggot smiled.

"Then we pursue that angle, see about getting her into the PRT."

The meeting adjourned, leaving Colin facing the elevator that led back to the main room. A small part of him was nervous. This person had been holding back, and she'd lied about not knowing another Herrscher candidate, but who could she have meant? Taylor Hebert had not exhibited any of the signs that Himeko had mentioned, and as far as he was aware, she'd not interacted with anyone else after landing.

This warranted further investigation. He would have to return to Winslow, to see if further information could be gleaned from the impact site.



Himeko

Settling into the apartment the PRT had graciously loaned her until she could find her own place, Himeko stared across the streets below her, tracing her fingers across the windows and watching dozens of people move by on the streets below. Here, in the center of the city, the nightlife was still intact, people flowing in and out of events and nightclubs. Himeko turned away from the window, turning back to the wardrobe Challenger had given her, scavenged from a few old sets of clothing she'd donated, Himeko had casual wear now. A suit jacket and other pieces scavenged gave her an outfit that at the very least was somewhat professional, and would serve her well in the coming days as she built up her own clothes.

Challenger, no, Lily, in her civilian identity, had left not that long ago, leaving a housewarming gift of a small bottle of Sake, the liquor scented with peach and expensive, given the destruction of so much of Japan.

Himeko had poured a small portion for herself earlier, and left it on her kitchen countertop. The liquor tempted her, but… something still held her back.

She knew what it was, of course, their faces, the ones that haunted her even now.

She thought of a face with blue eyes tainted yellow with Sirin's glare, of others twisted in grimaces of horror, space warping against them.

Of bodies frozen in agony, electrocuted to such a degree they'd never recover. Of three girls, doomed to carry the gems of an entity that would force them and twist them to do its bidding. Of the friends, the mentors, and the people she'd lost along the way. She thought of Theresa Apocalypse, of Raiden Mei, of Kiana Kaslana, and Bronya Zaychik. She thought of Fu Hua, of Ragna, of her friends. Of Welt Yang, her mentor, of the people who would never see this world, even now beautiful in its dying, rotting corpse.

When the tears began to fall, Himeko let them, a long, shuddering sob wracking her body as she tipped the bottle of Sake over, pouring a sizable portion of the alcohol into the sink. Watching it swirl and drain, even as she tipped the bottle back and swallowed, the pleasant taste and burn of the liquor gentle, but the memories far from it.

She wished they were here, wished that they could see this beautiful place, even as ragged, horrible sobbing poured from her lips and tears ruined everything on her face, her lips wobbled back and forth, chest heaving. Tears pouring and carving tracks into her cheeks.

She remembered the last words she'd ever said to Kiana, ever said to others.

"Kiana, be brave, push on, you can still end this story the way you want! Live Kiana. That's… my final lesson… for you…"

She remembered the girl's rejection of Sirin, how she'd had hope blooming in her body then, and thought that was the end.

Now… she was here, here, and alone again. The first action she'd done was make another Herrscher, then she lied about that Herrscher, and left her alone. Even with the love, support, and surrounded by friends, Sirin had still overwritten Kiana in her darkest moments.

How could she hope to support this girl now? Her father had no idea of the stakes of his daughter's transformation, the PRT here… they didn't feel capable or secure enough to reveal their faces. So afraid of recompense, of retaliation. Himeko had done research in the evening and early night hours, had discovered the fate of Lightstar, of New Wave, the team having been proponents of full accountability, and yet…

Lightstar's identity had become known, and the poor man had been stalked and killed in his civilian ID.

Himeko's lips turned up, the people who had killed him, Empire 88. Certainly, they would not have ever admitted they had coordinated the hit, or approved of the actions taken. But the man had been slaughtered in his civilian identity, flagrantly violating the so-called "unwritten rules" that several forums spoke on that regulated the lives of the capes, regardless of what they called themselves, be it hero, vigilante, or villain.

Himeko had spoken at length with someone on their forums who called themselves "All_Seeing_Eye". They had been… illuminating.

Empire 88 had seen an opportunity to lay New Wave low in the height of their meteoric rise, and they had never recovered, if "All_Seeing_Eye" was to be believed.

Himeko would reserve judgment on that if she ever met them, but for now? For now she drank her sake, and remembered those who were lost.

A glance to the bottle of Sake and the outside, had Himeko moving to the exit of her apartment, she gently threw on her battlesuit, stepping out of her apartment, bottle of Sake in hand, searching for a better spot to drink, a better spot for a tribute to be poured.

The edges of a larger building in the edge of the downtown district called to Himeko, as she jumped to the edge of the roof, clattering to a stop, taking a seat, and sipping sake, tilting the bottle to the moon.

"I hope you ended our story in the way you wanted, Kiana."

A/N: Well, you know what they say, you set out to write a short chapter about the PRT and an initial reaction, then keep going and now we're at 9.3k words.
In any case, this… really blew up, I love all the comments, even if I don't quite see them, and I'm ecstatic that people like this little story as much as I like writing it!
As always, if you enjoy this story, leave a comment, or a critique, they genuinely make my day every time I read them.
 
Overcast 1.4
Taylor

My eyes hurt. They hurt more and more every day, a building pressure behind them that whispered to me to let them open. But… I knew, enough, to know that was a terrible urge and a worse idea.

My powers, as far as I'd been able to tell, were varied and intense. I had total control over every bug in a massive radius, something like 6 blocks, and that was just the barest bones of what I could do.

There were fainter whispers, ideas, machinations, my powers whispering to me that I could make my bugs stronger, faster, more durable or powerful in a dozen different ways, just by looking at them for long enough.

My senses were enhanced, smell, taste, touch, hearing, I assumed eyesight, but I'd kept my promise to Himeko. Kept them shut, I didn't even really know why I'd banked off her promise. Maybe just desperation, and knowing she'd been the one to carry me from the school, tearing that locker door off and literally saving my life.

I'd gotten lucky, horrifyingly lucky, my hands and legs had been screwed up, really badly, my blood so poisonous it was a wonder it was even working. But apparently, Panacea had stopped by on a lark, wanting to meet my savior, and had healed me while she was there, full functionality restored to everything.

I still felt weird… twitches, pains, as though something wasn't quite right, and that had said nothing of the new mark.

I'd opened my eyes more than a few times when I was actually completely alone over the past day, and I'd seen the changes for myself. They were beautiful, beautiful in that heart achingly deep and alien way, and had I had anything else beyond a flat mouth and unimpressive figure, I think that would have meant more to me, but I didn't.

Instead I just got a strange mark on my stomach, arms, and legs, well, a whole series of strange marks. Intricate symbols that traced from my arms and legs, meeting at the palms and then circling all the way back to the joint for those limbs.

They looked like tattoos, and they'd started out purple and pink, before fading to the mix of colors they were now, mostly a dull, faded series of lines the color of my skin. I thought they were horrifying and so, so alien.

Sometimes I'd look at them and get a vague sense… that there was something there, just below the surface. Something, there, twitching, begging to be used.

The litany of powers continued, I was fairly sure I could bend or do… something with my bugs that had them messing with the environment and perception for people. To say nothing of the energy that I could feel boiling inside me.

It was concentrated, not behind my eyes, but in a mass in my chest, just below the ribcage. I'd had a near panic attack when I'd discovered that, thinking I was dying, thinking it was some sort of horrible parasite, that Panacea had missed something when she healed me, that dozens of other things could or did go wrong.

It took me a bit to calm down at that time.

I was lucky, though, Himeko was supposed to be coming by later today, to explain everything, and to help me.

A part of me didn't want to believe she would do or accomplish anything, a really big part of me, if I was being honest. But that part of me was also forced to acknowledge that unlike everyone else, everyone who'd walked past that locker. Everyone who'd laughed or ignored my plight, she saw me, and she helped.

That meant… alot, I guess.

Information flowed into me, my powers didn't, as far as I could tell, have an off switch, period. Which kind of sucked if you really thought about it, to say nothing of the fact it wasn't even something that I particularly could use without my brain screaming at me as if I was doing something horrifically wrong.

It sucked and made me want to hit something.

Which said nothing about how much worse Dad was in all of this. The man had thrown himself into work and the school's legal case, attacking them with all the fervor he could, but frankly? I didn't want that, I just… I just wanted my dad back.

I wanted the man who would hold me and tell me it was going to be ok, that I wasn't somehow spitting on Mom's memory by having my eyes corrupted and twisted into these things. The urges and emotions that ran through me when I could manage to look through the senses of the swarm, the impulses to find the most awful people in this city. People like Mush and Skidmark, or Victor and Othala.

Imagining it now I could see the way that my swarm would tear them apart, the way that my swarm would rip and consume.

It never failed to raise my gorge, sending bile up to my throat. That I would even think about it, that it felt normal!

I wanted my father back. I wanted to tell my father that I was actively fantasizing about slaughtering the criminal elements of this world.

I wanted to tell mom, to hope she'd be able to console, to offer solace and help, and yet… I didn't have her, or even him.

The doorbell ringing shook me out of the moping mood. Didn't kill it completely, but it made enough of a difference to make me move elsewhere. I had to consciously tone down the noise my spiders were making in the walls as my anxiety and emotions bled over into them.

Even with some of the pain from my head, I still used a few bugs to check over the person at the door. The insects had senses that were more than a little strange, if I was being honest, and yet… a part of me was still surprised when a voice I recognized called out gently.

"Taylor?"

Zoe Barnes. Shit, shit, shit shit.

Aunt Zoe… did she know? She had to know what Emma had been doing, right? Wouldn't she jump to defend her kid? Why the hell was she even here?

"Taylor, your father asked Alan or I to drop by and check in with you, are you here?"

I felt frozen, there wasn't just one person there, two, one shorter, both long haired. Emma was here!? Now!?

The buzzing in my head got louder and louder, building and building and screaming into my head until I couldn't stop myself anymore. I had to get out. I had to be anywhere else, had to find someplace safe or someplace that wasn't here.

My feet thundered down the stairs and my arms burst out through the back door first. Running hadn't always been a thing for me, but I'd taken it up after Sophia had… after she'd… set those boys on me.

I still had fleeting moments of panic sometimes, especially around Winslow itself. But that running had paid off, and as my legs ate up the ground under me, I headed through the backyard and then leapt up and over the fence. My eyes snapped open slightly, and I could feel my power pour through them. I could feel it reach out and start touching against things in my path, start trying to wrench and twist and break them. It felt like a window, and it opened into hell, but I couldn't fight it, so I squeezed my eyes shut and kept running.

A faint shout came from behind me, one I tangentially recognized as Aunt Zoe. But it didn't matter, neither of them were fast, and while Sophia was fast, being on the track team, she wasn't here to catch me.

I slammed my eyes closed anyways, Himeko's tone of voice and seriousness placing her firmly in my thoughts even as I ran for it. I opened my mind to the input and let myself tamp down a harsh, desperate scream as the pain slammed into my head. Running while blind was…

Terrifying.

Exhilarating.

The fact I could see where I was going with my eyes firmly closed! the fact that I didn't need to see to move? I'd never felt this before, it had always felt like stumbling around well, blind.

I couldn't see details like my eyes could, but grey outlines blooming with darker greys, mixing together with the sensory inputs from literally millions of insects in my surroundings. From the smallest mites on people's skin, to the bigger sensations that ran rampant. Dust mites were… everywhere, and it felt so… freeing, like watching a dot graph of people all around me, with silhouettes made up of dozens of insect-like beacons of consciousness.

I slowed down, moving for the bus stop I didn't usually use, because it was farther from my house, but it had a more rapid circuit. With one bus coming by around every 10 ish minutes, as opposed to the stop by my house being closer to 30 if I was lucky.

All the better to dodge Emma or Aunt Zoe if I was being honest. It would be far easier to actually get past them, far easier to have a general ability to evade them if they checked the stop by my house.

I had to hope Emma's delight in tormenting me would impair her ability to know who I was. But I wasn't, couldn't be sure of that at all.

What was… less lucky, was running into someone I absolutely didn't expect onboard that bus.

Because seriously, who expects to meet someone who'd change your life, on the bus ?

Murata

Himeko had elected to take the bus, mostly because she wanted a bit more experience with the people of this place, of this world. With a hoodie and some casual pants on, she evaded most of the attention of others, and some tastefully applied makeup and bandages hid her more recognizable scars so long as no one looked too closely.

The aftermath of her rather drunken binge last night had resulted in a few different cell phones in her pockets, and at least 4 men dropped at the police station by hand after they had tried to mug her.

Himeko had laughed at them, tried to politely explain why that was a bad idea, and had gotten stabbed for her trouble.

Not that any of them had expected the knife to deflect off her skin, bend halfway through the blade and fall before cracking into pieces on the floor.

Himeko had chalked that up to whatever had shifted her armor and body to be tougher on arrival to this world, and had promptly punched the offending mugger, who'd dearly regretted the loss of his teeth, before she'd done the same to his companions.

Then again, nursing the headache she had, she wondered how much of it was a drunken dream she'd experienced, and what had actually happened.

Because seriously, a valkyrie without her battlesuit couldn't no sell knives, well, some could, but she wasn't a Kaslana, Schariac, or any of the others with natural stigma.

Kiana wouldn't have had such a problem, but Himeko should have.

In any case, she'd decided that she'd lock up her keys before she decided to drink Sake and look at the moon in the future.

Apparently Lily had thought that Himeko's idea of drinking was hilarious, and while the professional hero couldn't be there to see her that morning, she'd suggested Himeko and her meet up after her patrol ended in the early afternoon for lunch.

Which was how Himeko had found herself wandering down the boardwalk, according to a tourist map she'd surreptitiously picked up from a kiosk after getting off the bus. She'd wandered for a time, surveying the shops and the clothing on display. January should have been cold here, and Himeko would have shivered, but something was messing with her ability to feel temperature, or she was more resistant to the temperature here than she had been priorly.

Everything about Himeko felt… warmer these days, like a slowly building rise in temperature. She'd thrown the heavy comforter off her bed the previous night after actually making it back to her apartment. It had been too warm to sleep under it, and she'd felt herself actually overheating from the sheer weight.

A sheet wasn't exactly normal bed dressing to sleep in in January, was it?

She studied herself in the window, and for just a moment, her eyes shifted, and a pattern of faint white stars overlaid themselves on the color.

Himeko stepped back and blinked, and the apparition was gone, but was it her imagination? Or was her reflection staring at her more intensely now?

"Major Doctor Murataaaaa~"

The sing-song voice called out, snapping Himeko free of her thoughts.

Lily, behind her, leaning against the parked form of a less imposing, gleaming motorcycle, bomber jacket open and a smile lit upon her face. Before Himeko could say anything, she broke out into a slight laugh.

"You're right, that is an awful mouthful to say, you ok with Major?"

"Major, Major, Major, I'm going to be the greatest valkyrie ever, Aunt Himeko~!"

Himeko's stuttered, slight response was shorter than she'd intended.

"Just… Himeko, or, Doctor, if you insist."

"You ok, Doctor Himeko?"

Alice lay a hand on Himeko's arm, gentle, her gaze searching the other woman.

"I didn't mean to remind you of bad memories…"

Himeko tries a smile, and finds it impossible, but she's cut off before more brooding can begin, by Alice asking a question.

"Say, I thought you were meeting with that girl from the hospital today, what happened?"

Himeko grimaces.

"I went to the DWA office at the correct time, only to find that her father had forgotten about the meeting and was too busy shouting at her school to go, and he didn't want me alone with his daughter."

Even as she said it, a part of Himeko roiled within herself. Something was wrong, she could feel it.

Something felt very wrong, and the boardwalks normalcy only added to her anxiety.

There, she could see dozens of people just, amicably going about their days, so why did she feel so threatened by everyone around her? Something felt wrong.

But she couldn't put her finger to the pulse, as Alice began to drag her throughout the boardwalk, this time, they weren't window shopping, Alice calmly marking down any stores that Himeko seemed interested in. She was, she supposed, lucky that Alice was there, because the other woman really had no issue acting like an utter goofball in public.

She was… affectionate, in a way that felt so new.

Theresa had been there, but the years passing had affected her too, and her smiles were pinched and harsh, especially then.

Alice wasn't like that, she was gentle, and Himeko noted the way she looked at the clothing, at the public. How she smiled openly, how she watched as a young couple walked hand in hand.

This was someone who fought against her world's version of the apocalypse and she'd not let it get to her.

Himeko wondered how she'd managed that.

"What are you thinking for lunch?"

The voice and question was gentle, and careful, Alice's hand on Himeko's clothed shoulder a measure of reassurance.

"Anything, anything should be fine, does this place have any good, actually, pizza, do you have pizza here?"

The question is plaintive, and Himeko expects the answer to be a short no.

"Pfft, of course, why wouldn't we~?"

Alice smiled at her, and grabbed her hand.

"Come on! Do you prefer good or greasy?"

Himeko can't stop the smile that plasters itself across her cheeks.

"Either one."

Alice tugs her along, until a short, squat building occupies most of their view, a casual look showcasing a dozen or so people happily eating in and outside, even with the January air. Alice strode in front of her, towing Himeko along gently, tugging her along and smiling the whole way.

"Himeko! Got a preference?"

Alice shook her hand to get her attention and Himeko was blindsided by a menu that dominated the lobby, floor and ceiling. This place, just off the boardwalk, popular, had a menu that was making her mouth water even now. Before she could think, really, she'd ordered, and the stunned expression on the face of the guy behind the counter really said it all.

Shock, disbelief, a little awe, but then again, Himeko had been hungry, and Alice was paying, though that seemed to be a decision she might be regretting, given the extreme amount of food Himeko had just ordered.

"So, you eat a lot?"

Himeko smiled daintily, before letting that smile turn smug.

"I'm nothing, it would have been more impressive if you'd seen Kiana or Mei… those two…"

She trailed off gently, lost in thought for a moment. Alice lay a hand on her arm, and asked.

"Do you want to tell me about them?"

Himeko sighed, and she laughed a bit, and she began.

"I first met them the day that Kiana saved Mei from falling to her death in an attempt at suicide. I met the two who would become what I believe to be the saviors of humanity in the future. They were radiant, and so, so mischievous. Mei was berating Kiana for saving her, and Kiana sat there with a big dumb grin on her face, and she was smiling and laughing at Mei, who got so frustrated she turned the same shade of red as my hair at one point."

She told Alice of a girl who had been little more than a clone, expected to die in her vat, she told her of that girl gaining a life, of that girl learning to laugh and to love. She told Alice of that girl's one, singular desire, to be the very best Valkyrie that had ever lived. To live up to, and exceed her mother in every way, and to bring pride to the faces of parents whose grave she visited once a month. She spoke of the first time that the girl had stood down an Emperor class Honkai beast. She spoke fondly of the way that girl had reached out to another classmate, how she'd saved her, and how they'd begun a bond that was deep and personal and turning slowly to love.

She spoke of the way that girl had told her about nightmares, about how a voice haunted her dreams, mocking and laughing at her, at how that girl slowly and ever so gently suffered in silence before confessing to Himeko that she worried she wasn't always herself.

How that girl had begun to manifest powers and strange energies that reminded her classmates of the things they fought, how she bucked and twitched and her nightmares grew so terrible she had to be restrained to the bed she slept in.

She has to stop, because the pizza has arrived, but all through it, as Himeko's eyes cloud with tears and as she lives those moments with her niece.

"I thought I'd lost her, when she turned. Something… someone, the Herrscher of the Void, Sirin, she'd parasitized Kiana, took my niece from me, turned her into this… stilted, twisted monstrosity. She'd fought… so hard, and so long in the dark, and Sirin had just swept it aside and taken her."

"I had to stop her, had to fight her, had to be ready to end her if I had to, because Sirin… was a monster, she's tormented the world before, and she'd do it again. I couldn't… wouldn't let that happen again."

She speaks of how even though it ripped her apart, she'd raised her sword and knew that she might fight her last battle that day.

"It tore me up, ripped me apart, and I thought I really might have to kill her."

Alice grimaced, but squeezed Himeko's hand tighter, the sun's rays had faded into a bleached afternoon orange that bled into the windows of the cafe, and the pizza had long since gone cold. The cafe now deserted, save for a single teenage employee, zoned out to her music.

"The solution was a hail mary, a desperate attempt… we didn't plan for her to receive it, it was for me, to make me human again, let me keep teaching a little while longer. Delay my total body failure enough for Kiana and Mei and Bronya to graduate as valkyries."

She smiles, patting her thigh where the injector had rested.

"I… used it in a last ditch effort, thinking that maybe, just maybe, if Kiana was in there, it would break Sirin's hold."

She trails off. Alice takes her hand, stroking the fingers ever so gently, and staring at Himeko with naked, pure compassion in her eyes.

"Did it work?"

Himeko shakes her head.

"I don't know. I want to believe it did, I saw her body rejecting the Honkai energy, but… I was burned out at that point."

She points to the scars, traces the lines on her face, the geometric patterns of scar tissue, sunken into the skin, infused with ageless, never decaying Honkai resin.

"I was content to die there. My mission completed, Kiana bleeding eldritch energy and spatial tears into the space above her."

She pauses, swallowing a bite of cold pizza.

It tastes like cardboard and grease, and hopeless despair.

