A/N: Jon Snow gets center stage today. Thoughts and criticisms are appreciated.
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Stonefall
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JON
The wildling keep was formidable from afar. Closer inspection proved to exceed expectations as the palisade was actually built from cut ironwood, a wood even experienced lumber-cutters found difficult to chop. It was one of the first things they taught recruits at Castle Black, to distinguish the trees and make sure to avoid cutting ironwood unless you were ready to chop the night away, and even then, ironwood—as if staying true to the metal part of its name—did not burn easily. Yet here, the Keep was surrounded by a wall of ironwood, the tops scraped to conic points.
"The Firemaiden helped build the palisade, I heard," Olin Hill said as they led their horses to the keep's entrance. "Chopped the logs, carried the logs, embedded the logs"—he gestured his chin towards the top of the palisade—"scraped the logs to a fine point."
"Who is this Firemaiden?" Jon found himself asking. He rarely talked with Olin Hill, finding him a true cutthroat amongst the black brothers, one who saw death with glee rather than somberness. His manner of speech seemed odd as well, stressing his words in odd places sometimes and smiling afterwards, as if there was a joke only he was privy to.
"A tall tale told across the territory," Hill said, giggling. "A legend amongst ladies of the wild."
"She's one of Craster's daughters," Grenn said, guiding his own horse to have it side by side with Jon's. "The one who killed him."
"You've heard of Craster, haven't you, Lord Snow?" Hill asked.
"Yes." Jon eyed the encampment. No flags adorned the small battlements set at the corners of the would-be fort, just archers watching their approach through the V-shaped gaps of the palisade top, and most likely readying their bows, out of sight, should they deem their arrival as hostile. "A wildling bastard who raped his daughters so he can have more daughters to rape."
"Good riddance to him." Grenn spat on the ground.
"However," Olin Hill said, "have you heard of
how he had his head hollowed?"
That manner of speech again. Jon liked to return to silence now as they were nearing the Keep's gate, but curiosity won him over. He asked Olin Hill the question.
"Well, the girl would be no more than ten years old when she killed him. Bashed his head in with a big cauldron."
"Is that all?" Grenn asked. "Certainly there is more to it?"
"Other than a small child
lifting a pot that big and then
splattering the skull of a grown man with it?" Olin Hill smiled again. "Fire forms from the fringes of that female."
Grenn blinked. Jon did as well.
"It's why she's known as the Firemaiden," Hill said. "Ever since that day, whenever she goes to battle, it's like the fire in her heart burst forth to her hair. It was aflame, all right, but she never gets burned. And the moment you saw those flames is the moment you saw your death, I've heard."
Grenn scoffed. "What rubbish."
"Perhaps," Hill said, before casting his gaze towards the Keep. "But the wildlings feared taking this place for a reason. With wights in these parts, does the thought of a lady kissed with the power of fire seem so farfetched?"
Jon stayed silent, contemplating, until a black brother went to their group and told Jon the Lord Commander was calling for him. He thanked the messenger, bade his farewells to the two, and kicked his horse to a canter. His direwolf, Ghost, briskly followed.
Lord Mormont was at the head of the group permitted to enter the Keep. He saw Jon's approach and gestured to follow him inside along with the rest. It didn't seem like the Keep was built on uneven ground, but that was from the outsider's perspective. The main house—the biggest one in the Keep—was set atop a small hill, its thatched roof billowing three separate smoke columns like the spikes of a trident. Below the hill was a small garden, where three women and one man were harvesting fresh crops and hoeing an empty space, respectively. Other houses were situated about the Keep, although these were more like shanties than proper houses, standing on four wooden walls, a cloth-flap for a door, and a small makeshift chimney blowing smoke at the center of each conic roof. Not unlike the houses he'd seen from the abandoned villages they'd passed on the way here. There was a pen for pigs, a pen for sheep, and even a tiny pen for dogs that barked at them as they passed, but immediately quieted when Ghost came close to them. Children played about on one side, well away from the brothers' trek to the main house, and for a moment their faces morphed to his siblings, smiling, giggling, running about with little to no care about etiquette or decorum or that he was a bastard amongst a brood of wellborns.
Even now I'm unable to forget their goodbyes.
