Index:
Chapter 1.1: You are here
Chapter 1.2:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274384
Chapter 1.3:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274394
Interlude 1:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274414
Chapter 2.1:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274426
Chapter 2.2:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274434
Chapter 2.3:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274440
Interlude 2:
http://forums.sufficientvelocity.com/threads/as-you-wish-worm-x-exalted.5026/#post-1274449
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Second Breath 1.1
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It was an odd thing, having nothing to live for.
When you thought about it; the idea that someone could find absolutely nothing to live for, not even the simplest thing like self-preservation, was in its own way mind-boggling! How could a person just give like that? How could they just throw away everything? How could they put everyone that cared about them through that kind of agony just because they weren't strong enough?
What kind of pathetic excuse for a human being could do that to them? You'd have to be the most selfish and heartless kind of person to do that, I just
couldn't wrap my head around; the idea just seemed to escape me.
And yet here I was; standing on the ledge of the roof of a four story high abandoned apartment complex in the run-down parts of the docks, my bare toes hanging over the edge. From up here I could see all the way across the Bay, the city was beautiful at this time of night; with the setting sun silhouetting the city.
It would make for a pretty last sight, I had to admit.
It was too much; Emma, Sophia and Madison.
They were just too much. The constant harassment, the way they never
relented. Seriously, shouldn't they have gotten
bored of it by now!? And the fucking locker, the stench of rotten menstrual blood and other un-nameable things that made me gag even at the thought of them.
That had been the end of me; the way they just… got away with it. How the teachers just ignored
everything they did, how they
literally walked away from me when I needed them most.
Maybe they didn't like me because my mother was a member of the Cult of the Yozi? Mom had been part of it her whole life and I was nominally a member of it. I knew it wasn't exactly popular in some parts of America, but I didn't think it would make the teachers just ignore what had happened to me?
With trembling hands I took my glasses off one final time. I took a moment to look through them one last time, feeling a great deal of melancholy as I lay them down beside my shoes. It seemed strangely wrong just to abandon them there.
Hah, I was more upset about leaving my goddamned glasses on the floor than I was for Dad. I was
so fucked up in the head. Maybe it was better that I ended it here and now, before I went full Carrie on the school. Better to have a kid who had offed herself than a School Shooter.
Taking a stuttering breath, I slowly looked down from the ledge and nearly jumped back in terror.
It was a
long way down, like, a really really long way down- I couldn't even see the street below me, in the dark.
That was a
long way to fall.
Could I do this? Did I have the stones to throw myself off of here? Was I so much a coward that couldn't even kill myself, was I honestly that pathetic? Was Sophia
right? Was I so completely void of worth that even ending my miserable life was beyond me?
There was really only one way to find out, wasn't there?
Trembling all over now, I toed the edge once again and screwed my eyes shut as I prepared to... to... Get it done.
I wondered if I'll die the second I hit the ground, or would I lay there for a bit in agony as my shattered body took its time to give out. Maybe I should try land on my head, that way it would be over straight away, rather than dragging it out longer.
Rocking back on my feet, I took one last look at Brockton Bay as the sun-set beyond the horizon. Mustering my courage, or cowardice, I stepped forward, time seeming to come to a crawl as my foot hit nothing but air and I tottered forward....
…And I threw myself back with a shriek just as I was beginning to fall. I hit the concrete roof with a thud, scrapping my hands and knees as I fell. Curling into a ball; I began to shack and sob; tears and snot running down my face as I lay on the hard ground.
I was a fucking god damned
coward. I couldn't even kill myself properly, could? No, I didn't have the fucking balls for it.
I just laid there on the ground; sobbing and cursing at myself even as I curled tighter into a ball.
"Useless, useless, useless!" I screamed, my voice echoing through the rapidly darkening sky.
"It's not fair." I said to myself. "It's just not
fair!"
"The world never is child, it never is."
Spinning around to face whoever had addressed, my bare feet scrapping painfully into the concrete, and I felt my breath hitch.
It was a wasp.
A wasp the size of a fucking horse, but a wasp none the less.
It stood on six crystal legs that gouged into the rock hard floor like it was butter. Its six compound eyes; all of them a beautiful gold, were locked onto me as it seemed to measure me by some unknowable standard. The creature's body was covered in a vivid bronze carapace that seemed to emit a faint glow.
And its wings! Sweet Kimberry its wings! They fluttered idly as it stood there, two pairs of delicate crystalline wasp wings that seemed to glow just about every colour! They were beautiful… They were… Mesmerising. I couldn't bring myself to look away.
"You were betrayed, child, betrayed and cast down by the corrupt and broken laws of this world." He, it, said; drawing my attention away from its wings. "This world is without its true rulers; without the guiding laws of Cecelyne this is of no surprise." The wasp said in his strange, alien accent, his mandibles clicking against one another as he spoke.
I knew of her, Cecelyne, She was the Primacy of Law. The Endless Desert, and the one had forged the very concept of law and order from the chaos of the times before Creation had existed. It was from her laws that all others had come to be.
Or at least that was what Mother Anna had told, back when I was younger.
"W-What do y-you want?"
"I come to you, child of this broken realm, with an offer of servitude without slavery, an opportunity to serve the Creators of all. The chance to rise above all those who tormented you." He chittered. "Take this chance and ascend
so far above those who torment you; that must break their own necks just to get a glimpse of your glory."
That was a
lovely image, I had to admit; Emma and her lackeys staring up at me with their heads flopping around from their broken necks, but I had other things to worry about right now.
He wanted to trigger me; give me my own set of Cape powers like Alexandria or Legend. There were always rumours and hearsay that there were groups out there that had the ability to turn people into parahumans, that all it would take was a drink from a certain kind of bottle and you'd be the next Glory Girl or Alexandria.
Those same rumors also mentioned how things went
wrong; about how some people's bodies and minds were twisted and mutated until nothing but a ravaging monster was left.
Of course the other possibility was that I was actually undergoing a Trigger Event
right now. When a person triggered they'd sometimes see things, things that didn't make any sense at all, that most capes couldn't remember. So the fact that I was seeing an oversized wasp that looked frighteningly like the ones that were on the murals in Church, and that he was talking about being in the service of what was basically a God.
"Well, child." He asked, interrupting my train of thought, "What is you answer? Will you serve the Yozi, will you become something greater than mortal?" His face mere inches away from my own, the deceptively stealthy creature having closed the distance between us while I was stuck in my own head.
What was my answer? Did just accept his offer and risk dying in horrible agony, or did say no and have another shoot at flying for a very brief period of time? Did I let those bitches win, do I just give into my fate or do I for once actually take a chance."
Well, when I put it that way it was no real choice.
"I-I" I licked my suddenly dry lips, "I a-accept your offer."
"Very good, child, very good." The wasp said warmly, right before he exploded in a shower of gore, his viscera smothering my screams as it slid down my throat.
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