ALAYNE
Her father's study bathed in the shimmering white glow of a full moon. Light shone through the sole window in the chamber, an elegantly carved frame of the finest cedar that only grew in the Vale's high mountains. The window was not large, and the moon did little to illuminate the darkness. The true light in the study shone the fires of many torches laying upon her father's desk. Simple torchbearers bore four white candles, three of which were near extinguished. The fourth had already gone out. Alayne knew that a servant would come soon to change the torches, and set bright new ones in their place. She would need to conclude her business before then.
The study her father requested was modest, crafted of simple stone. It was meticulously cleaned that not a pinprick of dust remained on the wood, even though Alayne could judge that its age lay well over a century. The only decoration that furnished the chamber consisted of a wooden bookshelf lined with dozens upon dozens of volumes. The shelf itself was smooth and polished, though bearing no intricate carvings of its carpenter. Sheets of yellow paper that held rivers of scribbled black ink filed from almost all the books. Their multitude masked the pages of the books themselves. The only furniture aside from the bookshelf was the wooden desk in which her father now sat. The study was too plain, too simple. It was not a chamber worthy of the likes of her father, Lord Baelish and Lord Protector of the Vale.
Alayne only just realized that she had never been here before. She had never thought to approach her father in his work. She never thought that her father would be satisfied with such a place. The other Vale lords had demanded grand chambers to suit their majesty and work, with carpets of lynx fur and spice-tinted chandeliers. Their host Lord Nestor had been prepared to host her father with the same, but Lord Baelish had asked otherwise.
"A simple room," her father had told her
,"for the arduous work that I am charged. I am a simple man, after all. It serves my purposes, and that is all I shall need of it. I have found that I work best in a plain and homely chamber, with only my mind and my quill. It shall be easier to track my works, as I need not look under every shadow. Here, I know where every piece and mark of work is set. I am of humble beginnings, and I need no pomp."
Alayne supposed that her father was wise to do so. Their stay at the Gates of the Moon accompanied the recent tourney of Lord Robert's Winged Knights. The halls were alight day and night with songs, shouts, and duels. The grand studies of the other lords would no doubt be full of the same raucous cheers accompanying this tourney. That kind of noise would not suit her father, who had other matters to attend to. Her father was plotting to give back to Alayne her home.
A feast was still ongoing in the high hall. Lord Nestor had hosted it to honour the end of the tourney's first day. Lord Baelish had detached himself from the revels an hour ago. He still wore his dress robes, having not changed. It was a finely tailored doublet of deep purple velvet, with golden thread patterning a multitude of interlacing stems. His silver mockingbird pin adorned his breast, its beak brushing the parchment as he wrote.
Alayne raised the folds of her dress and came before her father. Lord Baelish sat with his head bowed over a scroll, his quill scribbling tirelessly line after line. His left hand held the white parchment in place as his right held his quill. By a trick of the light, it seemed that his hair shone gray, though it was still as young and black as the night.
"Father," Alayne dallied, and Lord Baelish's head rose. Her father set his quill in the inkpot with a gentle splash, abandoning the work he had set upon. He glanced at her, his eyes glittering.
She stepped closer to her father, her feet leaving soft taps on the cool stone. Her vibrant blue silks waved with graceful Myrish lace shone against the dim gray floor. The dress had been Lady Lysa's, but Alayne had looked much like her mother Lady Catelyn when she glanced in a mirror.
"Too alike mother," Alayne thought
,"Too alike Sansa Stark, the flowery highborn maid."
"Alayne," he smiled warmly,"What is it that brings you here? I had thought Lord Robert's feast was not to end until the hour of the wolf."
"My lord," she answered courteously,"Can a daughter not care for her father, especially if he works himself half to death upon the eve of winter? Working past midnight every day would not aid your sense."
Her father's smile did not fade, though his brow creased in concern.
"Alas," he spoke,"I wish as much as the next man to forget the realm's need, and look only unto my pleasures, but I cannot. The duties of the Lord Protector are not light, and I cannot forsake it for the sake of all the Vale. I'm afraid that it is only quills, paper, and my toil that bears the bitter realm into winter, not wine, venison, and my laughter. I shall not have it said that Lord Baelish forgot his duty. A king's chief servants are most cursed a post a man may take. They hold a great place, that is true, but with that comes tiring duty. The servant has to do his duty well, for he knows that the king could easily bring another to supplant him if he does not serve well. I fear that this shall be my duty until I die. Yet if each stroke of mine could service the realm, if each word of my quill could make one life better, I will be glad, even if I were slave to this duty forever. If that is your cause to come, then I am afraid that I must deny you. I cannot rest while the realm is at stake."
"Yet you do it all the same," Alayne thought
,"for all your pains are a worthy price for power."
Alayne smiled shyly, and felt a gentle wind kiss her neck. Her hair fell before her. The brown locks of her dyed hair fell before her eyes. She brushed it aside, spying red creeping into the tresses.
"I'll need to dye it once more," she thought. It had been near a month since she had last dyed it.
It was disconcerting to need to hide, but she could bear it. The hair kept her safe alongside her father. It will be years before she could be Sansa Stark again.
She did not really know if she truly wished to be the wolf maid again. Alayne feasted on sweets and tarts, while Sansa choked on her kin's blood. They need not fight another war for her sake. She could be Alayne, Lord Baelish's daughter, due to marry the heir of the Vale. When Ser Harrold became Lord of the Eyrie, she would become Lady Arryn. Was not to become a lady what Sansa always wished? She loved the tales of summer knights, and she could live those tales for the rest of her life as the mockingbird's daughter. Alayne need not face winter. She need not face her burnt home, and a lordship that promised nothing but blood.
"Robb is dead," Alayne thought
,"Bran and Rickon are cold corpses." She cursed the Freys and Theon to the Seven Hells for killing them, if they were not burning in the fires yet.
Arya is most like to be dead as well, lost in the ruins of that recent war. Alayne-
no, Sansa-was the only one left. The only wolf, and Jon.
"Oh… Jon, what should I do?" Jon or Robb would have led great hosts to reclaim Winterfell, raising the Stark banner above the North with their own hands. The lords of the North would follow them. Bran and Rickon could also command the loyalties of the northern lords. Even Arya would be better suited than Sansa Stark. Arya was never called Lady Lannister. How would Sansa build House Stark from ashes? How would she lead the host to seize Winterfell from the traitors? She did not know, yet she was the only one left. The lords of the North would not follow the woman who married their enemy. The host she had was not even hers, only her father and husband's. How can she be Lady Stark, and bring the North under her.