Jon cut off that thought. He'd made his decision, offered his vows. He was a brother of the Night's Watch, no more, no less.
They arrived at the main house. The Old Bear dismounted from his horse, and Jon Snow followed. A young woman opened the entrance door, looked at their company, and then pointed towards a small spot not far from the main house's entrance. "Tether the horses there and come in." When her gaze went towards Ghost, she added almost nonchalantly, "The wolf stays outside. If it causes
any trouble, it dies."
"Edd!" Lord Mormont said, and Dolorous Edd got to work on the horses, while the rest of the brothers entered the house.
Jon neared Ghost and rubbed the back of his neck. "Stay," he said, looking his direwolf in the eyes, "and don't cause trouble, all right?"
A tiny whine, that was all he heard from him, but it was enough. He gave Ghost a few more pats before walking inside the main hall. What hit him first was the warmth. A large, wide fire burned at the center of the room, a wild almost live thing grasping towards the spit set up above it. The hall they entered was long and wide, its walls crowded with tables holding an assortment of items. From rolled up leather to fur coats, boots to gloves, blankets to cloaks, they all lay on the tables neatly and cleanly. The firepit itself was crowded by a stack of benches on all sides except for one, where a large chair took up the spot, and sitting upon it was an old woman who could be no one but the renowned Mother Ferny, eldest and leader of the Craster brood.
"I'd apologize for the mess," she said, watching each brother enter, "we were in the middle of doing upkeep on the clothing, but seeing as you lot have come here unannounced… I won't."
Jeor Mormont started with an amicable approach. "We're grateful for you accepting to see us, Mother Ferny."
The woman snorted. Her hand, wrinkled but strong, waved towards the benches. "Take your seats, crows."
Everyone complied after Lord Mormont's nod, settling in and feeling the warmth of the fire. Somewhere in the house, though faint, a captivating scent of cooked meat and heavy seasonings reached his nose. Overhead, he espied a few small heads watching them from the loft, their eyes inquisitive but wary. One such child met his eyes, and she quickly hid in the shadows.
His ears picked up soft footsteps coming from behind. A woman, middle-aged, walked into the room carrying a tray filled with two mugs and a plate of bread. She set it down on the small table to Mother Ferny's right, avoiding eye contact with anyone there.
As she was leaving, Mother Ferny said, "Willow, have you seen Summer around?"
"She's out hunting," the woman, Willow, replied. "She'll come back by sundown."
"When she does, tell her I need her here."
Willow blinked, took a fleeting glance at the assembled company of rangers sitting on their benches, and then said, "I will."
Mother Ferny watched her leave, and the moment Willow was out of sight, she turned her attention to the plate and gestured the Lord Commander towards it.
Lord Mormont nodded and grabbed a mug and a piece of bread. Mother Ferny did the same. With guest rights invoked, much of the brothers relaxed, and this puzzled Jon. He'd known these people for almost two years now; they were men hardened by duty, toughened by the cold, made stronger by several ordeals. To witness they'd been on edge for some time had him worrying what was to fear with these wildlings. More than that, what made them so afraid to desire a protection under guest rights?
"The young ones tell me you've over a hundred crows outside our gates," she said. "What's the occasion, Lord Commander?"
Lord Mormont's answer was swift. "The King-Beyond-The-Wall. Mance Rayder."
Mother Ferny raised an eyebrow. "You've amassed all your forces for a king of the freefolk. Do you believe me a daft old hag, Lord Mormont?" She leaned back on her chair, clasped her hands together, rested them on her stomach. "The Night's Watch have always been a passive bunch, preferring to defend the Wall rather than take the fighting to us."
"There have been instances in the past, when the Lord Commander gathered a great ranging to defeat the wildlings."
Everyone's eyes were on Jon now. Even the Old Bear, and the look in them was a familiar aura of disapproval. Jon did his best to keep calm and clenched his fists under his cloak.
"Your squire, Lord Commander?" Mother Ferny asked. When Lord Mormont nodded, she said to Jon, "Tell me, squire, you remember the previous rangings of old; do you also happen to remember the Lord Commanders'
motivations for their ranging?"
"I... No, I don't," he said, feeling his lips going dry.
