[There is a terrible harm you are holding in your hands! -2 body, 0/5. Mei is out of Body! -1 Momentum! 5/10!]
[Suffer Harm +Hard: 2+3 vs 1, 4 STRONG HIT]
[Mei shakes it off. 1/5 Body.]
The world sank into a blur, briefly. The Dragon's Eye shone in her hand, and it burned. It wasn't just her hand— though heaven knew she'd become familiar with the sensation over the past few weeks.
It was burning up her arm, through her nostrils, in her lungs.
Her eyes blurred with every pulse of the Dragon's Eye, every beat of her heart.
There were arms around her. Strong arms. The impression of blonde hair carefully framing her face. Mei looked up into the eyes of Rei— no, Sweet Heart, and for a long moment, just hung in those arms, useless, even now swept up in the sight, the smell, the way the light filtered through her hair. "Toiroi!?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?" were the only words Mei could think of through the pain. "You've gotta... have a boyfriend, right?"
Sweet Heart blinked and pulled in her lips. "Torioi please stand on your own two feet before making me laugh I am going to drop you--"
Mei got her feet under her, and felt the Dragon's Eye continue to pulse. "I…"
A purple black haze and lightning surged down her arm and Mei grit her teeth.
"— Mei," Gold Dragon said. "Put down the Eye."
"No," Haru said. "It's better that someone at least tries to control it."
"She's not strong enough!" Dragon argued.
"We shall see," Haru replied.
The argument between them continued as Mei and Asura-chan desperately contained the energies flowing out of the Dragon's Eye, casting a blue-white light with a faint shadow within. "Asura-chan—"
It's tougher now we've got hold of it. But letting go might be even worse— it's got WAY too much magic in it!
"How are we doing?"
Ideally?! I'd like one of our shackles off or SOMETHING, we just have too much restricting us right now!
Rei put her hand on Mei's and the roiling storm calmed a little. "Torioi. Let me help."
In the distance, Alfons began to scold the others. Mei hoped it landed, but knew better than to wait for them. Mei closed her eyes and focused. "Thank you."
The blue-white glow filtered up Rei's arms, limning circuits in her arms and body which shone blue-white through her clothes. "Damn it, he's right. We need something to hold this while it shifts and changes, and I'm much better suited at helping to control that than I am at containing it—"
"— And Mei is much better at wrestling with its spirit and understanding it than she is at holding it tightly," Haru added.
"Your confidence in me is impressive, but I think unwarranted, Haru—"
"Haru?"
"I know her brother," Mei explained to Rei.
"Is this really the time?" Alfons scolded, hopping directly on to Mei's shoulder. "More importantly— I know this fire, Torioi."
Ichigo took Mei's hand into his, and the glow failed to make it through his fingers.
Mei's left hand felt lighter, stronger, suddenly.
"Okay. How do we do this, Haru?" Ichigo said, looking at her.
"You sit there and contain the Eye, like you have those other two in your chest."
"You have what in your chest!?" Mei shouted.
"And two in his head!" Haru continued cheerfully.
"Well, what did you expect?" Ichigo countered.
"Right. So, the way this is supposed to go is, Torioi would forge the shape of its spirit, while Kisaragi forges the shape of its physicality, while Alfons helps."
There was a long pause, as all four of them turned to look at her.
Mei spoke up first. "HOW!?"
"I dunno! Trust in your memories of your dad, I guess? Someone figured this out a long time ago just with guesswork before, so how hard can it be?"
Mei found this singularly unhelpful, and couldn't escape the feeling that Haru knew more than she was letting on, but also didn't want to wait for the patient explanation while the clock and her friends' health was ticking.
[Face Danger +Heart+Dragon's Fire: 2+3+2 vs 5, 2 STRONG HIT]
Even the moment of inattention she had given Haru seemed to sap her strength and burn at her spirit. "Asura-chan!?"
I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. It's easier, but it's not EASY.
If only she knew the right question to ask!
Or even who!
Though— of the people here…
[Mei has an idea… +1 Momentum, 6/10.]
