Chapter 4
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Believe me (ELITE) · Takeshi Abo
Her name is Misaki Shokuhou.
People would know her as the #5 Level 5 Esper of Academy City - Mental Out. Her school was Tokiwadai Middle School, a prestigious school that consisted of many Level 3s and 4s, and two Level 5s, that included her. She owned the largest clique in that school, with her right-hand woman and second in command, Junko Hokaze, helping her to manage the day-to-day affairs and how to instill a sense of order among the members.
Right now, she was alone, eating a cheeseburger, somewhere in a restaurant that was located in School Garden. She thought that she needed a little private time, alone and without anyone bothering her. With her delicate glove hands, she would raise it to her mouth and taste it. Lettuces, tomatoes, oh the sweet cheese, she thought as she raised one of her hands to her face.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
And now... ...her enjoyment was over. Annoyed, she put her cheeseburger down on her plate and wiped her mouth with a napkin. Then she would grab her cellphone, looking at the caller ID, and found a very familiarly annoying name.
"Now what does this she-devil want with me at this time of the day?" she could not help but ask with a sarcastic tone.
She answered.
"It's quite surprising that you're calling me yourself, black-haired crow."
"Oh don't get bitchy with me, blondie, not now!" the annoyed voice of Seria Kumokawa made Shokuhou stop her musings and showed a curious expression. She can hear Kumokawa sighing from the phone. "We have a... umm... I don't know if you could call it a problem or a miracle... maybe it's both, I don't know, but the point is, can you get to frog face doctor's hospital right now?"
"...Why exactly?" Shokuhou asked.
"...It's...It's about
him," Kumokawa spoke with an unsure tone.
"...!"
Shokuhou felt like she held her breath for just a moment. Her hand, holding her cellphone, was shaking a little, trying to steady itself.
"...Wha-What about
him?" she asked, trying to steady her voice.
"...He's...He's asking for you, blondie," the moment Kumokawa said that, her eyes widened, and her heart felt like it was beating over a thousand times. "...It seems, something happened to him when I wasn't looking. Whatever happened to him, it... ...from what I could get from that frog-faced doctor, he got into this big fight and the end result had him... ...well, it was supposed to be that boy wouldn't have any memories."
Shokuhou's heart was clenching. Her mouth felt dry as it opened and closed. She felt like she was hyperventilating. She could feel her entire body shaking.
"("...No. No. No. No. No. It's not true.")" she thought desperately, like a broken record.
"...What do you mean?" Shokuhou spoke with a tone that felt like that of the dead.
"...
Memory destruction," Kumokawa said, making Shokuhou twitched. "I don't really know what the heck happened, but that's what he's dealing with after fighting some outsiders who tried to take a foreign girl for unknown political reasons. Everything about his entire life from his childhood up to now had been erased."
Shokuhou was silent. Thoughts of screaming and desperation were ranging from her mind. No, she shouted, she needed to stay focused. She was grabbing to that one line that was a glimmer of hope. Kumokawa said that Touma Kamijou lost his memories, and yet... ...he's somehow calling for her. What could that mean?
"...You said...that he's calling for me," Shokuhou spoke, trying her best to keep her desperation from leaking. She did not want to appear weak before this woman, it would give the latter an advantage. "...And yet, you say that he has no memories of what transpired previously."
"And that's the problem, ain't it," Kumokawa's tone was a little conflicted. "I don't know how, but the frog face doctor verified for me, and if there is one thing I know, it's that frog face doctor doesn't mess up when it comes to descriptions like this. While boy had his memories wiped, there was something else that came out. It's... ...I don't know how to describe it without sounding like an idiot. This, ugh," Kumokawa was tearing her head out in annoyance. "This feels like something straight out of an anime or something."
Shokuhou looked confused. "What do you mean by that?"
"What I'm saying is that... ...apparently we don't even seem to know boy as much as we thought. That boy - Kamijou Touma - who I talked too earlier... ...he was different."
"In what way?" Shokuhou asked.
"He was... ...I guess you could call professional. The posture that he always makes reminded me of those foreign generals from the old war movies that I used to watch. He... ...He told me about a few things, things that I never really told boy about. He knows, Shokuhou, he knows just how deep the dark side of this city is. He knows... the general gist of what kind of hell goes down here, especially when it's night where almost nobody is around. He spoke of dark side factions like ITEM and SCHOOL and described them pretty well, and as far as I can tell, boy never met ITEM or SCHOOL or most of anyone that is secretly important in the dark side besides those Gokusai sisters and some people that I know of. He. Knows. Mental Out. He knows about what your life was like. He even mentioned someone named Dolly."