"Men are simple folks." Her piercing dark blue eyes looked about the room in a slow, steady sweep. "Driven by their baser instincts, more often than not. It's the same then as it is now." Her eyes then honed in on Lord Mormont.
Something made you come out of your Wall, and I doubt it's mostly because of Rayder."
Lord Mormont's lips pursed, as if his tongue were ready to speak if not for his mouth staying shut.
"Trouble brews outside," she said, her gaze moving to the blazing fire. "Less game, quieter nights, and recently that red comet in the sky. The gods speak yet we find it difficult to understand their words."
"We've heard that wights roam the forest," Lord Mormont after a while.
The smile Mother Ferny had was one of triumph. "Aye, they do. You needn't worry much about your men if you're intending to stay awhile. We've handled the wrath of the cold ones for years now."
"Their wrath, my lady?"
"Craster worshiped the cold ones. And when he died, we all renounced them. They took offense to that, but they haven't acted heavily upon it yet. Just small groups of walking corpses in need of extermination."
"You mean to say you've encountered the Others?" Jon asked.
Again, Lord Mormont leveled him with a glare and along with it was a closed fist he knew would never meet his person, but the fact that Lord Mormont was
tempted to hit Jon made his anger quite apparent.
"No," Mother Ferny said, before taking another sip from her mug. "Just the occasional wight every few months. Fire works wonders to the cold, I hear."
Despite himself, Jon held onto his burned hand like how he had done that night in the Lord Commander's quarters, holding on to the burning drapes to fling at Othor, his eyes shining blue, his breath cold, his heart given up on beating for days.
He remained silent now as their conversation wound down to negotiating their stay within the Keep. The wildlings had expanded the house to accommodate the increased population, but the expansion never accounted for hundreds of brothers of the Night's Watch in the middle of a great ranging.
"Two dozen of you can stay in the Keep," Mother Ferny said. "No more than that. We're already preparing some food in the kitchen if you're satisfied with 'wildling food.'"
"We thank you for the hospitality," Lord Mormont said, "and we brought with us our own rations, so we won't impose much on you feeding us. In the meantime, I'd like to discuss about Mance Rayder."
"Ah, so it's the king's turn, huh? Very well, if you can offer me a map, I can point to where they have settled on this past year."
"Jon," the Old Bear said to him, and needn't say more.
Jon stood up at once. He knew this was punishment for speaking out like that… or at least a way to get him out before he said anything else in the conversation. "I will go find Tarly."
As he stepped out of the hall and back into the biting cold of the outside, the sun had disappeared into the horizon but the last of its rays still remained, a smudge of orange against a darkened sky where the early stars and the moon had already come out. And in its usual spot in that great expanse of stars was the comet, Mormont's Torch, far more prominent with the waning light and still casting a huge red scar upon the sky. Ghost quietly came to his side. The wildling children stared, fascinated, at the direwolf, while the older ones were wary, their presence seeming about as jumpy as the horses when near Ghost. While he knew his animal friend could take care of himself and be discreet, Jon was thankful for Grenn and Hill being there and keeping an eye on him.
"I hope Ghost hasn't caused trouble," Jon said to them, while scratching Ghost's ears.
"Other than spooking the womenfolk," Grenn said, and left it at that.
"You have my thanks. Now come," he replied, walking towards the gate, "before we spook them more."
Hill giggled. "As you wish, Lord Snow."
"Where you off to, Jon?" Grenn asked.
"The Commander needs a map drawn. I'm off to find Sam."
"We made camp not too far. We'll walk with you part of the way."
Near the gates, that was where he saw her. A woman his age, with long blonde hair that cascaded all the way to her waist. Jon let his gaze fall upon her face, capturing her features to memory—the purple eyes—and then, to his utter shame, his gaze trickled down to her torso, whose only covering for decency was a leather sleeveless shirt that did its best to show as much stomach and clavicle as it could. Muscles were commonplace for men, but this was the first time he'd seen such pronounced contours on a woman. The closer she got, the more contours he spotted; some glistened from the low light and the animal blood dripping down her abs. She passed them all without a second glance, unlike her younger companion, who looked over her shoulder at him, giving a little smile.
"Best not make eye contact with the girls here," Grenn said.