"… Alfons. Why were you so interested in me?"
"Is this really the time—"
"It's probably important, I'm running on a hunch, just… Give me what you've got."
[Gather Information +Thoughtful+Detective: 2+2+1 vs. 8, 3, 1 STRONG HIT]
Alfons paused, the silence and contained fury of the Dragon's Eye hanging in the air for a moment. "Your flame."
Mei growled in frustration. That wasn't a very helpful answer. Fine. Fine. Maybe the answer was inside the Eye, and her attention turned to it—
And for the first time in a very long time, she felt the energy of the Dragon's Eye. Oh, she'd felt magic since her last year in middle school, but only its effects, only in a vague sense of the sacred.
The fires of creation, held bare in her hand.
The sense of purity, even if it was the purity of the barren, the horrible-stomach-churning idea of purity as sterility.
A divine lightning
A single feather on a wing made of shining light
A fond face, offering a bow tied with ribbons, gleaming and silver and easy to pull at a touch with her left hand curled about the string, watching as so long as the image remained in her mind--
She could hit it.
She could find the target.
She would fly to it on wings of flame on wings of steel on wings of light on wings of divine lightning—
To know the infinite possibilities, of both past and present, sitting lonely in a jewel that sat easily in the palm of her hand, that could be skipped across the river with no one noticing it.
How to stare that infinite possibility in the eyes, and trim it?
How did you even begin?
Us
Mei paused, listening to Asura-chan provide something with such clarity.
Let's begin, with us.
[You gain 3 Momentum, 9/10.]
Mei didn't seem to notice as the light of the Dragon's eye flared and began to focus.
"Now, Rei! Start shaping the matter of it! Follow her lead!" Alfons shouted, feeling the shape of things to come.
Rei closed her eyes and began to open herself up. And out. The hiss of long-disused pneumatics and the unfortunate sounds of shifting flesh revealed manufactured access points that glowed through her shirt. Her hands began to absorb the infinite possibility seeping through Ichigo's hands, absorbing the spare Eva Rays and drawing them into herself, into the burning, shining heart at the center of it.
She smiled as she started to realize who, exactly, Mei was. Cold, yes, but the cold of someone who has had too many people and too much to bear for a long time, and is wary and weary. Desperate, focused on one point, because she fears she will die before she manages it.
Rei knew it well.
Rei had been there.
Rei's father had that same madness, the madness that had brought her here.
She was never getting in a mecha again. And so long as she could help it, neither was Mei. "SWEET SHIIIIIIIIIIIINE!"
All well and good to say 'begin with us', but—
Who we were. Who we are. Who we want to be.
[Secure An Advantage +Heart+Asura-chan: 4+3+1 vs 3, 1 STRONG HIT]
Immediately, images formed in Mei's mind. The image of herself as the kunoichi, the armor of which was all in her own head. The jimono, the sword.
Hands on a silvered bow, with golden ribbons, gleaming and shining.
Hand on a baseball, examining the eyes of the woman from another middle school, smiling as she realized exactly what would destroy her.
Hands holding hands, the shining light of her hopes.
The cuprous flames that destroyed her old home.
The image of herself as a princess, the naginata in her hands, the feared runner of day-to-day affairs.
The image of herself taking up her mother's position, all fire and lightning, screaming to a crowd of youkai and singing her heart out with a rock band backing her. Kissing her drummer in the green room, taking what she wants without reserve.
The thought of a distant woman, elegant, the labcoat as much a protection as any armor, with a thousand red strings tied to a ball-jointed hand and wings made of feathers of light.
The raging demon within her, the curses and chains screaming from the ground and all around her, as she laughed and bled.
Asura's prophesied future, the future where she never reached for what she wanted, the kunoichi and industrial espionage expert, whose power laid in violence, misdirection, and the fine art of when to disappear, forever weighted by her curses.
More nightmare futures started to proceed from the last. Consumed by dragon's fire, consumed by Kaneko Chou, destroyed and ruined and left upon the mountainsides for the crows.