"That is not my only cause to be here," Alayne said,"I have some… worries. Can Father speak for just a little while, to hear my words? Put aside that thrice-damned duty for once, to be a father. It seems that you never performed those duties, what with your work. It has become obvious to some. They even think me not your daughter. Can you console me that I am?"
"I will grant you this time, then," Lord Baelish answered, sniggering,"What is it that you wish to discuss?"
"Does he not care?" Alayne thought
,"This would ruin him, if they knew who he shielded. I do not know if any are true to the lions." She did not wish her blood on her hands. He saved her from the lions. Gave her a new name. He gave her a home when she had none, made her a hearth when snow had graced her brow. Sansa Stark would have already lain in the dark cesspits of the black cells of King's Landing, but Alayne Stone, Lord Baelish's bastard, lived to feast on cakes and melons in a castle that was soon to be hers. She owed him what she could never repay.
"Father," she pleaded,"Please take your heart from those pieces of parchment. Look at a child as a father would."
Lord Baelish sat back into his seat, resting upon its thin cushion,"Ever like your lady mother, my dear. I could never refuse her company either. Do you think that I do not know of our love? I have loved as I ever loved her. All the others do not matter. What they think does not matter. Let them think what they wish, I am your father, and you my trueborn daughter Alayne. All I do out of care for you. What shall they think of our love? That it is false? Let them think so. Let them think that they know, so the call of my work would not seem so foreign to a father. Let them think so, and I would seem an uncaring man. But all my duty I do is to care for you. So long as we are true, my love is eternal. All I do out of care for your future, and I hope that you know."
He paused, touching his beardless chin and realizing that it had been shaved away. He laughed gently,"Let us not waste any more of this candle's light. What is your true purpose?"
Alayne nodded, understanding. She placed a hand on her father's desk, shining silver in the moonlight. Her father took her hand into his, his skin warm and bony. His hold was tight,"What is it, my dear?"
She felt red blossom her cheeks,"It's about… Ser Harrold."
Lord Baelish laughed again, this time with pleasant mirth. His face, free of the beard, made his chuckle seem hale and bright, no longer sinister.
"My dear," he said,"Have I found the right man? How do you find our Young Falcon?"
"Ser Harrold… is … more than I thought of him when you told me I was to be married."
"Is he?" her father responded,"I'm glad he did not make you think of him as Harry the Arse."
"He is very comely and brave," Alayne said,"He's fought very valiantly in the tourney. I think he'll most certainly make the Winged Knights."
Her voice grew dreamy as she spoke,"Kind, too. He was ever most courteous on the hunt several days ago. He helped me with my stirrups, calmed my mare, made certain that I was to be shielded at all times, and even let me try out his bow."
"Joffrey did all that, too," she thought.
"I think that he'll make a very fine match," she continued,"Father, and I thank you for making this suitable arrangement. I am ever so grateful. I must ask you, though. Why did you not let me give him my favour? I had to give it to Ser Harlan of all people."
"Ser Harlan," her father responded,"no doubt, would be thanking the Maiden that the fairest beauty in the tourney granted him her honour. I daresay he thinks you fancy him, and I suppose I should be bid to post more guards outside your chamber tonight. He is like to come, and try his fortunes again. I do not look forward to explaining to Lady Waynwood why my daughter was spoiled by another man when she is due to marry the finest bachelor of the Vale."
His grey eyes flicked to the dying embers of the last candle,"In truth, Ser Harlan would have served. Any knight would have other than our good Ser Harrold, and it would suffice. Ser Harlan is an odd choice for my daughter, as he is not necessarily in the good graces of the Vale lords. I would have given it to men more known for honour, so it will not seem a scandalous gambit, though I did say that you could decide. But that is not the reason that I shook my head. There was no deep scheme beneath my words. There never was. Some never gained that wisdom. I meant it as an innocent gesture. You are to be Ser Harrold's bride, and you must win his love. Jealousy is the scent that drives men mad with it. I tasted of that bitter taste long ago, and I can attest to it every night as the cold pierces my navel. A man abandons quickly what he could easily have. When you pull away, when you seem to love another knight, he shall desire what he cannot have. I heard he has lovers, bastards too. He would abandon them as quickly as a bird flees a cat. He will see nothing but you. Jealousy shall narrow his sight until all he sees is the blind red tint of love, and he shall feel the world's weight compelling him to pursue his bride. He shall want to prove that he is a worthy man, and he shall cherish you as the Maiden herself for your approval and live in return. That shall be all that he sees. It is my greatest wish to see my daughter in the arms of one who truly loves her. I want you to feel love, and be happy."
"You want me to be his prize," she thought
,"as I was yours."
"You want me to play a game with him," Alayne said.
His father loosened his grip on her hand, glancing down at his parchment. His eyes drooped and his smile died. Alayne saw now the missives on the desk clearly. By the inkpot, there lay a piece of yellow parchment. It bore flowery scribbles and a signature. The seals it bore were of Tommen's stag and lion, as well as a burning chain.
"It's better to play some games than others. It was always most difficult for us humble lords. I can only serve at the leisure of the great ones, but be forgotten by my own work. My deeds shall be set under the name of someone far mightier than the Lord of the smallest of the Fingers. But that is not for you. I play this game for you, so that you might not have to suffer as I had. You shall be greater. A lady that shall be their equal. You may not need to play as I do, but these games you must still play."
"What is it?" Alayne asked, curious of the missive.
Lord Baelish pursed his lips,"I had wished to tell you on the morrow. It would have been better suited to receive the tidings in the light of day. We received a missive from King's Landing. Dark wings, dark words. This is why I could not remain in the feast. The raven came two days ago. The Lords Declarant and I have been discussing its contents at length while holding it back, not wishing to douse the cheer with a spray of cold water. Or should I say, a breath of dragonflame. We thought to let tempers cool, and wines settle, until we are compelled to reveal it on the morrow. Only those few lords know, but they have all agreed that it would be prudent for our knights to receive the tidings when the tourney fire is at its highest in the final joust."
He looked up at her, eyes hardening into gems,"The crown is under assault yet again. Though this missive in question is rather queer. It is sent in the name of King Tommen of the House Baratheon, but the signature accompanying it is that of the High Septon. I had thought that I would hear from Queen Cersei, or her uncle the Lord Regent. I also heard that Mace Tyrell was made Hand. If those two did not send the letter, it was certain to be the Lord of Highgarden. This is intriguing… of who it seems to hold King Tommen at his sway. However, there are other matters that are of more import."