"We fought for so long… so they wouldn't have to, so that Kiana and Mei could grow up without the threat of the Honkai, and then, then me, a dying woman, gets the dream we'd all wanted for so long."

She wants to cry at the unfairness of the world, wants to tear it down around her.

"Kiana was my niece, and I would have died for her. I was happy I died to give her the chance to end her story in her own way."

Alice's smile turned soft and gentle as she stroked her warm fingers up and down Himeko's back, leaning the other woman into her. The show of support good, meant to be helpful, and Himeko lets her, lets her derive some comfort from the other girl.

"I had a sister, real screw up now, but I remember when it was just the two of us, Kina and Alice, ready to take on the big ole world."

She smiles at Himeko, gentle, stirring a soft drink straw with one hand.

"She used to tell me about how she was going to be a dragon when she got older. How she'd protect me from the big bad Endbringers all on her lonesome."

Alice took her hand off of Himeko, and started rapping her fingers on the table.

"Unfortunately life took us both on a different path. Now… she's out there somewhere, twisted and screwed up in the head, and a villain because her trigger twisted her so badly that she can't see me as anything other than a monster."

Himeko gently spoke, reaching for the other woman as she did so and tugging her closer.

"Trigger?"

Alice spoke haltingly, stuttering slightly.

"Right. Umm, so, c-capes, they get their powers on the worst day of our lives. For her? It really fucked up her mind, now she leads a group of "vigilantes" but, if I'm being honest? They're just villains who kidnap and harm innocent people."

"How… screwed up."

Alice laughed, a cold, pitiless thing.

"Word of advice, we don't ask, and we often don't get answers. It's rare that a cape wants to talk about their trigger event. Especially outside of their therapist's office, assuming they even have one. Please… just never ask me again, ok?"

Himeko nods, and they lapse into a comfortable, gentle silence, Alice's head is on her shoulder, and the two stare out the windows that surround them. Drowning in the orange warmth of the sunlight and feeling it soak into their skin.

It's enough to almost slip into sleep, before Alice is gently touching her shoulder and pulling the wool of sleep away from her eyes gesturing to the irritated face of a teenager with long, blonde hair, one who very clearly is irritated by their presence.

Himeko smiles apologetically, and stands, tugging the empty cardboard pizza boxes to the exit and placing them within the trash cans. As she and Alice duck out into the evening sun, the other woman tosses Himeko a jaunty, easy salute, and follows it up with a short question.

"You going to be ok getting home?"

Himeko nods, now, she has enough of a control to move throughout the city, at least, the downtown and boardwalk, without getting lost.

The other woman smiled once, and with another jaunty wave, began making her way back towards her motorcycle.

Himeko turned, and moved for the bus stop, careful to scan her surroundings even as she walked.

It paid off when she noted a group of 3 men trailing her, all three had muscled builds, but with paunch and fat buildups. They'd been police, or soldiers perhaps once. But now they'd let themselves go, and it showed.

Of course, when she turned down an alleyway she knew was a dead end and they followed and closed off her escape, she really had to just sigh with exasperation. Could they not see the obvious trap for what it was?



Taylor

"You… look like shit, wanna talk about it?"

The voice is harsh, loud, and punctuated with a loud snap of chewing gum. I can feel it radiating as the other speaks, and a part of me knows she probably doesn't care all that much.

"I'm fine."

The reply is automatic, coached, practically muscle memory at this point, my voice coming out as a whisper, quickly said and quickly stated, terror infusing me from the hint of the energy inside me wanting to burst out.

No. Not here.

It took effort, conscious and potent, to shove that energy away, to push it until it bottled up deep in that structure in my chest. I felt the mark on my stomach glow brighter, shifting and tearing under the skin. It wanted to be allowed to open, to rip free and tear its way out across the bus and the city.

The urge to dominate, to take and curse and control.

The emotion bubbled up within me and I felt sick.

"Yeah right, like I believe that."

A hand approached me and I shrink away, too much like what Emma, like what the rest of them did to me. I can't tolerate it.

"Oookay, I am not fucking qualified to deal with this, but looks like its just the two of us, and I've got time before I'm headed back to the hospital, want some ice cream?"

"Who eats ice cream in January?"

The reply slips unbidden from my mouth and I want to curl up into a ball and die because I'm expecting pain and other awful things.

"Have… you never had ice cream in January?"

It takes genuine conscious effort to force myself to respond, to force my lips to move.

"Are you usually so intrusive with strangers?"

The other girl pauses for a moment.

"I mean, pretty much, my face is known to fuckin' everyone at this point, so why bother hiding?"

Face known to a lot of people? Am I talking to one of New Wave?

My eyes crack open just a bit, and I catch a glimpse of white makeup and black hair.

Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit shit.

Panacea is sitting next to me. On the bus, and we're trundling apparently to ice cream.

"Took you long enough, I was worried you weren't going to ever open your eyes again, which is weird, because I could still mess with your biology when I healed you, kinda have to. But you're fine, so why aren't you opening your eyes?"

The decision to tell the truth, or to lie, hurts. I could lie, it would be easy, but this is Panacea, she'd catch me out instantly. Besides… doesn't she know already?

"So… what'd you get? I wanna know why everyone was so hush hush over you! What can you do?"

The bus has stopped, and she's beckoning me, I can tell, I have to click my tongue to do so, but I can tell when she extends her fingers in different ways after the half second of blindness I get between clicking my tongue.

"Huh, is that like a biological sonar? I can feel it looking at me."

"I… don't know, but it helps."

"I'll say, do you have any idea how much I'd pay to give myself half the crazy shit I've thought up with my powers?"

She's… so abrupt, not towing me off the bus, but clearly standing there just long enough to annoy the driver, but what can she say? It's Panacea, the healer, the legend, who cares if she's got a bad attitude and enough makeup on to kill someone?

"You coming? They've got hot chocolate too, if you wanna be normal like that."

Options?

Sure, I could run away from this person, but if Panacea wants me to tag along for ice cream in the middle of the freezing winds of January… I'm not going to deny her.

"Finally, thought you were going to take forever, jeez."

I stepped out into the chilly air, into the winds and moved with Panacea, she offered a hand, but I didn't need it to see, and especially out here, I didn't need to imitate or pulse like that either. Sure, it was useful, but only in enclosed spaces where the feedback from the sound would reach me fast enough to be useful. It was vaguely useful in the normal day, mostly because there wasn't any need for fast or particularly important movement without allowing me to compose or take in things for myself.

"So, being normal or trying something fun today?"

She's gruff, but a part of me whispers that Panacea is as alone as I feel. I want to quash it, and try, but it sends the mental equivalent of a malicious giggle, and then falls silent.

"Fun, I guess. Why do you care?"

The other girl shrugs, I see it and feel it with my bugs as much as the clicking return of my tongue based sonar.

"Shouldn't I? You're the second weirdest patient I've ever had, I want to know why your power's twisting you around like it is, and to be blunt, beyond that, I don't care. But that's fine, it's how everyone starts, y'know?"

I want to slap her, to hurt her, and the impulse of my power sends me more pulses of laughter.

"Friends, y'know? I'm damned sure my sister and her boytoy didn't just look at each other one day and say "We're going to start fucking now." it's a process."

My face must have communicated how slack jawed and out of depth I felt in that moment, because Panacea laughs, a genuine, wide laugh, and passes me a cigarette.

"I-I don't."

"Relax, it's harmless, actually harmless. Biokinetics honor."

That… did that mean anything? Genuinely? She was a biokinetic, she could do damned well whatever she wanted if she wanted to, and I'd be powerless to stop her.

"Damn, you're tensing like Victoria before a fight… they really fucked with you for a long time, huh?"

An impulse again, emotions, gentle ones, supportive ones.

"Yes? Wasn't that obvious!?"

A part of me snaps back at her.

"I mean, I'm not familiar with the girls who didn't like Victoria trying to shove her into lockers and kill her with at least six different blood diseases. So… no?"

Amy Dallon reaches over my front and tugs open a door for me.

"So, you a chocolate, or mint gal?"

"Both?"

"Mmm, both then, hey Rick, gimme my usual and a chocolate mint blowout for my friend here!"

A noncommittal grunt is the only vocalization the other guy provides.

"So, how you planning on fucking up those bitches?"

I freeze. Not that I haven't thought about it before, but damned if I'll act on it.

"Come on, don't tell me you haven't thought about it, huh? Mess with them socially, destroy credibility, wear a recorder, hell, just sell a story to the press and let the media smear train run on them."

I nod my head.

"Ok, so, assuming your power is related to your eyes and why you keep them closed, why not just stare at them?"

Her voice is low, low enough that no one beyond me could possibly overhear, not that there's anyone besides "Rick" in the back who could. Not many people go to an ice cream parlor at 10 AM in the morning in the middle of January…

"I… have to be better."

"Why."

Her voice is calm, calmer than she's ever been when speaking with me. My eyes slide open to look at her, and she stares at me, expression slightly flushed.

"Why?"

My own response is hesitant, wondering, and hers is cold and ruthless.

"Why do you have to be better than them?"

A/N: Hi all, kept you waiting a bit, huh? Hopefully it wasn't too long of a wait, this chapter had a couple early drafts that will never see the light of day. I must admit, though, that Gothacea is so, so much fun to write.

As always, if you like what I'm doing here, I'd love to hear from you, be it through the discord or comments/questions/critique on the site or story itself!

Thank you all for supporting this story, and I'll see you next time!
 
This can only end well. I can forsee absolutely no negative consequences to this.
 
"Why do you have to be better than them?"

I'm guessing that the death of Uncle Mike (Lightstar) had Amy decide she no longer had any fucks to give, and yet she's still a decent human being as opposed to the sort of person who would casually whip up something that would kill all multicellular life on the planet in under a week. ("Why would I want to do that though? Yeah, people are assholes but I still gotta live here.")

Also, Taylor's berating herself. You have to be on par with Jack Slash to be worse than Sophia.
 
Overcast 1.5
A/N: There is suicidality mentioned in this chapter, alongside some mental abuse perpetrated by certain characters. I do not condone these actions.

Himeko

Fingers clenched, Himeko wandered through the halls of Winslow High, very few students met her gaze, and she strode with purpose towards the doors of the principal. A few hours on the internet, once more guided by the hand of All_Seeing_Eye had led to a number of remarkable discoveries about the state of the school. Himeko hadn't wanted to believe her, but now? She was here, and it was telling, only one student had met her eyes on her way into the building, a redhead with a piercing gaze and a pale face. Himeko had noted her anxiety, but hadn't given a moment to care for her. Whatever she was nervous about, wasn't what Himeko was here for. She was here to find out if the school was willing to justify its mistreatment with something that wasn't a horrible misuse of justice.

The hallway where she'd found Taylor had been closed off, permanently. A trio of PRT guards sat at each edge, surveying equipment while a pair of scientists in full hazmat suits moved through the zone. Apparently the school had been cleared for normal operations quickly, and it had resumed, although with one noticeable absence.

Taylor wasn't here, at least, Himeko didn't think she was. She'd not seen the girl, and her locker was still covered in caution tape and surveyed by PRT agents. No, she hadn't been here yet. Himeko should have pinged on her Honkai energy, especially in the wake of the girl's Herrscher condition.

Principle Blackwell, was, for lack of a better term, a woman who had seen better days, her bowl cut framed her face poorly, and her manner of dress spoke less of a schooling environment, and more of a funeral parlor.

The files that Himeko slapped down on her desk had thoroughly soured her expression even further.

"These are private files."

Himeko nodded.

"Yes, but they are pertinent."

Blackwell narrowed her eyes at Himeko, who smiled demurely in response, her teeth bared.

"These reports were unsubstantiated, the student in question was the only witness and none backed up her statements."

"Yes, so you have said. But who would back her up? When even the teachers are in on such a thing."

Blackwell's face screwed up as the offense registered. Himeko continued, her voice a whisper that promised a threat.

"There are very few things I could consider hating in this world."

She paused, letting the silence fill the air.

"This is one. Incompetence of this magnitude would be believable, even acceptable, were you the head of a sovereign nation and in bed with corruption itself. In this place, a school? It is unacceptable. So tell me, Carrie Blackwell, who are you in bed with?"

Her fists remained clasped firmly out of sight, behind her back. It would not do to crush the Blackwell's desk, or harm her in any way, no matter how tempted she was. But Himeko had to know, had to figure out if All_Seeing_Eye was correct about why Blackwell was doing what she was doing.

Could all of this treatment have been justified because of a single Ward ?

"I have never-"

Himeko didn't let her get started.

"Because the government, for all their goods, is still a fickle mistress to lay your heart in the hands of. To say nothing of the fact that they care far too much about their PR to ever justify such a treatment over a single student."

She paused, Blackwell's face growing steadily redder. Before she continued.

"This level of incompetence, of not just incompetence, but willful negligence on your part speaks volumes to the nepotism and sheer cosmic luck that placed you in this position. In a functioning world you never would have escalated to this position. In a sane world you would have stayed stuck on the bottom, feeding on the muck around you and making students miserable, but never allowing such abuse and assaults to be perpetrated against them."

She sucked in a breath, continuing.

"Six unique blood diseases, several severe injuries from the locker, medical charts suggested she'd be lucky to survive. Let alone walk or use her hands again. Only Panacea's coincidental interruption saved her life."

Himeko's voice is deadly soft, quiet, and as cold as that winter in the tundra.

"That you condoned this is unacceptable, that you hide behind legal excuses such as more than one witness is absurd, and that you prohibit your teachers from helping the girl is unconscionable. I have taken the time to speak with several of your staff members, Miss Gladys Knott was most informative."

Blackwell's face turns to anger, an interesting shade of puce coming over it as she stares, and Himeko notes the sudden contortion of her mouth, the twisting and turning. Blackwell wants to hurt Gladys, she wants to hurt her because. . . she must have revealed something. Rather, Blackwell thinks Gladys had revealed something. Meaning Himeko would need to read even further into the conversation she'd had with the older woman.

"I will be continuing to speak with your staff throughout the day, at which point I suspect I will have enough to go to the press with this story."

Blackwell turned white. She's primed, perfectly destabilized, ready for Himeko's coup-de-grace.

"So, I must ask, was this all because of a Ward ?"

She stiffens and flinches sharply and she's then speaking. But her physical reaction tells me all I need to know.

"No. Of course not, the girl had no witnesses, no one to back up her claims. She just wanted attention."

Himeko nodded, turning to face the door, letting her hands fall to her sides as she did so.

"Of course."

Blackwell let naked hope shine on her face for just a moment as Himeko moved to the exit of the woman's office. Her theory was as good as confirmed, the assaulters, the people who had put Taylor into that locker, had to be related to the bullying, had to be related to that cause. Because the school showed no initiative and Blackwell was utterly useless, she'd been able to find out on her own that the woman had told her teaching staff to simply stop, that Taylor Hebert was a known troublemaker, that even her father had warned her about her before she'd started.

That this was despicable and even, in her opinion, evil, was a given.

The question remained how best to deal with the problem. Blackwell had disgusted Himeko so completely that a portion of her wished for nothing more than to burn the school to the ground, that same heat and desire alighting and raging through her, desiring to burn this place until it was little more than cinder.

But for now? She had one more teacher to interview. A fluttering smile and a casual statement had given her Taylor's schedule, and each teacher had offered unique thoughts as to the girl. Quinlan had been most informative, even if he'd not said much of anything directly. The hints and implications that he pointed Himeko towards had led her to Gladys Knott, someone she would have spoken too normally, but one that Quinlan had insisted she speak to as quickly as she could. Her conversation had been… enlightening.

"Taylor? Is everything alright?"

Knott's tone had been gentle, but concerned, worry shone in her eyes and she clearly knew something. Gladys had drawn a cigarette box from her purse, and leaned back against the wall outside of Winslow.

"It's those three again, isn't it?"

"Those three?"

"Barnes, Clements, Hess."

Himeko had shaken her head, standing opposite to Gladys with a simple expression of placid confusion on her face.

"Figured… those three have been tormenting poor Taylor since the beginning of the year, there are limits to what I can do to aid her, given the restrictions Blackwell has us under."

"Restrictions? Why?"

Knott had shaken her head at that, her tone dropping to octaves of anger.

"Something about the girl being a known troublemaker. I don't believe a damned word of it, she's the kindest girl I've met in her year, diligent and! hard-working. I refuse to believe she's a troublemaker. No, it's those three…"

She leans in, whispering.

"Bitches. They're the ones who are ruining it for her and I don't know why! None of them will talk to me, no one will tell me anything, and Blackwell refuses to let me help or go to that girl's case worker!"

Perhaps at that moment, Gladys had realized she'd screwed up and said more than she should have, because she stops talking, proclaims loudly that her break is over, and thanks me for chatting with her, before expressing her well wishes for Taylor.

That was the final hole in this sinking ship.

A nascent Herrscher candidate cannot stay here. Taylor Hebert, who Himeko could only imagine had the patience of a saint, could not remain within these walls, lest she snap, kill everyone here, and trigger this world's first, and likely last Herrscher impact event.

Kiana had had a fully functioning social circle and a lover, and she'd still been hijacked by Sirin. While Himeko assumed Sirin wasn't a piece of Taylor's Herrscher authority, she lacked the uniqueness of Void's pupils and her symbol. The fact that Taylor's marks were so widespread, and so complex only boded poorly.

Even Void had only had the singular mark. Himeko wasn't sure how that boded, but the most dangerous enemy was an unknown one, and if she had her way, no one would ever have to know how close their world had come to apocalypse from a single bad day.

So no, she would not be disclosing any of this to anyone. She would not be disclosing how dangerous Taylor Hebert's powers actually were, and she would, and could only hope that the same would be figured out by Taylor before she did something horrific.

But she currently had to speak to Gladly, and then, she had to speak with one of the trio's caseworkers, given that thoughtful little admission by Gladys Knott.

No, this stank, this stank of conspiracy and Himeko, after dealing with enough of Schicksal's dirty laundry, was firmly fucking sick of it .

"So… Miss Himeko… you work for the PRT, right?"

Gladly was disappointing, from everything that she'd seen and heard about the man, he could have been tempering his actual energy and youth to relate to the kids in his care and empathize with them. So far, all she'd seen was a man so clearly obsessed with keeping his mask of "cool" up that he was sweating bullets when she'd walked into the room in her suit and jacket.

Alice bought her all the nicest things.
"I'm affiliated with them, but I'm looking into the circumstances of this girl in particular."

She passed over a copy of the file on Taylor Hebert, and the man's mask didn't waver, it slipped, certainly a bit when she spoke, but Gladly seemed… different, suddenly, as he answered her question.

"I… see."

"I'm told she's a troublemaker?"

"Unfortunately, she seems to be quite a dedicated student, but certain members of her peers are… disruptive to her academic learning. The ones that do try to help are… invariably, always the ones who suffer the most harm in the moments where the target upon her back is shifted."

His highbrow way of speaking felt false and forced, and Himeko resists the urge to turn up her nose at him. The mask slipped further slightly.

"There are those who help?"

Gladly stared at her paternally, as if he was educating her. It rankled Himeko's stomach, and felt very suddenly like he was looking down on her.

"Yes, one student, Emma Barnes, in fact, does her very best to show Taylor that she can help, with offers of communication and group work with her own friends. But the girl turns them down, she seems to shrink into herself every day. I have reached out to her, and I have been rebuffed firmly."

Himeko barely resists the urge to snarl at him, he's too composed, too aware, the sweating, the mask, it's too much a mask, Gladly is playing her, or rather he is attempting to play her, and were it not for her sense of the sudden rise of heat in his body as he receives adrenaline, she wouldn't have noticed.

A part of her grudgingly notes that he's very, very good at this. This is a role he's played before, and a part of Himeko wonders if she searched his apartment, she'd find swastika and flags that told of his true allegiances. His words are structured, careful, slimy, to her. He knows something of what is happening with Taylor, and he dislikes it, but it seems he wouldn't intervene unless…

Assuming his allegiances are thus, then no, he would not intervene unless his subordinates cleared her, or she went to them for aid.

"Truly a shame, if she were simply willing to attend the study groups that several of my star pupils put up, purely on their own time, her grades would be safe."

The choice of words, safe, not improved, but simply safe. He acknowledged Taylor Hebert's intelligence but placed emphasis on that word and phrase. Safety implied threats to her grades, which meant Himeko may need another favor from All_Seeing_Eye . The woman had displayed an unfettered ability to access the protected computer systems that held the information Himeko now sought out, and had been helpful before that as well.

But she wasn't doing this out of the goodness of her will, and Himeko had a vague sense that she would be calling in her favors soon enough.

For now? She turned her gaze back to Gladly, and listened as he spoke about a star pupil of his named Tammi, and how she would have, and in fact had extended an offer of mutual support to Taylor Hebert, and had been rejected harshly.

This painted the girl as a troublemaker and a loner, but that hadn't been what Himeko had seen in that hospital bed.

"Thank you for your time, Mr. Gladly. I must be going now, but I will contact you if I have further questions."

The man's coiling smile lit up his face as he extended a hand, one that Himeko took.

A moment later, she'd left the room and was contemplating the girl once more.

Taylor Hebert.

The girl in the hospital bed had bled loneliness from her form like Raiden Mei had. She had seemed to have no support, and had clung desperately to Himeko in her sleep, then her father after she had been treated and cleared of quarantine.