"...!"
Shokuhou widened her eyes a little.
...What?
"...What did...What did he say about Dolly?" Shokuhou carefully asked.
"Oh, I don't know, the fact that he knows that Dolly just so happened to be the clone of your rival, the fact that she and one other project called Ideal are connected, the fact that you were once assigned to replace her friend, and... god, probably more. He knows things, knows things that he really shouldn't, and... ...he at least gets the general idea of how the two of you had met, described it in detail. He knows who you are, Mental Out, he knows about everything you had been through, and..."
Then Kumokawa's voice turned soft.
"...And he really does want to see you again. He asked me to call for you, to tell you that he wanted to speak with you alone for a bit, personally... ...and apologize I guess."
Shokuhou ran.
She did not care if she was tired. She just ran like hell. She did not care about anything. She did not care if she looked like she had just bawled her eyes out. She did not care if anyone saw her this desperate. She did not care if she was feeling a bit dehydrated. She did not care if she fell a little more than a few times.
She just had to see him again.
Then, after a few miles of trying to run, and even taking a taxi, she would see it. The hospital where her Prince was currently held up. Her breath labored under all of the stress of running. She felt like she was about to collapse. No... ...she shouted... ...not now. She wanted to see him. She wanted to confirm for himself. Doubts fly by her mind. What if this was simply a ruse from that black-haired crow? That did cross her mind, but still... ...her tone was rather suspicious. It was almost, shall we say, irritated and exasperated, a tone of voice that does not even know what to make sense of. That was... ...a first, and this is from someone who knew Seria Kumokawa for a very long time.
...No, not even that woman would stoop this low to lie to her about this. It would dishonor her Prince in fact if she even tried that tactic on her. That was almost the same as accepting defeat. It was not something Seria Kumokawa was capable of doing.
She ran. Stopping by the receptionist, she would ask for the name of the patient who was known as Touma Kamijou.
Touma Kamijou... ...or rather, Steve Rogers, was in deep thought.
He glanced to look at Kumokawa who looked... ...mixed seems to be the right word. Sitting down on a nearby chair, there was a bit of concern and hesitance on her face. Rogers thought that the girl was probably trying to wrap her head around what he had just told her. He even asked for Heaven Canceller to come by and confirm many of the things he said as one testimony from a familiar face. It was not every day that your entire worldview seemed to have turned upside down after all. Rogers' entire situation was just something that was completely out of the norm for most people in Academy City. He said most. He would not count the Chairman out just yet.
He recounted every detail that he could remember. He even gave her the notebook where he wrote down his notes. She checked his notebook, over and over again. What he found had shaken her a little. Every single detail that was relevant at least for the time being was written in that notebook. Though, he did not write down literally everything. He would keep some things close to his mind. There would be a possibility that his own knowledge of events that had happened in the past and what was about to happen soon in the future would be used against him.
Hell, ask Kang the Conqueror, the man whose timeline is so complex that almost nobody even knows what's up with him. Ask Eobard Thawne, the walking paradoxical speedster from another universe who, no matter how many times he dies, somehow keeps coming back in one shape or form. Ask...
"...Your end is nigh, O Captain, My Captain."
"...!"
...No. He'd... He'd... rather not try to think about that monster, the one who killed him. He remembered... He remembered the day he died. He died in battle. He died on a battlefield. He remembered how his blood flowed across the ground. He remembered the brutal beat down that he received. He could feel that aching adamantium-vibranium metal hands punched through and at him several times over.
...He remembered as he glanced to his right, finding his trusty shield, instinctively placing his right hand on it.
He wondered. What about the people back at home? Did they mourn for him? Did he manage to get even a decent burial? Something told him that these and so much more had happened. People were probably mourning for him. He remembered... ...that one time, when a hero from another universe, an old friend by the name of Superman, had died. The circumstances that led to that were a long story, but suffice it to say, everybody mourned... ...at least until he somehow came back from the grave.
...Though, there was a difference, Rogers' supposed.
That time, Superman's body disappeared. Rogers' body wasn't. Superman in actuality had been sent to a ruined future due to something that had been caused by a villain named Vandal Savage. With the help of Vandal's alternate future self, Superman would be able to at least return to the past before the world gets ruined. Like he once said, it's a long story.