"A man by the name of Aegon Targaryen," he divulged,"has landed upon the shores of the Stormlands at the head of the Golden Company. This man seems to be the lost son of Prince Rhaegar and Princess Elia, the same boy that had seemingly had his brains dashed in the Red Keep during the Sack of King's Landing. It seems that he has survived. Lord Jon Connington, long thought dead, has seemingly come back to life to aid his prince's son. If his claim is true, he is the rightful heir, and shall have a stronger claim that His Grace King Tommen. All men that hate the lions, whether dragon's men or stag's during Robert's Rebellion, shall flock to his banner. They shall see Prince Rhaegar in him, those that still remember, and those that do not shall see the second coming of Aegon the Conqueror, a dragon king to unite Westeros from its squabbles. He has claimed Griffin's Roost, and if the tales are true, Storm's End as well. Those are Stannis's holdings, but those victories served to mark him as a worthy king to serve, drawing those that were at first of doubtful heart. The missive states that though he landed with twenty thousand men, his numbers had swollen to near sixty. An exaggeration, of course, but I believe that he has at least thirty thousand men under his banner to claim such a number. Dorne's spears are poised in the Boneway, uncertain of true loyalty. Lord Mace had marched the Reach's host into the Stormlands to quell the threat, but no word of his victory or defeat returned to King's Landing. This Aegon is more a danger to King Tommen than Robb Stark was ever to Joffrey. The Lannisters still had an army when the Young Wolf battled in the Riverlands. Those hosts are now gone. Their allies are uncertain. This dragon king, if he had emerged victorious over Tyrell's host, would have naught between him and King's Landing. The Iron Throne is not the realm, but Prince Rhaegar's heir claiming his seat would give many lords pause over who to truly declare their loyalty, this Young Dragon having both a host and a kingdom. King Tommen is most like to lose his throne. The crown's future is dire, and it calls for the Vale's aid."
"Tommen is only a boy," she thought
,"in this bloody game. He was young and innocent, and he could not choose to be king. This Aegon will make short work of him, as a man would certainly a child. He is only a young boy, pure and innocent, not deserving of any of war's cruelty."
"So were Bran and Rickon," Alayne thought
,"Only boys, in Robb and Theon's game. They could not deserve any of the kraken's knives." She bit her tongue, and swallowed the dim urge that surfaced in her heart. That was not her.
"The Tyrells would certainly take Tommen to safety," she consoled herself
,"They are a righteous house, just and noble. Lady Margaery was ever so kind. Lord Mace, steadfast and honest. I pray that he would emerge unscathed from the Stormlands. Garlan and Loras were the most gallant knights, fit to shield a king unlike those others that wear a white cloak. They would certainly shield an innocent boy that has no faults. I would only ask that they leave the Queen Mother behind to this dragon king."
"What do you mean to do about it?" Alayne asked her father,"How will you answer them?"
"Lord Robert shall raise his cream and blue banners. His shining knights shall pour forth from the Bloody Gate, riding to aid their king. Our steel has long rusted, but it is long past time for it to see blood. It is long past time for it to service its true liege. No more shall usurpers rise against the throne. We shall answer this call with all the Vale's lances to our true king. King Tommen. Lord Robert is his true man. I as well."
"What are his true designs?" Alayne wondered
,"He is no longer a lion man, no more than he would forsake his power as Lord Protector. Yet why does he answer to Tommen's call? Why does he declare for the lions?"
"We have already sent ravens to all the castles of the Vale," Lord Baelish continued,"In a fortnight, I would say that the first outriders from the Winged Ridge would come in sight of the Eyrie. In three months at most, all the knights of the Vale would assemble at the Gates of the Moon, ready to ride forth. We pray that the crown may hold for that long, and wait for our aid. It is already agreed that Lord Royce shall have supreme command of the forces. Lord Belmore and Lord Redfort shall have secondary command under him, and shall replace him if the need arises. 'As High as Honor' as the Arryn words. We shall prove our honor. We shall answer to the one true king."
Her father twisted his lips in thought,"On the morrow, when we tell the knights of the tourney of the coming war, they shall be eager to take it. We are glad that there are already dozens of the Vale's finest present at Lord Robert's castle. We need not wait on knights or commanders, only the levied horsemen to strengthen our numbers. All the knights here would be sufficient, and eager to earn their honor and valour."
He fingered his quill,"This is the true reason why I was hesitant to tell you this now. Ser Harrold would feel the same as the other knights, that it is his duty to serve in the war. Lady Waynwood and I have discussed this at length, for wars may take years. My conscience demands it of me now. There is no telling how long this war may last. It may be years before Ser Harrold can return, and even the most valiant knights may fall. We cannot keep him in the Vale, either, elsewise the men may lose heart if their Young Falcon is not braving the same dangers. It would be most like to ruin your future if this is not seen through. This betrothal cannot remain a baseless promise."
"He broke it," Alayne thought
,"Though why would he forsake it? Why would he give away a precious piece in the Vale? What am I to win the North with, if not the Arryn knights? It is perhaps that he means to wed me to someone better, with greater sway. Or…"
Her father's voice cut through her thoughts,"It is our wish that we would arrange your wedding earlier, so that your union would not be only a half-hearted promise while Ser Harrold fights in the war. You shall be married to Ser Harrold in the eyes of most of the Lords of the Vale, under the light of the Seven that reveals all. It would be hasty and ill-prepared, but any festival could serve our purposes. It would lighten the hearts of the men as well before they embark on a treacherous campaign. If it is to my liking, it would take place in roughly a fortnight, to herald the first comings of our banners. If we do not, the wedding may have to wait until next spring, as the war ends. All promises are scattered ash in the wake of winter, but an union sealed in the eyes of the gods shall endure as a castle. There would be ample time for you to know each other, for the host would not march for months. Is this arrangement suitable?"
"He wants me to be Sansa Stark," Alayne realized. She knew Lord Baelish's true purpose now
,"to wear that grey white cloak at my wedding with my hair uncoloured. I would wed Ser Harrold as my mother did with Lord Eddard before he set out to join Robert's Rebellion. I shall do my duty as well. This is the wedding before my war. Answering to Tommen's call was just a ruse. It would appear suspicious to the crown if my father raised his banners without cause. When the wedding comes, he would reveal me to all the Vale's lords. The light of the Seven shines not only on the true hearts of the married, but also to reveal the fur that was long dampered in feathers. They will raise their swords for me as the northern lords had for my father and Robb. I will win Winterfell back again. My father will bring me home."
