[ACTIVATION 1.1]
I woke slowly. I remember… I remembered being shot. Back of the head.
It had seemed like such a small thing at the time.
I opened my eyes. Darkness. Pain, but not the sort to be expected after surviving a bullet. I looked further, trying to get a sense of my surroundings with my power. Something was in my radius, humanoid but not human. A Case 53? I couldn't spare the attention I would require to figure it out. He had been injured and then knocked unconscious with tremendous force judging by his enhanced durability. Not an immediate asset.
"You have a choice to make, Taylor Hebert," a voice said softly. The harmonics were strange, like she wasn't speaking in an open place. Her voice was familiar. A known quantity. The one I would never beat. The one who had shot me.
I knew she would be out of my range. Still had to resist the urge to look for her, take her.
"Choice?" I asked weakly.
"Between retirement and a continuation. Possibly even a resolution."
I didn't understand.
"There is a path to retain your powers. A path that would not give you the tools to become Khepri once more, but remain something… human."
I wanted it. Wanted it with an urgency I found startling, even alarming.
Was that desire mine? Or my Passenger's? Was there even an appreciable difference, at this point?
"There is a drawback, a cost" she continued. She hit something, and a sound reverberated through the air. Metallic, like a gong or a church bell. "This is a device with several basic properties. All of them contribute, for lack of a better word, towards 'evil.' In the interim, it will grant you a limited form of immortality and, more importantly for you, arrest any continued mental degradation."
Not sure if I liked the sound of that. 'Evil.'
"How… bad?" I asked.
"It will slowly corrupt the environment. Claim your 'soul' upon death, if you believe in such a thing, a 'copy' of your mind if you do not."
I tried to process that.
"Like… like fairy queen?"
Talking was getting easier, but names were still frustratingly out of my reach.
"Very much like Glaistig Uaine."
"Ah."
"Those that do the 'claiming' are gods, beings of cosmic might. They seek ingress into this world via this mechanism and extend their influence through it in the meantime."
I tried to parse that, but the image was less Scion trying to toy with Earth and more Faust bargaining with the Devil. Inexplicably biblical. It didn't really compute.
All I knew for sure was: "Cost… bad."
I could feel her nod, even if I couldn't see her. Bizarre. We didn't know each other that well. "It is already being paid, several times over. There are thousands of these devices on this planet, hundreds of them active. You can do good here," she said, without irony or expectation. "The activation of this one will not make a material difference one way or another to the fate of this planet. It is your choice."
I understood, and I didn't.
"Choice?" I repeated.
"Yes. I can bring you back. To Aleph or Gimel or some other world where damage is more limited. You would live out your life as Taylor Hebert."
I understood then. "No powers."
"No. Not without death within the month."
I wanted to rest. I wanted so badly to slip away and sleep.
But there was something else. Fear, perhaps? I'd lived so long with it that it was hard disentangling it from the rest of my thoughts. It was an impulse. A simple, irrational push. I couldn't be… I couldn't just be powerless. Not again.
As motivations went, it probably wasn't the purest.
"Will I?" I asked in a very small voice.
It wasn't a complete question, but she understood anyway.
"Do good? Be good? Maybe. I'd rather not look, not for something like this. It is… hard, not using this power. Not using it to see. To be sure, to be safe. But I think it's necessary. For change to happen."
I understood, on a level.
"My father? Friends?" I asked. I was relieved that I remembered them now.
"Your friends are preparing for their own role in what is to come. Your father is safe as I can make him," she paused and said, not unkindly: "You can join him, if you wish."
"Thank you," I murmured. At the scales that we operated at, had been operating at, my dad was a footnote. Less than that, maybe. And she had still taken the time to think of him. More than I had done while on the clock and fighting Scion. Then again, maybe it had been one of the many steps to a victory condition she had chosen. It might have even been a lie. I couldn't know.
Even so, if it were my choice, here and now…
"Let me help."
A whisper, a plea.
She nodded.
"The process is simple. The activation requires blood, will and power. The first has come from your wounds, the last your shard. But the choice must be yours."
I chose.
Something went wrong.
I could feel the difference. Something was unfolding in the back of my brain, and then tore its way out of my forehead, ghostly and insubstantial. Like a layer of cells, it blossomed tendrils extending for something, anything. And then a gray, glassy crystal exploded out, slamming into the ground twenty feet away with enough force to send rock and stone shooting into the air. I nearly lost consciousness. I felt weightless - was weightless, my body slowly rising.