Jon looked away from the blonde-haired wildlings and blinked at Grenn. "Huh?"
"Oh, what's this?" Hill said, wearing a checkered grin. "Is Lord Snow smitten with the Firemaiden?"
"No," he retorted. Then his words fully registered. "
That was the Firemaiden?"
"Beautiful, she is, yes, Lord Snow," Hill said, ignoring his words, "but she's not the Firemaiden for nothing. Boys break when basking in beauty that burns."
She was beautiful, yes. Strong, too, seeing the burdens she carried. He would admit these things to himself, but never to Olin Hill or anyone else, lest his patience be tested from experienced brothers who'd tease and tease and give pointers on how to please a lady.
She's strong… but is she really gifted with fire magic?
"Let's just go."
They continued their walk outside the gates. Here, the brothers of the Night's Watch started setting their makeshift camps. Some made tents made of leather mantles either donated by some southern lord or nicked from one of the houses in the abandoned villages they'd come across. Others were content with their fur cloaks. Jon heard Ghost slip into the forest to look for his dinner. The smell of deer's blood must've reminded him of his hunger.
"Do you feel it, Lord Snow?" Hill asked, smiling with his crooked teeth. "The forest is brimming with ghosts. I wonder if your own little Ghost will happen to dig up some infant bones in his search for food. Wouldn't that be beautiful?"
Jon said nothing, stone-faced and moving forward without pause.
Olin Hill had been charged with several murders in King's Landing. Where a knife in the back or a slit of the throat would be quiet and efficient, Hill preferred drawn-out, complicated kills. That was why he got caught with his fifth victim; her screams attracted the attention of the local garrison. He asked to take the black as soon as he'd been arrested, and now he was here, admiring the gruesome murders of an awful man.
Many of the black brothers in this ranging were former criminals like Hill, forced to choose between death or defense of the Wall until they die naturally or otherwise. Years ago, Jon would've thought becoming a sworn brother of the Night's Watch like his Uncle Benjen would be the highest honor he could attain in his life. Now, though… with black brothers like Hill around…
"I wouldn't call that beautiful," Grenn said, grimacing, "but thank you for the nightmares. Now if you'll excuse us, our camp's over here. Say hello to Samwell for me, Jon."
Jon nodded to Grenn and ignored Hill. How those two became almost amicable partners was a mystery he'd rather keep as such. Up ahead, he could see Samwell tending to his horses and the messenger crows. He made his way to him.
As Jon approached his friend, the agitated cries of the crows got louder. Sam stood at their side, one hand on the rein of his packhorse, the other scratching his head.
"Did a fox spook them?" Jon called out.
Sam yelped, whirled around. "Oh! Hello, Jon. No. No foxes as far as I know. They just got restless all of a sudden."
He chanced a look at the black birds. "They seem desperate to fly out of their cages."
"It's not normal." Sam sighed, his breath shaky. "But I wish it were. I don't want to think about what's got them so spooked."
Jon thought back on the several wildling villages they'd passed on the way here, each one deserted, each one looking as if the inhabitants left in haste, whether it'd been from coercion or fear, none knew. His burned hand throbbed underneath his glove, and he felt the urge to grab some snow on the ground and squeeze it.
"Well," he said, using his good hand to grasp Longclaw's direwolf pommel, "whatever threat comes our way, we'll fight it."
"Oh I don't doubt that." Sam gazed into the haunted forest as the messenger crows continued rattling about their cages. "But are we prepared to face them at all?"
Wanting to change the topic, Jon said, "The Lord Commander asks that you—"
But before he could finish, the horses around them looked to have been infected with the crows' fears, shaking their heads, loudly snorting, stomping their forelegs, all but ready to bolt should emotion overcome their broken state.
Sam grabbed the reins of his main horse and the baggage horse next to him, the cages hanging beside their saddles rattled on and on and dropped black feathers along with avian excrement on the snow. Jon quickly went for the other baggage horse, startling it in his advance. He got hold of the reins, gritting his teeth when putting too much force on his burned hand, and did what he could to calm the animal down.
"Jon, the sky!"
