Elissa II
Breakfast at the Circle was a rare privilege for lowly apprentices once they turned twelve, and even if it was granted for some special reason (sickness, mostly) the Sisters handing it out scowled and expected such ridiculous displays of gratitude that it never felt worth it. After morning prayers, where her mother was surprised that Elissa had improved her singing voice tremendously, she joined her family in the main hall for breakfast.
Even the stablehands were granted breakfast, though not in the hall and only bread and ale. What she would've done for bread and ale every morning in the Circle! The head table, where she sat very awkwardly beside Highever's Revered Mother, was laden with fine bread, saltfish, boiled legs of beef, and excellent soft, sharp-tasting cheese from West Hill. Ale and light wines were present in abundance, and Elissa had to remind herself that she had much to do that morning.
"It is good that you are going to fight the Blight, Ser Cousland," Mother Iona said as she daintily sopped up some of the juices from the beef with a piece of bread.
"I am glad to put my training to such a noble use, your reverence. 'Never to rule over him' is a popular quote, but I fear some do not hear 'Magic exists to serve man' before it," Elissa replied. Unlike her more academic classes at the Circle, she had been the best student of scripture her age on arrival and remained in that position until her Harrowing.
"Precisely, Ser, precisely. I am sure you and your comrades from the Circle will prove most valuable in the fight against the darkspawn," Mother Iona said.
"And one cannot forget the Templars sent with us. I have read that the darkspawn have mages of their own twisted kind, worse than even the basest human maleficar."
"Truly? I had not heard such tales, and now I find myself almost too alarmed to enjoy my meal," Mother Iona said, though a wry smile tugged at the corners of her lips. Elissa was initially surprised to find her so pleasant, then she remembered that her presence at Highever had bought the Revered Mother a new Chantry.
There were whispers all around the hall, of course, because her being taken to the Circle had been the gossip of the decade. She had worn her proper robes and been sat next to the Revered Mother so as to indicate that nothing untoward was going on, which did seem to have worked. After all, she could hardly be an apostate if she were sitting next to the most senior cleric for miles!
After breakfast was done, she followed her parents and brother up to the more administrative portion of the castle, where her father's public office was. This was the place he spent much of the working day, listening to reports and writing letters and such. He would hear petitions and dispense justice in the main hall, but only on certain days.
Her father's office had only a few new additions compared to her memory of the place. Most obvious was the large war table that had been hauled out of storage, a well-drawn map of Ferelden with little figures placed on it. Each represented a certain concentration of troops, with larger figures representing divisions or regiments, whilst small markers designated independent or split-off companies. There were also a few new paintings on the walls - one of Fergus, Oriana, and Oren and to Elissa's surprise, one of her. It had to have been painted from another painting as reference, for it was surely too flattering a portrait of her at ten.
"Now, pup, all our plans for the advance to Ostagar are in place - but we should go over them anyway, and I want you to know what we're doing," her father said.
"Much of Ferelden's forces don't actually seem to be there yet - or on their way," she said. It was true. Half the Royal Army was there, five thousand well-equipped heavy infantry, and most of Gwaren's forces but both Redcliffe and Denerim - the two most populous Arlings by far - had yet to commit any of their forces. Highever and Amaranthine were obviously the furthest from the gathering point, and their forces had yet to move.
"Aye, you've seen that, have you? Well, Loghain is unwilling to uncover us against a surprise Orlesian attack, and we're not sure how serious this is yet. All the signs point to just an incursion, but Duncan claims a Blight is stirring."
"A Blight? And this Duncan is a man of good sense?" Elissa asked, her alarm leaking into her voice. A darkspawn incursion was one matter, but Blights could last for centuries - and require forces from across Thedas to defeat.
"Very. You see now why we and Howe are moving, despite Loghain's reluctance. Even keeping the fleet fully manned and the coastal forts ready, we can add a good ten thousand men to the force at Ostagar, and damn the Kendells," her father said.
"I've heard that the Circle will be sending mages to support the army, but I was on my way here before it was decided. Do you know how many?" Elissa asked.
"Five in total," her mother replied.