Rogers' glanced at Kumokawa, who seemed hesitant to even speak up. Rogers looked a little guilty, because he realized that, in one sense, he may have stolen the identity of the body that he was currently stuck in. No, that did not seem right. He was Touma Kamijou. And he was Steve Rogers. And... he was someone else. He felt like a bowl of soup where a bunch of ingredients got mixed to form some kind of whole.
As for Kumokawa, well, Rogers thought, he would understand at least if she would probably be a little hostile towards him, because from her point of view, the boy she knew... ...was all intents and purposes... dead. Captain America had taken his place.
"...If you have something to say, miss-" Rogers tried to speak up with a reassuring tone, making the first move after a long period of silence.
"Stop," Kumokawa spoke. Then she looks at Rogers in the eye and her arms were crossed, sporting a deprecating smile. "...Honestly, boy, don't... don't make that kind of face... it doesn't really help."
"...I'm sorry," Rogers said, apologetically.
"Don't apologize," Kumokawa shakes her head. "Listen, uhh..." She scratches her head. "...Let's just wait for Mental Out to show up. Considering her abilities, I think it may be at least worth some kind of shot if she could-"
"Don't you dare finish that sentence, young lady," Rogers gave a stern tone, making Kumokawa surprised. "I cannot ask her to check up on my mind, you know that better than anyone."
Of course, he was referring to the very last time when Shokuhou tried to use her powers to help with his recovery. It... didn't turn out so well. Asking her to... do that again doesn't feel very appealing. It would leave a bad taste in Rogers. Out of all of the Level 5s that he had the most empathy for, it was Misaki Shokuhou. The girl had led a very hard life, being forced to keep watch on her back, keeping an eye out for any sign of dark side activity that may threaten everything she held dear, including her own life. The girl had lived a life of utter paranoia, something that no child should ever have to live with.
At that point, Kumokawa felt a little ashamed while at the same time being a little irritated.
"...I know, I know how much that meant to Mental Out, but... ...it was worth a little shot, to at least provide more of an explanation, because even now, I can't seem to wrap my head around the idea that-"
"That I may not be the man... ...or the
boy that I thought I was?" Rogers would now speak with a more empathetic tone.
"...I did not want to think about that part, honestly," Kumokawa looks at him with a scrutinous and conflicted look. "...You're him, and yet... ...you could not be any more different."
"...If it means anything, I never asked to be born like this," Rogers sported a serious look while looking at his right hand. "I don't know who is doing this to me, and I intend to fully find out why. Until then..." He looked at Kumokawa with a genuine expression. "...I am asking for your help. I know you know things that no one would ever like to talk about."
"You're really planning on fighting the dark side?" Kumokawa looked at him incredulously. "...Look, boy, uhh, Captain Rogers, whatever your name is, the dark side had long since been a part of this city longer before I was even born. It's so entrenched into this city that removing it, well, it wouldn't be out of place to say that it wouldn't cause some kind of imbalance. Some projects of this city are dependent on the amount of funding the dark side provides. It's the dark side that also gets things done around here, even if it means getting your hands soiled in blood. Say you take out one or two dark side operations, it would not matter, because another one would just be around to replace it."
"Oh, I've heard of that line before," Rogers narrowed his eyes a little. If Kumokawa was looking at them, she could have sworn she saw a flicker of blue. "Take out one or two, another would take its place. I've been fighting an entire organization like that for many years. I've seen plenty of darkness in my life, I've lost people that I was close too, I've seen death and stared it in the face, I've seen men of steel rise and dark knights fall, so I'm not blind to what I'm seeing. Whatever the intentions for the founding of this darker side of your city, is still morally and effectively wrong. I cannot just sit back and do absolutely nothing while knowing that almost every single night, some innocent child get's killed. That is not the way I live... ...and that isn't the way that Kamijou Touma lives either."
Kumokawa, after a moment or two, would sigh in exasperation, pinching her eyes out. "...At least that part of you never changed at all."
"Of what? The speeches?" Rogers noted.
"What else is there?" Kumokawa flailed her arms a little in exaggeration. "Sure, you and... ...boy seem a little different in mannerisms, but... ...you both seem to have the same heart in the right place. Yes, okay, there, I said it, god, it felt so cheesy!"
Rogers smiled a little. "Sometimes, cheesy isn't always a bad thing. I mean, I'm the living definition of a worn-out cliché."
"...That's true, I suppose," Kumokawa mused a little, feeling a bit... ...well, she wouldn't call it better, but it was... ...a start at least.