That was not the mark of a loner, who Himeko had seen in St. Freya's. That was the mark of a girl desperate for affection and physical contact with anyone, literally anyone who would give her the time of day.

It was a dire warning about the kind of influence someone could have over Taylor Hebert if they met her first and showed her even a semblance of comfort and affection. If she fell in with one of Gladly's group, or someone like the dragon that lived in the docks.

Himeko shuddered. The capabilities of a Herrscher as a directed weapon were, and remained a bad idea. They were to a fault egotistical and megalomaniacal, you did not manipulate a Herrscher unless they were children and you had a very final answer to when they got violent.

If someone tried to manipulate Taylor Hebert, and they succeeded? They'd have a point blank annihilator on their hands even in their base human form.

To say nothing of a post impact Herrscher.

Taylor Hebert needed a social circle, fast, and while she could obtain such a thing in a school, and should, Winslow would not be that school. Himeko's argument to Taylor's father was in desperate need of revision.

He would have to change his demands, push Winslow to transfer Taylor, preferably to any other school, anywhere where she could learn and be safe . Because there was no way that she would be safe here, and the school itself wouldn't be safe from her impact event.

Sirin's impact had caused her to target the scientists and tormentors who'd experimented on her first, and it was only that that stopped her from simply inverting space around the planet, destroying the magnetosphere or twisting the atmosphere.

She was, in many ways, still too human to realize that she could have ended the world a dozen times over by the time the Valkyries fought their way to her and laid her low.

The school building opened its front doors, and Himeko stepped out, and into a running girl, who bounced off the senior Valkyrie with a surly grunt and then shoved past her.

Something stood out to her, and Himeko cast her gaze backwards, spotting the tall dark skinned girl moving into the building. She had a runner's build, slim, muscled, but… her arms were bulkier than the runners build her general appearance shaped towards. A strange thought, while Himeko didn't follow her she cast a look at the other students around her.

The petty racists stared at her, but when she threw glances at them, they backed down, shrinking in on themselves.

That response was less prevalent amongst the others. Very few people could meet this girl's eyes, and none seemed to want to do so. Fear ran through them, and stained the air and their faces with its painful embrace. And the girl ate it all up, she moved like a predator, like a lioness in the reeds, stalking prey.

Himeko turned away, it rankled at her, no one should inspire fear like that. It was wrong, but she had no recompense right now.

She made it a block from the school before the thought hit her like a lightning bolt.

The reactions, the faces, the fear. Where had she seen that before? Where had she seen momentary flashes of that exact emotion and handling?

Not the instances in her world, not in the face of Sirin or Ana Schariac or even Mei.

No. She'd seen it recently.

The common room, the Wards.

A reaction shown on the face of Vista and Kid Win, and in the body language of Clockblocker.

They'd hidden it, well in fact. Especially for Vista, but they couldn't hide how they wanted to respond.

Clockblocker couldn't hide how his body tensed, turning away from Stalker and towards Kid Win.

Kid Win couldn't meet her eyes, and his body had turned away from her.

She'd not been focused on it in the moment, but was remembering it clearly now.

Only one person had provoked that kind of fear response in their peers.

Was that girl Shadow Stalker?

Himeko turned away, if Shadow Stalker shared a school with Taylor, then why hadn't she done her level best to cure the bullying? Why hadn't she done her best to help her peers? Certainly the girl was surly, but she wasn't a total psychopath, right? Wasn't she feared for her skill? Even if abrasive, her PHO comments had seemed polite, if forceful, and the people online did adore her.



Lisa Wilbourne

"Tats! Tats, Tats, you gotta see this, it's hilarious!"

"Alec, if you don't shut up in the next 5 seconds, I'll emasculate you in front of your online gaming peers."

Weak insult, but the headache I'd had at the time was killing me and the fucking marks on my breastbone weren't helping. But at the very least it shut him up long enough for me to think clearly and vaguely coherently.

What the fuck had Coil done to me.

Because this absolutely had to be his doing, and I was fed up with the cloak and dagger bullshit.

Especially when it involved Grue pounding on my door at 4 am wondering why I was screaming at enough volume to make Scion blush, and to ask if I had a girl in there to please keep it down because the rest of the Undersiders were trying to sleep.

I'd wanted to strangle him.

The worst part was that my power was being… weird now. I now had flashes of remorse and guilt, impulses of immense frustration and contempt and horrifying loneliness mixed into the information and the fact that this single mark had appeared on me at the same time as a blitzing headache meant only one thing.

Coil, the fucking prick.

Really, I should have known better. When that bastard first sent me to Winslow because sources of his said that there's going to be some kind of event happening there. I'd complained, but gone, I didn't really have a choice. I'd gotten to a bluff overlooking the school, had time to pull out a camp chair…

And then the sky split open alongside my head.

A woman proceeded to fall through the world, and with it she brought unreality and broken fragments of a ship. I still remembered my power's first words.

Design indicative of closed environment, protecting crew, warship, armaments unique.

The way it felt to watch that debris fall, the way it had seemed to me as though the sky was coming apart at the edges of the phenomenon. It was horrifying.

"Yeah, Boss, uh, woman fell from the sky, through the roof."

"Can you get closer?"

"The PRT are swarming like bees, maybe when more news vans show up, not now."

The answer is noncommittal, I'm fairly sure I could get close enough but I don't want to test it, especially given that Coil, the bastard, is making me use Lisa right now and not my cape identity to gather new information.

It took time to get to that line, even swarming with news vans. Though I'm able to pose enough as a student no one gives me a second glance.

Of course that also gives me a good look at the falling star as she walks out of the school with an unconscious girl in her arms.

Poisoned by exotic energy, dying from infections, rash on hands indicates potential Toxic Shock Syndrome. Lacerations caused by metal from locker.

I had to redirect my power elsewhere, force it to look at the goddess carrying the other girl, because really, there wasn't a better way to describe her.

Strong. Strong enough to carry the body weight of a human female on a broken arm, severe injuries, body exhibits signs of extreme exotic energy interactions. Shifts in stance indicative of veterancy, soldier or warrior.

I witnessed her give her command, witnessed her speak to the soldiers.

Expects orders to be followed, is uncertain of the environment she's in, but masking perfectly. Is not from here.

From here? From this place?

Exotic energy matches no known parameters. Matches nothing developed by String Theory or Professor Haywire.

Dimensional travel?
"Tattletale."

Coil, dammit.

"Sorry boss, um, dimensional travel is possible, probable, if I'm being honest."

Then she looked at me, and she winked. After having crossed dozens of feet in less than a second.

Knew you were watching all along, choosing to acknowledge you now. Armor bears no noticeable damage or tears beyond those that were present prior to movement. Armor is stronger than the upper bounds of Bitch's enhanced dogs. Wounds are deep and carved. Wrong.

I tried to force it to look deeper into the wounds, but my power focused on the woman's face as she shot a glance towards the girl in her arms. Assault and Battery concentrating on a conversation between themselves.

Is listening to Assault, does not trust either of them, is compassionate, would likely aid you if she could. Acknowledgement of presence implies spatial perception at a high level. Spacial awareness higher level, reflexes much beyond human norms.

Those last bits of information, I sucked in a breath at the pain of the oncoming thinker headache, fuck you Coil, and your bullshit power. Knowing I had to give Coil something else, because the bastard absolutely would have heard that and I couldn't take a chance. Not yet.

"She's… strong, really really strong."

"Any possibility of recruitment?"

"Maybe, soft sell with compassion probably?"

"Thank you, you are dismissed Tattletale."

Fucking prick.

It was not fun to wake up screaming at 4 AM as some mystical space magic bullshit tattoo carved itself into my chest and began glowing like a second sun with purple energy.

It was equally unfun to discover that my power wasn't working as advertised anymore. But on the plus side, I'd not had a thinker headache in quite some time, and the mark had faded to the point where my normal foundation was able to cover the thing up.

Alec would mock me, Grue and Bitch wouldn't bother to do anything, but the problem wasn't that.

I just… didn't like the thing.

It curved and whorled on my skin, marring it like a swirling shadow, and it hurt my eyes to look at it for any detail, seeming to shift and change at the whim of something I could never actually see.

The mark would occasionally decide it wanted to match with my skin tone, only to then pop out at the worst opportunities, like it wanted to be seen.

Then there was the second consciousness.
Perhaps calling it "consciousness" wasn't right, because it wasn't like I suddenly had a butcher in my head screaming at me, but I'd get these little… nudges, pushing me towards avenues of thought I hadn't considered, or chunks of information I got the feeling this little piece of me felt were interesting.

So I'd been feeding it offhandedly, I tried to stop it, but the worst part was that I couldn't even really tell what it wanted, beyond a vague sense of satisfaction when it found something it wanted me to read.

Part of that had been resolved after I'd finally figured out how to cover it up.

I rose, moving to the closet, pulling on clothing and listlessly applying the contouring that would shift my face just enough to not be me, before I set up trawling the PHO boards again. The woman who fell from the skies, she wasn't from our world, her complete unfamiliarity with the world had manifested as her asking genuine questions about the cape scene, whereupon I'd given her a few tips to help out and get her settled.

Then the unusual request came.

She'd messaged me privately, asking me if I could help her look into Winslow, into whatever I could find.

That, had been a journey, and wow, I knew the school was fucked up from the outside, but the inside? The inside was worse. That had been hard to believe at first, and then I'd gotten into their files, digging deeper and deeper and the more I'd read the more awful I felt.

Reggie's death had been an eye opener. I'd dived into the world of his school's politics, searching for anything that would give me an answer as to why he felt that taking his own life, of all things, was the only way out. I'd seen the heights of manipulative, awful shit that people had done to each other.

I'd systematically destroyed the people who I blamed the most for his death in the wake of gaining my powers. Ruined lives, social hierarchies, and futures in one case.

The fact I'd not felt guilty after Reggie's bitch of an ex was dead with a needle in her arm should have indicated my moral compass was compromised in the lightest of senses. Or, if I was being blunt, it was fucking gone and everyone I'd ever get close to would suffer the damned consequences of a pissed off Thinker 7 watching their backs if anything ever went wrong.

Thinker 5 my ass, Armsmaster, you prick.

"Tattletale! Get in here!"

Grue, screaming from the downstairs of the loft, which meant I had to pay attention to it, ugh. Fuck it.

Throwing on a cardigan and moving downstairs, laptop tucked under one arm, I arrived in the common area just in time to watch Aisha, Brian, and Alec cheer at something on the TV.

"What!?"

Aisha was the first to speak.

"There's a new cape on the scene of the bay, she's unmasked!"

Huh, new cape… unmasked no wait.

The TV damned any further attempt I might have made to conceal it, as it flicked to a shaky, but present cellphone video.

A woman, stunningly beautiful with hair the color of flame, stood in front of the police station calmly giving a statement. Next to her, sat 4 terrified men, one with a slight burn on his face.

Burn is recent, healed over, terror is genuine.

Thank you power, your insight is a credit to us all.

"She just dumped them on the curb at like, 4 AM and sat there until the sergeant noticed her."

Brian is talking but I'm not listening because I'm paying attention to her body language and the way she's moving, speaking animatedly with the patrolwoman, and based on the slight flush…

Is drunk, is very good at hiding being drunk, is flirting, is interested in the policewoman .

Once again power, credit to being captain obvious.

I knew why Aisha and Brian were celebrating, one of the skinheads was a low level empire cape, named Linebreaker, who'd been recruited right out of his glory days as a sergeant in the military.

Apparently one of his children had thought it was really funny to try and stab a Latino girl for the crime of being, gasp, a different skin color. When he defended his kid for that, well.

Even the military has standards, apparently.

He'd fallen into despair and triggered, with a low level brute and minor trump power that gave other people around him his rough physique, almost like a worse version of Bastard Son.

He'd been picked up by the empire pretty soon after that, ran into their arms headfirst and never looked back.

Granted, the fact of the matter was that if he'd jumped literally anyone else, he probably wouldn't have had an issue, but this woman was about as far from normal as I could possibly imagine being.

"Calls herself Vermillion Knight. She disarmed them non lethally, and then dragged them, bruised and battered to the police station."

The segment on TV was short, an early morning news show, but I could guarantee that this "Vermillion Knight" would be everywhere as soon as that cellphone video got out to others.

This sucked.

"You knew about her already, didn't you?"

Once again, Brian surprised me, noting that my pensive stare and chewing on my lip was indicative of knowing more than I was letting on. The bastard.

"So… she might be the reason for all that debris that fell from the sky 3 days ago."

Now everyone is staring at me.

"She's the reason for that?"

Aisha spoke, her eyes shining with awe, and it was hard to not be in the same boat, anyone capable of pulling off consistent physical feats like *that* was seriously strong, terrifyingly so.

"I… don't actually know. She definitely came from there, though."

"Tell me more! Is she cooler in person?"

Then it was my turn to truly be caught off guard as Aisha leaned into my face and threw another two questions at me. I looked to Brian for help, but he shrugged.

Traitor.

"I don't know! I'm not like her biggest fan or anything!"

"Thinker 5."

I swear, Armsmaster, I'm going to find you and hurt you.

"That is such bullshit! I've barely seen her and never spoken to her!"

"So, what did our boss want with her?"

Alec's first contribution to the conversation was a flat and bored statement, but I could see how he tensed. Meaning he'd seen it too, the way she looked bemused at everything, the way she stared at the children in the neo nazi group with disappointment, over hatred.

He sees a maternity there that his own life lacked. Granted, I wasn't much better, but neither of us liked what we saw there, for her or for us. Alec could pretend he didn't give a damn all he liked, but I knew him better than that. He was self aware enough about his own power and where it had come from to know that our boss would only want the worst of someone like that, for both us and her.

Of course, as the devil's name was spoken, my cell phone rang.

"Ah, shit, sorry…"

Brian's face was now tinged much more with concern as he looked to me.

"Again? Lise… he's running you ragged, running all of us ragged, what's got him so scared?"

I pointed to the TV before answering, digging my phone out of my pocket as the newscaster came on, speaking just loud enough to muffle the rapid, but quiet argument the other three were having.

"Yeah boss, what's up?"

"I want you to gather all the information on the girl our mystery cape carried out of the school with her."

Shit. Did he know? Could he know? Was this another test? Brian and Aisha looked up to me, Brian noting my complexion and quirking an eyebrow inquiringly, while Aisha's hands moved towards the knives on her belt.

I shook my head, mouthed a hurried "fine" at them, and while Brian relaxed, Aisha didn't.

"Oookay, any time limit?"

"As soon as possible, this is a high priority."

That was a problem, and a big one.

"Understood."

He hung up on me, and I breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know if he's caught on to the fact that most of the Undersiders, bar our newer recruits, know who he is, or that he's a total prick who's intending to fuck us all over the moment we stop being useful.

Or he'll give us to Blasto to use as… material or worse.

The other three Undersiders look at me, curiosity on Alec's face, and Brian and Aisha maintain worried expressions. It had been nigh impossible to trust them when I'd arrived, but Aisha especially had shown me a good place to stay, and when Coil had formed us all together, that bond remained.

"Boss wants a dossier on this girl that Miss Vermillion Knight carried out of her wreck of a landing zone. Going to be busy all day, any luck on Spitfire and Circus?"

"Circus is a no go, Coil has his hooks too deep in them, don't know why or what, but what little information they have stored is all bad shit and worse news. Not to mention, if we intend on recruiting Parian in the future they're not working with her, some sort of old enmity."

Aisha commented flippantly first, hands skewed to one side, the slightly older of the pair between Brian and herself, she was the scout of the team, and an accomplished one, at that. Brian spoke up next.

"Spitfire… I like the idea, let me see if anyone's been successful at tracking her down and we'll see about recruitment."

This all served other purposes, of course which I knew, we'd need firepower and more variables if we actually wanted to take on Coil and break the bastard down, and that would require more resources than we had on hand. But we were getting there, and when we did…

I'd teach him the real meaning of pain and psychological torment. An attitude all four of us shared.



Taylor Hebert

I stared at Panacea, wondering just what had happened to make her so outwardly hostile when she was so clearly calm on the inside.

"Oh, looking for a secret? I'm just screwed up, girlfriend. Nothing more fuckin' simple than that."

She blew on her nails, and we moved outside of the ice cream parlor. I found myself following her around the boardwalk, wondering where we were going until she'd walked to the edge of a nearby pier and sat there, staring out over the bay towards the big, shielded dome of the Protectorate.

"But… you say it like it's so simple, just, don't be above them…"

She looks at me like I'm an idiot.

"Well, it's not simple, but it's an important choice. Why do you want them to keep having power over you? Is this like a weird kink or something?"

I flushed, and Panacea laughed like that question is the most natural thing in the world to ask.

"I'm fucking with you, but still serious. Why do you have to be better than the bullies and the shitheads?"

"Isn't… that the right thing to do?"

"Sure, if you're being moral, but here, let me put it another way."

She paused for a moment.

"How many Endbringer battles do you think I've attended?"

I shrug, most of them, right?

"All of the past ones since I triggered and realized what I could do, and every single time, I'm given choices, who to heal, who can I save, who can I cannibalize to heal another person, which dead body is a family not going to have because I desperately need the biomass to get one more body out there, one more body fighting."

She smiles at me, but its a bitter thing.

"Every fuckin time it's not really enough, even when we had Scion and he'd show up to destroy the bastards for a bit, never really hurting them badly enough to make them do anything but flee for another attempt."

She's not exactly gentle in her retelling.

"What stops me from deciding that I want to make a cape better, faster, or stronger? Not their biology, assuming they have it, I can mess with it."

She pokes me in the chest, continuing.

"Why do they get a free pass to hurt you?"

This is an easy one.

"Because shit people are going to be shit."

Panacea nods.

"So details, tell me about these assholes, and no, I'm not going away. My sister and my aunt almost exploded when Uncle Mike died, and I'm not really inclined to let you hit that same path."

"Don't you have to be back at the hospital for healing?"

She shrugs.

"Look, I can't save everyone, Uncle Mike being a great fucking example, given I triggered after he got shot right in front of me. I also need my breaks because my powers do weird shit if I'm not rested. So, here I am, and hell, I'm doing my good deed for the day and helping a girl realize that there are better things out there than sticking out her neck obediently for some shithead schoolyard bullies."

Anger boils inside me, hot and violent until it rips and tears.

"They're not just some simple bullies!"

I shout at her, and feel terrible afterwards, but she just looks at me and I see her with my sonar, I see her smiling slightly.

"It feels better to shout just a bit, right? Tell me about them. Because Victoria's teenage drama with that idiot Dean is pathetic and petty compared to this."

I laugh, and it feels wrong, but I can't control myself because this situation's sheer stupidity has finally sunk in. I'm chatting to Panacea about the assholes who've made my life utterly fucked up, and she's encouraging me to be angry and yell.

And an impulse within me flickers with dark enjoyment at how awful it all is.

"It started the summer after I got back from camp two years ago. My mother had died the year before, and I wasn't… ok, but I'd had a decent enough time. I came back, and for a bit, everything was fine, I had my best friend Emma, and another girl named Madison was hanging with the two of us, we were getting closer and I was feeling like things were going to be ok, and then…"

I pause, and Panacea lights one of her "not harmful I swear" cigars, or so I assume, because the scent that washes over me smells less like a cigar and more like bubble tea.

I stare at it in wonder for a moment, before Panacea giggles at me, and offers one.

"They're pretty good, to be honest, all of the taste and smell and sensation of having one of those drinks, but none of really any of the effects of doing it."

"How are you not rich?"

She stares at me and smirks.

"Not everyone has supportive parents for everything, but enough about me, Emma?"

I think back, think back to the day where I got a call from Emma crying, a call from my friend begging for help.

"I got a call from her, begging, crying for help, and I ran for it, ran for her house, told her mom she'd called me and was crying, we drove for hours looking for her. Couldn't find her, come to find out that she and Alan had been away for a day trip to the lake. But it felt… wrong, so I pushed her."

I pause again.

"She told me I was a useless, ugly, awful friend and she never wanted to see me again, and told me that she was fine and that I wasn't needed anymore."

"She's… one fucked up cookie, by the sounds of it. Why did you even bother to stay friends?"

"I didn't, actually, I respected her wishes, cut contact, and thought nothing of it. I decided to transfer to Arcadia at the end of the year. I had the grades for a scholarship and would have been a shoe in, I thought it was going to be easy."

"I take it she went to wherever you went with you?"

"Winslow, yeah."

Panacea winced.

"Fuck, that's… awful, are you ok?"

I laugh, it's broken, hurting, but it feels real.

"No… no I'm not."

She extends a hand.

"Can I give you a hug? You seem like you need it, really badly."

I nod, and she scoots closer, wrapping me in the scent of slightly too strong Chai tea. Something I'd not noticed before. It's… comforting, it's not like Himeko, but it's warmer than I thought it would be.

"You're… nicer than I thought you were."

The comment slips out of my mouth, unbidden, quick, harsh. But it's there, and then Panacea is laughing, laughing so hard that her makeup is smearing and she's wiping tears out of her eyes.

"Don't fuckin tell anyone, bitch, gonna have to gut you if you do."

But there's a smile in her voice as she whispers it to me.