Frost tickled her kin from her neck to her fingertips. Her cheeks felt stiff and frozen. She saw herself, sitting by Jeyne in the warm halls of Winterfell, weaving pretty designs to the delight of Septa Mordane. She listened to the excited shouts of Arya playing with Robb and Jon and Bran. Lady Catelyn opened the door, and Sansa Stark would look up to see baby Rickon swaddled at her mother's breast. Through the open door, she would see the stern form of Lord Eddard, untangling the tangled heap that was her siblings. It seemed that the lions had never come. It seemed that Theon was never there.
Alayne wrenched herself from the rosy vision of her home. That would never be, for the dead she could not bring back to life. Yet she could see the Stark wolf rising above the battlements of its mighty walls. She could still fill her halls with laughter and joy, and pretend as if the old memories never died. She could have peace, and make certain that no future Stark maiden would ever have to endure what she had. She wished for a Stark in Winterfell again, for all to go as it was. She wished to touch those stones, to sleep on a bed that was hers. She would wish even to feel the cold snows kiss her cheek, which young Sansa hated. She would love even the snow.
"Yes, father," she replied.
Her father did not give a smile. He rose from his seat, and strode to the windowsill. A flurry of snow entered the study through the open frame, and her father caught some in his fingers.
"Lord Varys seems to have shown his hand," he spoke solemnly,"This is much too hasty, and quite unlike him. This Aegon is not his last card. He would be a fool to gamble all on one king. He has another. Sailors tell tales, but if too many tell the same, one must be prepared that it is the truth. Whoever emerges victorious upon these lands shall either bow or die to the flame that shall rise in the east. To the dragon queen, Daenerys Targaryen, and her three beasts. That is Varys's last card, the card that none here would know he holds. The three dragons are his last card, and his greatest. It would seem that this Aegon, if victorious, would marry the dragon queen ,and continue the line of fire with true drakes once more. If this Aegon fails, then the dragon queen shall come and scorch this earth as the Conqueror once did. Whatever the end of this dragon king, the dragons and their mother will see the eunuch's triumph."
"What of us then?" she thought
,"Will we bow to this dragon queen when I take the North? She will not suffer the loss of half her kingdom." This was unbecoming of her father. He would not be sated to serve meekly the Spider and his designs.
She caught the moonlight reflecting off her father's half-finished parchment. The words of the black ink were indistinguishable to her.
"I do not know what he writes," Alayne thought
,"The light has never shone on my father's words. Yet I do know that the blood of the fallen is his ink, and the coming years are only another page under the mockingbird's quill."
A knock interrupted them. Alayne bit her lip and looked to the source of the disruption. She heard voices speaking, then a sharp thump as either Ser Shadrich or Ser Oswell withdrew to their posts. It was the latter that opened the door, his mousy orange hair sticking outwards like the mane of a lion as he bowed.
Ser Shadrich had been eliminated in the first melee of the tourney, though he still wore his finest mail and an even finer smile. Alayne felt a slight shiver when she met his gleaming green eyes, though she towered over his head. The Mad Mouse suited his name well. It made her uneasy, how that sly smile curled about that sharp nose. He looked like Joffrey with his cruel grins.
"I should have brought a guard," she then realized
,"Even the halls of the Eyrie are no place for a lone maiden. I had been too bold to venture here on my own."
"Lord Baelish," he reported,"Ser Morbert Grafton begs your audience."
"Send him in," Lord Baelish replied.
Alayne withdrew to the side, and a tall knight entered. He wore a flaming red surcoat with the yellow tower emblazoned upon it. A dark blond beard adorned his face, which was comely but hard. His crimson cloak followed in his wake as he strode before Lord Baelish.
He gave her father a stiff nod,"Lord Protector, my father Lord Gerold gives you his most sincere greetings. If it is to your convenience, Lord Royce and my father have wished for my lord to attend their pleasure."
Lord Baelish nodded,"Tell Lord Royce and your father that I am burdened at the moment, but know of the paramount importance of their summons. It is my greatest wish to serve, and I shall conclude my affairs quickly to be of convenience. I shall attend to them shortly."
Ser Morbert bowed,"Farewell, my lord."
"Farewell," Lord Baelish replied.
After Ser Morbert left the room, Lord Baelish gazed at Alayne for a long moment.
He then broke the silence,"I should like to attend their lordships' summons. Do you have any further need of me, my dear?"
Alayne shook her head.
"Ser Oswell," her father called. The old knight soon came, lumbering inside the doorway.
"I should like you to escort my daughter to her chamber," her father ordered,"It is a merry night, but perhaps too merry for a young maiden to travel alone. I wish that you could make certain that she is not deflowered before her wedding in a fortnight. These are perilous times for all of us."
Ser Oswell bowed his head,"Yes, m'lord."
As she left the study with her guard at her side, Alayne looked back to see her father give her a lingering smile,"Farewell, my love. You make me proud."
It was near winter in the grounds outside the walls,but the fires of the Eyrie's many torches made the halls as warm as spring. The columns and arches that adorned the side of the halls shone by their light. They were wrought of a pale white stone, the marble harvested from the sides of the Vale's mountains. There were old stones and new, marble harvested by the Falcon Kings and marble of Lord Jon's father who sought to renovate his halls. They never discarded the old, for they were dear to the hearts of the Arryn lords that wished to remember their past glories. They only strengthened the flanks of the old ones with new stones. The old was cracked and stained, and thin coats of imperfect mounds had ruined the smooth surface. However, it was more endearing to Alayne than the beautiful and perfect new ones. The wrinkles and nooks were warm and reminded her of home, but flat white marble only reeked of cold.
Ser Oswell walked at her side, one hand upon his hilt. He wore a cloak of black silk, his armour polished with a bright sheen.
"A Kettleblack," Alayne thought
,"Dullard or not, my father should not have trusted me with him. His sons were Joffrey's most loyal hounds. They were king's men, and they did what the king commanded of them with all due loyalty."
"Ser," she spoke to her escort. She wished to know of him. They revealed much to ladies and queens. They did not think much of little birds, as long as they could sing.
He turned his eyes on her,"M'lady, What d'you want of your knight?"