A portal opened, maybe twenty feet away its presence unrelated to the activation of the device. Hexagonal holes in reality filling in with bright sunlight. I saw my surroundings for the first time, walls made of rock and dirt. I could see her too, her immaculate white suit still pristine, a tinker tech device held in her hand.
"Please," I said, struck by a sudden, childish impulse, "please don't... don't tell my dad."
My voice was too quiet to carry, my words barely whispers compared to the thrum of energy from the device. She turned to me, nodded ever so slightly and stepped through.
The portal collapsed behind her.
I felt more than a mere shadow of feeling.
There was another burst of energy from the device, a sound like bells, and this time I closed my eyes and let myself slip away.
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I woke faster, this time.
I felt... better. More whole. I could concentrate, could focus. If I had to ballpark it, I'd say I was at around fifty, maybe even sixty percent. Better than before, but I still wasn't sure if I could read or not. Perhaps that could be the litmus test, a gauge of how far I'd come, how much further I still needed to go.
Petty as it was, I really wanted to be able to read again.
I pushed outward, testing my senses, keeping my eyes closed, holding myself back from receiving too much stimuli. I would play this safe, walk before I tried to run.
There was a lack of obvious insect life, but I found four new presences in my range, each about the size of a small child. I frowned. However, they weren't the priority: the big guy was.
The pseudo-Case-53 was still lying on the ground where he'd been shot, blood dripping from both knees. A quick look with my power confirmed that he was already on the mend: the bullets had gone through cleanly and he had some sort of regenerative ability that wasn't directly tied to a shard but rather his physiological makeup. He'd be fine. Like before, I got the distinct sense he wasn't human. If I had to guess, I'd say he was closer to something like Nilbog's creations, except much more complex, much more refined.
Another species altogether, maybe? I was in a different dimension, it wasn't outside the realm of possibility.
I probably should have asked Contessa why she had shot him. The obvious conclusion was that he was hostile. The question was: was that hostility warranted or not? Had we intruded on his territory in claiming this device? Was he a guardian of some sort? Was I off the mark completely, was he in fact a Case-53, imprisoned here alongside me?
It probably said something bad about me that thinking about him as if he were a problem to be solved gave me a push, a boost of sorts. I felt more like me, more like Taylor Hebert, or Skitter, or Weaver, rather than Khepri. Was that why Contessa had left him there? A living prop to shore up my flagging morale?
Worse, was it working?
I shook my head. I was getting distracted, being suspicious and introspective during a time I should have been focusing outwards, using my time to scout the area and get a feel for what my priorities should be. It would be deeply ironic if I kept my powers and died of something as banal as thirst or starvation. Contessa hadn't exactly left a step-by-step manual on how to survive in this world, or much in the way of specifics on this 'evil device' I had activated. Would it poison nearby water sources? Kill crops and animals? Or was the corruption more insidious, something like a disease or worse, the Simurgh? She had mentioned 'influence' after all.
Perhaps I could find a way to de-activate it. Later, once I was sure such an action wouldn't send my brain dribbling out of my ears.
I had too many questions, too few answers. Frustrating. I'd had Tattletale, then the Protectorate, then both. Now I was flying blind, both figuratively and literally.
I zeroed in on the new presences, more than ready for a more practical distraction. They were childlike, both in stature and mental acuity. Distressed by my power's automatically imposed stillness, they kept trying to move, and kept failing. Feeling them push with such simple-minded regularity, unable to even conceptualize the idea that they were stuck and had to consider some other means of tackling the problem made me feel bad for them in the same way I might have felt bad for a dog or a cat that had been caught with their paw in a mousetrap.
I would have even assumed they were animals, if not for the fact that I could tell they were holding tools of some kind.
I opened my eyes.
I was in a largish room, eighteen to twenty feet across. Leading away from the room was a blocky, square-shaped corridor, beyond it, the device. Even from here, it was like I could feel it, maybe thirty-forty feet away. Without my swarmsense it was harder to judge distances. Torches had been lit along the walls at regular intervals. A consequence of the device's activation? Some other factor? Regardless, I would need to douse them as soon as it was practical: dying from easily preventable asphyxiation or smoke inhalation would be embarrassing. I didn't smell smoke so there likely wasn't an immediate need to be elsewhere, but I'd rather discover that they burned fuel and produced light without using oxygen, than discover the inverse when I started getting light-headed.