"Emma and her new friends started their behavior soon after. At first it was easy stuff, names, a few pencils gone, but they escalated again and again and then it was Sophia with the physical stuff, and I was breaking down, they ruined everything, stole my assignments, switched out my homework for empty sheets, hell, even copied my work and said I copied them. My grades fell hard, I lost my position held for Arcadia..."

I still felt that anger, that rage, that violence in me, and it wanted out . But even as it roiled, I continued to speak.

"They just kept escalating, more and more. Sophia pushed me down stairs, tripped me, hurt me, Emma would tear me down in any way she could. But, they got quiet in the week before Winter break, and I didn't know why. I was just… happy they'd stopped."

I pause, Panacea smoking next to me, waiting for me to continue.

"Over winter break, they filled my locker with dozens of used tampons and hygiene stuff, to the point it was overflowing, and when I opened it… they shoved me into it. It was so thick, so full I nearly drowned there."

"Which is where I healed you after your guardian angel dragged you out of that locker."

"She dragged me out?"

Panacea nodded. She'd let go of me awhile ago, but continued.

"She didn't seem to mind talking about it with me present, and I overheard Assault and Battery in the lobby as well, apparently she ripped apart an entire row of lockers to make the stretcher and splint she cradled you in. Woman carried you into my ER with a broken limb and dozens of internal injuries and she was fine in a day."

She smirked.

"That's some guardian angel you have looking out for you."

I laugh, but it's a bitter thing. I'd missed my meeting with her, ran out because I couldn't deal with Emma at my door, couldn't help but run for it.

"So, how are we ruining Emma's life?"

Panacea smiles at me, and it chills me to the bone, even as that little part of me grows in violence and laughs with a thousand voices.

It's chilling, awful, and my power whispers to me about the bugs, about how I could kill Emma in ways that wouldn't even leave evidence behind.

"As for why you have to be better than them…"

Panacea lights another cigar.

"I suppose it's up to you whether you want them to keep getting away with it or not. If my guess is correct, you've tried asking for help from authority figures and it's never worked out for you, right?"

I nod mutely.

"Hmm, why should you, specifically, have to be better than? You're stronger, tougher, faster than any human I've ever healed, and something tells me you're only going to get stronger. So why not use that strength?"

I shrug.

"I don't feel like it's ok to use it on them. They're just as broken as me. I think."

"Ah yes, the bully quote that everyone loves to repeat. Newsflash girlfriend, just because these bitches might have a shitty homelife doesn't excuse their treatment of you. And seriously, that shit should be attempted murder. Do you want to pursue the school on a legal matter?"

I thought about it, really thought about it, tried as hard as I could to see the positives.

"Because I guaranfuckin-tee you that Carol will take your case and she will rip Winslow a new asshole for what they allowed to happen on their watch."

Panacea stood up, then, and turned to go.

"Hey, got a phone? Or anything?"

I shook my head, and she rolled her eyes and continued, the motion exaggerated and clear.

"PHO?"

I nod mutely.

"Here, my PHO handle, DM me with the subject phrase "Pier 19" and I'll know it's you."

I look at her, surprised, and she rolls her eyes again.

"What, you think the emo goth look is enough to discourage the creeps? Please girl, Tin_Mom does her best but she's outnumbered and outgunned."

Then, she's turning away, and yet, head tossed back over her shoulder, she simply says.

"And hey, next time, call me Amy, or Panpan."

My voice answers her, but it's quiet and calm.

"Taylor."

"Can I call you Tay?"

It's my voice that answers her, slightly delirious with desperation.

"Sure."

Then she's gone, heading for a bus to go back to the hospital, and I'm alone on the pier again.

She's not wrong, I didn't have to be better than Emma and Sophia and Madison. Right now, I knew with some level of confidence I could throw all three of them away without a second thought. I could crush them, and they'd never do anything to me again.

But something stuck out to me, I wondered… did Emma and Sophia and Madison have shit home lives? Did they justify what they were doing for a reason? What was going on?

Would it be hard to follow them home with my bugs? I could use the bus, could navigate the rest of the city to find Sophia and Madison, and I knew where Emma lived, and knew her home life was secure.

So… who did I find first?

"Really Taylor? Jumping off a pier? I thought you had some level of imagination."

Emma's voice cut through my thoughts, and I turned, and there she was, Sophia right behind her. How had they found me-

Panacea, had she betrayed me to the bullies? I didn't know. What else could have happened? Could someone have seen her? Seen me?

"Is Hebert really having the guts to do it? Fine then, get it over with, girl. Jump, do us all a favor, and remove your skanky ass from the gene pool."

Emma smirked.
"Please Sophia, no need to insult her like that, she's so very intelligent, or she would, if she wasn't hoeing pro bono for homework assignments from Greg Veder and John Mathers!"

It's the old stuff, the stuff they started with, and it shouldn't have an impact.

Shouldn't… but it hurts anyway.

"Oh Tayloor~ Come on now, don't be a loser, jump, be a good girl and do it for me, won't you~?"

A shudder of something… hit me, something that wasn't me, but it wanted me to jump, wanted me to end it all, wanted me to tear myself apart and let her put me back together, whispering in my mind like it was there.

Emma frowned, and spoke up once more.

"Oh Taylor honey no, won't you go back to that pit in the world you fell into when dear old mummy died?"

I was alone. I was alone. I was in the locker again. I was alone. I was on the pier. I was alone. There were people watching. I was alone, I was alone. I was alone.

Tears brightened my eyes, I stepped back, my body turning towards the pier, the compulsion to just… get it over with rising. At least it will be over, right? At least it would be done with.

Something whispered to me that this wasn't right, that it was the bitches two who found me, who were here, who were trying something.

"Be a good girl Taylor, go join Aunt Annette in the afterlife."

Aunt Annette, that she called her that… it snapped something in me, I felt myself moving, myself running and charging and shoving. I felt myself slam into Sophia, and run past her, into the darkness, into the depths of the docks, away from the boardwalk, where no sane person would ever go at this time of night.

Plunging into the darkness, into alleyways and fences until I curled up in a ball and just… sobbed, sobbed because I was alone again and I couldn't even fucking call Amy or even my father because I didn't have a cellphone.

I was alone. I was alone. I was alone.

Passerby looked at me occasionally, no one did anything to help me.

I was alone. I was still alone, I couldn't stop being alone, I wasn't allowed to be held, to have any semblance of comfort.

The alleyway stank of trash, my bugs held in paralysis, in stasis and brokenness as they spun in the air, my control wavering and shifting, swarms building under the sidewalk as I cried and felt my tears bleeding into the trash.

I didn't know how long I was laying there, only that it was far past darkness, far into the night, when I managed to stagger home, into a bed where I felt just as alone as I had in that locker. With the only bright spots too far away for me to reach out and grasp them.

A/N: Hi all, enjoy! Always love to see feedback and questions, and I am sorry for relentlessly hurting Taylor, I promise things… well, you'll see! This chapter is the end of our first arc and with the next chapter we'll begin Arc 2, as I'll be out of town and away from my internet connection for a bit, there will not be consistent uploads, but might be a big chapter or two when I return.
As always this would not be possible without the incredibly kind, patient, and wonderful talent of my beta readers and all of you people, my readers. I'm always glad to see your comments and critiques, so please, if you like what I'm doing here, lay them on me!
 
Okay, Emma's DEFINITELY got the mental issues relevant with powers fucking around with your head.

It's like watching a gorilla bashing at Leet's overloading antimatter reactor because it keeps making that increasingly loud and high pitched noise...
 
Interlude: Barnes

CW: This interlude contains severe levels of mental manipulation and horrific actions perpetrated by Emma Barnes and Sophia Hess. I do not condone their actions herein, please use caution while reading.




Zoe Barnes


Zoe Barnes knew something was wrong, but she didn't know what was wrong precisely. It was that strange feeling that lingered in one's shoulderblades, occasionally reaching down to squeeze and tear at her stomach or her heart. She knew something was wrong, surely, but she just couldn't put her finger on what was wrong.

Had it started after Emma had been attacked?

A part of Zoe felt wrong about that, the thought that Taylor Hebert, of all people, would assault her daughter just felt very wrong to her. But Emma had assured her it was true, and Emma was a Good Girl, so it had to be correct.

Right?

That growing pit of unease in her stomach went away after she attended to much of the dishes and cleaned the house. Certainly, it was one of her tasks, one of the many things she did living here, and normally it would have taken some serious effort with how messy things often got. But right now it wasn't that bad, and she even had time to make her way to her part time lecturer position at Brockton Bay University. She'd remembered Emma suggesting it at some pointt, and had looked into it, admittedly, the position of an english professor had appealed to her.

Annette's death had left its scars on all her friends, and Zoe thought at the time this might aid her in coping.

Now, though? She wouldn't trade it for the world, it got her out of the house and away from her family for a little bit, and she got to teach the same subject as Annette, not to mention that she occasionally would see Anne, and get the chance to mercilessly tease her firstborn in front of everyone she was around.

A mother has some privileges, after all.

But even as she pulled into the university, as she walked the pathways to class, a part of her mind was ruminating on that feeling of wrongness that pervaded her. She still nodded and said hello to everyone, as that was polite and simply what Good Girls did. But that sense of wrongness ripped into her as she moved through the campus, as she moved and spoke to other people, and it built eventually to the point that waves of nausea were attacking her at every step.

She barely made it through the lecture before having to rush out of the room, making it to the bathroom and vomiting her guts out. The waste trailed down her face, and spilled, a thin curl of black liquid spiraling out and swirling as Zoe flushed.

She stood, looking in the mirror, her hand clenching and unclenching, clenching and unclenching, clenching and unclenching.

She tried to steady the shaking appendage, noting that her fingers always seemed to drum the same tempo when she was nervous these days.

Really, she had no idea what three quick taps, three long presses, and then three quick taps was for. But it was bizarre that she kept doing it unconsciously. Maybe she really should see that sleep specialist that Alan had consulted on one of his cases. He claimed the woman was a miracle worker, that she'd cured him was of no doubt, Zoe remembered the initial weeks after Emma's attack by Taylor, how he couldn't sleep, how he bought a firearm and kept it loaded in the dresser by their bed.

She'd had an argument with him when he'd started sleeping with the safety off, but he'd insisted upon it, and well, she didn't want to cause too much disruption in her family life. Especially when Emma asked her to please stop arguing with daddy about the small stuff, because Emma was trying very hard to be better and heal and when her parents fought that wasn't helping.

Zoe had sighed, ruffled the girl's hair and promised she'd be better. She'd jokingly replied that if Emma was trying to be such a "good girl" then she'd just have to be a Good Girl too, and if that meant arguing with Alan less… well.

She could do that.

Even if she wanted to strangle the man sometimes for his idiotic ideas on how to handle the "assault".

Zoe was certain it had to be deeper, she'd wanted to learn more about it, about why Annette's daughter would evere do such a thing. So when Emma had suggested that they see if Taylor was willing to actually talk about it in the wake of someone taking revenge on Taylor. They'd practically rushed to her house, but the poor thing had fled at the sight of them. Zoe remembered talking to her daughter about it, even.

"Emma… was that Taylor?"

Her daughter looked at her, and cocked her head to one side.

"I think so… why was she running mom?"

Zoe responded automatically.

"Perhaps fleeing us? But why? We came normally… there was no reason to run."

Emma nodded.

"I dunno mom, but she's not really being a Good Girl, so I suppose we can let it go for now?"

Zoe felt a flash of mild irritation at Taylor, the little bitch, how could she just run away, but she shook her head sadly, muttering under her breath.

"What is it mom?"

Emma had heard, and so Zoe straightened and simply said.

"I just don't think Annette would have approved of this behavior at all. It feels so wrong of Taylor to do this."

It felt wrong, horrible, even, and Zoe struggled to think, or gather her wits about what could have changed in that sweet, if chatty girl that had clung to Annette's side.

She'd shaken her head and taken Emma home, and had been remarkably startled when she'd seen an absolutely gorgeous woman heading towards Taylor's house. A redhead in a leather jacket, and it looked like she was carrying some sort of sword.

The sudden pulse of fear that ran through her, that this woman was hunting Taylor, a fear that even had her reaching for her phone until Emma stopped her.

"Mom, what are you doing?"

Zoe had remembered the girl's tone, and as she thought back on it, her hand began tapping a slow sigil out, a slow repeating pattern. Three quick taps, three long, three quick, wait for a minute, then repeat.

She remembered her daughter's explanation of why confronting an unknown cape, especially one so visibly armed, was a terrible idea.

"Mom, if she's a villain, she could just kill us in the crossfire… we should get out of here and never mention her again."

Something about the latter part of the statement Emma had made had sent a shiver down Zoe's spine, a pulse of cold fear corroding her ability to turn the car after a moment. She'd just decided that it was better at that point to run, but a part of her hoped this woman would not find Taylor.

Her daughter had flushed, a sudden lack of color in her skin as she'd gone pale, when Zoe looked in the rearview mirror, though, she couldn't parse why Emma had done that.

"Emma, Emma! Emma!?"

She'd pulled over, damn the mystery cape, damn the other consequences, she couldn't risk her daughter!

Emma's skin had been clammy, cold to the touch, and she'd rushed to give her aid, looking up and into the golden irises of the woman from before. Her sunglasses had been pushed down her nose, and the woman was studying a map in one hand and flicking her gaze to Zoe in the other.

Her sword, Zoe noted, was nowhere to be seen.

"Hello, I'm wondering if you know where the Hebert residence is? I work with the PRT, and I'm looking for the family on official business."

Zoe turned her head and shook it, but as she fussed over her daughter, Emma caught her eyes and she felt a tug.

Her hand tapped further, her nervous tic faster and faster.

"I'm afraid you just missed them, they're located about a block that way."

Her voice was, she hoped, calm enough to not give this insane villainess any ideas. A pulse of cold fear shot through her once more.

"Thank you, miss, have a nice day."

"Y-you're welcome… you too."

As she drove away, Zoe felt terrible, felt fear and terror rocketing through her, felt that strange tic of hers tapping away on her thigh.

The feelings didn't fade, her nervousness building and building until they were back at home and she could relax.

Emma left to hang out with Sophia, and Zoe was secretly glad to see her go, secretly glad that the little monster that ate her daughter and wore her like skin was gone.

That had been an odd thought… she'd not been sure where that came from. Emma was obviously her daughter, she wasn't a monster. What could have possibly given her that idea?

As she returned to cleaning the house, scrubbing the kitchen corners clean and carefully moving her hands over one of the cutting boards to feel for irregularities that she might have missed earlier, her hand slipped slightly, and she caught its edge on a single sheet of paper that was tucked on the back of the cutting board.

That was odd, it was folded tightly, wedged in the little slat where a knife would normally have gone. Why was there paper here?

Zoe unfolded the sheet and took it to the table, not reading it quite yet, she still had other tasks to do, but later, she would do so after they were done.

Half an hour later she sat down at the table and unfolded the sheet of paper for real, the crinkling of the heavy parchment a sign it wasn't from Alan or Anne or even Emma's rooms. It was from her little art studio, the piece unused and not something she'd dabbled in since… well since she'd started going out of the house to the university as their lecturer more.

How had a piece of paper from that room gotten into the kitchen?

Zoe Barnes, to say nothing of her family, were neat and tidy people, it was a good thing that they were, too! It lessened the amount of time she spent working on her own chores, among other things, letting her have more free time to-

Ah, what had she been thinking about? Right, her chores, the kitchen had to be done, right? She looked back in, noting that it was clean, very clean, and dismissed it, she'd give it at least once more run around before she was sure. Best to make absolutely certain then.

"Mommm, Sophia's staying over for dinner, that's alright, right?"

A thread of something overcame Zoe, and she nodded and simply said.

"Very nice, dear."



Anne Barnes



She should have known something was up when Emma and Dad disappeared for a "lake trip" and came back looking like horror movie victims. She didn't understand what had happened, and she sure as hell didn't believe her little sister when she'd said that it was fine.

Emma's eyes had been full of life when she'd looked at Anne, even into her teens, and Anne felt that she was the cool older sister in alot of ways, supporting her sister, helping her navigate a crush on Taylor that, if Anne had her way, would blossom into a beautiful specimen of young love.

Now… she wasn't sure what to think. She'd visited the day that Emma had insulted Taylor, had sent her away, and she'd been… horrified to see the other girl nodding along with Emma, reassuring her that she was strong and that Taylor was weak.

The discussion had made her stomach churn. The conversations after were worse. She didn't know why Emma didn't seem to care about other people beyond Taylor and "becoming strong" whatever that meant.

She also didn't like the fact that Mom felt less and less like Mom, and more and more like a machine, with a rictus like smile on her face and the constant tapping on her thigh.

She sat in her room, wondering what the hell she was supposed to do about any of this. Alan didn't even notice, busying himself with the law firm, constantly taking on new cases, but when he was home, he didn't even notice anything amiss! It made no sense! To say nothing of the fact that Zoe was wandering around even now, as Anne sat on her laptop, she heard her mother idly tapping again as she moved through the halls of their house.

It… scared her, if she was being completely honest. Made anxiety run up and down her spine as her sister ran roughshod over their mom, and her little bitch of a new friend replaced her.

Sophia… something was wrong with that girl, of that Anne was certain. The way she looked at everyone around her, as if simultaneously screaming in rage and violence at them, and then how polite she always was.

Anne felt anxiety rise as her mother called up.

"Anne, are you staying in for dinner tonight?"

She wanted to, wanted to be there, but… no, not with Emma, not with Sophia there for them. Not with this house, she couldn't… not now.

Anne shouted back.

"No! Friends called, I'm heading back to University!"

Nothing. No acknowledgement, nothing, Anne moved out of the room as quietly as she could, taking her purse and bag, she listened carefully, noting Emma's room full of laughter down the hall, then… then she was out and through the door into the open night air.


Emma Barnes

It was supposed to be easy.

Really, Taylor should have broken so long ago that Emma was beyond furious with her mental rersilience. A part of her would have been impressed that her friend was so resilient. But it was drowned out in equal measure by how frustrating it was.

She'd done everything! Everything! To the girl, and she hadn't triggered, hadn't used her powers, and because of that woman! Her plan to get Taylor when she'd triggered had been ruined!

Weeks of preparation and planning!

Weeks of careful nudges in the minds of her classmates, useless fools as they were!

All of it ruined because one stupid amazonian bitch in armor had decided that "damn, the day that Emma's most meticulous plan was going to work? I'm going to fuck that right up."

The evacuation had come so suddenly, so rapidly, that Emma had been rushed to a bus before she'd realized that the plan was all going to shit.

She'd desperately hoped to escape from her minders, but that stupid cunt Knott had kept an eye on her for such a degree that she couldn't even get Sophia to get Taylor out of the locker and away from it. Couldn't get that girl to do something because she'd been called away on Wards business!

If she ever got a chance with Armsmaster… she'd show him how utterly useless his stupid technology actually was.

Disgust rankled at Emma for the days afterwards, and then her mother had decided that they should go and pay a visit to Taylor! To see how she was doing, Zoe had dragged her along, and for a moment, Emma had been able to taste victory again, seeing Taylor so close, in her range, and she'd reached out.

Something in the girl had swatted away her influence and sent her running for it, and that had the stupid side effect of making Zoe start questioning Emma! As if her daughter had done anything wrong to the little weakling that was Taylor Hebert.

Besides, it was like Sophia said, she deserved it, and so much worse on top of that! For what reason? At this point? Being a fucking problem that wouldn't go away.

It had been Sophia's idea to find her and convince her to jump off a bridge or something equally fitting. The girl wasn't popular, wasn't pretty like Emma or with a charm of her own like Sophia, to say nothing of the little follower that was Madison.

That they'd run into her so soon because of Panacea! Of all people, Emma had been betting that Taylor would have run to the boardwalk, while she hated crowds, Taylor knew quite well how to disappear into one, well, one that didn't know what Sophia and Emma would do to them if they tried to stop them.

Sadly, Emma couldn't just go around using her power broadly on adults, there wasn't a real reason to anyways.

That and it would get her caught by the PRT.

But then she'd seen Taylor and she was… angry again, angry all over.

She'd been sitting on the edge of one of the abandoned piers, but when she'd turned, Emma had seen the way she shrunk in on herself.

Well, she'd seen the way her body had shrunken.

Had Taylor been exercising? Had she been trying to do something with that weak body of hers? That was unacceptable.

So she'd attacked her, using words and knowledge and pushing her power into Taylor, forcing it to work, to attack and divert the girls emotions and twist them into a useable form.

To push her over the lip of that despair, and Emma knew she'd been damned close, too! She'd almost had Taylor, and then some sort of resolve had seized her and she'd charged Sophia, knocking her aside and fleeing into the city.

But as she'd ran, Emma had seen flashes of the marks on her wrist, and she'd had her confirmation.

"She triggered in that locker Soph, just like me in that alleyway!"

The other girl flashed Emma a dark grin, one of amusement and sadism that Emma was all too familiar with.

"Told ya it would work~ Shame we're gonna have to find her and break her down utterly again to make her yours. Even if I don't see why she matters anymore."

Emma shrugged, nonchalance playing about at her demeanor as she shifted slightly.