She plastered a sweet smile upon her face,"I am sorry for your loss, Ser Oswell. You rode valiantly. It was only by chance did Ser Arnold unseat you."
His lips twitched in the shadow of a smile,"I have no wish of that honour, m'lady. Even you know that I rode poorly, and me lance showed it. I am not the man that I was, and I know. I am old, and even me horse knew it. He carries me slowly, as if I were lumbering sack of shit."
"M'lady," he fumbled desperately,"I beg your pardon."
"You still ride as well as your sons, Ser" Alayne spoke, knowing how poorly they rode,"You rode as bravely as any half your age."
Ser Oswell gave a bitter laugh,"All me hope I placed in me three sons, and they failed me, like the useless swine that they are. If I were to sleep with a queen, I wouldn't let a septon know. I've always wanted a daughter, after me and dear Betsy raised our three boys. A daughter is worth the trouble she's caused, and not like to ruin the family name with their trouble. If Lord Baelish had not made me life rich, I would have thrown 'em into the gutter ten years ago. Not worth the hassle, They're not worth the hairs on a donkey's bottom, so don't compare me to them. I come out looking worse. You know as well as I how they fight. I admire your niceties, but a lady ought never to try and fool an old knight."
Alayne was taken aback, but she composed her smile again,"My apologies, Ser."
They rounded a bend, and the torches lit clearly the grizzled knight's face. She saw an ugly scar adorn the cheek under his left eye. It was a deep fissure of darkness, red tendrils creeping onto the hale skin that were otherwise on his cheek. It scraped upon his cheekbone, catching the pure glare of the torches. The scar reached his eye, and the bottom lid was seared in two, not having healed together. Even the healed skin was either angry red or a plae white, pockmarking the tones of his face. Alayne did not avert her eyes, nor did she recoil.
"All sons are a blessing," she said courteously,"and it is fortunate that my father preserved your house."
"How did you enter the service of my father?" she asked.
Ser Oswell squinted his eyes in confusion, then answered her question,"Me family were potters in Flea Bottom. They took enough coin so we did not starve, though we still lived by rat meat and Flea Bottom stew at least once a fortnight. I was born then, a delight to me father who wished for a son. Me parents died when meself was six, when the Prince o' Dragonflies refused to take his bride, and Lord Stag cut a bloody path in his furious departure from the city. They named him the Laughing Storm, so I always wondered if storms laugh as they slay. I wandered Flea bottom as an infant, 'til I was twelve, and picked up me first sword. I was leader of our haggard gang of street boys, but we were strong, and we always got food. When I was sixteen, I thought to sell my sword for greater prizes than a bowl o' warm stew. I earned 'nough gold to book a ship to the Free Cities, and sowed the Disputed Lands with me foes' blood as a rider of the Second Sons. I knew Maelys the Monstrous,whose two heads commanded the two legions, and stayed long 'nough to have drunk with the Red Viper. I sat out the Ninepenny Kings in Lys, though, as I knew the might of the king's men, and I served its next commander well, a stone-faced northman whose law was as unbreakable as the Red Keep's walls. When I suffered this scar you see on me face, I thought I've tasted 'nough blood. I thought to return to me home. I had saved 'nough coin to carve out a life for myself. I met me wife, and we had our three boys. When they were still boys, Osney no older than ten, me coin ran out, and the price of oats rose in the Year of the Windfires. King Robert whored in his halls, uncaring as the folk starved. It was Lord Arryn that opened the stores to the folk of the city, but it was too little for all our mouths. It was kind Lord Baelish who found me sword, and offered me coin and a house if I would join his service. I took it gladly, and the lord always kept his promises. I swore meself to be his loyal man, for he treats us swords well, for all the days 'til me last day."
It was near the hour of the wolf when they arrived at her chambers. Ser Oswell stood guard outside the door, and Alayne entered her sparsely decorated quarters.
She undressed, and entered the warmth of her covers. Alayne laid her hair upon the soft creases of her pillow. The hearth burned warm, and her half-naked body felt not the chills of the snows as she lay beneath her blanket.
As she thought again of what her father's words entailed, her heart filled with giddiness. By the fires that warded the cold from her chamber, she felt as if she were at Winterfell again.
She had a father again, and she was going home.
Alayne closed her eyes to drops of water echoing ceaselessly amidst a windless night. They were the lingering remnants of a pouring shower a day before, and her head lay upon a lump of wet grass. She flicked her tongue at the mud at her side, tasting the bitterness of the brown marsh.
Her arms and legs lay clenched, ready to attack, and her teeth sharp enough to pierce a boar's hide. She saw her light grey fur shimmer as the moon passed overhead.
It was a full moon. A wolf's moon.
She lay silent and unmoving as her loyalty bid her. She waited for her leader's call. Her pack waited beside her. She did not know their purpose, but their leader did. All she had to do was to follow, and she would have her fair share of the spoils.
Her stomach growled from three days of hunger. Her companion a short length from her issued a whispering hiss. They warned her to stay quiet. That was what she was bid to do, until the hunt.
Then, she would have her fill. Then, she would taste the blood that the leader denied her as they marched.
A long piercing howl broke the silence of the night, and her pack rose.
Her legs moved swiftly despite their long rest. The leader was only a dark shadow that flitted between the crippled trees with their fallen leaves, but it was enough for her pack to follow. She towered above her lesser pack, but even so she was as quiet as a shadow. She would only be seen when she wished to be seen. Yet when provoked, she was as quick as a snake and as strong as a bear. They learned to know their place.
The grey wolf that was their leader had come years before when it was still summer. She had been a pup then, and had been as a sister to her. Yet as they grew, she became greater and more terrible than all others in her pack, becoming the fiercest hunter and deadliest stalker. She claimed their pack for her own when the mummers with wolves on their banners rode past the rivers. No other had dared challenge her. Fools tried to mount her, but they were slaughtered.
All this wolf cared about, however, was that she would have her spoils. She had her mate, a dark-furred prowler with a scar on his snout. He gained that through a scuffle with one of the red men. But she knew that winter was coming. Pups stirred in her womb, unknowing that they would be born into the snow. They needed a cunning leader then to keep their pack together. One that would find them prey, and keep order in the ranks. In winter, the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives. She wished to survive the coming cold.
Their leader has proven her worth. They had never starved since she became the snout of the pack. Yet something had passed over her these past days. She had urged them to a ceaseless march, not even allowing a little time for a meagre hunt. The other wolves growled of mutiny, but their fear of the giant took their hold.