"Five?! Five?! Andraste's breath, should Duncan make me a Warden, I've half a mind to head straight for the tower and conscript every damn enchanter there," Elissa said.
"Loghain was about an inch away from drawing steel on the Grand Cleric when he heard the news himself but I don't expect a short campaign here pup. If we can convince the Chantry that it really is a Blight, they'll release more mages to the army. We just have to hold Ostagar and keep the horde pinned for a few months," her father said.
"Do we have the men to do that, father? Even if we were to uncover everything, do we have the men to face the full might of the horde?" she asked.
"Not at all, at least not all at once in an open field. It's why our plan is to draw them to Ostagar piecemeal, then wear them down one battle at a time. Of course, it complicates matters that the only reinforcements who could be there quickly are Orlesian," her father said.
"What have they offered?" Elissa asked.
"Several divisions of Chevaliers are ready to ride at the Border right now, according to the King, and more might be on their way with a word from him."
"If we let a half dozen divisions into Ferelden, they may well not leave," Elissa said.
"Aye, father, Loghain, and Eamon all had to shout that at the king for several hours before he'd believe it. I can't believe they'd agree about anything. Perhaps that's what convinced the King," Fergus said.
"We have quarrels with them?" Elissa asked.
"Eamon thinks the Queen barren, and more besides," her mother said.
"And what do we think, father?" she asked.
"I'd like to believe she is, but all my agents tell me Calian has slept with just about every pretty young woman in Denerim, and there's yet to be a single royal bastard. Besides, I can hardly join Eamon's urging for an annulment with my only daughter unmarriageable. No, I suspect Loghain and I are doing the same thing - keeping our position stable to make a play at the Landsmeet should the King, Maker forbid, perish in battle against the Darkspawn."
"Who would Eamon have the King marry? Does he have a daughter?" she asked.
"He does - though she's too young to marry. She must be, oh, eleven now. His second child, after the son," her father answered.
"But not too young for a long betrothal, I suppose. Does Loghain really think he could be elected King? He's no bloodline, despite his heroism?"
"I don't believe he intends to put himself forward at all. The man may be blunt, but he understands politics. No, he'd put Anora forward. She is noble enough by birth, and has made a good impression at the landsmeet as an administrator," her father said. Elissa began to ask another question, but a knocking at the door interrupted her.
Fergus went over to it and opened it briefly.
"Begging your pardon, milord, but the Grey Warden his grace was waiting for has arrived. Shall I send him up?" the guard asked.
"Yes, right away," Fergus replied.
Duncan was not what Elissa had expected. His armour seemed almost mage-like, with flowing cloth interspersed with plates of intricately detailed silverite. He wore two blades, one a long curved sabre and the other a shorter weapon of similar design, at his waist. His skin was tanned and darker than most Fereldens', and his beard showed flecks of grey hair. That, if nothing else, told Elissa that he was at least competent.
"Your grace, thank you for meeting me so promptly," Duncan said.
"Think nothing of it, Duncan. May I introduce my children - Fergus, my heir, and Elissa," her father said.
"An honour to meet you both. And, of course, to meet the feared sea wolf of Highever in person," Duncan said. Elissa's mother laughed at the reference to her youth and smiled.
"I hope I have not proven too fearsome for you, Warden-Commander," she said.
"I am sure we shall have use of it in the days to come, your grace. You are a Knight-Enchanter, then? I had not heard of the full rank being conferred on to one so young in many years," Duncan asked.
"There are benefits to being a Teyrn's daughter, even as a mage. Really, though, it's more about trust and chantry politics than anything else - they get very nervous about any martially inclined mages," Elissa replied.
"So I have seen. The Chantry has been uncooperative as of late, and were your father not able to spirit you here I would have no mages at all," Duncan said. Elissa blinked. Her father looked shocked.
"None at all? They denied you the chance to recruit at the tower?" her father said.
"The Grand Cleric wrote to me after the trouble with getting the mages for the army. I intend to make another attempt at it, once the army has fixed the horde. If they still prove uncooperative, I shall have little choice but to liberally use the Right of Conscription," Duncan said.
"I know a few mages who might do well as Wardens," Elissa said.