Then, a sudden move of the door was heard. They would hear a very labored breath that came from someone who was holding the door handle. They would see a young maiden with blonde hair, wearing a middle school uniform, with a familiar Tokiwadai Middle School logo seen on the chest, with a hand bag seen to the side and worn over her neck.
...She looked, for the lack of a better word, exhausted.
"...Did...Did you seriously just run all the way here non-stop?" Kumokawa could not help but mutter softly, bewildered at the terrible appearance of the once prideful ojou-sama who now seemed a little different. Puffy eyes, miserable-looking state, a few bruises that indicated that she had fallen a little more than a few times, and everything else.
But the blonde woman ignored her. Her starry-eyed face was looking at her... ...beloved Prince.
Her mouth was opening a little, trembling, unsure, and her eyes were like that of a lost child, begging for warmth and comfort. She would walk straight towards Touma Kamijou, who was looking at her with a... ...very familiar expression.
...Could it be? She thought.
She would raise her hands towards the young man's face, her eyes never leaving his black orbs.
Kumokawa would sigh in the background, annoyed a little that she was being ignored. She would opt to leave, taking the notebook with her in order to study it further. She'll grant this to that Level 5 just this once, since this is a very specific occasion that was just as important for the boy as well. She closed the door on her way out, leaving the two alone.
Then...
Her starry eyes were leaking. Her mouth was quivering and felt dry from all of the desperate running. She needed to confirm something.
"...Do you...Do you know who I am?"
Maybe it came off a little desperately, but she did not care for the moment. She needed confirmation... or was this another accursed misfortune for her? Was it merely just Touma Kamijou not remembering her again? If that were the case...
"...Nice to meet you again, Shokuhou-san... no," Touma Kamijou smiled, both contritely and reassuringly, putting one of his hands to hers. "Misaki."
That was it. The dam burst open. Her hands would tremble. Her eyes were now crying. Her soft moans would erupt, forming a few sounds that would slowly wail.
"...Ahhh...Ahhh...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!"
The blonde young woman, Misaki Shokuhou, cried. She gripped her hands to her shoulders and crashed her body towards Kamijou's, yet the latter remained a little firmly in his sitting position, taking great care to not fall to the bed. He could feel her tears flowing down somewhere in his uniform. Memories would flow from those tears, so bittersweet that, while it may have lasted for an entire year ago, still felt so long ago.
She cried. At long last. Bittersweet tears. And yet, she also laughed. She laughed and she cried. Joy and sorrow mingled together like white and black that formed into a shade of grey. She lets out all of her misery, all of the burdens, everything. She was happy, so very happy, that she finally got her wish, her miracle, her hope. Finally, Touma Kamijou seems... ...to remember her again.
As for Touma Kamijou, his expression turns empathetic as he does not hesitate to embrace this woman so that he can comfort her.
He allowed her to cry, until all of it grew silent. It lasted for what seemed like an hour.
"...I...I missed you," a desperate tone sprang from Shokuhou. "...I missed you so very much."
"...I know," Kamijou sported a contrite look. "And I'm sorry."
Shokuhou would raise her face and look at him with eyes of a furious cat. "Why are you apologizing?! It was-"
"Shhh," Kamijou would shush the poor maiden and raise his hand to gently wipe her tears away. "There's no need for any blaming here. The important thing is... I can remember you without needing to forget every single time. It was a long time coming, but... I'm here now, and I won't leave you again."
"...Ahhh," Shokuhou cried once more as she softly landed her face on his shoulder and allowed herself to feel the beating heart of the man she fell deeply in love with and the man that saved her would embrace her.
Touma Kamijou... ...no, Steve Rogers was now thinking as his eyes seemed to change from black to... blue?... like a flickering switch.
This reaction was... a lot more weightier than he would nevertheless still expect. He wondered. If the feather had not struck him down and helped him to regain the memories of who he used to be before all of this, would Misaki Shokuhou continued to suffer over and over again unnecessarily. One of the things he hated at least when reading or watching A Certain Magical Index was that the blonde-haired starry-eyed woman had always had her hope squashed. She never even seems to be getting the win when it came to Touma Kamijou.
...But not this time.
This time, Touma Kamijou is going to protect this woman. He will not let her go. Not this time. He may be a little different, but, somewhere deep in his heart, he had become this young boy - Touma Kamijou, reborn as him. It was a part of him just as much as it was his first life. He was Touma Kamijou. He was Steve Rogers. He was all of the above.
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