Their leader had disappeared ere the dusk, and they had howled for their return. She returned a moment before nightfall, with a limp and blood on her snout. One of those blades had their mark upon her flank.
It seemed that what had seized her had passed. Their leader wished for a hunt that night.
They came to a clearing, and she saw her pack line the edge of the forest. She took her place amongst them.
A path had been cut through the trees, laden with gravel that revealed where those men marched. Their tails made silent scratches that howled in the wolf's ear.
A line of men marched down the path. Their banners were grey and crimson, one bearing that blue monstrosity and the other a golden lion. Two stallions led the way. They were followed by a string of men in the same manner, many of which did not wear steel. In the distance, she could see the faint shadow of a carriage.
She hungered for battle. These men had ravaged their lands, but they shall prove a feast for the wolves.
When near a hundred men passed, their leader came into the gaze of her eyes. He wore the same as his other men, but she could smell that he was another. He was one of their eldest, the skin betraying deep wrinkles. She always wondered why the old lead the hosts of these men. They had not the strength to keep a pack in order.
He covered himself in a disguise of blue with a red stripe running through it, ill hiding him amidst the forest greens. One of those biting glimmers lay at his belt, laid in a golden twinkle. Two steel paws hung at his saddle, and another one of their bites lay hidden beneath his cloak.
His courser was that of a strong breed, tall and mighty. She could see from its tendons that it could be swift despite its lumberous size. Though if she swept her legs from under it, its weight would be its bane.
Her mouth watered, and her stomach rumbled again with hunger. Something of his silks made a ghastly hate rise within her. Though why would she hate him more than any other man. He was their meal, alike to all others. Her claws curled still, and fury blinded her sight. She did not know why she would attack who she shall.
The howl came, and her pack wailed as one as they sprang. They came from the trees, catching the men by surprise. The skies shook with the songs of wolves.
She went for their leader, who he saw drawing his bite. Her teeth cut into the horse's legs, and the great beast gave a deathly groan. It collapsed, the wolf dancing out of its way. The man loosed himself from the brown bands that tied him to his steed, but he collapsed onto the forest floor.
Chaos reigned around her, but her eyes found only one man.
"Twin towers," she thought in a growl that she did not understand
,"Frey."
The man fell into a ravine at the roadside, his head striking the jagged rocks that lay in the stream. That metal object that covered his head had disappeared, his face a bloody mess. She leapt down to follow. She leapt on him, baring her fangs and seizing his limbs with her own. He lay helpless at her feet. A pale light shone upon the man's throat.
Before she could bite and tear into her foe, a large shadow danced upon the forest floor before her. It was the giant grey wolf that was her leader.
She snarled at her, warning her back. Her mouth was crimson with blood, and she spit out a golden chunk that she had gripped in her jaws. This wolf snarled back, for it was her prey.
Her leader gazed at her coldly, and took a single step towards her. Her giant nose touched her own, the pools of her pupils welling as calm as still water. It bared its fangs, and this wolf could see the tendons tense. Darkness clouded the haughty snout that loomed high above her rival, and the sounds of the hunt faded to a whisper. The woods whispered only of death and fear. She knew that plenty, for what pack did not know of losses. Their leader's eyes spoke of that. Of losses too terrible, and fury all the more greater. The smaller wolf felt a slice of fear wrinkle her stomach, and she found her hunger abate for a moment. She backed away, for she knew that there were other prey.
She left the man to her leader's fury, and heard his screams as the giant wolf crushed his bones and drank his blood. But she cared not, and she ran down another who had sought to flee. She ate the fill that was deservedly her own. As the taste of blood lingered in her mouth, she felt her heart flutter. The trees faded as her mind grew dim with clouds.
Sansa saw herself again. She gazed at the wolf before her. It gave her a bloody grin, and faded amidst the green grasses as if it were no more than a ghost in the night.
She felt herself rise, beyond the forest and the rivers that made that kingdom. She rose until the earth was as far from her as the sky. Wings began to sprout from her arms, and her skin shifted into feathers. She soared above Westeros, above all the lands that made the realms of stags, lions, and wolves. She soared over mighty mountains and wondrous plains. She soared over the ashen crusts of cities and fields of burning blood. In the north, a storm gathered. She was drawn to it, as an eye began to pulse the storm.
"A thousand lights," she thought
,"That formed one lidless pupil."
"Sister," it seemed to cry, its voice dismembered by the winds whistling in her ear.
"Jon?" she whispered. He was the only brother left to her.
"Jon is gone," the voice answered. Her vision became a blur, until her eyes found the courtyard of a snowy castle. Men with black cloaks huddled about a fallen figure whose blood stained the snows. The men in black cloaks held knives in their hands that glittered red in the moonlight.
"Do you remember?" came the lonely echo of a boy's youthful call. It was a voice Sansa knew, but also one that she did not. It ringed young, yet was wrought with the age of a dozen greybeards.
She was brought about by the fearful song of a dozen blades departing their sheaths. The snows swirled to reveal the throne room of King's Landing, where Lord Stark stood before Joffrey and Cersei. It was the day after King Robert's death, when the lions seized the throne. Lord Stark's guards lay dead at his feet, and a dozen Lannister blades were pointed at his throat. Sansa gazed towards the Iron Throne. Joffrey sat upon it with a cruel smirk, Cersei wallowing in contentment at his side. She also saw Lord Varys, the Grand Maester... and her father, staring down at the carnage. Her father was smiling, but his eyes were empty.
"He could not do anything to help," she thought
,"else Cersei would have killed him. He was ever my mother's friend, yet Lord Stark would not listen. Still, my father remained true even whilst in the lion's palm. He saved me."
A song broke the silence that came with Lord Stark's fall. It was a tune she knew, for the Lannisters played it many times when she was still their hostage. The Rains of Castamere played as a banquet hall came slowly into view. The dim lights of the torches revealed the lone figures on the ground. Lady Catelyn and Robb. Her mother knelt in the center of the hall, while her brother lay dead. Blood ran in rivers from the king's many wounds, mixing with the blood that ran down her mother's cheeks.
A faceless man came forward and slit her mother's throat. She could bear the torture any longer, yet a voice urged her to look. She could not turn her head from the blood. She could not close her eyes.
The dim torches morphed into that of a gloomy sun, and she was home again. Though a kraken banner rose above the battlements in the stead of a wolf's. Sansa knew who ruled here. A light blinded the spikes that adorned Winterfell's walls, but she knew.