"Are you decided, then? Once one commits to the path, there is no turning back," Duncan asked her bluntly.
"Yes. I'll not abandon Ferelden to the Blight," she said. Duncan nodded at her.
"Then I am glad to have you. Make your preparations, though we will not follow the army's route to Ostagar," Duncan said.
"You won't be?" her mother asked.
"I have only twenty wardens, and cannot count on reinforcements from Orlais. I must recruit more; some of my senior wardens are doing the same. We will go to Denerim - an old friend has told me of a youth who might be suitable, and there are always prospects there. Then we will take a boat through the Brecillian Forest - the Dalish there may have potential recruits as well," Duncan explained.
"The Dalish? I did not think they respected things such as the Wardens," Elissa said.
"They do not adhere to the Right of Conscription, but they recognise the threat of the Blight as surely as any human," Duncan said.
The discussion wound down sometime after that, and Elissa followed Duncan to the training yard. He was not only here for her - it was a Blight, at least to him, and he would recruit any suitable candidates. A few of the knights he had heard of, and he even gave the templars that loomed behind Elissa a look.
"Templars, really?" she asked.
"One of my Wardens was once a templar, Alastair. His skills have proven useful," Duncan said.
"I suppose. I have read that the darkspawn have their own mages," she replied.
The training yard was a large courtyard within the castle, covered with a wooden roof and with a sand floor. Racks of training weapons lined one wall, whilst another held the sharp weapons that were not permitted in the yard. A number of nervous squires huddled together there, all watching their master's swords.
It was full to bursting, the great muster having drawn seemingly every glory hound and ambitious young soldier in Highever to the castle. Many of the knights sworn either directly to her father or to his vassals were here, eager to win glory in what was sure to be the grandest war of their generation. Some wore suits of plate armour, often imported or even enchanted, whilst poorer knights made do with a mix of plate and chainmail.
The troops were a motley assortment. Some wore old-fashioned scale, including a contingent from the Storm Coast who looked especially striking in their locally made veridium scale, whilst other better-equipped units wore a mix of plate and chain. Most of the troops were camped outside the city, but a few were quartered inside the castle.
"It's a little busy here for a demonstration... sir?" Elissa asked. She was unsure how to refer to the Warden-Commander.
"Grey Wardens are not overly concerned with formalities or titles. Call me Duncan, or Warden-Commander if that is too informal for your blue blood," he said. Elissa laughed a little.
"Well, Duncan, there's always the cliffside if you want space for a magical demonstration," Elissa said.
"Yes, perhaps that's wise - still, let me watch the knights a little more. Some of them may wish to join us," he said. She nodded and stood beside him, her staff in her hands.
The knights were clearly far more skilled than the common soldiers, although the long-serving professionals were no slouches. Duncan sparred with a few of the braver troops - and handed them all resounding losses. He seemed too fast for a man twenty years younger than he was, let alone for a man with grey in his beard. His practice sword and dagger were a whirl of blunt steel, once disarming an opponent so dramatically that Elissa had to duck as his practice sword went flying over her head.
"Your father has done well to cultivate so skilled a group of knights," Duncan said as he placed the practice weapons back in their racks and returned his own weapons to his swordbelt.
"I'm not sure any of them lasted more than five seconds against you," Elissa said.
"A Grey Warden is not just a title. We have certain... advantages, perhaps. We can sense darkspawn, understand them - and take some of their power for our own," he explained quietly.
"And this power... there must be a price for it?"
"As there is for all things. There is the danger of the joining, which you already know of. Please, do not repeat that to our other recruits - it tends to make things difficult. Our lifespans, too, are reduced - though I joined younger than you, and I am no young man. And... Elissa, do not speak of any suspicions you may have as to how this is achieved to the others. For now, I will say no more of it," Duncan said. Elissa nodded slowly.
There could only be one way towards that power, at least to her knowledge. Blood magic of some kind or another. Much like the tracking phylacteries used by the Chantry, then, it was another piece of blood magic deemed too useful to refuse.
"I am sure you must tell every mage recruit that at one point or another. Still, I will say nothing of it to any fellow recruit," Elissa said.