"Soph, it's not about what she means to me, its that the final step of taking her down is making her snap. Then she's shown everyone that that little "miss stoic badass I can take the pain." is just an act. That she's just as much prey as everyone else."

Sophia turned her nose up at Emma, who chuckled.

"Well, everyone except you and me. The weak should fear the strong, and the prey should fear the predator."

A/N: This was icky to write, but I'm glad it's been done, this will hopefully clear up some questions and show that while Emma is a total, well, bitch, here, Sophia is also irredeemable. They're both twisted, little fucked up psychos.
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Overcast 1.6
Himeko


Taylor Hebert was not stable. She was barely holding together, the only reason her father had allowed Himeko in the door was because she'd been with the PRT troopers when they'd showed up to his house in the early hours. He'd called the PRT because he suspected Taylor was under some sort of master effect, and had been coached by Challenger to say just what he needed to to get them there.


Her first impression of Taylor was not that she was under a master effect, but that she was a mess all the same.


Something had happened, had deeply shaken the girl to the core of her being, and it wasn't going away, wasn't shifting. But Himeko could sense something… worse, underlaying it all. There was a pain in Taylor Hebert's eyes that wasn't going away, that spoke of deeply repressed issues that would not be easy to dissuade, if they ever would be dissuaded.


"Taylor."


The girl clenched tighter, she was sitting on her bed, arms wrapped around her knees, eyes unblinkingly staring ahead, staring into a space that only she could see. Her thoughts wore worn on her face, tormented and twisted and so thoroughly broken and hurting. Her face was wan, exhausted, skin sallow and stretched tight over her, every fibre of her trembled as Himeko looked in on her, before she turned to Danny, and the man jerked his head towards the living room.


"I… I found her like this this morning I didn't know what to do but Challenger said I could always call her and she called you and got you here and-"


Himeko raised a finger gently to silence the man.


"It is fine, we'll get through this, although I suspect we will be speaking for quite some time. Is it alright that I go in alone with her?"


The man looked crestfallen, he wanted to be there for his daughter, desperately, and Himeko sympathized, but she couldn't justify letting him near her if her despair caused her to begin radiating Honkai energy.


But he finally nodded, and Himeko turned and headed up the stairs to Taylor Hebert's room.


Her father hadn't known what to do, and Himeko suspected that he'd barely managed to hold himself together through everything.


Really, that woman was far too good at navigating the byzantine bureaucracy of the protectorate. Far more than she had any right to be, as far as Himeko was concerned. Especially given the simple fact that normally she'd be here with Hero backup, to account for any supposed direct attack on her from the enemy master, should one be present, of course. In this case, none were with her, and only a pair of troopers, ones that Challenger had had assigned simply because they were in the area.


"Taylor, listen to me."


Himeko's voice was calm and collected, and she reached a hand out to touch against Taylor's shoulder, and promptly froze.


It would not be until later that one of the troopers, standing guard outside the room she was speaking to Taylor in told her what had happened, how a corona of golden, brilliant light reminiscent of Scion, in his heroic days, had burst from her eyes and bathed the wall and the room in a blinding display. How those same eyes, shining a brilliant, powerful gold, had lit up with black stars and lines that circled each pupil, which had flashed to a blinding white.


Himeko did not know this, because she and Taylor Hebert were locked together, seeing something neither could describe for a split second.


"How-"


Taylor's image cleared Himeko's vision first, the girl now standing here, but pale, one arm grasping at the other, terror radiating off of her in such palpable, powerful waves that she wanted nothing more than to pull her close and tell her that everything would be alright.


Himeko scanned Taylor Hebert, taking in the despair that crunched her face up, and the utter sadness that soaked into every fibre of her being. The girl across from her sniffed, muttering something that Himeko overheard, due to proximity alone.


"Well, it's better than destroying everything."


She frowned at that, frowned at the girl and stepped forwards and into her space, before answering the muttering herself.


"You believe that?"


The genuineness of her tone startled Taylor, to the point the girl willingly looked down, meeting Himeko's gaze. The woman stepped to the side, sitting down primly at the edge of the bed, she noted her appearance, her battlesuit, the godslayer, restored around her, cape flying slightly behind her, sword at her back, although Taylor had never seen the full thing beyond the hilt. The costume responding to the sudden flash of Honkai energy that was even now fueling it's self repair mechanisms. Himeko sighed, the warmth from within feeling rather excellent as Honkai radiation poured into the Godslayer's heatsinks and began to patch the internal damage as well as the external.


Taylor sat beside her, more out of, Himeko suspected, detached curiosity than anything else.


Himeko began.


"You're terrified, fearful of everything, aren't you?"


The girl snapped at her.


"How can I not be!? You treat me like I'm a bomb about to go off! Everyone does! My eyes can't even be open around anyone except Panacea! And she's only safe because her power is excising any changes before they affect her body!"


"She's immune? Curious… But irrelevant, I told you I would give you answers… so let me give you answers."


Himeko sat back, letting her body ache for a moment, feeling the accumulated pains.


"You are, well, like I am, but much, much stronger."


She paused, reformatting her words.


"You are, what in my world we would call a Valkyrie, or, to be more blunt, a Herrscher Candidate."


"Herrscher is German, it translates to lawmaker, ruler, or a number of similar definitions, but those two are sufficient for this explanation."


She paused and patted the ground beside her.


"Be seated, Taylor Hebert, this will take some time, and I don't want you to be uncomfortable."


The girl sat down, distrust playing at her features before Himeko snorted and said.


"Taylor, if you wanted to, you could very likely incapacitate me before I could harm you, not to mention, your father specifically called me here to speak with you, he suppressed his terror that I would harm you further, in the broad hope that I could speak to you candidly."


The girl finally started to relax, a single release of tension across her shoulder blades, but one Himeko noticed as she reached out and placed a hand on Taylor's shoulder once more.


"Every Herrscher is given a domain, I have fought several Herrscher candidates, and two full Herrscher's in my time. While many of them are condemned to fight against humanity in the will of the being that gives them their power, I suspect, that you and I are now… free, of such chains."


Taylor flashed her a look of terror, unadulterated terror, and she began to curl up in on herself once more, but Himeko would not let her, not again. She was not alone. She had to know that now, more than ever.


"What do you mean against humanity?"


Himeko paused, wetting her lips with her tongue before she spoke again.


"I… can't exactly say, because I never experienced it, but of the two Herrschers I fought against, one was a dear friend, and maybe more… Once upon a time, the other was my pupil, and… in some fashion. My niece."


She exhaled, blowing the air out, watching it dance through the atmosphere around them. Warm glowing light was pulsing between the two, and Himeko was slowly pushing Taylor forwards, needing her to understand.


"They explained that there was a being… not so much guiding them, but pushing them forwards."


Taylor frowned, but spoke after a moment.


"There are… theories about our powers, about how they influence people…"


Himeko studied her face intently, and Taylor blushed and looked away, muttering.


"More like conspiracy theories… really."


Himeko stopped for a moment, then spoke once more.


"Elaborate, if you please, even if they are conspiracy theories, they could inform my view on the subject as well."


The girl paused for a moment and then began.


"Well… I think I'm a bit different than your normal Herrschers, right?"


She held up her arms, pointing to the intricate series of interconnected marks that ran from her arms to her hands, all linking back to the center, a form reminiscent, faintly, of a shield made of veins.


Himeko nodded.


"No Herrscher in recorded history has had a mark as prominent as yours. The only one I ever saw from close up was on the body of one I never fought. Her name was Mei, and she bore a single mark, about the size of your fist, on her waist."


Taylor shrunk in on herself as Himeko started speaking. The woman's grip remained on her arm, there firmly as a source of gentleness.


"Additionally, in the marks I saw, for such markings to be lain out across your body, in this fashion, it is uniquely different to what I remember, whereupon each Herrscher had a singular mark."


Taylor continued to shrink in on herself, but Himeko had to keep going, had to keep it truthful, even if it hurt, because she could only rebuild Taylor after she knew the truth of the curse that Himeko had saddled her with.


"I suspect that you are a completely unique manifestation of a Herrscher, have you felt anything… different? More unique? Anything separate?"


The girl stopped, and for a heartbreaking moment there was just quiet and the wind blowing in through the window.


"I have expanded senses, echolocation, smell, taste, touch, sight and hearing. I think I can enhance bugs, but it takes… effort, and letting out that energy."


Himeko nodded gently.


"That "energy" is Honkai Radiation, and it is powerful, but dangerous. In those unprepared for it, it will corrupt and twist them into monsters that only exist to serve its will. But… I do not feel that presence here."


She paused again, sucking in a fresh breath.


"I don't know, but I think you and I are going to be, in effect, the will of the radiation. Provided we can establish control over ourselves."


"The will of the radiation?"


Himeko blushed.


"Sorry, on our, well, my world, it had a will, intents, desires of its own, but here… the energy in me feels aimless, drifting, like it's not sure what it's supposed to be doing. Between the two of us, I think we can establish a good baseline for it to embody."


Taylor looked at her, really looked at Himeko.


"You're so… good."


Himeko flashed her that soft smile, the one she reserved for praising the valkyries under her command, the one reserved for Mei, Bronya, and Kiana when they were worried about the future.


"You said something about conspiracy theories?"


Taylor nodded, hair falling in front of her face gently.Taking a moment before she spoke, but when she did, her voice was stronger.


"Some of the conspiracy boards on PHO think that powers mess with our heads, that they twist and shape us to do whatever they want. The… Honkai Will you said, seems to be similar."


Himeko nodded.


"In part, I agree, but from my experience, that will was not subtle, it manifested for all Herrscher candidates in varying ways, starting with strange urges, but it ended the same way always."


Himeko paused.


"It always ended with the Herrscher turning against Civilization."


Taylor shrank into herself, and Himeko leaned in.


"Except one."


The girl looked up at her, eyes wide.


"You. You have not fallen, perhaps you never will, but you have endured what could only be described as the exact conditions that would cause a Herrscher candidate to awaken into a full Herrscher."


Taylor frowned, looking at Himeko, and the woman spoke gently, carefully.


"What those girls did to you… it disgusts me."


Taylor startled, and for a moment she looked like she wanted to run as mistrust clouded her features utterly. But Himeko continued before she could do anything.


"Had any of my valkyries tried something like that, I would have had them thrown into the suicide postings or quarantine zones. You do not treat your fellows in such a regard, especially when the science of a trigger event is understood to be stressful and traumatic events! It's enough to make me wonder if the government is run by idiots!"


Taylor collapsed in on herself as Himeko's voice raised a bit higher. But Himeko didn't let her completely vanish, instead carefully leaning in, she tugged the girl close to her.


"I will never let that happen to you again, I spoke to your principal, I think, so long as she never sees me again, she'll get you transferred, even now, to Arcadia, even if that means faking some grade signage."


Taylor's eyes filled with shock, and her shaky voice asked.


"H-how…?"


Himeko smiled, but it was all teeth.


"I'm quite capable of getting what is best for my students, and you, dear, are now one of my students."


Taylor's face turned slightly sour.


"You'll need to test your powers, and get a true handle over what you can do, especially if you want to hide your eyes from others and live a normal life."


She paused and wet her lips again, before Himeko spoke.


"I mean to set an example. I hope that you will join me in that regard. As new heroes."


Taylor frowned, shaking her head.


"New Wave tried that, but it didn't work for them."


Himeko squeezed her shoulder gently.


"I think we'll do things a little differently. But, that can wait. First, we need to establish what your powers can do, what they're capable of, and in a safe environment so you can let loose."


Taylor blanched and Himeko smiled at her.


"It's ok, I promise, we'll find a nice, isolated patch of the outskirts of the city, and we'll mess with them, figure out how and what your powers look like, and I'll be there to stop things from getting out of hand."


Himeko pointedly did not mention that she'd only won the first time she'd fought a Herrscher because she'd had backup in the form of several squads of other valkyries. She also didn't mention that she only won the second time because of an ace in the hole, and she couldn't even be sure she won.


"How… how can you do it?"


"Hmm?"


Taylor looked at her, and Himeko looked back at the tall girl, thick, curly hair falling in waves, eyes that looked like green and blue starlight in the illusion of the hill.


"How can you keep going? With everything that happened to you?"


Himeko's blood ran cold, and she shuddered, how much did the girl know?


"I'm not sure what you mean…"


The girl paused for a moment, and then, haltingly, glancing at Himeko as if she was about to strike her, she began to speak.


"I get… impressions, dreams, I see you, like flashes of images, a woman covered in ice, another with tears running down her face, a flaring mark, pain… so much pain. I see you inside of those images, are those memories?"


Himeko felt her smile fade, and she bitterly looked out across the bay from Taylor's window, before muttering.


"Wish I had a drink."


Taylor chuckled, the snort of laughter surprising her as Himeko wistfully smiled.


"Yes… they're memories from my world. I suppose it helped because I knew that if we ever stopped fighting it might be the end."


Taylor froze.


"Yes… the end of everything and everyone. Herrschers in my world only wanted to destroy, never to build or heal. They were controlled by the will of the Honkai. Given urges-"


"To take, dominate and control?"


Himeko frowned.


"None of the ones I encountered gave that impression. Void was megalomaniacal and vengeful, and Rimestar… she was despondent and deeply horrified by what she'd become. Both of them were different from each other, in their own ways. Although I'm hardly unbiased, Ana Schariac was one of my mentors and a friend, in some ways. Void was my niece, and I was close to her. I wanted to see the best in them, even when they were in the grips of that horrible power."


Taylor spoke up, gentle, but curiosity tinged her voice.


"Can… you tell me about them?"


Himeko didn't freeze, but she did hesitate. Did she want to regale this teenager with the story of what her life had been?


Did she not risk traumatizing or harming her further?


"Well, who would you like to hear about? I can tell you about one of them, but I have fought many Herrscher Candidates in my time, not just those two full fledged Herrschers."


Taylor did not speak for a moment, shifting her position so she now faced Himeko, legs crossed.


"Tell me about… your niece."


Himeko frowned slightly, remembering Kiana as she was, and a fond smile grew on her face.


"Kiana Kaslana… Herrscher of the Void, and so much more. What would you like to know about her?"


"Everything you want to tell me."


Himeko smiled and spoke softly.


"She was… bright, like the sun, bringing joy and happiness into everyone around her, especially her friend Mei. She was kind and courteous and yet…"


Himeko paused.


"She was far too self sacrificing, I felt. I urged Theresa to put others around her, to give her support, and she did, but neither of us expected her to fall in love when she did."


Taylor looked at Himeko.


"She fell in love?"


The woman giggled a bit, her hand covering her lips.


"Oh they tried very hard to keep it a secret, but it was adorable to see them shooting cutesy little looks at each other whenever they thought they could get away with it. Well, Kiana did, at least. Mei was far more restrained initially… but they were close, Mei reminds me quite a bit of you, actually."


Taylor flushed slightly, before she asked.


"Mei?"


Himeko nodded.


"Herrscher candidate of Thunder, A-Ranked Valkyrie, Raiden Mei, or well, to use the way you call people by names here, Mei Raiden, was a strong fighter and a stoic one. She was deeply intertwined with Kiana, who had saved her life during her eruption into a Honkai Candidate."


"Eruption?"


Himeko paused, blinking slightly.


"Ah, yes, a Herrscher candidate is born with what we called stigmata, like the one on your body, they manifest as a mark of particular design, we call this their stigma. You have… well, what we'd call a pure or true stigma. Indicating that you are favored to become a Herrscher."


She sucked in a breath, watching Taylor slowly as the girl processed.


"An eruption, or well, an Impact event, is the unique blend of circumstances that requires one to awaken as a Herrscher candidate. From what I am able to infer, yours has already occurred."


Taylor paused, she hesitated a moment, before she spoke up, and Himeko didn't interrupt. It was important that the girl's confidence be built up in any way right now, and while Himeko was working with the PRT at the moment, she didn't see that continuing if they didn't treat the Sophia Hess case with some level of serious respect.


"But how? I've triggered in the locker, but I didn't cause a localized apocalypse. Right?"


Himeko smiled at her and nodded.


"No, you didn't, something I'm very proud of you for, by the way."


That startled Taylor, and she flushed a brilliant red.


"You didn't break the city, your self control was such that while you could have triggered into a monster like Void or Rimestar… you didn't. You became better, better than them."


Himeko smiled down at her, the expression tugging her lips into a gentle one, and she tugged Taylor's hands into her own.


"That distinction is very, very important. Because of that, you are at some level cognizant of your power, you know what it can and will do if you allow it to get the better of you."


She hadn't meant it as reproach, but Taylor shouted back, finally snapping.


"Why do I have to be the better one! Why do I have to be better than them!? Why… why does it have to be me…"


She cut off, sniffling and Himeko felt such sadness emanate from her, such a deep and profound level of it that it had her tugging the girl forward and into her embrace.


"It is ok, Taylor, it will be ok, Emma and Sophia and Madison will never harm you again, they cannot."


The other girl shook, and shook, and then she began to sob as the dam finally broke and her emotions rushed out of her in a sudden burst.


Himeko wrapped her arms around Taylor Hebert, and she held her tight, and whispered that things were going to be different now. Things would shift and change, and she damned well promised that.


She'd see it through, one way or another.


Taylor


I hadn't understood it when Himeko had comforted me after the hospital, I still don't think I really understood her that much. How good she was, until she held me and comforted me as I cried and worried over becoming a monster, as she reassured me that she. Was. Proud. Of me. Me! For simply not dying in that locker, for simply existing. I'd forgotten what it had felt like when someone genuinely meant what they said, and I'd easily confess that I sobbed for a long, long time into her, holding and clinging tight to her because my own father seemed terrified of breaking me if he hugged me too hard.


I think it was when Himeko's eyes met mine after I'd cried that I saw the truth reflected there for the first time.


If my eyes were like a sea of green and blue stars with the pupil standing out brightly in the middle, hers were like a single sun, ringed with a black line, and studded with small stars at equal portions around the circumference. And they shone with warmth and heat and fire and light like the sun itself.


Himeko was like me, and that meant that she understood.


I could… try to trust her.


I could try to trust again, if needs must.


Emma… even thinking about her hurt to comprehend, brought back those urges to jump off the pier and into the waters below. But… something about that felt horrible, it felt wrong and off and really just broken.


Why was I thinking that? Why was I suddenly tempted to let her win? I didn't want her to win before, I didn't want her to drag me down, so why now?


"Himeko… are Herrscher candidates resistant to mind altering effects?"


The woman extricated my head from her embrace and looked down at me, curiosity in her golden eyes, now returned to normal.


"I… yes, why?"


The door burst open, and my father and a pair of PRT troopers ran into my room. I shrieked, for my part, and Himeko turned a mildly irritated expression on the troopers.


"Tay- Taylor are you-"


My father took stock of the situation, of my messy hair and red eyes, and Himeko's position on the bed, legs hanging off of the side, and I could see the confusion in his eyes that nothing actually bad was happening.


"What- just happened?"


One of the troopers voiced, the sound high and feminine. Before Himeko spoke up with genuine confusion on her face.


"What… Do you mean?"


Danny paused.


"Your eyes were lit up for a moment as we came in there, Ma'am. And golden light just filled the entire house, we all saw it!"


Himeko shook her head, then realizing something, she barked.


"Quarantine procedures, now! This entire house! As for myself and Taylor…"


She turned to look at me, and I saw that sympathy carved into her features once more.


"We need access to a portion of the city that is abandoned and can be coopted or purchased by the PRT, or an area no one cares about. Fast."


Danny Hebert stood up, and looked out the window.


"The boat graveyard, no one owns it and no one goes there except the homeless… ships should contain the energy, right?"


Himeko shrugged, before saying.


"It is worth an attempt, I'm going to be leaping with Taylor there, masks, if you please. Taylor, can we tie up your hair? It will help us disguise you."


I didn't want to tie up my hair, I didn't want my only feminine feature to be gone, and I didn't want to lose the long curly hair… but she'd said to tie it up, right? Not more than that?


I nodded, and Himeko tugged up my hair gently and put a tie into it, before she was moving towards the door, expecting me to follow.


I stood up and followed her.


My senses unfolded rapidly, and I could see the radiation remaining around me, but… Himeko's… suit seemed to be absorbing it, in a rather rapid quantity. Sucking the traces away from Dad and the PRT troopers and into her body, I clicked my tongue.


Himeko's suit was more than just armor, it was a work of art, thousands upon thousands of tiny machines and linkages and interfaces all uniting and working together seamlessly, and it was damaged at this moment. Damaged but… reknitting itself, working itself to be better, and it was getting stronger, feeding off of Himeko's own energy, off of mine, and it was getting more and more powerful by the second.


She moved to the door, scanned the streets, and then turned to me and knelt.


"Coast is pretty clear, is your mask on?"


I nodded, the fabric scratching at my skin, itchy, but concealing, and then, without a second word, Himeko was moving, giving more orders.


"Get Danny to a safe place, we'll return when we can."


She spoke with authority, such authority that the troopers were bundling Dad into a big van and driving before she turned to me and picked me up.


I'd forgotten how strong Himeko was.


And then HOLY SHIT we were flying!


Himeko had picked me up, cradled me tightly, and then she'd jumped, a spiderweb of cracks flooding out onto the asphalt behind her as she soared into the air, leaping over buildings and landing on rooftops as lightly as feathers before pushing off again. A corona of brilliant white flames lit her from behind, soaring us into the air and over the city.


