I reached the Boardwalk in under a few minutes, desperate to get away from my house as fast as possible. My chest was hurting and my body was hot. I could barely breathe. Once I managed to catch my breath, I sat down on a nearby bench and rest for a minute. I could barely think.
Why?
Why did I say all of that? Why couldn't I stop myself? Fuck, this was the worst. I knew I shouldn't blame him, but damn it, why now?! Why did he have to start acting like a dad now?! Why didn't he act like this when I needed him the most?
No, I couldn't think like that. The blame didn't entirely belong to Dad. In fact, most of it was my fault. I was afraid he wouldn't believe me, so I never told him just how bad Winslow was. I never told him about Emma.
I took a deep breath, curling my knees into my chest. This was such a fucked up week. First the locker incident, and now this.
…then again, I suppose it wasn't all that bad. There was a silver lining, I suppose. As horrible as the locker incident had been, I found out something new about myself. I debated whether I wanted to tell Dad, but after what happened, I was better off not saying anything.
As…disgusting and unusual as controlling bugs is, it's a useful powerful if you're doing recon work, I guess? I mean, I more or less found a way to make my dream come true. I had a chance to become a hero.
More than that, I could prove I was better than them. Than the Trio.
Of course, I knew becoming a hero wasn't going to be easy. I needed training and a good understanding of my powers, which was the first of things to do on my To-Do List. I needed to learn how many bugs I could control and how far my control could go, as well as how many I could command.
Thinking about this made me calm down a little. Slowly, my argument with dad fluttered away from my mind. I started to relax.
To be honest, I had no idea what to do first. Learning the limits of my power came first obviously, last thing I wanted to do was get myself into a fight half-cocked and not know how my powers worked. Other than that, I also needed to work on the physical limits of my body. I was stick-thin with no muscle, and my stamina was crap. I had to build up some muscle, maybe learn some martial arts. I don't think Dad would argue about me getting some self-defense classes, considering the shithole that is Brockton Bay.
I wondered why I developed the powers that I did. I read online that being in a traumatic event could cause someone to Trigger, but they weren't very detailed. I'm sure the PRT knew more about it, but I wasn't comfortable about joining the Wards just yet. I didn't know if they were accepting anyone right now, much less a stranger. How would I be able to contribute?
Plus, there was the possibility the PRT would be suspicious about me. I didn't have any criminal background and my parents were upstanding citizens (to the best of my knowledge) but there was no way to be certain. It also didn't help that we lived in Brockton Bay, which was a cesspit of epic proportions. The PRT was stretched thin enough as it is with gangs pressing them on every corner, but there was also the fact that the PRT was outgunned. They just didn't have enough manpower, and if discussions on the PHO meant anything, there was nothing Director Piggot could do to request aid.
The higher-ups likely considered Brockton Bay to be a lost cause.
I knew that, even if I had a good understanding of my powers and joined the PRT, I wouldn't contribute much. I was just one person. Me joining them wasn't going to change anything, except maybe give them an extra helping hand.
I sighed slightly. How would I even go about joining the PRT in the first place? I sincerely doubt it was as easy as just walking inside, telling the person at the front desk I was a cape and I wanted to join the Wards.
"What? Come on, you're pulling my leg! You expect me to believe a load of bull like that?"
"Hey, I'm being completely serious here! The Demon Summoning App is a real thing!"
I glanced over my shoulder, seeing two guys I recognized as my seniors from Winslow eating near a taco truck.
"There's a URL and everything, though you have to get it from a chat room on the PHO."
"Oh yeah? Which one?"
"The Gaia Initiative, I think it's called? I hear they only allow members to join the chat room, though. It's freaking weird, though, since you get asked a ton of questions straight out of a JRPG or something."
"If it's members only, how do you get in? Who do you talk to if you want membership?"
"A friend of mine told me there are a bunch of steps, but the short of it is, you have to talk to some guy on PHO that goes by the username Lord_Of_Flies. Tell him you're interested in the occult stuff, and he asks you some questions. If you answer his questions right, you get an invite to the chat room, and bam! Instant URL!"
"Whatever, man. I still think you're full of it. I mean, come on! Demons? Probably just some scam."
Their conversation faded as I lost interest. I agreed with my senior in that it sounded ludicrous. I wouldn't be surprised if it was some kind of scam, though I do have to admit, the steps to even get this supposed URL was curious enough to make it seem interesting in checking it out.
A shame I didn't have a phone, though. I could have looked up the PHO easily. Maybe I could swing by the library.
"A lovely day, don't you think?"