They walked through the castle and as they approached the cliffside, the two templars caught up with them.
"Knight-Enchanter, we have been looking for you all morning. What is the meaning of this?" Ser Kellan asked.
"I am afraid that your question will go unanswered, ser, for I have been asked to join the Grey Wardens and accepted. Thus, by Chantry law, I am beyond your power," Elissa said. She relished the words, sweet as honey on her lips.
"Grey Warden - bah! You have deceived us, you and your damned father both!"
"I knew nothing of any such plans, ser. Andraste calls on mages to serve man, and there can be no greater use for magic than to stand against the great evil," Eliisa said. Duncan looked at the templars cooly, his expression neutral and unreadable.
"I have no proof this man even is a Grey Warden -" Ser Kellan began, his hand going to the hilt of his sword. Before he could draw it more than an inch out of its scabbard, Duncan's curved sabre was between the weakpoint of the templar's armour on his neck, resting above naught but cloth.
"I am the Commander of the Grey in Ferelden, and this young woman is my recruit. Should you have doubts, there are no concern of mine. Be wary, Templar, for the safety of my Wardens is of great concern to me," Duncan said. His voice was still warm - kind, even - but there was no doubt as to his resolve.
Ser Kellan let his sword go and it slid back into its scabbard. He raised his hands and stepped backwards.
"I shall write to the Grand Cleric on this matter, Warden-Commander. Of that, you have my word," he said. He turned to leave and beckoned his junior to follow.
"It is not wise to antagonise them, you know," Duncan said.
"I know, I know. I shall be better behaved next time, now that I've gotten to do it once," Elissa said. A smile curled at Duncan's lips.
They continued walking towards the castle and came to the rear of it, which faced the Waking Sea. There was no wall here, for a cliff hundreds of feet high formed of the nearly indestructible white rock that made up the castle walls was proof against any assault imaginable.
The view was beyond words - the previous day's storm was entirely gone and replaced with a sky so blue it seemed unending. Fishing boats and trading ships dotted the seascape, small dots of brown wood and white sails against the endless deep blue expanse. Sea birds squealed and squawked as they circled overhead and made their nests in the cliffs below them.
"Now that we are safely away from anything breakable or flammable, by all means, show me what you can do," Duncan said.
Elissa stepped forward and gripped her staff with both hands. She started by simply channelling the barest trickle of magic through it, and letting the enchantment within it work to produce small bolts of fire. She swung the staff rapidly, firing with great speed and accuracy. Then she surged her magic and thrust the staff forward. A great cone of fire followed, and then she summoned a burst of cold and of lightning to show she wasn't merely a pyromaniac.
"Fire will serve you well against the darkspawn. They fear it above all else," Duncan said.
Ellisa next demonstrated her capacity for protective spells—she conjured a form-fitting barrier around herself and Duncan and also demonstrated a bubble-shaped one. Then she had Duncan make a small cut on her hand with his knife and showed her abilities as a healer—not at the level of someone like Wynne or Amell, but she had been drilled in it extensively as part of her training to serve on the front line.
Then, at last, she withdrew the empty hilt from her robes and took it in her left hand. She could do this with her staff too, but the hilt she had made herself and directed the tranquil to place certain enchantments that were not often permitted on a mage's staff. She swung the hilt and a blade of pure magic, iridescent rainbow-coloured light, burst into life. Then she showed how - with more effort - she could conjure it from the head of her staff, too, or from thin air.
"A spirit blade? I have seen it before, and seen its strength. I think you will be a fine addition to the Wardens - and hopefully, you can teach any other mages we recruit such skills," Duncan said.
"It does require quite some work, but many more could learn it than the Chantry deems safe to teach.
They had many other tasks to get through - now that she was no longer under the supervision of the templars, Elissa had to be equipped with her own horse, her own tent and supplies. Her father had instructed the quartermaster to provide her with whatever she needed and left a great deal of gold for her to purchase things of her own in the city.
The stablemaster gave her an excellent horse, a roan palfrey imported from Orlais and well suited for the long distances a Warden might be required to cover. It seemed an agreeable sort, and Elissa was glad that her childhood lessons on riding had not faded away in the Circle.