"It's… glorious, isn't it?"


Her smile was radiant as the wind whipped her hair into a frenzy.


I couldn't really keep the dumb grin off my face. Never once had it crossed my mind that she'd drop me.


Her grip was far too strong, for one thing, and the other…


Himeko… felt like a mix of Aunt Zoe and mom, and she was… good. She didn't seem to have a capacity for cruelty, didn't seem to be depressed or sad like Dad did, and she wasn't… she wasn't abandoning me. She listened to me, she believed me, she knew what was happening at Winslow.


A jarring descent ended with Himeko's legs cracking into the asphalt of the ground, and she conspiratorially winked at me.


"Don't tell the PRT that I can do that and get away clean, they'll get rather upset with me."


"Aren't you a hero? Vermillion Knight?"


Himeko rolled her eyes and set me down.


"Not quite a hero by your standards, well, maybe yours, but definitely not theirs. They want to recruit me, I suspect, rather desperately, because I am strong. But they dislike my willingness to go unmasked, among other things."


She smiled at me, and I realized she… hadn't ever really worn a mask.


Not in the hospital, not in my house… she didn't care that I knew who she was.


"They think that one of your gangs can kill me, which is laughably hilarious, for a number of reasons."


"How are you so confident?"


My voice burst out, careful and quiet, but louder than my surroundings, and a remarkably dark look took over Himeko's face as she turned back to face me.


"In my world, it sometimes took hundreds of Valkyries to fight eruption events, each one stronger, tougher, or faster than I. Each time the beasts came, we leveraged weapons of war we didn't even understand to barely eke out victories against them."


She paused, and I felt guilt for accusing her.


"It is… not confidence, Taylor, it is experience. I don't believe that many of your world's villains, especially those in the bay, could harm me. I've faced monsters that equal your endbringers, and I've seen cities where they've been let out to play. I am scared, Taylor, many days I am scared, for the future and for my past. But I don't let that fear stop me from doing what I feel I need to do, or from what is right."


She finished, sucking in air, and I spoke once more.


"What do you feel you need to do?"


Himeko looked back at me with a shy smile on her face, and she said, without a single pause or hesitation.


"Well, fight, I need to fight…"


She paused and looked into the distance, a glimmer in her eyes as she finished.


"For all that's beautiful in the world."


Then she turned back to me and clapped her hands.


"So! Shall we get to testing the applications of your power?"


I nodded, and felt twitches and glimmers of a real smile carving onto my face. Himeko wasn't mom, and she certainly wasn't dad. But… maybe she could be something, someone, I could earnestly, really trust. Someone who wouldn't hurt me.


I opened my eyes, and Himeko smiled gently and beckoned me to show her what I could do.


So I opened my senses to the world and began calling bugs, small ones, crustaceans hiding in the wrecks. A sampler of everything in her reach, nothing unspared.


Beetles, spiders, roaches, skin and hair mites, flies, wasps, biting insects of all kinds. Followed shortly by crustaceans, lobsters and crabs burrowing out of the sand around me.

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"Himeko… are Herrscher candidates resistant to mind altering effects?"


The woman extricated my head from her embrace and looked down at me, curiosity in her golden eyes, now returned to normal.


"I… yes, why?"


The door burst open, and my father and a pair of PRT troopers ran into my room. I shrieked, for my part, and Himeko turned a mildly irritated expression on the troopers.
Trooper, your timing is terrible. We were just about to find out about a very dangerous master.
 
She tried to steady the shaking appendage, noting that her fingers always seemed to drum the same tempo when she was nervous these days.

Really, she had no idea what three quick taps, three long presses, and then three quick taps was for. But it was bizarre that she kept doing it unconsciously.
No one responds to S-O-S anymore or recognizes it...in a world concerned (read deathly afraid) with masters, you'd think that would have been noticed.

Trooper, your timing is terrible. We were just about to find out about a very dangerous master.
Yeah, the eye-rolling that occurred from that little bit of a conveniently timed distraction was painful. It made me skim the entire rest of the chapter to see if it was brought up again, but nope didn't happen (then went back and actually read it as I enjoy the story thus far).
 
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Once Himeko reports the fact of the mental attack on Taylor post training, the PRT is going to go apeshit. Because it's a textbook description of a Emotional type Master Parahuman.

And we don't know WHAT Emma will try to do as the PRT starts to hunt her.

Although something it's REALLY worrying me.

Himeko admitted that Taylor's expression of her True Stigmata outsized both Kiana and Mei......

There is only ONE TYPE OF LIFEFORM that theoretically more developed on its Stigmata than Awakened Herrscher.... Yet Taylor was born naturally.

... Ohh Fuckbuckets... Taylor Hebert must suffer, no?
 
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Gust Front 2.1
Taylor


I idly flexed a hand, and the spider in my palm shifted, hair falling off as its chitin turned a brilliant white, underlain by purple and green and blue, all fading to a soft blue as the creature lost its eyes. My power was strengthening the little guy, making her stronger, faster, tougher, and making her silk act far, far less like silk, and more like sticky wire netting. It was tightly bundled and wound when spun, but I knew that if someone touched it, it would spread across a much larger area and restrain them.


This was the second attempt I'd made with the spiders, and the remnants of the first lay a good distance away, Himeko had… not been pleased with, as she put it, a Honkai beast spider. Especially after it had spat what I strongly suspected to be literal lava from its fangs. She'd killed it, of course, but it had melted a sizable hole through the side of the Ocean Queen. The small trawler that was… rather far from being a queen of anything, in my opinion. My mind felt oddly scattered, trying to focus my power wasn't going well. In my first attempt the spider had decayed, before a much larger, angrier counterpart to it burrowed out of a pink lined dark portal. Himeko explained that it would decay away into the air once killed, radiating outwards, but not very quickly, and especially not with me radiating Honkai radiation in the nearby area.


So far, this second spider was my second attempt with Honkai creature manipulation. We tried with half measures, but they'd not worked really… At all, the radiation consuming the little bugs uncorrupted parts as soon as they were clear of my influence. The all or nothing presented a problem, one that Himeko evidenced as her hand clenched firmly around a dagger she'd already stabbed the larger spider through the skull with. This was my second attempt at a full conversion, but Honkai beasts were… uniquely, poorly suited for applying to small creatures like bugs. It seemed like I got two variants of bugs, the normal ones that I could control with a semblance of an ideal, using their natural instincts for protection, and fully lethal defenders that wanted to roam, slaughter, and bring down buildings, the latter also all came out of portals.


Seriously… the big spider had resisted my control as soon as it could, and Himeko said something about it being considered roughly on par with an A Rank Valkyrie in strength had it gotten loose.


Controlling them was much, much harder too!


With my normal bugs, it was as simple as breathing, but I had to maintain attention on the Honkai beasts, especially when they were snapping at the leash I held.


It was mid afternoon when Himeko made me stop, around 5 hours since we'd landed here. She passed me a bottle of water, and as I drank, she began to speak.


"I think we can safely rule out that you're a frontline Herrscher. You're certainly tougher and stronger than most humans, but not so much that you're immune to… say, even anti tank weapons, which is… unusual."


"What do you mean?"


My voice wavered a bit, I'd only realized after sitting down how utterly mentally exhausted I was from the attempt to create that Honkai creature, and that water had vanished as quickly as it felt that Himeko had given it to me.


"I mean, it's rather unusual for Herrschers to genuinely struggle to deflect anything beyond roughly high caliber artillery deployed en masse. Especially for such complexity of marks. You mentioned your senses expanded, right? Have you experimented with that at all?"


I shook my head, before something she'd said earlier clicked.


"You mentioned that you thought I had already awoken, what if… I haven't awoken yet?"


Himeko frowned.


"Then… we would need to be very, very cautious. Awakening as a Herrscher is… a process like a trigger event, influenced from without and within, by the will of the Honkai in my world, as well as extenuating circumstances. Though I must admit, it would explain your lack of resilience to larger scale destruction. Perhaps we should train you as a Valkyrie, then…"


She trailed off, and the creature in my hands finished infusing with Honkai radiation. I'd tried something a little different this time. With more of the radiation poured into the creature as I'd gone for thinking purely of a defender.


The spider was not much larger than a tarantula, and it had 6 legs, instead of the normal 8, I could feel it's intelligence, but only vaguely, and I could feel the commands it wanted to emulate, the natural desires to hunt and breed mixing with the desires I'd had when I created it, to defend, to protect. Me specifically first, but then others that were important. Chief among them was Himeko and my Father.


The spider's front legs and its pedipalps had been fused into a pair of large, clublike appendages, each one capable of projecting? Something? I wasn't sure, and spoke to Himeko, still lost in thought.


"I… think this one worked out well?"


Himeko looked up at me from a thick journal she kept on hand at all times. She snapped it shut and came over to inspect, carefully looking at the small creature, she held out a hand, and with a thought, the spider leapt onto it.


It lacked eyes, but it's other senses… more than made up for it. It had, at least when I was looking through it, a sort of… echolocating soundwave that constantly pulsed from a small organ in the abdomen of the creature. The pulses were fast, and the creature's enlarged brain was the only real way that it could see through this sudden onset of noise. Although depriving it of its sight had bizarrely helped in that task.


"No eyes… no ears or visible sensations… is this pulsing thing letting it see?"


Himeko had flipped it over, exposing the pulsing organ and tapping her finger against it. Each tap felt… strange, with looking through the senses of the creature, the foreign yet familiar sound blaring into the creature's senses and, as far as I could tell, knocking it somewhat silly. But that wasn't important, and I could multitask. I nodded to Himeko, and she flipped it back over, before continuing to ask questions.


"Other unique additions? Or just strong and fast like all Honkai are?"


I nodded, pointing to the frontal, heavy plated pieces of the creature itself. Then I spoke to head Himeko off.


"Can pulse, concussive force, useful to knock an enemy out. I messed with its webbing, I think, it can spin it faster and… draw it from somewhere else, not sure where. But… yes."


Himeko nodded, pointing to another piece of the Ocean Queen, a chunk of the hull.


"Lets try the pulse on that, ok? No issues with control?"


I shook my head.


"I've overpowered it, if I don't feed it my radiation it will just wither and die, it doesn't generate any radiation I can feel, seems to just draw it from me in thin waves. Those crystals on its back, they're… a charge, effectively."


Himeko raised an eyebrow.


"Impressive, would never have thought of making mechanical analogues more than living beings, maybe that's the difference?"


She nodded for me to begin the test, and I mentally snapped the spiders leash.


It scuttled forwards on Himeko's shoulder, raised its feelers, and clapped the heavy plate-like limbs it used together, harshly.


It made no sound… which was the oddest part, but the wave of destructive force carved a neat line into the ground and dented the Ocean Queen's hull, cracking it slightly along fault points in the fiberglass.


"Is it too strong?"


I'd winced after looking at the damage, and Himeko seemed to concur, nodding slightly, before she turned back to me.


"We'd better destroy it then, right?"


I couldn't keep my voice clear of the dejection, I knew I could change and mess with this creature more, I knew I could keep it working, I just needed some mechanical parts, and some other pieces from some flies or something. But I knew I was close. I just needed to study it a bit more.


"You have full control, right?"


I nodded once more. Himeko smiled at me and then patted my shoulder.


"Is your home in range of you right now?"


I nodded, it was just barely on the outside of my range… but it was there.


"Send this little beastie home, and keep him on orders to run and hide from people and die if he can't run or hide, then keep him and keep messing with him."


I nodded, unable to help the slight smile that grew on my face as Himeko let her own smile shine. She really smiled a lot, and it made me feel warm, feel seen.


"Oh, and… I'm proud of you for wanting to keep experimenting, and for knowing your own abilities. A Lot of Valkyries and, I suspect, your parahumans didn't and don't know their strengths, let alone weaknesses, so the fact you're so committed to learning them is a big step."


She allowed a brief, dark cloud to cross her face.


"It will also help keep you alive."


Himeko smiled, and the darkness broke, and I felt my face light up in a pleased flush as I sent the beastie home, telling it to stick to the sewers and hide and run from people. It… obeyed completely, and was home before I really could process just how fast it had moved. But… fairly fast. Fast enough to be comparable to humans, which was a startlingly large surprise.


Spiders couldn't… usually run that fast, and it made me worry slightly… a worry I expressed to Himeko herself.


"Um… it's faster than most spiders, and… people too."


Himeko nodded, nothing I did seemed to really catch her off guard in the wake of the last announcement, literally nothing, in some cases.


"Mhm, Honkai creatures are fast, really fast, some can be slow, but slow for them is still rather rapid, so… what does that mean if you have to put some of your summons and creations down?"


I flinched slightly as she reached out and ruffled a bit of my hair. I wasn't… very ok with physical touch yet, and Himeko took her hand away fast, before choosing to ignore that it had happened for the moment, but… knowing her? She'd be talking about it later with me.


"So, what else, we've established you can modify and mess with bugs, your senses are grossly expanded. Did you have a list of just what you can see yet?"


I flinched slightly, not quite used to casualness from my… mentor? Surrogate mother figure? Aunt? I had no idea what to call Himeko.


"I have better, everything… than humans at least. I can see farther and clearer, smoke doesn't seem to remotely incapacitate me. I can detect people at distances that go far beyond any normal sense… and I can see parahumans… or at least Valkyries."


Himeko noted that down, before asking a question.


"Are you sure about parahumans?"


I shrugged.


"No. I can detect the difference between you and a human, because you're running hot, Himeko. Much hotter than normal humans and I'm actually surprised you haven't noticed it yet."


She smiled at me and answered evenly, but… was that slight hesitance in her voice?


"My stigmata, actually, they're making my body run hotter because part of the way the artificial ones work is by strengthening how fast just about all of my body's processes go. Including the rate at which my neurons and nerves can understand and uptake signals. My hormones are boosted, and my natural regeneration is pretty much through the roof. But… that's where the issues begin."


I nodded, Himeko had mentioned that even if she had artificial stigmata on hand, she'd not give them out to anyone, for any reason, no matter what. She'd said there was too much at risk and at stake at the time, but that it also wasn't the time. Now… Himeko sat down on a chunk of buried fiberglass and tugged her cloak around herself, suddenly shivering.


"The implantation of Artificial Stigmata shortens one's lifespan dramatically. To such an extent that my body, if not being sent into combat zones, had an expected life of around 25 years, counting the time I'd lived. I was 29 when I arrived here, and I honestly had expected to die from the Stigmata burning out… but now I feel… fine, to be frank."


She paused and smiled at me again.


"I can only assume that you played some role in that, although I apologize for making you a Herrscher candidate."


She seemed unwilling to say more, and I didn't want to push her, instead turning back to the boat, she spoke once more.


"So, Taylor, let's see about getting those eyes to vanish, yeah?"


I smiled, and Himeko threw a battery of actual physical exercise at me. I'd not been running since the locker, and because of that, and the decay and healing I'd had to go through as a result of the locker, well, and the fact Panacea's healing had cannibalized a good chunk of who I was to heal me. I had work to do.


I was wrong. So very wrong.


Himeko wasn't a mother figure, she was a demon, a superbly, unfairly pretty devil from the pits of hell sent to torment me.


I tilted forwards and my face headed for the sand, only for Himeko to step in, snag me with her arms and catch me.


It was unfair how good she was at reading my exhaustion.


"Well done. We've got a solid baseline on how strong you started, and… you are, superior vastly to most humans. Especially with stamina and endurance."


I looked up at her, the praise making me blush again, and she nodded.


"Congratulations on running a double marathon in 3 hours, you'll only be going up from here~!"


I stopped moving, trying to be sure of what she said, before giving up and flopping into the sand at her feet. I wasn't angry, just… everything felt like it was on fire.


Really the most unfair part was that Himeko refused to have the grace to look even remotely tired or tuckered out, and no traces of makeup that she had to be wearing, because I refused to believe she looked *that* good naturally. Seemed to have been disturbed during the exercise.


The double marathon hadn't even been the only thing she'd made me do, pushups and situps, ab workouts until I'd felt like my body was going to die, lifting chunks of metal that threatened to break every part of me down.


Now? I was exhausted and felt like I was overheating, and I was dreading when my body cooled enough that the January air would wreak its actual havoc across my body in the form of arctic winds from the bay.


That… would honestly be the worst.


"Ok! So, with that done, you're faster and far more enduring than humans, you're a low level superhuman by my standards, but to a fairly high degree~! Ready to play with sharp objects?"


I looked at her in horror, and Himeko dumped a kitchen knife blocks contents out on the ground.


"Are you going to be trying to cut me with those?"


Himeko shrugged, before replying.


"When you say it like that, it makes it sound like I'm trying to kill you."


I laughed, and she chuckled alongside me, before returning to a slightly serious gaze.


"Still, better this than out in the field, huh?"


"What do you mean?"


Himeko frowned, poked me on the nose, and then began.


"You need to know how strong you are, so you know when you need to play the dodging game. Normally, we'd have a high tech testing range for this sort of thing, but we don't… so knives are going to be a fairly good bet!"


I glared at her, looking towards the bay.


"Doesn't the PRT have power testing rooms for this exact purpose?"


Himeko looked like a cat caught with the canary, before she started to speak.


"Hm. Well, yes, but I'm rather wary of the PRT at this moment. I'll need a few more bits and pieces of testimony and evidence from a friend before I make any judgements. But for now, we'll avoid them, ok?"


I nodded and held my arm out.


As we found out, it took most of Himeko's strength to even slightly damage my skin, at least, her strength without her armor on, because, in her words. She didn't feel like "boiling half of the ship enough that any idiot with a bright idea will figure out there's a new hero in town who has fire powers."


I… couldn't really blame her at all, given that as the reason. Nobody liked flashy or big capes doing… well, anything. Although with her earlier display I was startled no one had found her yet.


But it was what Himeko was now looking at that was… something weird.


"Say, Taylor, how do you feel about wandering around in the ship graveyard looking for something?"


I couldn't help myself.


"You've made me run all over it, what could we have possibly missed!?"


Himeko grinned, before she pulled her sword from behind her back, the blade was fragmented, ending only ⅓ of the way up from the hilt, but as she pulled it free, she muttered, in the most stereotypical, over the top pirate voice I could imagine, accented heavily by her native Japanese accent.


"TREASURE, ME MATEY, TREASURE!"


Her bellow was loud enough that I clapped my hands over my ears as a momentary flash of anxiety flooded over Himeko herself. But she smiled when I started laughing, and sheathed her sword across her back a moment later. What I was stunned to see was that same sword vanish completely in front of me, disappearing into what looked like thin air.


"Himeko… where'd your sword go?"


The woman smiled at me, flipped her cape up, and I could see a number of recently patched holes in the armor she always seemed to wear, the outfit she called a "battlesuit". She seemed to be choosing her words carefully as she thought about it.


"My battlesuit has a weapon coded to it, this is the primary piece of that weapon, through use of technology that I can't really understand, let alone tell you much about, it shunts the blade into a pocket dimension that while I can't locally control it, it's always there, and by extension, always ready if I need it."


"Isn't it broken?"


Himeko leaned in and whispered.


"Armsmaster may think he's secured the pieces and pulled one over on me, but the blade can recall its pieces back to itself if it becomes relevant. I just haven't been involved in something that's big enough to justify such a thing, so I've let him keep the metals. Maybe he'll be able to learn something about the blade the people in my time weren't able to, no~?"


I nodded, at some level it made sense, but I couldn't… parse Himeko's bizarre attitude towards the PRT. On the surface level she seemed the perfect hero for them, personable, charismatic, beautiful, and very clearly skilled in combat. But then the underlying layer painted a picture of someone who would tolerate the local PRT elements at best.


It flew against the image of the calm, collected badass she'd initially appeared to have. Especially because of the way the woman would sometimes get when she thought no one was looking.


Earlier, Himeko had been staring at the boat graveyard, just… looking at the mire and muck and ruin, and a hard bitten, angry look had curved her features into a snarl. But I wasn't even sure why she was so angry, if it was just the waste of material… but it felt like it ran deeper.


Now though? She was positively… jolly, happy to dart and even skip through the muck, and seriously, she had to be a parahuman, because no normal person I knew would ever have that kind of ease in walking through a mud pit on heeled boots. I don't care how elegant and powerful she was, that was just utterly breaking of reality.


I was not jealous that she wore the extra 6 inches of height better than my frame.


The mere suggestion was absurd.


But as she danced around through the muck, occasionally looking back to make sure I was keeping up with her, I noted that she was moving towards a section of the boat graveyard. A section that seemed… wrong, to my gaze.


As I approached her position, she asked me pointedly.


"Do you see it yet?"


I shrugged, not entirely sure.


"Do you mean the… wrongness, over there?"


I pointed vaguely, and Himeko clapped once and nodded.


"Excellent, the Hyperion had a few pieces land near here, and I'd like to lay claim to the bits that the PRT really shouldn't get their hands on, as well as let you try and take some of the radiation on."


I shivered, the thought was… scary, Himeko had told us about the radiation, about the dangers and the worries she had when it was concerned.


"Should, should we be worried?"


Himeko looked at me and giggled, before doubling over laughing.