And so many more worse fates than mere death.
An infinity stretched before her, but an infinity truncated, an infinity described.
An infinity where she did not mutate, at least, not in ways that would be recognized as such.
An infinity where no matter what she could do, her shape, her form, was relatively human.
[Mei gains 1 Momentum, 10/10. Mei gains +1 forward on her next Move.]
[Mei loses 1 Body, 0/5.]
[Endure Harm +Hard: 2+2 vs 1, 6 weak hit]
[Mei presses on!]
She reached up with her other hand, a hand which suddenly held a letter opener, marked with an ofuda, with a handle of white ash and a scabbard carved from the same trunk. She pulled the blade free with her teeth.
And began to cut.
[Face Danger +Heart+Asura-chan: 4+3+1 10 vs. 8,2 STRONG HIT]
The shape of her, herself, blossoming, folded into a spiritual shape, that which rose from its ashes and slipped its chains without concern for mortality.
Briefly, the Eye fought back, but Mei remembered.
She had, personally, never burned down to ash.
What had burned was her home. And, well. Hadn't she already asked one for help?
Mei's eyes opened, and she could swear that the world was cast in silver-red light. "… Hail--"
The light, briefly, was blinding, and all at once there came a great thundering. Rei leaned in, pressing against the light, and closed her hands over Ichigo's. The heat was unbearable. Mei felt the lightning protecting her changing, from purple-black to the blinding white of the natural arc.
Rei winced as the Eva Rays fought back against the pressure. There was simply too much output.
But even as she felt it pulsing through her entire body, shooting burning pain through hands, arms, legs, she caught the shape that Mei had requested.
She nodded. Turned the energy into her own capability.
Focused.
The others had wits, raw power, strength on their side.
But something like this—
Something like this was something only she could do!
Her body unfolded even further inside her shirt, straining it near to the breaking point, and something deep within her glowed in answer to her call. "Shiiiiiiiiiiiine—"
[Mei takes 1 body! 0/5. Mei Must Endure Harm!]
[Mei loses 1 Momentum after reset! 1/10.]
[Mei gains 1 Momentum from her strong hit, 2/10.]
[Endure Harm +Hard: 3+2 vs. 1, 3 STRONG HIT]
The pain of electricity flowing through her hand was almost unbearable, even with Asura-chan to help mediate it and make sure it flowed properly. Mei just barely resisted screaming, her hand feeling like it was going to burn alive for the third time in not so long.
She could not believe she was getting used to this.
[Mei embraces the pain. 4/10.]
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And then, like hot metal in her palm, the Dragon's Eye, now transformed, infinite possibility, focused, made true, landed in her palm.
The burning made Mei want to cry, but she just didn't have the time.
Raw, red, but somehow still standing, her bloodied hand closed on the round object now in her hand, a little smaller than a pool ball, but no longer glowing.
Rei took hold of Mei's arm to get a better look at her hand and arm. "We've got to go. She needs medical attention."
"Can't we handle it at your place?" Ichigo asked.
"No." Rei paused. "We're… On top of a JSSDF base. We need to leave. Now."
"… It's more important that Ichigo get out of here. So I agree," Mei said.
"— Wait."
"Huh?"
"You're actually his bodyguard!?"
"— yes?"
"I thought that was just cute chuuni shit! That's fucking messed up! We're getting you out of here." Rei picked Mei up into a fireman's carry, as easily as if she were carrying a sack of sand, and started running. In the darkness of the street lights, Mei could see that the others were following after her.
"I will determine why my suitors are attracted to me."
Rank: Formidable
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Background Vow: "I will become an adult who my parents would have been proud of."
Difficulty: Epic
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"I will determine why Nezuka Logistics Concern wants me dead."
Difficulty: Formidable
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MENACE O . . . . . . . . .
When two cursed hearts beat as one…
[ ] I May Have No Other Love Than Ichigo.
Update sooner than 9 months, I hope.
ETA: Momentum book-keeping was sloppy there.