Duncan had several candidates to talk to, so she split off from him and headed into the city. The feeling of gold in her coin purse was a strange one, after so many years in the Circle. She changed out of her robes before she left, into an excellent riding dress the servants had found in storage and altered to fit her. She left her staff behind, too, for it was simply too conspicuous.
More clothes had been found and altered for her - some of her brother's old breeches and jerkins, a nice gown that had belonged to her maternal grandmother, and a tunic of grey silk featuring an emblazoned griffon that Duncan had left for her. She was unsure if she would require the gown beyond tonight, being that she was headed for the front lines, but she supposed that if they called on the Queen in Denerim then it might not go amiss.
In the city, she bought a set of fine silver travelling combs and a hand mirror. She also purchased new small clothes and such, as well as new boots. She even made time to go to the sweets shop she remembered and enjoyed her afternoon in general.
She made sure to see her brother off - Howe's troops had not yet arrived, so he would lead the Highever men out to meet them on the North Road, the partially ruined section of the Imperial Highway that ran parallel to the Waking Sea, waiting at the exit for Highever for them. Her brother rode his magnificent warhorse through the streets of Highever, his knights behind him carrying the banner of the Couslands. He wore half-plate of fine red steel and a helmet of the same material. He waved at her, and she returned it - at once overjoyed to see her brother again and also guilty. He was marching off to war, and she was grateful for it - grateful for the freedom she had gained, grateful that she had been able to return home even once more.
As the Chantry bells rang for the fourth hour past midday, she headed home. With a few minor spells she'd been taught by her Knight-Enchanter mentor, she was able to break in her boots with supernatural speed - one spell she would make sure to teach any other Warden mage she met.
She put away her purchases and new clothes into her pack, though she left out her travelling robes for the next day, and then put on the gown the servants had altered for her. It was an extravagant thing, though obviously somewhat out of fashion. She was too tall for any of her mother's things, unfortunately.
As she entered the main hall, she was surprised to see Arl Howe sitting next to her father. She had not seen his troops on the road, though she had seen Fergus leave with the majority of the Highever men. Perhaps they would rendezvous with Howe's troops on the road - with their fast horses, the small party remaining at Highever could easily catch up to both of them.
Duncan was still there, sitting beside an empty seat on the high table. She made her way over to a chorus of whispers, but nobody seemed especially eager to insult the Teyrn in his own castle. She sat next to Duncan, and on her other side was Arl Howe. He smiled at her, pleasantly.
"His Grace is most proud of you, Lady Cousland. A Grey Warden - not what any of us had imagined for you, of course, but a very... noble endeavour," Howe said.
"Thank you for your kind words, my lord. I had not expected it on my summons here, but I am glad that Duncan saw fit to recruit me. I know that you had hoped that I might marry Nathaniel, before..." she replied. Food had not yet been served, though the servants had brought out wine and ale.
"Yes, a great tragedy - or perhaps Thomas, but yes. It seemed a low blow from the Maker, but you appear to have made the best of it," Howe said. Elissa began to respond, but she stopped as the Revered Mother rose. It was nearly time for the food to be brought out, so first there must be a prayer.
"Maker, my enemies are abundant.
Many are those who rise up against me.
But my faith sustains me; I shall not fear the legion,
Should they set themselves against me.
In the long hours of the night
When hope has abandoned me,
I will see the stars and know
Your Light remains."
Revered Mother Iona sang, and the rest of the hall joined in with her. Elissa had no love for the Chantry, no devotion for templars and switch-wielding sisters, but when she heard the Chant of Light sung in such a number it was hard not to believe. She was grateful to the Revered Mother too, that she had not chosen from the Canticle of Transfigurations. She had sung those lines far too often for any beauty to remain in them for her.
She thought of her brother in the moments of silence that followed, even now marching the first steps towards war. She thought of her father who would follow him, and of her fellow mages who had been dispatched to the army. She did not know if she believed in the Maker, and the Chantry was clear that He had turned His face away from His creation, but she uttered a silent prayer, all the same.