It's been a long time since I've written on this site. Time to shake the rust off.
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I've often wondered how our world came to be like this. As I sit on the edge of this decrepit high rise and look out across the daily murder show that is the Council Bluffs combat zone. I know the history of it all, or at least the sanitized version you got growing up corporate. Magic comes back, America can't let go of its pathological need to kill the natives and gets royally fucked up for it, The Megacorps rise to power and everything is great forever. So long as you don't make the totally voluntary choice of being born poor. In which case you're usually fucked. Fucked if you stay poor, fucked if you try to work your way up into a better station of living, fucked if you get the great honor of joining one of the Megas, fucked if you try to fight them. None of its fair, and I'm left marveling at how this capitalist nightmare of a world continues to function.
What I'm ultimately trying to say is that life is awful and there's a whole bunch of fuckery at every level of it. The thing life is fucking me in the ass with? I was officially born into a subsidy of the Ares Macrotech Megacorporation. Unfortunately for me, one of my parents discovered some dark secret and we had to be yoinked out of the tower we'd lived in all our lives by a group of Shadowrunners just to survive. My parents had to clean out their entire bank accounts just to make sure we escaped. I was about four at the time, so I at least don't have to suffer from the memories of the higher life as my mother did. My father managed to talk us into a position of relative safety with one of the gangs here in the Bluffs since he used to be a gunsmith for Ares. An actual gunsmith, not one of those fucks with a fancy 3-D printer ripping out assembly line designs. Apparently our former home specialized in making old-fashioned guns for the discerning consumer with old fashioned methods. So we lived in a degree of moderate comfort, fueling the war machine of the Bluffrunners as they proceeded to bleed as many people as they could dry.
Now, you may be asking how this, in particular, is fucking me over? After all, if good old Dad is manufacturing guns for one of the bigger local gangs in our area, I should be reasonably safe right?
Well, the thing that's got me over a barrel is that Dad got domed yesterday in a drive-by. Mom is in full denial mode and just this side of useless and we only have about one shipment's worth of guns and ammo to provide to the Bluffrunners when they come around calling for the rent in about three days. We promised them two. I've already finished up the ammunition for the second shipment since it was about the only thing I'd been able to pick up looking over Dad's shoulder over the years, but it's not enough. The worst part is that the man running our area of the Bluffrunners' turf is a nuyen-pinching nutcase, so it's not like I could just go and ask the man to give me some time to figure out how to run Dad's specialized equipment. Especially since we were already on borrowed time after a firefight had ended up destroying a lot of important equipment in the shop three months ago, meaning that we had to pull overtime to make up for the nutcase's "Generosity" .
So, I was up shit creek without so much as a fucking spoon. Mom and I were probably going to be sold off into sex slavery since we had the immense poor fortune to be both elves and pretty. As I pulled away from the edge and pulled out my vape. I began to seriously think about my options.
'Option 1' I thought as I took a puff and let the cherry-flavored nicotine vapor slowly filter out my nostrils. 'Find more guns to complete the second shipment. Somehow.'
'Option 2. Immediately commit suicide.' I thought morosely as a second and third puff whooshed out of my mouth this time, letting the tart cherry flavor linger on my tongue.
'Option 3. Sell out the Bluffrunners to the River Dragons. Beg for asylum.'
All three options were terrible. I immediately nixed option 2 as I pulled open the roof access door and descended down to my family's apartments. Daddy didn't raise no quitter, no matter how appealing it might seem at the time. Option 3 was the last resort, as it would leave me and Mom in a worse position than we already were. The River Dragons were a yakuza front, and they wouldn't take kindly to traitors… I think. I know they have some sort of honour code they operate by and no-one likes a snitch. Not even the guys you're snitching too.
So in reality, Option 1 was probably my best bet. I'd have to call in a few favors both amongst my 'friends' in the gang and in the Matrix to pull this off. I wasn't the best decker out there, but I could duck GOD for long enough to get some info at least. I walked through the shop, past the couch where Mom was passed out with a bottle of something strong enough to knock out a troll, and sat down at the Matrix terminal. It was probably the most expensive thing in this part of the city, a collection of components that'd been jury-rigged together with a last-gen cyberdeck that my mom had used back when she was running Info-sec for Ares. While old and a little glitchy at times, the setup still ran laps around anything this side of the river. I pulled the matrix goggles off of their rest and began to pull the interface gloves on as I sat down in the ergonomic chair right next to the jack-in point. Mom was convinced that I was still too young for cyberware, probably still hoping I'll manifest some fancy magical talent that'll allow me to get out of this shitpile of a town on her part, which is why I had to use the goggles and gloves.
As I was about to finish putting the matrix gear on, I heard Mom shift on the couch and sniffle. I looked over to see tears streaking down her cheeks as she moaned something in her sleep. Nightmares probably. Part of me really wanted to keep up the momentum on the plan that I hadn't even properly thought out yet. After a moment, I decided the Matrix could wait a few more minutes as I got up from the chair. Grabbing a box of tissues from the desk, I walked over to her and knelt by the sofa, gently shaking her shoulder to wake her.
After a moment, Mom came out of her nightmare.
"Paul? I… I shaw you… you were pinned down, bulletsshflying everywhere." She said. Slurring occasionally. The Trollkiller in the bottle on the floor must've been some shit. Mom was great at sobering up quickly. She hiccuped as I gently began to dry her tears.
"Mom, it's alright. I'm safe. You don't have to worry. I've got a plan." I consoled her as I helped her clean up.
"Don't go Paul." Mom said after a moment. " Please Paul."
"I'm not going anywhere Mom. It's fine. The nightmare is over."
Mom just curled into herself a little more as she began to shake in fear.