Dominating a significant section of the room was the pseudo Case-53. He looked like a Christian's idea of the devil, except grotesquely muscular, almost to the point of a caricature. It was as if someone had made a checklist and gone down the bullet points: hooves, horns, fanged maw, bright red skin. All he needed was a pitchfork and a pointy tail to complete the effect. He was also tall, well over seven feet not counting the ridiculous conical horns that sprouted out the top of his head and muscled to the point it was a off-putting. I turned my attention away from him.
In contrast, the four new arrivals were maybe three feet tall, each holding a pickaxe and a rucksack as big as they were. I consciously refrained from calling them dwarves. I couldn't honestly say if they were ugly or cute. Their eyes were huge and pitch black, their heads bulbous and misshapen, skin closer to orange than beige. But for all that there was a certain... charm to their appearance.
Then again, insects didn't bother me much either. My sense of aesthetics, I had been repeatedly and reliably informed, were a little off.
I carefully herded them out of my range. It was weird. Difficult.
I was so used to everything being automatic, the necessity to operate everything consciously was grating. It felt unnecessary, felt dangerous. Like I suddenly had to focus on each muscle of my legs before I could walk. Already the experience of fighting against Scion was bubbling to the surface, reminding me I had to lose focus, input commands to my Passenger and have it carry out the tasks rather than try to do everything myself.
Small steps, I reminded myself. Besides, this wasn't a fight. I painstakingly guided them out.
"Sorry about that - can you understand me?" I asked, just before they left.
The moment they stepped out of my range, they relaxed. I all but saw them deflate, slouching over so that their small stature was made even shorter. For a moment they chittered among themselves, turned to look at me, chittered again and then scampered off, with what sounded like giggles. I couldn't be sure, given that they were essentially aliens, but their body language didn't suggest they were particularly traumatized by their experience.
I debated following them and staying here with the red-skinned cape before realizing that I could still sense them.
Past sixteen feet it was like my power had switched onto a different setting. My control was still present, but much less direct. I could sense them, and give general commands, but it wasn't to the same extent as within my 'primary' range. The... creatures were clearly in control of their own actions, even my commands were not completely absolute, I could tell there was some leeway in interpretation. Was my power expanding in scope? Was I gradually assuming permanent control of whoever I came into contact with?
Not a positive development, exactly. If I had a choice, I would rather be able to turn it off.
Still, it was a tool. With an effort, I tried to look through their eyes-
-and blinked as a bird's eye view of the entire area replaced my normal vision.
I couldn't explain it. This wasn't part of my power, wasn't even a power related to my power. I had to assume it was a product of the device, though how it was doing this I wasn't sure. Was I being changed, somehow?
The perspective, the awarenesswas almost comforting though. Not my swarmsense, but a close enough substitute. The area – underground structure, really – I was in had a simple enough layout, a central chamber where the device lay, its metal shell beating like a massive orange heart. Connected to it via short corridors – so short they might as well have been doorways – were three chambers, each positioned at right angles relative to the central chamber. If I considered myself to be in the 'North' chamber, then East and West were both empty and South hadn't been excavated at all. The... helpers had started wandering around the Eastern chamber and were hopping up and down, perhaps enraged that they hadn't yet found an exit.
I furrowed my brow. Despite my sudden shift in perspective and awareness, I hadn't found an exit either. Alarming, if true. It made me wonder how any of the others had entered this place.
I felt it then. A tug on my awareness.
I turned and found a baleful orange eye staring at me mutely
Ah. The 'devil' was awake.
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How do you handle the pseudo-Case-53?
[] Let him out of your range to talk to him
[] Keep him in your range, attend to other matters
[] Write-in
What would you like to examine most?
[] The helpers
[] The device
[] The pseudo-case-53
[] Your powers
[] Write-in
You feel you really have to...
[] Eat
[] Drink
[] Rest
[] Explore
What will you do about the torches?
[] Extinguish them yourself
[] Get the 'helpers' to knock them down (somehow)
[] Get the pseudo-Case-53 to do it
[] Ignore the problem for now
[] Write-in
What are your plans/goals? (OPTIONAL)
[] Write-in (e.g.: saving the world, becoming a warmer person, getting back home, etc.)