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Thelxiope

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Trans Lesbian Poly Aroace Disaster From Wingmaiden's Reach, the Near Roofs, Town
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    Bluh. Good deed for the day done.

    Mleeeeeergh having to be proactive about talking to people is exhausting and I know I am complaining about the horrible mental strain of @'ing like twenty people, but it's honestly pretty stressful to me so,

    yeah there's no conclusion to this thought
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    Thelxiope
    It feels good to have put years of Nobilis fangirling to practical (for a given value of practical) use; but *lengthy litany of swear words* I do not want to be that load-bearing again for awhile. Much stress.
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    Oh, fuck you Type Moon.

    Brb, I have to go have a serious talk/furious shouting episode with the friend who insisted I play Grand Order.
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    ...I'm actually frustrated.

    Wow. That's ... surprising, given the general fog of depressive apathy.

    Teenagers. Ugh.
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    Fun fact: it turns out that Google Docs starts to get upset if a single document reaches into the 100+ pages territory.

    In retrospect, attempting to paste 1,500 pages of text into a Doc all in one go was, possibly, something of a mistake.
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    I secured a Wicked Guardian, a Faerie Godmother, an Enchanted Carriage, and a Crystal Slipper ... but no Beloved Princess.

    I have never been more disappointed in a Sealed pool in my entire life.
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    did you obtain any of these?

    a Flying Carpet
    an Ice Queen
    an Iron Throne
    a Light of the Moon
    a Lost Princess
    a Magi's Staff
    a Mirror of Kaladesh
    a Mirror of Fate
    a Mirror of the Ice
    a Molder Slug
    an Obelisk of Alara
    an Obsessive Compulsive Cosmonaut
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    It'd be nice to be able to post ... literally anything, honestly ... without having to spend an hour fretting over word choice.

    Crippling terror at how people can interpret your words in ways you did not intend is a hell of a drug, kids. ANXIETY: NOT EVEN ONCE.
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    Super tempted to make a reference to Wisher, Theurgist, Fatalist, and the Weaver of Their Fates into my CQ post today; but in the end I decided that was ... really self-indulgent and ridiculous and who was going to get that, seriously.
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    I haz a creative project! I am very excited about it! Past experience tells me that I will probably manage to get only a short way into it before one of my myriad of mental health problems breaks my momentum and I abandon it to the morbid graveyard of half-started stories and projects that litter my disk.
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    Thelxiope
    But in the spirit of optimism, I am now pinning my hopes on the idea that talking about it will provide a bit of pressure to actually, you know, work on it. We'll see!
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    How fares your creative project? :D
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    Little mindfulness exercise for people. If, in the past 24 hours, you have:
    • Been capable of happiness or enjoyment;
    • Not had an attack of crippling terror over something harmless; or
    • Not had any vivid, unwanted, and distressing thoughts of biological grostesquerie or inflicting harm on people you love
    then perhaps you might reflect a moment, on the fact that you are fortunate.
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    Thelxiope
    ... I get kinda whiny and condescending when I'm depressed, huh.
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    Walmart sells almost-baked bread that you put in an over for ten minutes to finish crisping the crust and so, I can only assume, you can put it in just before guests arrive and impress them with "fresh-baked" bread.

    It is awful bread.

    I bought three. They're amazing. Truly, this is a wonder to surpass even their terrible, terrible "sugar" "cookies".
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    Help help why does everything I post turn into thousand-word walls of text.

    I swear I'm not actually trying to do this. It just keeps happening.
    tomoyo
    my Canadian GM loved Nobilis, but I never got into it. BESM 3 on the other hand...
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    Thelxiope
    Nobilis certainly has its problems, but when else will you ever get a chance to answer such age-old questions as "what does it mean to make a baseball game more like instant ramen?"
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    Thelxiope
    I'm afraid I really don't know enough about Big Eyes, Small Mouth to comment on it.
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    Party duration: 214 minutes. Enjoyable conversation duration: 2 minutes. Fun uptime: <1%.
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    tbh i've hard parties with a worse duty cycle
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    Auuuu....
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    Thelxiope
    Total references used: 15 tabs. Time spent: 22 hours, minus sleep and breaks. Effortpost: deployed.
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    oh wow that's a long long long time! I hope you got enough sleep, and, it was a very good effortpost, and you're amazing
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    p.s. i am looking forward to your latest
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    It's fun, watching my mood ping-pong between "nihilistic apathy" and "curl up in a ball and weep." For a given value of fun.
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    Would it help if you destroyed the moon?
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    *ponder* Is the princess of a destroyed world more or less magical than the princess of an extant world?
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    Thelxiope
    My feeling is that depends on whether she is a magical princess (of a world); or a princess (of a magical world).
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    That feeling when people treat an issue like an abstract philosophical problem instead of something real and pressing that kills people.
    tomoyo
    so
    I watched clear card. all of it.
    and I ran out of episodes

    **how could you do this to me**
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    Thelxiope
    I'm ... sorry my nefarious control over CLAMP is insufficient to make them work faster?
    tomoyo
    tomoyo
    i'm really worried about Akiho v.v
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