A voice called out beside me. I turn my head and stare. Without me noticing, a woman had walked up and sat next to me. Her clothes told me she was probably someone important; a black suit with a mini-skirt, sun-kissed blonde hair spilling down over her shoulders with a figure even Sophia and Emma would kill for and wearing sunglasses. Her face was heart-shaped, skin fair and sporting light pink lips that looked incredibly soft.
She was beautiful, almost inhumanly so. I stared at her for what must have been a minute before I realized she was looking at me with a wry smile. Realizing what I was doing, I looked away and apologized. "S-sorry, I didn't mean to…"
"It's fine. I get plenty looks like that, you are hardly the first. Still, what's a girl like you doing out on the Boardwalk all by yourself? Doesn't seem very safe, especially when you are all alone."
I scoff. "Is anywhere in this city safe?"
"A fair point, but you haven't answered my question."
I frowned a little, wondering whether I should answer before shrugging. It wouldn't hurt to tell her.
"I got into an argument with my Dad about something that happened. I… I said some hurtful things. Things that I kept bottled up in my chest. The sort of stuff I dream of saying in my head, but never want to say out loud. The worst part is, I don't know
why I yelled at him. It all just came rushing out of me." I shook my head. "I just… I feel so angry at him, but I know he means well."
The woman hummed. "I see… Sounds like you have a complicated time."
"You have no idea…" I nodded in agreement. "So, what about you? What brought you to Brockton Bay?"
The woman smiled rather strangely. "Oh, a lot of things. Though I admit, one thing in particular drove me here. I'm hoping it will provide me with something wondrous."
"Oh? Like what?"
"I'm not entirely sure just yet. I'm playing the waiting game you see. I want to see where this new potential will go." She paused briefly, tilting her head in thought before continuing, "Although, I must admit, Brockton Bay has made me genuinely curious. It's such a terrible place, with people constantly squabbling for the pettiest of reasons. Even the villains are vying over the littlest of things. All for what, a sense of superiority? To demonstrate their prowess? Meanwhile, the heroes are helpless to fight back, too constrained by their own rules or unwilling to act because of their own thoughts."
I frowned. "What do you mean?"
"Think about it this way. The Azn Bad Boys are comprised of only members of the Asian communities, and to my knowledge, they only have two capes to their name. One boasts immense physical power, but all he has on his mind is to dominate and flaunt his power. He thinks himself a dragon, but what has he done to earn his scales? Has he proven how powerful he truly is by challenging those greater than him, or is he complacent and content with his prowess by wanting to rule over a place holding no importance?
"The Empire Eighty-Eight is no better. A group of fanatics seeking to revive a dead age, yet their unity is as strong as they would have others believe. They hold power, but what good is it when their goal is so short-sighted? They are content with reviving an old order and proving their strength, but in the end, they rely on a central power to keep them in line. They are no hydra. Cut off the head, and they are leaderless. And if the head has no ambition or true goal in mind, how can they hope to grow?
"The Merchants are of little importance. They hold influence, perhaps, but in the end, they are as weak as they are foolish. They have no real goals or desires. They take not out of greed, but out of a selfish desire to prove they are worth
something in the eyes of society. That they, downtrodden and cast aside and beaten, are as powerful as any other, unaware of how truly fragile they are.
"The PRT? A group doomed to fail, both because of their own faults and of the machinations of others playing with things they don't understand. They all have good intentions, but how often do they act upon those desires? They call themselves heroes, but they're more like broken toys that will one day be cast aside when they can no longer be of use. Some merely call themselves heroes when they are anything but. They wear a mask, literally and metaphorically, claiming themselves just when they are so much lesser than that."
"I'm…not sure I understand."
The woman chuckled. "I don't expect you to. At least, not right away." She looked down at her watch. "It seems my time is short. I apologize for interrupting your free time, Taylor. Have a pleasant day."
"Oh, um, you too, miss…?"
"Cyphere. Louise Cyphre. Perhaps we will meet again in the near future…"
Louise stood up and left. I watched her leave, somewhat mystified by the swaying of her hips before shaking my head furiously. What the heck was I doing, ogling a woman like that? Especially one older than me?! I mean, sure, she was drop dead gorgeous and leagues more beautiful than Emma, but-
…wait.
How did she know my name?
And here we are with another short chapter. The next chapter is already in the works and is far more interesting, I promise. Namely because we're shifting perspectives over to Armsmaster and giving us a look at what's going on behind the scenes.
Also, meet Louise Cyphere. She will be a rather important character, but let's make something clear. She is not someone you want as an ally or anyone you want as an enemy, and for good reason. For those familiar with SMT, you know why. For those who aren't, just trust me on this.
On another note...does?