Jon looked up in time to see something bright red shoot past their heads and crashing no more than twenty feet from where they stood. The snow it hit was knee-deep and its entry was not gentle, and Jon revisited a memory of when he, eight namedays and frustrated, threw a stone straight into the river when he failed to make them skip. The horses' agitation returned, but he and Sam kept their wits and their grips until they'd been calmed once more.
"What was that, Sam?"
"It… kind of looked like the comet."
Night had completely creeped into the sky, so there was no mistaking the comet splashing red against its dark blue canvas. It might have been just a trick of his eyes, but it looked as if the comet had gotten bigger, more widespread.
"Whatever it is," Jon said, lowering his gaze to search around them, "could there have been more?"
"It looks to be just the one," Sam said. The other rangers had seen it, too, and the ones closest to the crater had gathered near it but dared not go further than fifteen feet. "Else half of them would be too busy looking at the others."
"Could it really have been from the comet?" Jon asked.
Sam shook his head. "I don't know. I've heard of stars falling, but never a comet. And one that still looks as if it's on fire."
Buried in several inches of snow, the flying object cast a bright red glow upon the mass of white as steam rose out of the hole. The black brothers continued their murmurs, talks of signs, the sky falling, the angered gods, babble after babble of what could've caused this. The agitation in the animals had found new victims to torment, and Jon wished it didn't. A part of him also wondered why he wasn't as fazed as the others, that whatever fears he'd housed during the object's descent had somehow dissipated like the steam soaring with the wind, and its place was an odd sense of longing, a call Jon had trouble ignoring.
"Jon?"
He stepped forward.
"Jon, wait!"
He did not.
This is foolishness. It certainly was, but something in the crater called for him, like a mother beckoning for her son to come home.
No, it's not. He imagined a moth flying across a dark room in order to reach a candle.
The closer he got, the more certain he was that the glow was pulsing, as if the snow itself had grown a beating heart. His own heart was beating wildly inside his chest.
The closer he got, the more real he felt the heat against his exposed skin, as if he were nearing that old fireplace in Winterfell where Julya and he swapped made-up stories to pass the night away. He remembered how the flames danced over the hearth, how when lulls between their storytelling had them watch the chaotic waves of the fire's tips and listen to the snaps and burning of the wood.
A moth to flame. Am I to be burned again? If so, what was the harm? He'd been burned before.
He clenched his hands into fists, and though the pain from the burns was great enough to make his eyes water, his feet continued moving forward.
A faint, shimmering hum entered his hearing as he knelt next to the hole, peering into it. Already it felt like sitting next to a small fire. He shoveled the snow away, widening the hole, and when a sudden brightness had him closing his eyes shut, he plunged his hand downwards until he felt something warm and solid. His first thought was rock, his second thought blazing coal, but if it
were the latter, even the best leather glove couldn't contain the immense heat. This was merely warm, like dipping into bath water left to cool for a while.
Jon remembered the drapes in the Lord Commander's solar again, the dead Othor who'd gotten close to choking him to death, getting saved by Ghost, and the timely arrival of Lord Commander Mormont who'd come to investigate the noise. The lamp's fire was small, but the oil and flammable drapes were suitable food for its unending hunger for growth. He had grasped that fiery cloth in his hand, numb from the burgeoning burns, and tossed it at the corpse, hoping he'd burn.
The brightness from earlier had dimmed a while after he'd plucked the item from its snowy tomb, and though the warmth was bearable, comforting, he could feel untapped power culminating within it, like a kettle on the verge of whistling. It was a large, red gem, its texture more stone than jewel, its shape more dagger than orb. It could've been a ruby ore, but he never once heard of ruby burning bright as if it contained fire within.
It may very well house fire, he thought, grasping it with both hands, mesmerized.
Its shine is more fire than blood. His mind once more wandered back to simpler times in the past. In Winterfell. Home. The fireplace. Stories. Family. Honor. Duty.
Regret.
Jon shook his head and stood up. Sam was next to him, peering at the glowing stone.
"I've never seen anything like it," he said, somehow eager to touch it but too afraid to do so. "How… how does it feel?"
"Warm," Jon answered, giving the stone a squeeze, and for some reason, his burned hand no longer objected to the act. His eyes drifted to the comet above and wondered if it really had dropped a part of itself near them.