That man strode before Winterfell's folk on a raised platform. The man she had once thought to have called brother. The man who did not deserve to stand in either Lord Stark's or Robb's place. He smiled greedily as he pointed at the spikes.
"Let it be known the price for treason," he sneered, and the lights receded to reveal two severed heads that were dipped in tar. She saw an old woman beside her collapse in horror, several others rushing to hold her. Sansa's eyes closed this time, and she heard that man's mocking laughter.
"All of them, gone," Sansa thought
,"Winterfell reduced to ashes. The Starks broken, their line lost."
"Do you remember?" the murmur was dry with solemn gravel
,"Do you see?"
She rose again above the realm. The vast fields unfolded beneath her feet, ripe with greenery.
"When winter comes," Lord Stark's warning came
,"the lone wolf dies, and the pack survives."
"But it is still summer," she thought
,"The warmth of the sun is on my wings. When food is plenty and need is scarce, when there is no need for trust, when the greatest wish is not to survive but to rule, the pack becomes a burden, and the lone wolf survives."
Alayne turned her back on the northern snows, a white that blinded the horizon. She looked south. The air about her hardened into iron.
Alayne woke to the soft swish of an oiled hinge. Her senses came to as her blurred vision cleared. The candle had gone out, and the room soaked in darkness. Her eyes adjusted to the shadows, and found that she was home. She was in her old chamber at Winterfell.
The wooden door slowly opened to admit a shadowy form. She always wondered if he would come. Her mother had warned her with such stories, and Sansa had feared the dark of night.
Alayne, however, felt strangely expectant, as if she wished him to come. As he drew closer, she saw his features. She gazed wistfully at the dark locks that had long since been lost. His grey eyes found her own as he finally freed himself of that sullen mood.
Alayne was glad to give that to him. He laid a soft kiss on her lips, his tongue rough and watery. She rose clumsily, staring in wonder. He took off his black cloak and undershirt, revealing the dark hair underneath. His calloused hands lifted her nightgown over her head. A strange and sweet sensation came unto her as the moonlight touched his brow. He unlaced his breeches, so that they both lay bare the darkness.
Alayne fell into his embrace, daring to plant a kiss on his lips as he took her as his own. She laced her arms around his neck, and moaned with pleasure as his broad chest pressed against her own soft breasts. With every pulse, her spasm sweetened. She wondered if this was what her mother had felt once. Blood ran down her legs, spilling her maidenhood unto the bed.
She lifted her love's face, whose eyes twinkled with amusement. Alayne gazed within those dreamy wells of longing, and she felt… happy. She loved him, and he loved her.
As she kissed him again, she felt the sweetness of his breath turn sour.
She jolted to the dim fires of the Eyrie, a foul-smelling cloth smeared onto her face. She tried to rise, but was pushed down by another. Her eyes found her attacker, a short man with orange hair.
"Ser Shadrich," she thought, and tried to scream. The cloth muffled her voice. The smell took hold of her senses, and her mind faded into darkness.
"The queen," was Alayne's last thought.
In the glimmer of faint light, she arrived at a feast. The trumpets chorused as a boy king took a bite of a pie. As he took a sip of wine, he began to choke. He coughed and retched, collapsing on the floor. As his face turned purple, a serpent crawled from the gaping pit of his mouth. It slithered through the chaotic feast until it came before her. She stroked its scales, soothing its heart. She found the poisonous gaze of the queen who held her vile son in her arms.
The winds whistled her into darkness, until she came again to a start. She saw herself before the queen, who was golden-haired and green-eyed with a face of terrible fury. The queen cupped Alayne's cheek in a slender hand, and her eyes shone with glistening cruelty.
"Whore," she sneered,"You killed my son."
The buckle of a saddle again shook her into a dream. As cold breezes pierced her skin, she lulled to the shimmer of the queen's cold gaze. The hand of which she used to grip Alayne's cheek turned into that of a claw. Her face morphed into a lioness's head, and roared. She felt sharp claws begin to press against her throat.
She gasped as she heard the low rumble of a company of hooves. The cold winds bit her skin, and the gloom of a forest surrounded her. That gloom began to give way to the torches that began to blanket the night.
Ser Shadrich had not escaped unnoticed. Her rescue had come.
"It must be my father's men," she thought
,"He would trust no other, for Ser Shadrich could tell them to my name." She heard the brush of bushes to both her flanks.
She felt herself thrown off the saddle, tumbling onto the forest floor. Her dark brown hair cascaded over her eyes. Someone pulled her hair back, forcing her chin up, and she felt a touch of icy steel upon her throat. As her hair fell back, she saw who had come.
The Young Falcon's face was furious this night. Her betrothed had seemingly departed in a hurry, for he still wore the same robes that he sported during the feast. It had armour underneath, so it would serve him well here. The polished steel was glossed with dirt and mud, no longer a glamorous ornament. The Waynwood brothers flanked him. No banner hung above their heads. Only the tips of seven bows trained on Ser Shadrich. She guessed that there were twice as many beyond her sight.
As his eyes found hers, they softened. His sandy hair was unkempt, though the face framed was still as handsome as she remembered. The moonlight dappled upon his gallant form, strong and lithe in the steel of the Vale. He was every inch as beautiful as the knights of the tales. He was every inch as valiant of the heroes of the songs.
"He is more handsome than Joffrey had ever been," her heart gave a tiny flutter
,"He did not just look a lord. He was as true and valiant as one."
Hope began to rise in her heart, as she knew that he would save her. Perhaps some heroes did live in this realm.
Ser Harrold began to step forward, his hand upon his hilt,"How'd you think you'd get past the Bloody Gate, Ser?"
"One more step," she heard the response,"and I'll cut the maid's throat."
He stopped,"You know that if she is harmed in any manner, that I'll have all my bows loose upon you. You will not die, for I am merciful. I'll make certain that their tips find only parts that are not needed. We will bring you back to the Eyrie, and Colemon will patch you up. You'll face what judgement her father has to give."
Ser Shadrich laughed,"Her father?"
Alayne suddenly realized what would come out of his mouth. She braced his revelation of who she truly was.
"That lickspittle swine called Baelish? That craven who could only lord a stuttering child? What am I to fear of him?"
Alayne breathed a sigh of relief, then stopped cold when she felt steel dig into her throat.
"Much and more," Ser Harrold responded,"if you slay his daughter."