"Oh darling Taylor please. You and I are resistant to the radiation, and you, being a Herrscher candidate? You're straight up immune, you could consume the radiation that I produced in my previous life in a single day and it likely wouldn't do anything worse than mildly interest your tastebuds!"


Then she was moving forwards, and I had no choice but to follow her further, and deeper, until we stood just in front of that area of "wrongness".


Himeko reached out and rapped on something, and after a moment, recited something in a language that she claimed was Japanese, but it seemed to bear no actual similarities between what she'd spoken and what Miss Alice had sworn in.


Then again, I was hardly an expert on the language.


But clearly, that had done something, as hexagonal plates of the area began to disappear, revealing a large, darkly plated section of something that my powers tingled at. But I found out… equally quickly as to why Himeko didn't want anyone coming near here. The moment I landed bugs on the structure to survey it, they began to die from the Honkai radiation. It was thick around the stuff, built up and violently concentrated.


Himeko reached around the corner. Where she was now she faced a sort of bulky elevator, with thin glass partitions, the thin screen at the top read something I couldn't make out, but was clearly important. Himeko idly messed with a control panel, then sighed, and ripped the entire door off with her bare hands.


I'd not seen her do something like this, I'd heard she'd done it to the lockers after she'd torn me free, to make the stretcher she carried me to the hospital on, but seeing the metal and plastic bend around her fingers as she made a large enough handhold to tear the assembly open was… quite different. I'd been lifting heavy chunks of stuff all day, but the way these pieces were shaped and treated, everything I could tell about them suggested that they were less heavy and less strong than the materials that made up the elevator car in front of me.


Himeko shrugged, before she stepped forwards, into the ruined car, and began to tear more chunks of metal out. But, after a moment, the sounds stopped, and her head poked back around the corner.


"You want to help or try your hands at this?"


I shook my head, holding up my hands.


"I d-don't think I can, right?"


She laughed again, that soft smile coming over her face as she extended a hand to me.


"Come on, do you think I had you doing all that exercise for nothing?"


I stepped into the darkness and saw Himeko shifting to one side to let me at the armored bulkhead just ahead. I was reminded, immediately, of the exhibits I'd taken with dad and mom to navy ship museums. The door to the bulkhead was secured, with a number of handles on the front of it, or… no, those weren't handles, Himeko had torn them into the metal.


"Here, latch on and pull when I say so. Ready?"


I slotted my fingers into the space left behind by hers, and braced my feet. Himeko stepped forwards and began to adjust my posture, forcing a step out here slightly, then adjusting my waist just so.


"I'm tweaking your form here, don't want you straining anything, now do we?"


I shook my head, as Himeko stepped back and said.


"Now, pull as hard as you can."


I pulled, and my arms screamed at me, but as I watched, the door began to crunch and scream and shift, and eventually, was pulled clean off its hinges. Himeko smiled at me as I staggered, her hands catching the heavy piece of metal, which she set outside the elevator behind us, before looking inwards.


"Mmm, the engineers hated me for doing this to the armories, but I was always a fan of theatrics."


She clapped her hands twice, and a flickering series of pale lights sprang to life around the small room.


It was octagonal in shape, and missing many of the weapons that might have once denoted its presence as an "armory". With nothing but empty racks where they once stood, but a few remained.


The construction of the room was gunmetal gray and white highlights, with varying pieces cut out and into the walls for illumination.


"How are the lights still working?"


Himeko took a moment to answer, she'd pulled a pair of glasses from somewhere on her suit and was studying a small piece of paper that had hung near the door.


"Backup generators linked to the armories, limited power, and they'll run out soon, which is why we ripped off the doors over just using my access codes to get into the system."


"Is this also about the PRT?"


"Someone's been paying attention, yes, in part because I don't trust them, and in part because they pissed me off by taking my sword away from me under the guise of it being "involved in a crime.""


Himeko shook her head in disgust as she finished the statement, and I watched her set the piece of paper down, before she snapped a finger and a brilliant flame, pure white, appeared on the edge of her palm.


I could feel the temperature rise as she held it to the paper, burning it to nothing in seconds, then, she put the light out by blowing on her fingers.


"Okay~!"


She stood and surveyed the armory.


"Pick one thing, except the big rifle, I'm keeping that one."


I looked about, finally looking at the weapons, the big rifle was… self explanatory, the thing looked like a long rifle, with a massive structure on the front and a large scope, plated in white, it glowed faintly with light until Himeko picked it up.


As soon as she touched it, she staggered, and as I put a hand on her shoulders to steady her, she sucked in a breath.


"Whoo… that is, something. Who would have thought the old man put something like… this down here."


She barely whispered, the lines on the rifle lighting up red with energy, as it began to siphon… something from Himeko herself, faint lines of red energy into the weapon. She slung it over one shoulder, and a "click" announced it becoming locked in that position.


I surveyed the area again, before asking.


"Why not take everything?"


There were perhaps… two to three dozen weapons here, and I felt that there was something important about them. Something important that was here. I stepped forwards, moving past the carbines, past the racks of effective, if not useful projectile ammunition. Looking to my left and right, surveying for something that wasn't right.


Certainly the weapons that Himeko had been studying, the Honkai pistols and carbines and the large rifle, those were important, derived from… something relevant to what I was now. The feeling played out against my instincts again, and I couldn't quite grasp what I was looking for.


Until my fingers found it floating in the air and pulled it free with a hiss and a snap as reality bent and flexed correctly for once.


I was left holding… something that looked vaguely like a lance, twirled white and black with a single band of orange around the midsection. It had carved a deep furrow into the floor of the room, piercing there and staying there. But I felt something… something was incredibly important about this thing, I just couldn't figure out what it was.


Himeko sucked in a breath as she caught sight of it, and stepped closer.


"Hmm, one of Void's calling cards."


"Wait, you said you fought her, right?"


Himeko nodded.


"Yup~"


She popped the p, seeming to enjoy just the sound it made in english, before continuing.


"Right before I fell here, actually. Don't really know how that particular thing got all the way over here, but… I don't know why Void left it cloaked, she never seemed the type to enjoy the subterfuge or sabotage routes."


She reached out and tapped the spear lightly.


"Hmm. Seems to be absent any remnants of her powers, is it something you particularly want?"


I shrugged again, it wasn't so much that I wanted… well, any of these, just that there was something that had pushed me towards that thing in particular. I didn't, well, really know why.


I poked it, and was surprised when the lance itself floated up from the ground and took its place slightly behind me, floating with the tip, unnaturally sharp, poised just over my shoulder, ever so carefully present.


I knew, instantly, that with a thought I could have it accelerate to beyond terminal velocities, and with its hardened tip and reinforced construction? It would punch through the walls and floor of this armory with no real damage incurred. Not really much of… well, anything, could stop the lance as it pierced the fabric of space to deliver a vicious, painful death to its targets.


I shuddered, knowing that the lance wasn't… solid, it looked and felt solid, absolutely, but the entire thing was really just a construct of collapsed and folded space itself, colored in a way I could see. It was unaffected by inertia, gravity, or much of anything, and I had a suspicion that if anyone tried to stop it from hurting them? It would punch through them.


There was an almost… smugness that radiated from that weapon in the aftermath of that realization, and I was only shaken out of it when Himeko placed a hand on my shoulder.


"I'm ready to go, did you only want the lance? Or something else?"


I cast a hesitant look around, and studied the remaining pile of weaponry. Himeko held in her hands a small cylinder, with a couple dozen more scattered about the pile, and I knew, instantly, that they were thermite grenades.


I frowned, a spike of pain jamming into my forehead as I tried to figure out how I'd known that the device in her hand was a total match to a Mark 8 Radiation Purification and Equipment Safeguard. Otherwise known as a thermite grenade, and the pain didn't seem to go away when I tried to figure it out.


Himeko poked me in the cheek, trying to get my attention and I looked up at her, a slight smile remaining on her face even if her golden eyes shone with worry and a touch of sympathy.


"Are you alright?"


I shrugged.


"I don't know… but what's with the pillbug?"


The word had spilled out of my mouth before I could react, but Himeko was now staring at me, curiously. My hackles felt like they were rising slowly, I wondered if this was where the illusion would break, if this was where the trust I'd put in Himeko would be rewarded with backstabbing.





Himeko


The girl had frozen when Himeko had begun to study her, and her body language had begun to subtly alter towards threat, but Himeko hadn't cared, she'd needed to assess the girl for any possibility of void returning.


She didn't want to chance it, but there was simply too much at stake to allow her to pass by on nothing.


But… she found nothing like the cold, hard, monstrous brutality in Void's eyes like that of Taylor Hebert's. While Void would have known the name of the grenade simply on principle, this girl shouldn't have, and her sudden blurting out of the common name, shared among the troops for its odd shape when stacked with others of its kind, didn't bode well.


As she released Taylor, she took a moment to review that the contents of this subarmory of the Hyperion was truly stripped to the core.


Sure she'd taken what she could only guess was an honest to the Goddess particle rifle from the central tube in the room, but the other Honkai derived weapons there were exotic and equally useful.


Certainly, nationwide conflict was simply not a thing in her world, but smaller scale engagements between just Schicksal and World Serpent had been common enough for the way that the Honkai use projectiles and particles to begin to be researched in full.


However,


That was secondary to her purpose here. Which was recovering what she could scavenge, giving Taylor a few "souvenirs" to temper her urge to experiment with her Honkai powers when not around Himeko, because while she trusted in Taylor's desire to do good, the Honkai had made Kiana its puppet before her, and Taylor was far less morally aligned than Kiana had been.


With that said, the discovery of one of Void's/Sirin's subspace lances had sent a chill down her spine, if that… thing had followed her here, it might truly be over. Even if Kiana was in control, she was so monstrously powerful awakened that the unprotected, and unsecured residents of this world would stand no chance.


"Here, this, for you~!"


Himeko pressed the grip of a heavy barrelled Honkai pistol into Taylor's hands, the weapon was ungainly and massive, too massive for humans to fire comfortably, but it wasn't meant to be fired by human hands. In any case, the weapon didn't feed magazines either, but instead fed on the radiation present within all Valkyries, and to a lesser extent, Herrschers. Although the weapons power cell was small, mostly meant for C class valkyries, where it could charge to full and provide a measure of cover if a sudden outbreak happened.


Of course, what actually came out of the barrel depended on the Valkyrie using it. Himeko had fired such weapons before, and they generally resembled superheated slugs of energy, or they had before she'd come here. Then again, she'd discovered her affinity for a greatsword before needing to actually get used to the projectile weapons.


She'd not fired one in quite some time, actually, and wondered faintly if they would even be able to charge.


That wonder was answered when Taylor's weapon pinged once, and showed a bright green signature on the rear of the weapon, near its power cell.


"Hmm, well, it appears it's taking to your radiation just fine, no need for further calibration?"


The girl shrugged, she liked to do that, it seemed, or she wasn't sure, both were good options in Himeko's opinion.


"I don't know, it feels… maybe a bit too light? But there's nothing I can tell that's wrong with it."


She held out the weapon for Himeko, and the older woman merely shook her head.


"Hang onto it, it'll charge to maximum but then seal off so it doesn't overcharge and blow the battery cell out. But, while we're here, you might as well take your pick of either a carbine or a rifle as well. Just not mine, ok?"


Taylor nodded and let her eyes roam about the cabin, before settling on a long barrelled rifle, the kind one might find in a valkyrie squad specialized around scouting or skirmishing. She moved to it, and scooped it up in her arms, studying the length and fit of the barrel.


Himeko spoke, the words easy for her tongue to come to.


"Mm, Good choice, recoil kicks like a bastard, so be aware. It'll be a long road before you're shooting that thing at anything, especially when we don't know what your particular radiation will do to the projectiles in that rifle."


"Does it change based on the radiation?"


Himeko shrugged, it was her turn to voice uncertainty, an easy task.


"Well, maybe not the radiation, mine pretty much always came out as some form of temperature violations, lots of super hot stuff, with very occasional cold, but that's because my area of expertise as a Valkyrie was always thermal manipulation and prowess with such things. Others specialized in different areas."


Now, however, with a long rifle and pistol for Taylor, and several choice pieces of the better gear for her own arsenal, whenever she finally found a place to store these things safely, Himeko flipped the pillbug in one hand, tugged the pin out and held the spoon in place.


"Taylor, if you please, cover your eyes and head out the way we came in."


Then without a second thought, she tossed the grenade and backed away from the soon to be a flaming wreck of varying pieces of very expensive technology.


A part of her wanted to wince at the cost to replace this, but that part of her was drowned out by the equal opportunity cost of denying the PRT and, really, the villains, any chance to get at these. The PRT had had days to quarantine this zone and discover the armory, if at this point they still hadn't? There was, and could really be, no further delay.


She'd finished backing out of the armory when the rest of the thermite grenades caught, and the pillbugs triggered with a rushing hiss within the hull section. Within easy seconds, they would scourge and burn a clean hole directly through the compartment and then into the walls around it. Melting the futuristic equipment left behind and destroying anything that Himeko couldn't take with her directly.


A shame to lose that equipment, but better than the alternative. If even one or more of those weapons filtered into the gangs… she'd seen enough of what people called "Tinkers" to know that they might be able to figure out how to jury rig at least the batteries for detonation, and those batteries were unconscionable risks.


Although speaking of, she stopped near the edge of the graveyard and trained her ear.


A series of popping, fizzling bangs announced it as each of the well maintained Honkai weapons went off with loud popping noises, the battery and power cells cooked and breached by the thermite grenades, turned to useless slurry, over a Honkai dirty bomb.


"Well, that's done, I've finished with your training for the day… are you going to be ok if I leave you for the day?"


Taylor shifted uneasily at Himeko's words, and the older woman frowned, not that the girl saw it.


"Taylor… what's wrong?"


The girl stiffened sharply, but Himeko had not been born yesterday, had not been put in charge of St. Freya's valkyries for nothing. She knew what it looked like when a teenager tried to hide things from her, and it never went well for either of them.


For a moment, she closed her eyes, remembering the stupid, the dedicated, and the suicidally overconfident. Slain on their opening missions because she'd been learning to read them at the time.


She wouldn't lose another. Not this time.


"Taylor… please, what happened? Is this relevant to yesterday?"


Taylor seemed to almost shrivel up. Himeko made her way closer to the girl, slowly and always in her field of view. She sat down next to the girl on the edge of the road, years ago, before the container ship had been sunk, this was a barricade that separated the road from the waters of the inner bay. Now it was simply dry and slightly rusted barricades propped up by a large pile of rocks. No cars thundered past the two women, and wouldn't until late that night, Himeko tugged Taylor to the barricade, made certain she sat down on the edge, and then sat down herself.


"Until you're ready, I'll be here. Whenever you feel like you can speak, just let me know."





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Given that it seems that QA seems still linked to Taylor as its likely developing her Herrscher Core....

There is a non Zero chance that QA may be absorbing herself Honkai Energy i in order to trascend from Shard... Into a Herrscher itself, the Silicon based physiology that QA likely gleamed from Taylor and the glimpse of the also changing Himeko...

It would probably allow her to, while sacrificing a part of its own power, to finally break away from the commands that restrict her.....
 
Ok, so some of the discussion in 1.6 didn't seem to flow well, so I've snipped a few parts:
Taylor sat beside her, more out of, Himeko suspected, detached curiosity than anything else.
She is sitting
"Be seated, Taylor Hebert, this will take some time, and I don't want you to be uncomfortable."
She was already sitting
he suppressed his terror that I would harm you further,
Danny was obscenely happy she rescued Taylor, not sure where this so called terror came from
While many of them are condemned to fight against humanity in the will of the being that gives them their power, I suspect, that you and I are now… free, of such chains."

Taylor flashed her a look of terror, unadulterated terror, and she began to curl up in on herself
Yet again, what is it with this use of terror, Taylor was being told that she wasn't under mind control and gets utterly terrified?
Taylor continued to shrink in on herself, but Himeko had to keep going, had to keep it truthful, even if it hurt, because she could only rebuild Taylor after she knew the truth of the curse that Himeko had saddled her with.
You've used shrink at least 6 times by this point, she is now the size of a gnome.
Also, she is cursed with still being alive...right.
Taylor looked at her, really looked at Himeko.


"You're so… good."
Bleh, please don't tell how awesome other characters are.

Thanks for the chappy.
 
Ok, so some of the discussion in 1.6 didn't seem to flow well, so I've snipped a few parts:

She is sitting

She was already sitting

Danny was obscenely happy she rescued Taylor, not sure where this so called terror came from

Yet again, what is it with this use of terror, Taylor was being told that she wasn't under mind control and gets utterly terrified?

You've used shrink at least 6 times by this point, she is now the size of a gnome.
Also, she is cursed with still being alive...right.

Bleh, please don't tell how awesome other characters are.

Thanks for the chappy.


Thanks for the proofreading! As for the last one... I tried other variations of shock with Taylor but I couldn't actually find anything that felt as true to the girl realizing how shocking Himeko's presence actually is. Apologies if that felt strange.
 
Thanks for the proofreading! As for the last one... I tried other variations of shock with Taylor but I couldn't actually find anything that felt as true to the girl realizing how shocking Himeko's presence actually is. Apologies if that felt strange.
It kinda did feel strange.

OTOH you definately got across how Taylor has been starved of positive contact throughout the scene.
 
Gust Front 2.2
Amy Dallon





"Amy!! You promisedddd!"


Amy rolled her eyes flatly at Victoria Dallon, Glory Girl, as she stood behind her, hands on her hips and a frown on her face. The gesture was exaggerated, certainly, but her sister had never been particularly good at taking no for an answer.


Granted, part of that influence had to be her mom. Carol Dallon was an incredibly strict disciplinarian who expected total obedience, and well, expected more than that from Amy.


She had not been happy when Amy had fallen in love with metal and gothic literature.


She had been incensed when she'd bought makeup for herself and started to learn how to use it.


Even more upset the first time she'd seen the pictures of Panacea kissing another girl in public posted to PHO.


But in Amy's professional opinion?


Bitch could stuff it.


Carol was a good person. But she was not good people, at least, not to Amy. Which had led to her current problem, the woman trying to cut down on Amy's "adventures". Namely, the free healing and late hours she stayed at the hospital because she liked watching what her power did to people.


She'd tried to aggressively cut back at first, which had simply resulted in Amy sneaking out with Vicky's help.


She'd threatened to cut off Vicky's dates with Dean, which had ruined that plan, but it was fine. Amy could deal.


She just "forgot" to text she needed pickup, then called Vicky after her dates.


That had worked for quite a while, but Carol had caught on, and taken away her makeup.


She learned very quickly how terrible of an idea that was when Amy made natural makeup using plants and started using that.


Not that Carol knew it was the plants in her garden that grew it, but she just tore her daughters room apart until she found a single, forgotten bottle of lip gloss, in Vicky's favorite shade. Forgotten for so long that it had solidified.


In her rage, she'd screamed at Amy until Vicky had come in and idly said.


"Huh, I wondered where I'd dropped that."


Sure, she didn't smile in the moment, but she smiled afterwards, because seriously, how could Amy not smile after? It was ridiculous.


They'd sort of… settled, after that, with Carol not apologizing, because god knows she wasn't that kind of person at all.


But she'd noted very quickly that her mother had backed off, and so long as Amy didn't come home too late, and didn't bring other women into the house with her, she seemed to be fine with it.


Vicky was… taking it surprisingly well, although Amy was by no means a judge on that, she'd had to nearly neuter her emotional responses to her sister years ago, because the girl could not seem to get a single inch of control that didn't waver like grass in the wind over her aura.


The fact that it made Amy's stomach flip into knots at every turn was not a fun feeling, especially when it was immediately accompanied by her logic having to remind her very firmly that no, Victoria Dallon was not, and never would be on the dating table.


She shuddered subconsciously.


"Ames? You ok?"


Amy nodded once at her sister.


"Just… thinking about that woman…"


Vicky brightened instantly.


"The Vermillion Knight, right? How crazy is her costume!"


Amy laughed, sure, crazy… that was one word for it, then again, the massive sword hilt that hung over one shoulder and the window onto her… well, assets were the more important parts in her mind.


The fact it was so very obviously shielded by something had initially said something to Amy, an assumption of what kind of cape she was.


"Any idea of what kind of cape?"


"Fuck if I know, oh sister of mine, she's flashy as hell…"


Vicky paused, twirling end over end in midair.


"Do you think we'd get to meet her before the worst happens?"


Amy paused and frowned, medical details… nothing about that woman's body made any sort of sense.


The enhancements were just step one, the strange artificial structures that had been fused to her spine were another, and the natural ones growing in place of her abdominal muscles were a third. It made no sense that she could even be alive, with how much *extra* space was needed, and the worst part?


While she had a Corona Pollentia, it was silent, quiet, no sign of a gemma, anywhere! Not only that, half of it had been replaced by… the same material that made up her scars, a form of organic… resin? That was about the closest approximation she could think of, and it was so incredibly energy dense.


It was like lightning and molten energy had been pouring from her, drawing inwards and outwards with every breath, and Amy could see it, and she wanted to see more of it. Wanted to know what it could do!


Especially once she'd touched a hand to the other girl.


That one hadn't had the matured structures in her spine, instead, they ran along her veins like a patchwork quilt, and they weren't even active yet! Compared to Vermilion Knight's, they were inactive and only pale echoes of what they could be.