She could feel the piercing gaze of his cold eyes. She could see the tense quivers of drawn bowstrings. The night was silent save the echoes of their voices. The hands of the Vale knights tightened on their hilts. She felt the dagger dig deeper into her skin, and the wet trickle of a drop of blood.
"If it comes to a fight," Ser Harrold said,"then my bride is doomed to die. Your corpse will be of no use to me then. Let us come to a compromise. You want gold, and I want my bride. I can offer you that for her safe return. I will allow you out of this circle, to flee far with your ransom. This is as best an offer you can receive, for if you refuse, you shall die a penniless man. I have no wish to do that, for she will fall at your side."
Ser Shadrich thought for a moment, and seemed to consider,"A hundred dragons."
"You have to forgive a knight his hasty departure," Ser Harrold replied,"I did not have enough time to bring enough gold. I can offer you ten."
"Seventy."
"Fifty."
"Done," the traitorous knight replied.
Ser Harrold gestured to the elder Waynwood brother, who reached into a satchel slung on his steed. He withdrew ten and put it into another bag. He handed it to Ser Harrold.
"Here is ten," Ser Harrold tossed the bag to Ser Sharich,"When you give me my bride, I shall give you the rest."
Ser Shadrich bent to pick up the purse, careful to keep his knife on her throat.
"I shall need," he spoke,"a little more of an upfront payment."
The response was the toss of another ten coins.
She felt her fear abate for a moment, for she knew that she was to be saved.
Judging it to be enough, Ser Shadrich consented,"Let me out of your circle of bows, my lord. I fear that as soon as I release her, you will feather me with a dozen shafts."
Ser Harrold looked at him with a curious glance, then indicated for the younger of the Waynwoods to bring him something. The brother brought him a cage that sported a black raven.
"This is the raven for the Bloody Gate," he said,"If you dare to escape with my bride and dishonour your end of the deal, I shall send it with a command signed by Lord Robert and Lord Baelish to not let any pass unless ordered otherwise. That is, if your steed proves quicker than ours. I trust that you should make the right choice. I shall uphold mine. I give my word on my honour."
"Honour that is worth less than shit," she heard the knight mutter. He escorted her to the edge of Ser Harrold's circle, and they parted for Ser Shadrich, Alayne, and the knight's destrier.
Ser Shadrich swiftly withdrew his knife, and pushed Alayne towards her rescuers. She stumbled onto the forest floor, gasping in cool relief. She heard the hoofs of her captor fade, but not the other bowstrings that she had expected.
The wet dirt touched the wound in her neck, and a cold that she did not know she had felt faded in her spine.
She saw Ser Harrold give the rest he prepared to his foster brothers,"It seemed he did not wish to receive the rest. Well, he'd best ride swiftly. Send a raven to the Bloody Gate on the morrow. He should pray that he would be gone then."
He then marched to where Alayne knelt in the trail, another man having draped a cloak about her.
Ser Harrold fell upon one knee before her,"My lady. Is everything alright?'
She gave him a small nod, feeling red blossom into her cheeks. She felt his warm breath amidst the snowy trails, and lost herself in his kind gaze. A knight, a true knight, unlike all the others she had met in the south,
Ser Harrold responded with a nod,"Get Lady Alayne a horse." He rose, and declared to his company,"We ride for the Gates of the Moon."
She felt a man cutting the rope binding her hands, a second lifting her onto a steed, a last whispering reassurances in her ear.
On the ride home, she caught glimpses of men exchanging worried words.
"Why?" one man asked
,"Why our lady? He came for our lady first and foremost. He took the gold only when he realized he couldn't have her"
"Lannisters, I say. Who else?" another answered,"Come to kidnap our lady, so as to secure the Vale's riders against this young dragon king in the south."
"She's Harrold's bride," the first man voiced again,"The bastard daughter of a lord who cannot keep his lands. She would be of little value this way, unless... Unless the Lannisters mean to kill Lord Robert, and Harrold succeeds him as Lord of the Eyrie."
"I wouldn't put it past them," the second man's words were blurred by the winds,"These are the men who consorted with
Freys."
"I never thought that I would hope for a dragon to take the Iron Throne again," the first man said,"Yet here I am, hoping this Aegon would defeat Tommen."
"If the other choice is lions," the second man replied,"I will swear myself to the dragons every time."
It was at this time that Alayne fell asleep, and lost sense of all her ride until her horse stopped. Ahead, she saw the lights of the Eyrie's halls.
The knights escorted her to a warm chamber in the castle, where she felt a soothing touch of the burning hearth. It was welcome to her skin after the bitter cold.
Ser Harrold arranged guards outside her door, then made to leave.
"Ser," she said,"Please stay, for a moment."
"I think," he replied,"that it would be… scandalous, for me to spend the night in your company before our wedding. Even if naught were to happen, your friend Lady Myranda will have the castle speaking the rumours ere the morrow's noon."
She understood, and nodded.
"Farewell, then," he said,"My lady."
"Farewell, Ser."
It was only a moment after he left when her father arrived. He paced into the chamber with lord Royce and Lady Waynwood at his side. Their shadows sauntered across the columns and tapestries of her quarters. They were accompanied by several men-at-arms and Ser Harrold.
When he saw her, her father raced to give Alayne an embrace. He breathed long breaths when he came before her, his eyes worrisome. His frown became a smile when he saw his daughter safe.
"Ser Harrold," he exclaimed as he withdrew,"My humble personage is at your service. I do not know how to repay this noble deed. Name anything that is within my power, and I shall grant it as the gift of a grateful father."
"I ask for nothing," Ser Harrold,"It is my duty to rightfully do for the hand of your beautiful daughter in marriage. It is my duty as husband to be my wife's shield and protector."
"No, no," her father said,"My debts will not go unpaid. Come to my study later tonight." He then turned to her.
"I'm so very sorry, my love," her father's eyes pleaded with her,"I should have kept a closer eye on the men that would be my sworn shields. I should have seen the ones that would not keep to their oaths. It was my folly to be too trusting. Now Ser Oswell is dead, slain at your door by the traitor. I neglected the safety of my child as well. One guard is never enough, and the old knight was feeble and failing. I judged that all the good men here would be men of honour. I made a terrible mistake, and you have suffered the ills of my doing. Can you ever forgive me?"
Alayne grasped her father's hand,"Father, there's nothing to forgive. It was not your wrong."
Tears began welling in her father's eyes, and he took her into his embrace once again.
"I lost Cat," he whispered into her ear, but Alayne knew that the whole room could hear,"I cannot lose you too."