That meant so much, and a part of Amy desperately wanted to know more, to explore and figure out the specific part of her!


The structures were organic! They'd infested the girl completely, consuming her corona pollentia and gemma, like it was nothing, and yet she still had no idea what her powers were!


"Earth Bet to Amessssssssss~!"


Something prodded her nose.


"Wha- fuck offfffff."


She poked Vicky right back, who didn't have the good grace to look even remotely ashamed of herself.


"It'll be fun! It'll get mom off your back, and you promised you'd come and hang out with me more!"


Amy sighed, she… she did promise…


"Fineeeee, but no promises, ok? Especially because I'm probably not going to like the guy."


Vicky grimaced.


"Yeah I just… Dean said he was alright, but something about it gives me a bad feeling."


Amy shrugged.


"I can always give him cancer."


Scandalized, Vicky gently punched her on the shoulder and gasped.


"Noooo!"


Amy smiled at her sister, but being gay kind of ruined the appeal of men, in her opinion.


This was a mistake.


Fugly Bob's was a fixture of anyone who'd grown up in Brockton Bay, and it had been where Amy had expected Vicky to take her.


The rather gloriously well lit expanse of modern glass and design that sat in a corner of the primary docks had a glass and LED lightware sign on the front of it.


The Taste.


With the period on the end, it was the type of pretentious and expensive that Amy would never have willingly chosen to go to. Amy shot Vicky a glare that was every bit as savage as she intended it, but her sister calmly and ungratefully ignored her in favor of chattering with the blonde boy at her side. Dean Stansfield.


Had he bankrolled this trip to the restaurant?


Amy furrowed her brow, sure, the Stansfields were rich, but were they that rich? She wasn't fond of Dean for dozens of reasons, not in the least that he took Vicky away from her, and had done his annoyingly level best to be there for her when that was always Amy's place before.


She grit her teeth, tugging her hood up slightly. She'd get looks when they went in, and she knew that, had to know that. So why did Vicky bring her along to this?


It wasn't as if her face was popular or anything. It wasn't as if she was a world renowned healer who could damn near bring back the dead with a touch.


It wasn't as if her powers were so influential she was considered a strategic asset by her entire family.


No, it was that she emphasized the "worst" parts of the city in the eyes of people like Kaiser of the E88 and Lung of the ABB.


Who would have expected that her anarchist, goth tendencies pissed off both of them?


And being gay, of course.


She'd learned.


New Wave as a whole had learned.


"Victoria Dallon, it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance~!"


The voice that cut through her sister's conversation made an impression immediately on Amy.


Because it was oily. Sick like tar, she turned to face it and her eyes met the broad chest, and it was broad, of a young man who could have been Dean's older brother.


If Dean's older brother had reeked of "old money" and "entitlement". Blonde hair and a built form spoke to her and her power of careful exercise designed to maximize attraction first and foremost.


She flicked her gaze up and over him and looked to see Vicky's reaction, and it was pleasant, but forced. Clearly, her sister hadn't taken to the guy as much as Dean had praised him.


To say nothing of the way he smiled at Amy.


It felt like she was being examined, like a prized horse. His eyes trailed up her body in a way that made her shiver and want to crawl away.


The feeling rolled over her and she took an unconscious step backwards, shooting Vicky a warning glance, a glance that was reciprocated by a very faint, present nod from both Vicky, and Dean.


The worst kept secret in the Wards, Dean's alter ego of the Tinker "Gallant" had never failed to amuse Amy before. But now? Now she was incredibly happy to have the idiot alongside herself and Vicky.


She just hoped Vicky would see and watch him as closely as she would. Because that would turn out for the better of literally everyone.





Taylor Hebert





The boardwalk in the early afternoon on a weekday was quiet, and I supposed that was why Himeko had chosen to bring me here. I'd "not spoken" for enough time on that place by the boat graveyard for her to decide I probably wasn't going to talk about it with her. Which I couldn't, and wasn't… ready to talk about. Especially not about Emma and everything. How could I? Would she even understand how it had felt? Himeko knew about the bullying, but would it be possible for her to see the way I'd loved Emma as a sister? The way she'd cared for me? And how much more that had hurt when it had been twisted and violently corrupted away from me?


We'd visited mine and her home first after leaving, partially so she could remove the "souvenirs" from her little pocket dimension and put them in other places and storage for the both of us. She'd made me promise to keep one with me at all times, and to use it if I felt I had to to keep myself safe.


"I-"


"Take it. If not for just your own safety, then my peace of mind. This place is… dangerous in ways I am familiar with, and a weapon can change the way you're seen. Especially when you're willing to use it if it's necessary."


I'd swallowed roughly and tucked the weapon into a holster that slid onto my hips, before my sweater had tucked over it.


Himeko had wanted to fit me for an under the shoulder holster, but there hadn't been one in the stockpile we'd raided, and while she was confident she could easily jury rig something to that effect for us to use in a pinch, she didn't want to do that now. Something about "Lily showing up in her place randomly".


Why Himeko was confident she could explain the rather large gun safe that now occupied a chunk of her room more than the presence of amateur leatherworking was not something I wanted to know the answer to.


She'd had us move back to my house then, dropping off the other weapons I'd taken in a small safe in my bedroom with a note for my father taped to the top.


I still didn't know how she'd snuck both of us past the PRT guards sitting in front of the house. Or how she'd managed to be so quiet when we were inside.


"Himeko?"


Her head tilted slightly, to indicate she was listening.


"What's going to happen to my house?"


Her voice was gentle as she spoke.


"Well, if you'd like me to do so, I can decontaminate the entire building with my armor, or you can do the same thing with your own skills, if you'd like."


I frowned.


"Are you sure I can just… eat the energy?"


She laughed.


"Taylor, please, you've been soaking it up like a sponge since I took you to the boat graveyard."


It felt bizarre. Even now I wasn't quite sure how to feel about just sucking it all back in. My specific radiation had felt like an odd mix of my own and my father's presence, but intermixed was a touch of Himeko's own, and that had just felt…


Warm.


Warm like a cozy fire and a stove in winter, warm like fresh tea and cocoa. With all of it mixing together and giving me a sense that everything was going to be ok.


Himeko had smiled at me as I'd managed it, and she'd bundled me up in her cloak and moved as the PRT scientists began to shout about checking the house.


She'd floated through areas I thought we'd be seen in instantly, and nodded and moved through troopers like we weren't even there.


She'd explained on our way back through the city what she'd done as something involving a little Herrscher radiation and bending the way that we were seen.


"Have you always been able to do that bending piece?"


Himeko shook her head gently as we reached the boardwalk and piers. Before saying simply.


"No, I was much more of a front line Valkyrie. I suspect once again it's related to the effects of the radiation here. At home I wasn't able to take on much radiation outside of thermal Honkai emissions. Here? I can absorb pretty much any of the stuff around me, which is weird for a Valkyrie especially."


It was weird for a valkyrie… I guess, but… she'd said as a Herrscher candidate I could absorb all I wanted and it wouldn't hurt me in the slightest. Was Himeko the same as I was? I'd thought her eyes and the like had meant that she was, because no one else I'd ever seen had that same level of complexity…


But now I wasn't sure. Himeko could be the same as me, but I wouldn't be surprised if she was different in some fashion.


Maybe she bore a different Herrscher candidacy?


We wandered through the boardwalk contentedly as the conversation faded to silence. People would occasionally stop to look at us, I assume that was mostly because of Himeko being Himeko. Which is to say, pretty in a way very few people were.


"How about here?"


Himeko had stopped at an upscale clothing market. She looked at me with that faint smile she never seemed to ever let fall from her face, before tugging me inside before I could protest.


The store smelled clean and polished, and there were a trio of attendants dressed in the nice jackets and the like it sold wandering around. I… couldn't help but notice each one was an incredibly attractive person of some kind.


They nodded to Himeko and I, with genial and polite smiles on their faces.


Himeko moved through the store like she'd simultaneously seen everything here and was experiencing it all over again for the first time.


She hummed and I watched her, not taking anything of my own, but just watching how she took up clothing, hummed, and placed it back on the rack, before settling on a few pairs of plain black jeans, as well as white shirts, and finally… She passed by a section of leather jackets.


I saw the woman's eyes light up, and she turned from the rack to me and back again, considering, before she took a pair of jackets, one lined with a fluffy neck for herself, and a more traditional one for me.


"Wha- no no, I don't need anythi-"


Himeko shushed me gently, and pushed a few pairs of jeans and shirts into my hands, before she leaned in and said.


"Everyone deserves to feel like a badass sometimes, and leather jackets are badass universally. Just try the outfit on, look in the mirror and think about it while I try my own on, ok?"


I held my tongue, staring at her and wondering how someone could be so genuinely nice and kind without desiring a single thing in return. How could someone be so good in both word and deed? She didn't expect anything of me, how could she? She wasn't like some of the trio's hanger ons, who hung about looking to improve themselves. She didn't need my money, she wasn't wanting anything from me.


So why?


I was still thinking about this as I listened and changed.


The jeans were tight… tight enough to show off parts of my body I'd kept hidden in a desperate attempt to avoid attention from the trio.


The shirt was a button up, something that reminded me vaguely of my father and his dockworkers, who wore similar things, but this one was soft and comfortable… and it also felt oddly tight against my form.


As I finished, and shrugged on the jacket, I was surprised by the weight of the thing. It clung to me like a heavy coat, and settled comfortably around me. Something that I was sure had to be a quirk of the fabric… was it tinker made?


I looked at it more closely, feeling how the cut closed and the zipper came up to lock around me, and I smiled at my reflection, just a little bit…


Sure, it was still me, still the way I looked at myself, still the too wide mouth, the glasses and the plain face, and the utter lack of curves. And yet… it was me that I could be, if Himeko was right. I looked like… a bit of a hero, long hair flowing.


It was the kind of clothing that I imagined Alexandria or Challenger would wear, the stuff that someone who was more confident in what they looked like.


Was this something I could wear?


I stepped out of the changing room, carefully, nervously, a slight tremble in my movements as all the horrible thoughts and awful things Emma's ever said about me came boiling back to my mind.


"I knew it would look amazing on you."


Himeko was standing there, wearing her own outfit, a version of mine tailored seemingly towards making her look, somehow, even better.


A part of me wanted to loudly protest that. And that part spoke before I could stop it.


"No. I don't."


Himeko frowned at me, placing her hands on her hips before she spoke plainly.


"Young lady, I know fashion, take my advice, you are a beautiful person and you're going to make someone very happy one day."


She kept going, a few giggles breaking out of her lips.


"Goodness. You're so much like Mei…"


I frowned at her and she waved a hand.


"No, I don't mean that negatively… just, there's so much of you that reminds me of who Mei was. She… was quite the same, didn't know how pretty she was, same as you."


That got a genuine frown on my face.


Himeko just reached out and pointed to me.


"You look professional, more at home in your skin, and you've already forgotten the fact that you were nervous when you came out."


I looked away from her, because while she was right, I was entitled, I feel, to some form of angst in response. It was bullshit that she could read me so well, and I hated it.


"Right, I'll get us all paid up, do you want to wear that all out as we keep wandering around? Or do you want to go elsewhere or do something else?"


She'd left me to think about that as she passed by on the way to the register, and while I did follow her, I had to think about where, and what I wanted to do now. We could keep wandering around? Could keep doing… something? She'd wanted me to talk about things… but my thoughts kept wandering to my powers, to what I could do with them.


Bugs answered the mental call instantly, even the little spider… which… should have been out of my range?


I frowned, concentrating. It wasn't, I had no control over bugs near it, but I could see it clearly and feel it even from here. It could, and would still listen to my commands.


The local bugs made for a much clearer picture as I focused my efforts towards them. The swarm answered my call and flooded my senses with everything that was happening around me. All the sounds of joy and humanity burst to the forefront of my imagination and my ability to think and see. All of it flowed around me, and I smiled faintly. There was a pleasant part to using my power, to just letting it flex as it observed everything around me. The best part was that I was already getting better at managing the tremendous flow of information. I could set a sort of mental "key" up in advance that would alert me if a bug found something that matched that key! The best part was the way it could be as complex or as easy as I wanted it to be. The key could take the form of "the specific parts of Himeko's armor" or as simple as "black hair". It was truly amazing, and my little bugs could do it all!


I wanted to be a hero, Himeko, when mentioning it offhandedly, had to have known that much at least. But… What would I do with bug control? What could I do with it?


I knew the information gains I could get would be strong, but I'd had no idea just how strong they could be.


Not to mention the little spider, the modified one. I could tell that that would be game-changing, I just… needed a way to do it safely. A way that didn't take all my focus just to make one and keep it under control.


Himeko returned to me and shook me out of my stupor at that moment.


"Ready to go?"


I nodded mutely, and heard a slight snip as Himeko cut the tags from my clothing with…


Had that been her nails?


She took the lead as we left the store, and I followed as she made her way deeper into the boardwalk. But… I stopped. Staying behind.


I couldn't stop myself anymore, I had to experiment, had to figure out everything, and I had to figure out what I could and couldn't do with these powers. The more I delayed the worse that a sort of "itch" to explore and play got.


Himeko noticed my absence, and turned back to face me. Raising an eyebrow at my sudden stop.


"Do you want to call it here for today?"


I nodded. While it had been… fun, to spend the last part of the day with her, I wasn't comfortable in public like this… even now, I wasn't getting looks like Himeko was. Because of course I wasn't, but I wanted to just stop for today.


Himeko nodded to me, before she asked another question.


"Can you get home ok?"


I nodded, the city was easy enough to navigate from here even if I hadn't had my perfect awareness of most of my surroundings.


Himeko nodded and turned, vanishing into the crowds a moment after.


Perfect awareness… wait…


I hadn't always had that. What was causing that?


It took a moment to narrow down where the spatial awareness was coming from. It had slotted so naturally into who I was that I'd not realized or felt it. And it manifested identically to the feeling of my swarm. But it was very distinct from the swarm in general.


I kept moving, carefully sensing the way I knew where every part of other people in a small radius around me was. I could move… entirely with my eyes closed, I think.


I closed my eyes, and shut myself off from the swarm. I shouldn't be able to move naturally, shouldn't be able to navigate or see around me, and yet I could.


What-


Wait. The distortion was localized to a location just behind my left shoulder, and I could see how it was twisting the space around it. I could see what was going on with it, so what was happening to mess with it? What was causing it?


I concentrated and opened my eyes, and was greeted by the thing I'd recovered from the armory personally. A lance, long and twisted and black and white and orange. A lance that trembled with every single one of my breaths as it fought to be recognized and seen.


It wanted to be used, wanted me to assert… something over it? Something that would-


"Wake you up. Of course."


I froze. Middle of the street in the rundown area of the area surrounding the docks, perhaps a few streets away from my home.


The… thought is so sudden that I freeze. My theory that I hadn't awakened.


I turned to look at the lance, turned to stare at the weapon floating next to me.


It was giving me the ability to see around me, a remnant of Void's power?


I shivered, the way Himeko had spoken about Void, the way she'd spoken about her niece, someone she was so close to, and having to fight her, knowing that she might have to kill her, knowing that it was her or the planet.


Maybe… she did understand what it was like to lose a sister, to lose something like what I'd had with Emma.


I reached down into one of the cavernous pockets of the leather jacket, and wrapped cold hands around my wallet.


Himeko had paid for this and she'd told me everything about her past. Maybe she skipped out on details, but she'd chosen to put so much open, naked trust in who I was.


Was that because she was a good person? Or was that solely because she was… something else or something more? Did she want something from me?


No. She'd proven that by now, proven that she didn't want something… well, anything from me. She'd not wanted anything other than to train me, to use my powers well, to not suffer from misusing them or hurting other people. She didn't want me causing something horrible, something so horrible that it might break the planet.


She'd apologized for doing that to me, for cursing me in this way. That… that would make a lot of sense if she was doing it for my benefit now.


My thoughts returned to Emma, to the pier, to the urges that twitched through me every time I saw a stretch of dark water, even if they were weakening gradually.


A part of me clenched in anger, violent intent boiling through me as I considered who she was and what she'd done there. I had a suspicion that she'd used… something, maybe a power, maybe a tinker device, to mess with my head. A suspicion I wanted to test.


At the same time, my powers begged to be tested, and with the "souvenirs" that Himeko had given me, I even had a way of engaging with them slightly.


And… just like Panpan had said.


"Why did I have to be better than the bitches three?"


Maybe Himeko was right about the jacket.





Murata Himeko


The day had been successful, hopefully Taylor would keep herself out of trouble, but for now, Himeko was content to sit in her apartment, and wait for Lily to arrive with entertainment and food.


Said entertainment apparently coincided with someone that Lily had wanted her to meet. Named after their last conversation with each other.


"No protectorate, then?"


Lily had asked Himeko, the pair reclining on a sofa in Himeko's apartment.


"I… it means a lot, but I just, there are reasons for working with them, but I cannot join them."


Himeko had paused, before carefully choosing her next words.


"You are too reactive, and you don't do enough. I know you're outnumbered and outgunned… but there is just too much that doesn't make sense. I'm happy to work as an affiliate, to avail myself to your wards for training and equipment. But I cannot work with you all."


Lily had spoken then, quiet, apprehensive and sad.


"I'm sorry we've disappointed you so much."


Himeko had chosen her smile carefully, a sad one, gentle.


"It is just… too much like things I remember poorly, and I can't justify doing something like this again."


"I- I can't understand, can I? You've been cagey in some regards… but the way you say that makes me think you've lived more lives than I could dream of."


Himeko had laughed at that, and the evening had passed in companionable silence.


Now, she was expecting an arrival from the woman, with someone else at her side. Someone that Challenger had said would be a beneficial member to have working with her.


Someone who had impressed Lily was someone that Himeko had agreed with instantly to meet.


Lily, Challenger in her cape persona, had worked under the impression that she could enact change against the system from the inside. She'd fought desperately for that chance and worked hard, but…


To Himeko it was clear that she had failed in all but name. Frequently transferred, her history of teams left something to be desired, and it was bizarre from Himeko's perspective that no one seemed willing to retain the woman for more than a few months.


It wasn't even that Challenger wasn't strong, either, she was a powerful force manipulator that packed a heightened knowledge of her surroundings, skills, and the weapons in her hand, not to mention a minor, well, what the PRT called a "brute" package on top of that. She was a powerful cape that would have served well anywhere, or so Himeko had thought.


Once again, All_Seeing_Eye had painted a very unflattering perspective of the PRT, and they'd turned out to be right once more. Challenger hadn't seemed that bitter initially, but the more Himeko got to know her, the easier it was to see her bitterness manifesting in unique ways.


Lily didn't talk much about the Wards, for one, and when Himeko had pressed, admitted that she wasn't allowed near them at all. The PR of the PRT was concerned that she was a poor influence after a Ward had spoken out against another hero publicly after speaking to her.


The resulting fallout had torpedoed that hero's career and sent the Ward into a form of Protective Custody.


From that point onwards it had been difficult for her to find a team that would have served as a good home.


Until she'd come to Brockton Bay.


Fortunately, as she'd said, Piggot hadn't given a damn about her prior mishaps, nor did the woman particularly care for the PR side of things, and had assigned her immediately to her roster.


Now, Lily fought against the crime in the city and spoke faintly of deeper issues with the Protectorate.


Himeko had picked up enough of the subtext to conclude that Piggot was furious with an apparent "lack of support" that had permuted through the entirety of the PRT ENE branch. Something that she was fighting against at some level, but with low success.


This wasn't something that Himeko knew enough to deal with, at least, not from the standards of right now. Perhaps someone was undermining Piggot? Or her command staff?


It wasn't out of the question for someone to be interfering with it, Piggot had been a bigot, of course, likely prejudiced against capes, but that was something that she'd expected after meeting and hearing about the woman.


What she wasn't was incompetent, according to those who knew her.


A knock at the door startled Himeko from her complacence, and the woman finished setting the oven, closing the door gently before making her way to the door.


She'd been preparing food, she was hosting this meeting, afterall.


The door opened to admit Challenger, who hugged Himeko gently before stepping aside with an eager, gentle expression on her face.


"Major~! Did you bake?"


Himeko flushed at the sudden use of her title, especially given it was unwanted.


"I told you-"


"Yeah yeah, don't call you Major, Doctor Himeko."


She didn't seem even remotely sorry, grinning all the while as she stepped into the apartment and turned, beckoning.


"Yo~! Violet, you coming in?"


Stepping into Himeko's apartment was a woman who embodied perfection in all senses of the word and had Himeko stepping back to look up at her. She had to bend under the door to make her way in, and smiled gently at Himeko.


She was strikingly tall and wearing a casual suit, her hair framed a beautiful face, and standing at her full height, Himeko blushed a brilliant red. Because this woman was easily seven feet tall, towering over Himeko to such an extent that the woman had to look up at her visibly.


"Um…"


The entirely unexpected nature of the woman catches Himeko off guard. To such an extent that her blush remained on her face as she stood there.


The woman's hair was not a natural shade in the slightest, a pale purple that was as striking as the rest of her.


"Doctor Murata Himeko, meet Violet Beaumont, otherwise known as Narwhal."

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